ALREADY A QUEEN, said Death, approvingly. Death liked style.
They were on the roof before he spoke again.
YOU TRIED TO WARN HIM, he said, removing Binky’s nosebag.
“Yes, sir. Sorry.”
YOU CANNOT INTERFERE WITH FATE. WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE WHO SHOULD LIVE AND WHO SHOULD DIE?
Death watched Mort’s expression carefully.
ONLY THE GODS ARE ALLOWED TO DO THAT, he added. TO TINKER WITH THE FATE OF EVEN ONE INDIVIDUAL COULD DESTROY THE WHOLE WORLD. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?
Mort nodded miserably.
“Are you going to send me home?” he said.
Death reached down and swung him up behind the saddle.
BECAUSE YOU SHOWED COMPASSION? NO. I MIGHT HAVE DONE IF YOU HAD SHOWN PLEASURE. BUT YOU MUST LEARN THE COMPASSION PROPER TO YOUR TRADE.
“What’s that?”
A
Meals were served up by Albert, who smiled to himself a lot and didn’t say anything much. Ysabell kept to her room most of the time, or rode her own pony on the black moors above the cottage. The sight of her with her hair streaming in the wind would have been more impressive if she was a better horse-woman, or if the pony had been rather larger, or if her hair was the sort that streams naturally. Some hair has got it, and some hasn’t. Hers hadn’t.
When he wasn’t out on what Death referred to as THE DUTY Mort assisted Albert, or found jobs in the garden or stable, or browsed through Death’s extensive library, reading with the speed and omnivorousness common to those who discover the magic of the written word for the first time.
Most of the books in the library were biographies, of course.
They were unusual in one respect. They were writing themselves. People who had already died, obviously, filled their books from cover to cover, and those who hadn’t been born yet had to put up with blank pages. Those in between… Mort took note, marking the place and counting the extra lines, and estimated that some books were adding paragraphs at the rate of four or five every day. He didn’t recognise the handwriting.
And finally he plucked up his courage.
A WHAT? said Death in astonishment, sitting behind his ornate desk and turning his scythe-shaped paperknife over and over in his hands.
“An afternoon off,” repeated Mort. The room suddenly seemed to be oppressively big, with himself very exposed in the middle of a carpet about the size of a field.
BUT WHY? said Death. IT CAN’T BE TO ATTEND YOUR GRANDMOTHER’S FUNERAL, he added. I WOULD KNOW.
“I just want to, you know, get out and meet people,” said Mort, trying to outstare that unflinching blue gaze.
BUT YOU MEET PEOPLE EVERY DAY, protested Death.
“Yes, I know, only, well, not for very long,” said Mort. “I mean, it’d be nice to meet someone with a life expectancy of more than a few minutes. Sir,” he added.
Death drummed his fingers on the desk, making a sound not unlike a mouse tap-dancing, and gave Mort another few seconds of stare. He noticed that the boy seemed rather less elbows than he remembered, stood a little more upright and, bluntly, could use a word like ‘expectancy’. It was all that library.
ALL RIGHT, he said grudgingly. BUT IT SEEMS TO ME YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU NEED RIGHT HERE. THE DUTY IS NOT ONEROUS, IS IT?
“No, sir.”
AND YOU HAVE GOOD FOOD AND A WARM BED AND RECREATION AND PEOPLE YOUR OWN AGE.
“Pardon, sir?” said Mort.
MY DAUGHTER, said Death. YOU HAVE MET HER, I BELIEVE.
“Oh. Yes, sir.”
SHE HAS A VERY WARM PERSONALITY WHEN YOU GET TO KNOW HER.
“I am sure she has, sir.”
NEVERTHELESS, YOU WISH—Death launched the words with a spin of distaste—AN AFTERNOON OFF?
“Yes, sir. If you please, sir.”
VERY WELL. SO BE IT. YOU MAY HAVE UNTIL SUNSET.
Death opened his great ledger, picked up a pen, and began to write. Occasionally he’d reach out and flick the beads of an abacus.
After a minute he looked up.
YOU’RE STILL HERE, he said. AND IN YOUR OWN TIME, TOO, he added sourly.
“Um,” said Mort, “will people be able to see me, sir?”
I IMAGINE SO, I’M SURE, said Death. IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE I MIGHT BE ABLE TO ASSIST YOU WITH BEFORE YOU LEAVE FOR THIS DEBAUCH?
“Well, sir, there is one thing, sir, I don’t know how to get to the mortal world, sir,” said Mort desperately.
Death sighed loudly, and pulled open a desk drawer.
JUST WALK THERE.
Mort nodded miserably, and took the long walk to the study door. As he pulled it open Death coughed.
BOY! he called, and tossed something across the room.
Mort caught it automatically as the door creaked open.
The doorway vanished. The deep carpet underfoot became muddy cobbles. Broad daylight poured over him like quick-silver.
“Mort,” said Mort, to the universe at large.
“What?” said a stallholder beside him. Mort stared around. He was in a crowded market place, packed with people and animals. Every kind of thing was being sold from needles to (via a few itinerant prophets) visions of salvation. It was impossible to hold any conversation quieter than a shout.
Mort tapped the stallholder in the small of the back.
“Can you see me?” he demanded.
The stallholder squinted critically at him.
“I reckon so,” he said, “or someone very much like you.”
“Thank you,” said Mort, immensely relieved.
“Don’t mention it. I see lots of people every day, no charge. Want to buy any bootlaces?”
“I don’t think so,” said Mort. “What place is this?”
“You don’t know?”
A couple of people at the next stall were looking at Mort thoughtfully. His mind went into overdrive.
“My master travels a lot,” he said, truthfully. “We arrived last night, and I was asleep on the cart. Now I’ve got the afternoon off.”
“Ah,” said the stallholder. He leaned forward conspiratorially. “Looking for a good time, are you? I could fix you up.”
“I’d quite enjoy knowing where I am,” Mort conceded.
The man was taken aback.
“This is Ankh-Morpork,” he said. “Anyone ought to be able to see that. Smell it, too.”
Mort sniffed. There was a certain something about the air in the city. You got the feeling that it was air that had seen life. You couldn’t help noting with every breath that thousands of other people were very close to you and nearly all of them had armpits.
The stallholder regarded Mort critically, noting the pale face, well-cut clothes and strange presence, a sort of coiled spring effect.
“Look, I’ll be frank,” he said. “I could point you in the direction of a great brothel.”
“I’ve already had lunch,” said Mort, vaguely. “But you can tell me if we’re anywhere near, I think it’s called Sto Lat?”
“About twenty miles Hubwards, but there’s nothing there for a young man of your kidney,” said the trader hurriedly. “I know, you’re out by yourself, you want new experiences, you want excitement, romance—”
Mort, meanwhile, had opened the bag Death had given him. It was full of small gold coins, about the size of sequins.
An image formed again in his mind, of a pale young face under a head of red hair who had somehow known he was there. The unfocused feelings that had haunted his mind for the last few days suddenly sharpened to a point.
“I want,” he said firmly, “a very fast horse.”
It didn’t so much have a neighbourhood as an ecology, like a great land-based coral reef. There were the humans, all right, humanoid equivalents of lobsters, squid, shrimps and so on. And sharks.
Mort wandered hopelessly along the winding streets. Anyone hovering at rooftop height would have noticed a certain pattern in the crowds behind him, suggesting a number of men converging nonchalantly on a target, and would rightly have concluded that Mort and his gold had about the same life expectancy as a three-legged hedgehog on a six-lane motorway.
It is probably already apparent that The Shades was not the sort of place to have inhabitants. It had denizens. Periodically Mort would try to engage one in conversation, to find the way to a good horse dealer. The denizen would usually mutter something and hurry away, since anyone wishing to live in The Shades for longer than maybe three hours developed very specialised senses indeed and would no more hang around near Mort than a peasant would stand near a tall tree in thundery weather.
And so Mort came at last to the river Ankh, greatest of rivers. Even before it entered the city it was slow and heavy with the silt of the plains, and by the time it got to The Shades even an agnostic could have walked across it. It was hard to drown in the Ankh, but easy to suffocate.
Mort looked at the surface doubtfully. It seemed to be moving. There were bubbles in it. It had to be water.
He sighed, and turned away.
Three men had appeared behind him, as though extruded from the stonework. They had the heavy, stolid look of those thugs whose appearance in any narrative means that it’s time for the hero to be menaced a bit, although not too much, because it’s also obvious that they’re going to be horribly surprised.
They were leering. They were good at it.
One of them had drawn a knife, which he waved in little circles in the air. He advanced slowly towards Mort, while the other two hung back to provide immoral support.
“Give us the money,” he rasped.
Mort’s hand went to the bag on his belt.
“Hang on a minute,” he said. “What happens then?”
“What?”
“I mean, is it my money or my life?” said Mort. “That’s the sort of thing robbers are supposed to demand. Your money or your life. I read that in a book once,” he added.
“Possibly, possibly,” conceded the robber. He felt he was losing the initiative, but rallied magnificently. “On the other hand, it could be your money
“Hey, what are you doing,” said the robber. He started to run forward, but halted when Mort gave the bag a threatening jerk.
“Well,” said Mort, “I look at it like this. If you’re going to kill me anyway, I might as well get rid of the money. It’s entirely up to you.” To illustrate his point he took one coin out of the bag and flicked it out across the water, which accepted it with an unfortunate sucking noise. The thieves shuddered.
The leading thief looked at the bag. He looked at his knife. He looked at Mort’s face. He looked at his colleagues.
“Excuse me,” he said, and they went into a huddle.
Mort measured the distance to the end of the alley. He wouldn’t make it. Anyway, these three looked as though chasing people was another thing they were good at. It was only logic that left them feeling a little stretched.
Their leader turned back to Mort. He gave a final glance at the other two. They both nodded decisively.
“I think we kill you and take a chance on the money,” he said. “We don’t want this sort of thing to spread.”
The other two drew their knives.
Mort swallowed. “This could be unwise,” he said.
“Why?”
“Well, I won’t like it, for one.”
“You’re not supposed to like it, you’re supposed to—die,” said the thief, advancing.
“I don’t think I’m due to die,” said Mort, backing away. “I’m sure I would have been told.”
“Yeah,” said the thief, who was getting fed up with this. “Yeah, well, you have been, haven’t you? Great steaming elephant turds!”
Mort had just stepped backwards again. Through a wall.
The leading thief glared at the solid stone that had swallowed Mort, and then threw down his knife.
“Well, — me,” he said. “A —ing wizard. I
The third member of the trio, who was a little slow of thinking, said, “Here, he walked through the wall!”
“And we bin following him for ages, too,” muttered the second one. “Fine one you are, Pilgarlic. I said I thought he was a wizard, only wizards’d walk round here by themselves. Dint I say he looked like a wizard? I said—”
“You’re saying a good deal too much,” growled the leader.
“
“Sharp enough, come to that!”
The leader scooped his knife out of the dirt in one snaky movement.
“Sharp as this?”
The third thief lurched over to the wall and kicked it hard a few times, while behind him there were the sounds of scuffle and some damp bubbling noises.
“Yep, it’s a wall okay,” he said. “That’s a wall if ever I saw one. How d’you think they do it, lads?”
“Lads?”
He tripped over the prone bodies.
“Oh,” he said. Slow as his mind was, it was quick enough to realise something very important. He was in a back alley in The Shades, and he was alone. He ran for it, and got quite a long way.
The sound roared around them, a vast grey waterfall of noise.
It came from the shelves where, stretching away into the infinite distance, row upon row of hourglasses poured away the sands of mortal time. It was a heavy sound, a dull sound, a sound that poured like sullen custard over the bright roly-poly pudding of the soul.
VERY WELL, said Death at last. I MAKE IT THREE. A QUIET NIGHT.
“That’d be Goodie Hamstring, the Abbott Lobsang again, and this Princess Keli,” said Albert.
Death looked at the three hourglasses in his hand.
I WAS THINKING OF SENDING THE LAD OUT, he said.
Albert consulted his ledger.
“Well, Goodie wouldn’t be any trouble and the Abbott is what you might call experienced,” he said. “Shame about the princess. Only fifteen. Could be tricky.”
YES. IT IS A PITY.
“Master?”
Death stood with the third glass in his hand, staring thoughtfully at the play of light across its surface. He sighed.
ONE SO YOUNG…
“Are you feeling all right, master?” said Albert, his voice full of concern.
TIME LIKE AN EVER-ROLLING STREAM BEARS ALL ITS…
“Master!”
WHAT? said Death, snapping out of it.
“You’ve been overdoing it, master, that’s what it is—”
WHAT ARE YOU BLATHERING ABOUT, MAN?
“You had a bit of a funny turn there, master.”
NONSENSE. I HAVE NEVER FELT BETTER. NOW, WHAT WERE WE TALKING ABOUT?
Albert shrugged, and peered down at the entries in the book.
“Goodie’s a witch,” he said. “She might get a bit annoyed if you send Mort.”
All practitioners of magic earned the right, once their own personal sands had run out, of being claimed by Death himself rather than his minor functionaries.
Death didn’t appear to hear Albert. He was staring at Princess Keli’s hourglass again.
WHAT IS THAT SENSE INSIDE YOUR HEAD OF WISTFUL REGRET THAT THINGS ARE THE WAY THEY APPARENTLY ARE?
“Sadness, master. I think. Now—”
I AM SADNESS.
Albert stood with his mouth open. Finally he got a grip on himself long enough to blurt out, “Master, we were talking about Mort!”
MORT WHO?
“Your apprentice, master,” said Albert patiently. “Tall young lad.”
OF COURSE. WELL, WE’LL SEND HIM.
“Is he ready to go solo, master?” said Albert doubtfully.
Death thought about it. HE CAN DO IT, he said at last. HE’S KEEN, HE’S QUICK TO LEARN AND, REALLY, he added, PEOPLE CAN’T EXPECT TO HAVE ME RUNNING AROUND AFTER THEM ALL THE TIME.
He gingerly moved the hangings aside to see if a door was lurking somewhere, but there was nothing but crumbling plaster which had cracked away in places to reveal some dampish but emphatically solid brickwork.
He prodded it experimentally. It was quite clear that he wasn’t going back out that way.
“Well,” he said to the wall. “What now?”
A voice behind him said, “Um. Excuse please?”
He turned around slowly.
Grouped around a table in the middle of the room was a Klatchian family of father, mother and half a dozen children of dwindling size. Eight pairs of round eyes were fixed on Mort. A ninth pair belonging to an aged grandparent of indeterminate sex weren’t, because their owner had taken advantage of the interruption to get some elbow room at the communal rice bowl, taking the view that a boiled fish in the hand was worth any amount of unexplained manifestations, and the silence was punctuated by the sound of determined mastication.
In one corner of the crowded room was a little shrine to Offler, the six-armed Crocodile God of Klatch. It was grinning just like Death, except of course Death didn’t have a flock of holy birds that brought him news of his worshippers and also kept his teeth clean.
Klatchians prize hospitality above all other virtues. As Mort stared the woman took another plate off the shelf behind her and silently began to fill it from the big bowl, snatching a choice cut of catfish from the ancient’s hands after a brief struggle. Her kohl-rimmed eyes remained steadily on Mort, however.
It was the father who had spoken. Mort bowed nervously.
“Sorry,” he said. “Er, I seem to have walked through this wall.” It was rather lame, he had to admit.
“Please?” said the man. The woman, her bangles jangling, carefully arranged a few slices of pepper across the plate and sprinkled it with a dark green sauce that Mort was afraid he recognised. He’d tried it a few weeks before, and although it was a complicated recipe one taste had been enough to know that it was made out of fish entrails marinated for several years in a vat of shark bile. Death had said that it was an acquired taste. Mort had decided not to make the effort.