MEG CABOT AVALON HIGH
For the two Barbara Cabots,
Bad Mommy and Aunt Babs
Many thanks to Beth Ader,
Jennifer Brown, Barbara M. Cabot,
Michele Jaffe, Laura Langlie,
Abigail McAden, and especially
Benjamin Egnatz.
AVALON HIGH
She knows not what the curse may be,
And so she weaveth steadily,
And little other care has she,
The Lady of Shalott.
Alfred Lord Tennyson
CHAPTER ONE
And by the moon the reaper weary,
Piling sheaves in uplands airy,
Listening, whispers
Tis the fairy Lady of Shalott.
You are so lucky.
Trust my best friend Nancy to see things that way. Nancy is what you would call an
optimist.
Not that Im a pessimist, or anything. Im just
Apparently, Im also lucky.
Lucky? I echoed into the phone. In what way am I lucky?
Oh, you know, Nancy said. You get to start over. In a whole new school. Where no
one knows you. You can be whoever you want to be. You can give yourself a total
personality makeover, and there wont be anyone around to be all, Who do you think
youre kidding, Ellie Harrison? I remember when you ate paste in first grade.
I never thought of it that way, I said. Because I hadnt. Anyway, you were the one
who ate paste.
You know what I mean. Nancy sighed. Well. Good luck. With school and everything.
practical. At least according to Nancy.
Yeah, I said, sensing even over the thousand-mile difference between us, that, it was
time to hang up. Bye.
Bye, Nancy said. Then added, Youre so lucky.
Really, up until Nancy said this, I hadnt thought there was anything lucky about my
situation at all. Except maybe the fact that theres a pool in the backyard of our new
house. We never had a pool of our own. Before, if Nancy and I wanted to go to the pool,
we had to get on our bikes and ride five milesmostly uphillto Como Park.
I have to say, when my parents broke the news about the sabbatical, the fact that they
were quick to add, And were renting a house with a pool! was the only thing that kept
down the vomit that started coming up in my throat. If you are a child of
professors,sabbatical is probably about the dirtiest word in your own personal vocabulary.
Every seven years, most professors get offered onebasically a yearlong vacation, so they
can recharge and try to write and publish a book.
Professors love sabbaticals.
Their kids hate them.
Because would you really want to uproot and leave all your friends, make all new friends
at a whole new school and just be getting to think, Okay, this isnt so bad, only to have
to uproot yourself again a year later and go back where you came from?
No. Not if youre sane, anyway.
At least this sabbatical isnt as bad as the last one, which was in Germany. Not that
theres anything wrong with Germany. I still exchange e-mails with Anne-Katrin, the girl
I shared a desk with in the weird German school I went to there.
But come on. I had to learn a whole other language!
At least with this one, were still in America. And okay, were outside Washington, D.C.,
which isnt like the rest of America. But everyone here speaks English. So far.
And theres a pool.
Having your own pool is a lot of responsibility, it turns out. I mean, every morning you
have to check the filters and make sure they arent all jammed up with leaves or dead
moles. Theres almost always a frog or two in ours. Usually, if I get out there early
enough, theyre still alive. So then I have to conduct a frog rescue expedition.
The only way you can rescue the frogs is to reach down into the water to pull the filter
basket out, so Ive ended up touching all sorts of really gross stuff that floats in there, like
dead beetles and newts and, a few times, drowned mice. Once there was a snake. It was
still alive. I pretty much draw the line at touching anything that is capable of sending
paralyzing streams of poison into my veins, so I yelled to my parents that there was a
snake in the filter basket.
My dad is the one who yelled back, So? What do you want me to do about it?
Get it out, I said.
No way, my dad said. Im not touching any snake.
My parents arent like other parents. For one thing, other peoples parents actually leave
the house to go to work. Some of them are gone for as many as forty-five hours a week,
Ive heard.
Not mine. Mine are homeall the time . They never leave! Theyre always in their at-
home offices, writing or reading. Practically the only time they come out of their offices
is to watchJeopardy! and then they yell out the answers at each other.
No one elses parents know all the answers toJeopardy! or yell them out if they do. I
know, Ive been to Nancys house and seen the evidence for myself. Her parents
watchEntertainment Tonight after dinner, like normal people.
I dont knowany of the answers onJeopardy! Thats why I sort of hate that show.
My dad grew up in the Bronx, where there arent any snakes. He completely hates
nature. He totally ignores our cat, Tig. Which of course means that Tig is crazy about
him.
And if my dad sees a spider, he screams like a girl. Then my mom, who grew up on a
ranch in Montana and has no patience for spidersor my dads screaming, will come in and
kill it, even though Ive told her a million times that spiders are extremely beneficial to
the environment.
Of course, I knew better than to tell my mom about the snake in the pool filter, because
shed probably have come out and snapped its head clean off right in front of me. In the
end, I found a forked branch, and pulled it out that way. I let it go in the woodsy area
behind the house were renting. Even though the snake didnt turn out to be that scary
once I finally got the guts to save it, I kind of hope it doesnt come back.
Theres other stuff you have to do if you have your own pool, besides clean out the filter
baskets. You have to vacuum the pool floorthis is kind of funand you have to test the
water all the time, for chlorine and pH. I like testing the water. I do it a few times a day.
You put the water in these little test tubes, and then add a couple drops of this stuff, and
then if the water in the test tubes turns the wrong color, you have to drop some powder
into the filter baskets. Its a lot like chemistry, only better, because when youre done,
instead of a stinky mess like the kind I always ended up with last year in chem class, you
get beautiful clear blue water.
I spent most of the summer that we moved to Annapolis messing around with the pool. I
say messing around with. My brother Geoffhe left for his first year of college the
second week in Augustput it a different way. He said I was acting like a freak about it.
Ellie, he said to me so many times I lost count, relax. You dont need to be doing this.
Weve got a contract with a pool company. They come every week. Let them do it.
But the pool guy doesnt reallycare about the pool. I mean, hes just doing it for the
money. He doesnt see the beauty of it. Im pretty sure.
But I guess I can see where Geoff was coming from. I mean, the pool did sort of start
taking up a lot of my time. When I wasnt cleaning it, I was floating on top of the water,
on one of these inflatable rafts I made my mom and dad buy for us over at the Wawa.
Thats the name of the gas stations here in Maryland. Wawas. They dont have any
Wawas back home in Minnesota. Just, like, Mobils and Exxons or whatever.
Anyway, we filled them up at the Wawa, toothe raftswith the air hose meant for people
to use on their tires, even though you arent supposed to use an air hose to fill a raft. It
says so right on the raft.
But when Geoff pointed this out to my dad, he just went, Who cares? and filled them
up anyway.
And nothing bad happened.
I tried to keep the same routine going for the whole summer. Every day I got up and put
on my bikini. Then I grabbed a Nutri-Grain bar and headed down to the pool to check the
filter baskets for frogs or whatever. Then when the pool was all clean, I got onto one of
the rafts with a book and started floating.
By the time Geoff left for school, I was so good at floating that I could do it without
even getting my hair wet or anything. I could go all morning without a break, right up
until my mom or dad would come out onto the deck and say, Lunch.
Then Id go inside and Mom and Dad and I would have peanut butter and jelly, if I was
the one cooking that day, or ribs from Red Hot and Blue down the road if it was one of
my parents turn, on account of them both being too busy writing books to cook.
Then Id go back out to the pool until my mom or dad came out and said, Dinner.
I didnt think this was a bad way to pass the last few weeks of summer.
But my mom did.
I dont know why she had to go and make it her business how I spend my time. I mean,
shes the one who let Dad drag us out here in the first place, on account of the book hes
researching. She could have written her own bookon my namesake, Elaine of Astolat,
the Lady of Shalottback home in St. Paul.
Oh yeah. Thats the other thing about having professors as parents: They name you after
totally random authorslike poor Geoff, after Geoffrey Chauceror characters from
literature, such as the Lady of Shalott, aka Lady Elaine, who killed herself because Sir
Lancelot liked Queen Guinevereyou know, the one Keira Knightley played in that King
Arthur moviebetter than he liked her.
I dont care how beautiful the poem is about her. Its not exactly cool to be named after
someone who killed herself over a guy. I have mentioned this several times to my
parents, but they still dont get it.
The name things not the only thing they dont get, either.
Dont you want to go to the mall? my mom started asking me every single day, before I
could escape to the pool. Dont you want to go to the movies?
But now that Geoff had left for college, I had no one to go to the mall or the movies
withno one except my parents. And no way was I going with them. Been there, done
that. Nothing like going to the movies with two people who have to dissect the film to
within an inch of its life. I mean, its Vin Diesel, okay? What do theyexpect ?
Schools going to start soon enough, Id say to my mom. Why cant I just float until
then?
Because its not normal, my mom would say, when Id ask her this.
To which I would reply, Oh, and you would know what normal is, because, lets face it,
she and my dad are both freaks.
But she wouldnt even get mad. Shed just shake her head and say, I know what normal
behavior for a teenage girl is. And floating in that pool by yourself all day is not it.
I thought this was unnecessarily harsh. Theres nothing wrong with floating. Its actually
pretty fun. You can lie there and read, or, if your book gets boring or you finish it and are
too lazy to go inside and get a new one or whatever, you can watch the way the sunlight
reflects off the water onto the backs of the leaves of the trees above you. And you can
listen to the birds and cicadas and, off in the distance, the rat-tat-boom of gunnery
practice down at the Naval Academy.
We saw them, sometimes. The middies, I mean, or midshipmen as they preferred to be
called, the student officers. In their spotless white uniforms, walking in pairs downtown,
whenever my parents and I went to buy a new book for me to read and coffee for them at
Hard Bean Coffee and Booksellers. My dad would point and say, Look, Ellie. Sailors.
Which isnt that weird, really. I guess he was trying to make girl talk. You know, because
I cant get any of that from my mom, the spider killer.
I guess I was supposed to think the middies were cute, or something. But I wasnt going
to talk about cute guys with mydad . I mean, I appreciated the effort, and all, but in a way
it was just as bad as Moms Why dont you let me take you to the mall? thing.
And its not like my dad spenthis days doing anything all that exciting. The book hes
writing is even worse than Moms, on the boredom barometer. Because his is about a
sword. A sword! It isnt even a pretty sword, with jewels or gold or anything. Its all old
and has these rust spots and isnt worth a dime. I know because the National Gallery over
in D.C. let my dad bring it home so he could study it closer. Thats why we moved here
so he can look at this sword up close. Its sitting in his officewell, the office of the
professor whose house were renting while hes in England on his own sabbatical,
probably studying something even more worthless than Dads sword.
Museums let you borrow stuff and bring it home if its of academic interest (in other
words, not worth anything) and if youre a professor.
I dont know why my parents had to choose medieval times as their field of study. Its
the most boring era of all, except possibly prehistoric times. I know Im in the minority in
thinking this, but thats because most people have this really messed up idea about what
things were like in the Middle Ages. Most people think it was like what they show in the
movies and on TV. You know, women floating around in pointy hats and pretty dresses
saying thee and thou, and knights thundering up to save the day.
But when your parents are medievalists, you learn at a pretty early age that things
werent like that at all. The truth is, everyone back in the Middle Ages had totally bad
B.O. and no teeth and died of old age at, like, twenty, and the women were all oppressed
and had to marry people they didnt even like and everybody blamed them for every little
thing that went wrong.
I mean, look at Guinevere. Everyone thinks its all her fault Camelot doesnt exist
anymore. Im so sure.
Except that I discovered at an early age that sharing information like this can make you
kind of unpopular at Sleeping Beauty birthday parties. Or at that Medieval Times
restaurant. Or during games of Dungeons & Dragons.
But what am I supposed to do, remain silent on the subject? I genuinely cant help it.
Like Im really going to sit there and go, Oh yeah, things were all really great back then.
I wish I could find a time portal and go back to, like, the year 900 and visit and get lice
and have all my hair frizz out because there was no conditioner, and oh, by the way, if
you got strep throat or bronchitis you died because there werent any antibiotics.
Um, not. As a consequence, Im not at the top of anybodys list when it comes time to
send out invites to the Renaissance Fayre.
But whatever. I ended up giving in to my mom in the end. Not about the mall. About
running with my dad.
I didnt want to go, or anything.
But this was different than going to the movies or the mall. I mean, exercise is
supposedly very good for middle-aged men, and my dad hadnt gotten any in a long time.
Id won the districts womens two hundred meter back home just last May, but Dad
hadnt exercised since his annual physical, which was last year, when the doctor told him
he needed to lose ten pounds. So hed gone to the gym with my mom twice, then gave up,
because he says all the testosterone at the gym makes him crazy.
My mom was the one who was all, If you take him running, Ellie, Ill get off your back
about the floating thing.
Which pretty much clinched it for me. Well, that and the fact that it would give Dad a
chance to get his heart rate upsomething I knew from what theyre always saying on
theToday show that old people badly need.
Like a good academic, Mom had done her research. She sent us to a park about two
miles from the house we were renting. It was a very fancy park that had everything:
tennis courts, baseball diamond, lacrosse field, nice, clean public restrooms, two dog
runsone for big dogs and one for little onesand, of course, a running path. No pool, like
back home in Como Park, but I guess people in our new upscale neighborhood dont need
a community pool. Everyone has their own in their backyard.
I got out of the car and did a few stretches while I surreptitiously watched my dad
prepare for his run. Hed put away his wire rimshes blind as a bat without them. In fact,
in medieval times, hed probably have been dead by the age of three or four from falling
down a well or whatever; Id inherited my moms twenty-twenty vision, so most likely
Id have lived a bit longerand put on these thick plastic-rimmed glasses that have an
elastic band he can snap behind his head to keep them from sliding off while he runs.
Mom calls this his Dork Strap.
This is a nice running path, my dad was saying, as he adjusted his Dork Strap. Unlike
me, whod spent hours in the pool, Dad wasnt a bit tan. His legs were the color of
notebook paper. Only with hair. Its exactly one mile per lap. It goes through some
woodsa kind of arboretumover there. See? So its not all in the hot sun. Theres some
shade.
I slid my headphones on. I cant run without music, except during meets, when they
wont let you. I find that rap is ideal for running. The angrier the rapper, the better.
Eminem is ideal to listen to while running, because hes so mad at everyone. Except his
daughter.
Two laps? I asked my dad.
Sure, he said.
And so I turned on my iPod miniI keep it on an arm strap when I run, which is different
than a Dork Strapand started running.
It was hard at first. Its more humid in Maryland than it is back home, I guess on account
of the sea. The air is actually heavy. Its like running through soup.
But after a while, my joints seemed to loosen up. I started remembering how much Id
liked to run back home. Its hard and everything. Dont get me wrong. But I like how
strong and powerful my legs feel underneath me while I run
Anything at all.
There was hardly anyone else on the pathjust old ladies, mostly, power-walking with
their dogsbut I tore past them, leaving them in my wake. I didnt smile as I ran by. Back
home, everybody smiles at strangers. Here, the only time people smile is if you smile
first. It didnt take my parents very long to catch on to this. Now they make me smileand
even waveat everyone we pass. Especially our new neighbors, when theyre out in their
yards mowing their lawns or whatever. Image, my mom calls it. Its important to keep up
a good image, she says. So people wont think were snobs.
Except that Im not really sure I care what people around here think about me.
The running path started out like a normal track, with closely cut grass on either side of
it, snaking between the baseball diamond and the lacrosse field, then curving past the dog
runs and around the parking lot.
Then it left the grass behind, and disappeared into a surprisingly thick forest. Yeah, a real
forest, right in the middle of nowhere, with a discreet little brown sign that
saidWELCOME TO THE ANNE ARUNDEL COUNTY ARBORETUM by the side of
the path.
I was a little shocked, as I ran past the sign, at how wild the undergrowth on either side
of the trail had been allowed to get. Plunging into the deep shade of the arboretum, I
noticed that the leaves overhead were so thick, hardly any sunlight at all was allowed to
get through.
Still, the vegetation on either side of me was lush and prickly looking. I was sure there
was also a ton of poison ivy in there, too
enough back in medieval times, could probably have killed you, since there wasnt any
cortisone.
like I can do anything.
something that, if you contracted it badly
You could barely see two feet beyond the path, the brambles and trees were so close
together. But it was at least ten degrees cooler in the arboretum than it was in the rest of
the park. The shade cooled the sweat that was dripping down my face and chest. It was
hard to believe, running through that thick wood, that I was still near civilization. But
when I pulled out my headphones to listen, I could hear cars going by on the highway
beyond the thick growth of trees.
Which was kind of a relief. You know, that I hadnt accidentally gotten lost in Jurassic
Park, or whatever.
I plopped my earphones back into place and kept going. I was breathing really hard now,
but I still felt good. I couldnt hear my feet striking the pathI could only hear the music
in my earsbut it seemed to me for a minute that I was the only person in these woods
maybe the only person in the whole world.
Which was ridiculous, since I knew my dad wasnt that far behind meprobably not
going much faster than the power-walking ladies, but behind me nonetheless.
Still, I had seen too many TV movies where the heroine was jogging innocently along
and some random psychopath comes popping out of thick growth, just like the stuff on
either side of me, and attacks her. I wasnt taking any chances. Who knew what kind of
freaks were lurking? I mean, it was Annapolis, home of the U.S. Naval Academy and the
capital of Maryland, and allhardly an area known for harboring violent criminals.
But you never know.
Good thing my legs were so strong. If someone did jump out at me from the trees, I was
pretty confident that I could deliver a good kick to his head. And keep stomping on him
until help came.
It was right as I was thinking this that I saw him.
CHAPTER TWO
Willows whiten, aspens quiver,
Little breezes dusk and shiver
Thro the wave that runs for ever
By the island in the river
Flowing down to Camelot.
Or maybe I just thought I did.
Still. I was pretty sure I saw something through the trees that wasnt green or brown or
any other color found in nature.
And when I peered through the thick leaves around me, I saw that there was someone
standing at the bottom of a pretty deep ravine to one side of the path, near a large cluster
of boulders. How he could have gotten through all that vegetation without a machete, I
couldnt imagine. Maybe there was a path Id missed.
But he was there all right. Doing what, I went by too quickly to tell.
Then I was out of the woods, out into the blazing sunshine, and sprinting past the
parking lot. Some women were getting out of a minivan and heading toward the dog run
with their Border collies. There was a playground nearby, on which some tiny kids were
swinging and going down the slide, their parents watching them closely in case of
accidents.
And I thought to myself: Had I really seen what I thought Id seen? A guy standing at the
bottom of that ravine?
Or had I just imagined it?
There was a park employee with a weed whacker by third base over at the baseball
diamond. I didnt say hi to him. I didnt smile, either.
Nor did I mention the man at the bottom of the ravine. I probably should have. What
about those kids on the playground? What if he was a child molester?
But I didnt say anything to the guy with the weed whacker. I blew past him without
making eye contact.
So much for Image.
I could see my dad, in his bright yellow shirt, way on the other side of the track. He was
three-quarters of a lap behind me. That was okay. Hes slow, but hes steady. Mom always
says Dad will never make it there fast, but at least hell always make it, in the end.
Moms one to talk. She cant even stand running. She likes to do aerobics at the Y.
Which, given the freak-out Id gotten from passing that guy in the woods, was starting to
sound like it wasnt such a bad idea.
This time around, when I headed into the trees, I scanned the sides of the path for signs
of a trail, something the man could have used to make it down to that ravine without
getting all scratched up by the undergrowth. But I didnt see anything.
And when I went past where Id seen him before, I saw that the ravine was empty. He
wasnt there anymore. There was nothing, in fact, to indicate that hed been there at all.
Maybe I really had imagined him. Maybe Mom was right, and I really should have spent
less time in the pool, and more at the mall this summer. Maybe, I worried, I was cracking
up from lack of contact with people my own age.
Which is when I rounded a corner, and nearly ran into him.
And realized I hadnt imagined him at all.
He was with two other people. The first thing I noticed about themthe two people who
were with him, I meanwas that they were both blond and very attractive, a guy and a
girl, around my age. They were on either side of the man from the ravine
upon closer inspection, wasnt a man at all, really, but a boy, also my age, or maybe a
little older. He was tall and dark-haired, like me.
But unlike me, he wasnt covered in sweat or gasping for breath.
Oh, and he was really cute, too.
All three of them looked up, startled, as I came running by. I saw the blond-haired boy
say something, and the blond-haired girl looked upset
them, even though I veered in time to avoid a collision.
Only the dark-haired boy smiled at me. He looked right into my face and said something.
Except that I dont know what it was since I had my earphones on and couldnt hear him.
All I know is that for some reasonI dont know whyI smiled back. Not because of
Image, or anything. It was weird. It was like he smiled at me, and my lips automatically
smiled backmy brain had nothing to do with it. There was no conscious decision on my
part to smile back.
I just did. Like it was a habit, or something. Like this was a smile I always smiled back
to.
Except that I had never seen this guy before in my life. So how could my mouth even
have known this?
Which was why it was kind of a relief to run past them. You know, to get away from that
smile that made me smile back, even when I didnt want to. Necessarily.
My relief was short-lived, though. Because I saw them again as I leaned against the hood
of our car, panting heavily and polishing off one of the bottles of water my mom had
made Dad and me bring with us. They emerged from the woodsthe two boys and the
girland headed toward their own cars. The blond girl and boy were talking rapidly to the
dark-haired boy. I wasnt close enough to hear what they were saying, but judging from
their expressions, it didnt look like they were too happy with him. One thing I knew for