No! It was a ghost, clear enough. I could see the back of the chair through his body. He looked over towards me, took the shadowy pipe from his lips, and nodded.
The most surprising part of the whole thing to me was that I did not feel in the least alarmed. If anything, I was rather pleased to see him. It was company.
I said, Good evening. Its been a cold day!
He said he had not noticed it himself, but dared say I was right.
We remained silent for a few seconds, and then, wishing to put it pleasantly[26], I said, I believe I have the honour of addressing the ghost of the gentleman who had the accident with the wait?
He smiled, and said it was very good of me to remember it. One wait was not much to boast of, but still, every little helped[27].
I was somewhat staggered at his answer. I had expected a groan of remorse. The ghost appeared, on the contrary, to be rather conceited over the business. I thought that, as he had taken my reference to the wait so quietly, perhaps he would not be offended if I questioned him about the organ-grinder. I felt curious about that poor boy.
Is it true, I asked, that you had a hand in the death of that Italian peasant lad who came to the town once with a barrel-organ that played nothing but Scotch airs?
He quite fired up. Had a hand in it! he exclaimed indignantly. Who has dared to pretend that he assisted me? I murdered the youth myself. Nobody helped me. Alone I did it. Show me the man who says I didnt.
I calmed him. I assured him that I had never, in my own mind, doubted that he was the real and only assassin, and I went on and asked him what he had done with the body of the cornet-player he had killed.
He said, To which one may you be alluding?[28]
Oh, were there any more then? I inquired.
He smiled, and gave a little cough. He said he did not like to appear to be boasting, but that, counting trombones, there were seven.
Dear me! I replied, you must have had quite a busy time of it, one way and another.
He said that perhaps he ought not to be the one to say so, but that really, speaking of ordinary middle-society, he thought there were few ghosts who could look back upon a life of more sustained usefulness.
He puffed away in silence for a few seconds, while I sat watching him. I had never seen a ghost smoking a pipe before, that I could remember, and it interested me.
I asked him what tobacco he used, and he replied, The ghost of cut cavendish, as a rule.
He explained that the ghost of all the tobacco that a man smoked in life belonged to him when he became dead. He said he himself had smoked a good deal of cut cavendish when he was alive, so that he was well supplied with the ghost of it now.
I observed that it was a useful thing to know that, and I made up my mind to smoke as much tobacco as ever I could before I died.
I thought I might as well start at once, so I said I would join him in a pipe[29], and he said, Do, old man; and I reached over and got out the necessary paraphernalia from my coat pocket and lit up.
We grew quite chummy after that, and he told me all his crimes. He said he had lived next door once to a young lady who was learning to play the guitar, while a gentleman who practised on the bass-viol lived opposite. And he, with fiendish cunning, had introduced these two unsuspecting young people to one another, and had persuaded them to elope with each other against their parents wishes, and take their musical instruments with them; and they had done so, and, before the honeymoon was over, SHE had broken his head with the bass-viol, and HE had tried to cram the guitar down her throat, and had injured her for life.
My friend said he used to lure muffin-men into the passage and then stuff them with their own wares till they burst and died. He said he had quieted eighteen that way.
Young men and women who recited long and dreary poems at evening parties, and callow youths who walked about the streets late at night, playing concertinas, he used to get together and poison in batches of ten, so as to save expense[30]; and park orators and temperance lecturers he used to shut up six in a small room with a glass of water and a collection-box apiece, and let them talk each other to death.
It did one good to listen to him.
I asked him when he expected the other ghosts the ghosts of the wait and the cornet-player, and the German band that Uncle John had mentioned. He smiled, and said they would never come again, any of them.
I said, Why; isnt it true, then, that they meet you here every Christmas Eve for a row?
He replied that it WAS true. Every Christmas Eve, for twenty-five years, had he and they fought in that room; but they would never trouble him nor anybody else again. One by one, had he laid them out, spoilt, and utterly useless for all haunting purposes. He had finished off the last German-band ghost that very evening, just before I came upstairs, and had thrown what was left of it out through the slit between the window-sashes. He said it would never be worth calling a ghost again.
I suppose you will still come yourself, as usual? I said. They would be sorry to miss you, I know.
Oh, I dont know, he replied; theres nothing much to come for now. Unless, he added kindly, YOU are going to be here. Ill come if you will sleep here next Christmas Eve.
I have taken a liking to you, he continued; you dont fly off, screeching, when you see a party, and your hair doesnt stand on end[31]. Youve no idea, he said, how sick I am of seeing peoples hair standing on end.
He said it irritated him.
Just then a slight noise reached us from the yard below, and he started and turned deathly black.
You are ill, I cried, springing towards him; tell me the best thing to do for you. Shall I drink some brandy, and give you the ghost of it?
He remained silent, listening intently for a moment, and then he gave a sigh of relief, and the shade came back to his cheek.
Its all right, he murmured; I was afraid it was the cock.
Oh, its too early for that, I said. Why, its only the middle of the night.
Oh, that doesnt make any difference to those cursed chickens, he replied bitterly. They would just as soon crow in the middle of the night as at any other time sooner, if they thought it would spoil a chaps evening out. I believe they do it on purpose.
He said a friend of his, the ghost of a man who had killed a water-rate collector[32], used to haunt a house in Long Acre, where they kept fowls in the cellar, and every time a policeman went by and flashed his bulls-eye down the grating, the old cock there would fancy it was the sun, and start crowing like mad; when, of course, the poor ghost had to dissolve, and it would, in consequence, get back home sometimes as early as one oclock in the morning, swearing fearfully because it had only been out for an hour.
I agreed that it seemed very unfair.
Oh, its an absurd arrangement altogether, he continued, quite angrily. I cant imagine what our old man could have been thinking of when he made it. As I have said to him, over and over again, Have a fixed time, and let everybody stick to it say four oclock in summer, and six in winter. Then one would know what one was about.
How do you manage when there isnt any cock handy? I inquired.
How do you manage when there isnt any cock handy? I inquired.
He was on the point of replying, when again he started and listened. This time I distinctly heard Mr. Bowless cock, next door, crow twice.
There you are, he said, rising and reaching for his hat; thats the sort of thing we have to put up with[33]. What IS the time?
I looked at my watch, and found it was half-past three.
I thought as much, he muttered. Ill wring that blessed birds neck if I get hold of it. And he prepared to go.
If you can wait half a minute, I said, getting out of bed, Ill go a bit of the way with you.
Its very good of you, he rejoined, pausing, but it seems unkind to drag you out.
Not at all, I replied; I shall like a walk. And I partially dressed myself, and took my umbrella; and he put his arm through mine, and we went out together.
Just by the gate we met Jones, one of the local constables.
Good-night, Jones, I said (I always feel affable at Christmas-time).
Good-night, sir, answered the man a little gruffly, I thought. May I ask what youre a-doing of?
Oh, its all right, I responded, with a wave of my umbrella; Im just seeing my friend part of the way home.
He said, What friend?
Oh, ah, of course, I laughed; I forgot. Hes invisible to you. He is the ghost of the gentleman that killed the wait. Im just going to the corner with him.
Ah, I dont think I would, if I was you, sir, said Jones severely. If you take my advice, youll say good-bye to your friend here, and go back indoors. Perhaps you are not aware that you are walking about with nothing on but a night-shirt and a pair of boots and an opera-hat. Wheres your trousers?
I did not like the mans manner at all. I said, Jones! I dont wish to have to report you, but it seems to me youve been drinking. My trousers are where a mans trousers ought to be on his legs. I distinctly remember putting them on.
Well, you havent got them on now, he retorted.
I beg your pardon, I replied. I tell you I have; I think I ought to know[34].
I think so, too, he answered, but you evidently dont. Now you come along indoors with me, and dont lets have any more of it.
Uncle John came to the door at this point, having been awaked, I suppose, by the altercation; and, at the same moment, Aunt Maria appeared at the window in her nightcap.
I explained the constables mistake to them, treating the matter as lightly as I could, so as not to get the man into trouble, and I turned for confirmation to the ghost.
He was gone! He had left me without a word without even saying good-bye!
It struck me as so unkind, his having gone off in that way, that I burst into tears; and Uncle John came out, and led me back into the house.
On reaching my room, I discovered that Jones was right. I had not put on my trousers, after all. They were still hanging over the bed-rail. I suppose, in my anxiety not to keep the ghost waiting, I must have forgotten them.
Such are the plain facts of the case, out of which it must, doubtless, to the healthy, charitable mind appear impossible that calumny could spring.
But it has.
Persons I say persons have professed themselves unable to understand the simple circumstances herein narrated, except in the light of explanations at once misleading and insulting. Slurs have been cast and aspersions made on me by those of my own flesh and blood.
But I bear no ill-feeling. I merely, as I have said, set forth this statement for the purpose of clearing my character from injurious suspicion[35].
Evergreens
(Excerpt)
(From Diary of a Pilgrimage and Other Stories, 1891)
What a splendid old dog the bull-dog is! so grim, so silent, so stanch; so terrible, when he has got his idea of his duty clear before him; so absurdly meek, when it is only himself that is concerned.
He is the gentlest, too, and the most lovable of all dogs. He does not look it. The sweetness of his disposition would not strike the casual observer at first glance.[36] He resembles the gentleman spoken of in the oft-quoted stanza:
Es all right when yer knows im.
But yerve got to know im fust.
The first time I ever met a bull-dog to speak to, that is was many years ago. We were lodging down in the country, an orphan friend of mine named George, and myself, and one night, coming home late from some dissolving views we found the family had gone to bed. They had left a light in our room, however, and we went in and sat down, and began to take off our boots.
And then, for the first time, we noticed on the hearthrug a bull-dog. A dog with a more thoughtfully ferocious expression a dog with, apparently, a heart more dead to all ennobling and civilizing sentiments I have never seen. As George said, he looked more like some heathen idol than a happy English dog.
He appeared to have been waiting for us; and he rose up and greeted us with a ghastly grin, and got between us and the door.
We smiled at him a sickly, propitiatory smile. We said, Good dog poor fellow! and we asked him, in tones implying that the question could admit of no negative[37], if he was not a nice old chap. We did not really think so. We had our own private opinion concerning him, and it was unfavourable. But we did not express it. We would not have hurt his feelings for the world. He was a visitor, our guest, so to speak and, as well-brought-up young men, we felt that the right thing to do was for us to prevent his gaining any hint that we were not glad to see him, and to make him feel as little as possible the awkwardness of his position.
I think we succeeded. He was singularly unembarrassed, and far more at his ease than even we were. He took but little notice of our flattering remarks, but was much drawn toward Georges legs. George used to be, I remember, rather proud of his legs. I could never see enough in them myself to excuse Georges vanity; indeed, they always struck me as lumpy. It is only fair to acknowledge, however, that they quite fascinated that bull-dog. He walked over and criticized them with the air of a long-baffled connoisseur[38] who had at last found his ideal. At the termination of his inspection he distinctly smiled.
George, who at that time was modest and bashful, blushed and drew them up on to the chair. On the dogs displaying a desire to follow them, George moved up on to the table, and squatted there in the middle, nursing his knees. Georges legs being lost to him, the dog appeared inclined to console himself with mine. I went and sat beside George on the table.
Sitting with your feet drawn up in front of you, on a small and rickety one-legged table, is a most trying exercise, especially if you are not used to it[39].
George and I both felt our position keenly. We did not like to call out for help, and bring the family down. We were proud young men, and we feared lest, to the unsympathetic eye of the comparative stranger, the spectacle we should present might not prove imposing.
We sat on in silence for about half an hour, the dog keeping a reproachful eye upon us from the nearest chair, and displaying elephantine delight whenever we made any movement suggestive of climbing down.