Keeping Newt distracted while Ceri worked was well and good, but the demon was nuts. The last time I had run into Newt, she had been at least rational, but this was unimaginable power fueled by insanity.
It was here! the demon shouted, and I jumped, stifling a gasp. Ceris breath caught audibly as Newt turned, her black eyes full of malevolence. I dont like this, Newt accused. It hurts. It shouldnt hurt.
You shouldnt be here, I said, feeling airy and unreal, as if I were balancing on a knifes edge. You should go home.
I dont remember where home is, Newt said. Vehement anger colored her soft voice.
Ceri tugged at me. Its ready, she whispered. Call him.
I pulled my eyes from Newt as the demon began to circle again, dropping my attention to the ugly, elaborate, twin-ringed pentagram drawn with Ceris blood. You think calling one demon to take care of another is a good idea? I whispered, and Newts pace quickened.
Hes the only one who can reason with her, she said, panicked and desperate. Please, Rachel. Id do it, but I cant. Its demon magic.
I shook my head. Her familiar? Would you have helped Al?
While Newt chuckled over my nickname for Algaliarept, her demon captor, Ceris chin trembled. Newt is insane, she whispered.
You think? I snapped, jumping when Newt slammed a side kick into the barrier, her robes swirling dramatically. Great, she knew martial arts on top of everything else. Why not? Shed obviously been around a while.
Thats why she has a demon for a familiar, Ceri said, eyes flicking nervously. They had a contest. The loser became her familiar. Hes more of a caretaker, and hes probably looking for her. They dont like it when she slips his watch.
The lights in my head started to go on, and my mouth dropped open. Seeing my understanding, Ceri tugged me down to her pentagram drawn in blood. Grabbing my wrist, she turned it palm side up and aimed for my finger with her knife. Hey! I shouted, snatching my hand back.
Ceri looked at me, her lips pressed together. She was getting bitchy. That was good. It meant she thought shewemight live through this. Do you have a finger stick? she snapped.
No.
Then let me cut your finger.
Youre already bleeding, I said. Use your blood.
Mine wont work, she said from between gritted teeth. Its demon magic, and
Yeah, I got it, I interrupted. Her blood didnt have the right enzymes, and thanks to some illegal genetic tinkering to save my life, I had survived being born possessing them.
The humming presence of the circle above us seemed to hesitate, and Newt made a sound of success. Ceri shuddered as she lost control of the middle circle, and Newt took it down. One thin, fragile circle left. I held out my handconsumed with fear. Ceris eyes met mine, stress making her angular features beautiful. I only looked ugly when I got scared. Newts hand hovered over the last circle, smiling evilly as she muttered Latin. It had become a race.
Ceri made a quick swipe at my finger, and I jerked against the sting, watching a bead of red swell. What do I do? I asked, not liking this at all.
Blue eyes dropping, she turned my hand palm down and set it in the circle. The old oak seemed to vibrate, as if its stored life force were running through me, connecting me to the spinning of the earth and the burning of the sun. Its a public curse, she said, her words falling over themselves. The invocation phrase is mater tintinnabulum. Say it and Miniass name in your thoughts, and the curse will put you through.
Dont summon Minias, Newt threatened, and I felt Ceris control over the last circle swell while the demon was distracted. Hell kill you faster than I will.
You arent summoning him, youre asking for his attention, Ceri said desperately. The imbalance would normally go to you, but you can bargain with Newts location and hell take it. If he doesnt, I will.
It was a huge concession from the smut-covered elf. This was looking better and better, but the sun wasnt up yet, and Newt looked ready to tear us apart. I didnt think Ceri could hold her concentration much longer against a master demon. And I had to believe that the demons possessed a way to control this member of their species: otherwise theyd be dead already. If his name was Minias and he masqueraded as her familiar, then thats the way it was.
Hurry, Ceri whispered, sweat tracking her face. Youll probably show up as an unregistered user, but unless shes cursed him again, hes likely looking for her and will answer.
Unregistered? I wondered. Licking my lips, I closed my eyes. I was already connected to the line, so all that was left was invoking the curse and thinking his name. Mater tintinnabulum, Minias, I thought, not expecting anything to happen.
My breath came in a quick heave, and I felt Ceris hand clamp on my wrist, forcing my own to stay in the circle. A jolt of ever-after spun from me, colored with my aura. I felt it leave me like a winging bird, and I struggled to hold myself together as I saw it flee in my imagination, taking a portion of me with it.
I wont let him steal it from me! Newt shouted. Its mine! I want it back!
Concentrate, Ceri whispered, and I fell into myself, feeling that freed slice of me ring like a bell through the entirety of the ever-after. And like a ringing bell, it was answered.
Im a little busy, came an irritated thought. Leave a message on the damned landline and Ill get back to you.
I shuddered at the sensation of thoughts not my own curling through my mind, but Ceri kept my hand unmoving. Within Minias was a background clutter of worry, guilt, aggravation. But he had dismissed me like a telemarketer and was ready to snap the connection.
Newt, I thought. Take the imbalance for my calling you, and Ill tell you where she is. And promise you wont hurt us, I added. Or let her hurt us. And get her the hell out of my church!
Hurry! Ceri cried, and my concentration bobbled.
Done, the voice thought decisively. Miniass worry sharpened to a point and joined mine. Where are you?
My brief elation vanished. Uh, I thought, wondering how you give directions to a demon, but Miniass own thoughts faltered in confusion.
What the devil is she doing past the lines? Its almost sunup.
Shes trying to kill me! I thought. Get your ass over here and collect her!
My arms wrapped around my middle, I wondered how long they had been together. Long enough that a forced burden became one willingly shouldered?
I dont want to remember, Newt said. The things Ive done
A demon with a conscience? Why not? They did have souls.
Dont, Minias said, interrupting her. He held her more gently. Promise youll tell me the next time you remember something instead of going looking for answers?
Newt nodded, then stiffened in his arms. Thats where I was, she whispered, and my gut clenched at the sound of realization in her voice. Minias froze, and beside me Ceri paled.
It was in your journals! Newt exclaimed, pushing him away. Minias fell back, wary, but the demon was beyond noticing. Youve been writing it down. Youve written down everything I remember! How much do you have in your books, Minias? How much do you know that I wanted to forget?
Newthe warned, his fingers fumbling in his pocket.
I found them! Newt shouted. You know why Im here! Tell me why am I over here!
I jumped when Ceri gripped my arm. Shouting in rage, Newt swung her staff at him. Miniass fingers danced in the air as if babbling in sign language, forming a ley line spell. I felt a huge drop as someone pulled on the line out back, and with a surprising shout, Minias ended his spell by popping the lid to a vial hed taken from Newt and flinging it at her.
Newt cried out in dismay as the sparkles hung in the air, her anger, frustration, and pain shocking in their depth. And then the potion hit her, and her face went blank.
Sliding to a stop, she blinked, glancing over the empty sanctuary with no recognition in her gaze as it landed on Ceri and me. She saw Minias, then threw her staff to the floor as if it were a snake. It hit with a clatter and bounced. Outside, past the stained-glass windows, the robins were singing in the predawn haze, but in here it was as if the air were dead.
Minias? she said, her tone confused and dismayed.
Its done, he said gently. He came forward, scooping up her staff and handing it to her.
Did I hurt you? Her voice was worried, and when Minias shook his head, relief spilled over her, quickly turning to depression.
I felt sick.
Take me home, the demon said, glancing at me. My head hurts.
Wait for me. Miniass gaze flicked to mine, then returned to her. Well go together.
Ceri held her breath as the demon approached us, his face down and wide shoulders hunched. I thought briefly about reinstating the circle but didnt. Minias stopped before me, too close for comfort. His tired eyes took in my nightclothes, Ceris blood staining my hands, and the three circles that had nearly failed to stop Newt. His gaze rose to encompass the interior of the sanctuary, with my desk, Ivys piano, and the stark emptiness between them. You were the one who stole Ceri from her demon? he asked, surprising me.
I wanted to explain that it had been a rescue, not stealing her, but I just nodded.
His head moved up and down once, mocking me, and I fixed on his eyes. The red was so dark that they looked brown, and the characteristic demonic sideways pupil gave me pause.
Your blood kindled the curse, he said, his red, goat-slitted eyes darting to the blood circle beside me. She told me about shoving you through the lines last winter. His eyes traveled over me, evaluating. No wonder Al is interested in you. Do you have anything that might have attracted her?
Other than the favor I owe her? I said, my voice shaking. I dont think so.
His eyes dropped to the elaborate circle Ceri had drawn for me to contact him with. If you think of anything, call me. Ill pick up the imbalance. I dont want her coming over here again.
Ceris fingers on my arm tightened. Yeah, me neither, I thought.
Stay here, he said as he turned away. Ill be back to settle up.
Alarmed, I pulled from Ceri. Whoa, hold up, demon boy. I dont owe you anything.
His eyebrows were high and mocking when he turned around. I owe you, idiot. The sun is almost up. I have to get out of here. Ill be back when I can.
Ceris eyes were wide. Somehow I didnt think that having a demon owe me a favor was a good thing. Hey, I said, taking a step forward. I dont want you just showing up. Thats rude. And really scary.
He looked impatient to be away as he adjusted his clothing. Yes, I know. Why do you think demons try to kill their summoners? Youre crude, unintelligent, grasping hacks with no sense of social grace, demanding we cross the lines and pick up the cost?
I warmed, but before I could tell him to shove it, he said, Ill call first. You take the imbalance for that, since you asked for it.
I glanced at Ceri for guidance, and she nodded. The guarantee that he wouldnt show up while I was showering was worth it. Deal, I said, hiding my hand so he wouldnt take it.
From behind him, Newt eyed me with her brow creased. Miniass steps were silent as he moved to take her elbow possessively, his worried eyes darting to mine. His head rose to look past Ceri and me to the open door, and I heard the lub-lub-lub of a cycle pulling into the carport. In the time between one heartbeat and the next, they vanished.
I slumped in relief. Ceri leaned against the piano, the flat of her arms getting blood on it. Her shoulders started to shake, and I put a hand on one, wanting nothing more than to do the same. From outside came the sudden silence of Ivys bike turning off, and then her distinctive steps on the cement walk.
So then the pixy says to the druggist, Jenks said, the clatter of his wings obvious. Tax? I thought they stayed on by themselves! The pixy laughed, the tinkling sound of it like wind chimes. Get it, Ivy? Tax? Tacks?
Yes, I got it, she muttered, her pace shifting as she took the cement steps. Good one, Jenks. Hey, the door is open.
The light coming into the church was eclipsed, and Ceri pulled herself up, wiping her face and smearing it with blood, tears, and dirt from her garden. I could smell the stink of burnt amber on me and throughout the church, and I wondered if I would ever feel clean again. Together we stood, numb, as Ivy halted just past the foyer. Jenks hovered for three seconds, and then, dropping swear words like the golden sparkles he was shedding, he tore off in search of his wife and kids.
Ivy put a hand on her cocked hip and took in the threeno, fourcircles made of blood, me in my pjs and Ceri crying silently, her hand sticky with drying blood clutching her crucifix.
What on Gods green earth did you do now?
Wondering if Id ever sleep again, I glanced at Ceri. I have no idea.
I didnt feel good, my stomach queasy as I sat on my hard-backed chair in the kitchen at Ivys heavy and very large antique table, shoved up against an interior wall. The sun was a thin slice of gold shining on the stainless-steel fridge. I didnt see that often. I wasnt used to being up this early, and my body was starting to let me know about it. I didnt think it was from the mornings trouble. Yeah. Right.
Tugging my terry-cloth robe shut, I flipped through the Yellow Pages while Jenks and Ivy argued by the sink. The phone was on my lap, so Ivy wouldnt take over as I searched for someone to resanctify the church. Id already called the guys who had reshingled the roof to give us an estimate on the living room. They were human, and Ivy and I liked using them, since they generally got here bright and early at noon. Newt had torn up the carpet and pulled several pieces of paneling off the walls. What in hell had she been looking for?
Jenkss kids were in there right now, though they werent even supposed to be in the church, and by the shrieks and chiming laughs, they were making a mess of the exposed insulation. Turning another thin page, I wondered if Ivy and I might take the opportunity to do some remodeling. There was a nice hardwood floor under the carpet, and Ivy had a great eye for decorating. She had redone the kitchen before Id moved in, and I loved it.