Нагой обед [Naked Lunch] - Берроуз Уильям Сьюард


I canfeeltheheatclosingin,feel themout there

makingtheirmoves,settinguptheirdevildoll stool

pigeons,crooningovermyspoonanddropperIthrow

awayatWashingtonSquareStation,vaultaturnstile

andtwoflightsdowntheironstairs,catchan uptown

Atrain...Young,goodlooking,crewcut,Ivy League,

advertisingexectype fruitholds thedoor backfor me.

Iamevidentlyhisideaofacharacter. Youknow the

typecomesonwithbartendersand cabdrivers, talking

aboutrighthooksandtheDodgers, callthe counterman

in Nedick's byhis firstname. Areal asshole.And right

ontime thisnarcotics dickin awhite trenchcoat (im-

aginetailingsomebodyina whitetrench coat-- trying

to pass as a fag I guess ) hit the platform. I canhear the

wayhewould sayit holdingmy outfitin hisleft hand,

righthandonhispiece:"Ithinkyoudroppedsome-

thing, fella"

But the subway is moving.

"So long flatfoot!" I yell, giving thefruit hisB produc-

tion. I look into the fruit's eyes, take in thewhite teeth,

theFloridatan,thetwohundred dollarsharkskin suit,

thebutton-downBrooksBrothersshirtandcarrying

The News as a prop. "Only thing I read is Little Abner."

Asquarewantstocomeonhip.... Talksabout "pod,"

andsmokeitnowandthen,andkeepssomearoundto

offer the fast Hollywood types.

"Thanks, kid," I say, "I cansee you'reone ofour own."

Hisfacelightsuplike apinball machine,with stupid,

pink effect.

"Grassedonmehedid,"Isaidmorosely.(Note:

GrassisEnglishthiefslang forinform.) Idrew closer

andlaidmy dirtyjunky fingerson hissharkskin sleeve.

"Andusbloodbrothersinthe samedirty needle,I can

tell youin confidencehe isdue fora hotshot." ( Note:

This isa capof poisonjunk soldto addictfor liquida-

tionpurposes.Oftengiven toinformers. Usuallythe hot

shot is strychnine since it tastes and looks like junk. )

"Everseeahotshothit,kid? Isaw theGimp catch

oneinPhilly.Weriggedhisroomwithaone-way

whorehousemirrorandchargedasawskitowatchit.

Henevergottheneedleoutof hisarm.

Theydon't if

the shot isright. That'sthe waythey findthem, dropper

fullofclottedbloodhangingoutofabluearm. The

look in his eyes when it hit -- Kid, it was tasty....

"RecollectwhenIamtravelingwiththeVigilante,

bestShakeManintheindustry.OutinChi...Weis

workingthe fagsin LincolnPark. Soone nightthe Vigi-

lanteturnsupforworkincowboybootsandablack

vest with a hunka tin on it and a lariat slung over his

shoulder.

"So I says: 'What's with you? You wig already?'

"He just looks at me and says: 'Fill your hand stran-

ger' and hauls out an old rusty six shooter and I take off

across Lincoln Park, bullets cutting all around me. And

he hangs three fags before the fuzz nail him. I mean

the Vigilante earned his moniker....

"Ever notice how many expressions carry over from

queers to con men? Like 'raise,' letting someone know

you are in the same line?

" 'Get her!'

" 'Get the Paregoric Kid giving that mark the build

up!'

" 'Eager Beaver wooing him much too fast.'

"The Shoe Store Kid (he got that moniker shaking

down fetishists in shoe stores) say: 'Give it to a mark

with K.Y. and he will come back moaning for more.'

And when the Kid spots a mark he begin to breathe

heavy. His face swells and his lips turn purple like an

Eskimo in heat. Then slow, slow he comes on the mark,

feeling for him, palpating him with fingers of rotten

ectoplasm.

"The Rubehas asincere littleboy look,burns through

himlikeblueneon. Thatone steppedright offa Sator-

dayEveningPostcoverwith astring ofbullheads, and

preservedhimselfin junk.His marksnever beefand the

Bunkopeopleare reallycarrying aneedle forthe Rube.

Oneday LittleBoy Bluestarts toslip, andwhat crawls

outwouldmakeanambulanceattendantpuke.The

Rube8flipsintheend,runningthroughemptyautomats

andsubwaystations,screaming:'Comeback,kid!!

Comeback!l'andfollowshisboyrightintotheEast

River,downthroughcondomsandorangepeels,mosaic

offloatingnewspapers,downintothesilentblackooze

withgangstersinconcrete,andpistolspoundedHatto

avoid the probing finger of prurient ballistic experts."

Andthefruitisthinking:"Whatacharacter!!Wait

till I tell the boys in Clark's about this one." He'sa char-

actercollector, wouldstand stillfor JoeGould's seagull

act.So Iput iton himfor asawski andmake ameet to

sell him some"pod" ashe callsit, thinking,"I'll catnip

thejerk.

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