I inquired of the gentleman how soon we should be at Portsmouth; he answered that we were passing the lines; but I saw no lines, and I was ashamed to show my ignorance. He asked me what ship I was going to join. I could not recollect her name, but I told him it was painted on the outside of my chest, which was coming down by the waggon: all that I could recollect was that it was a French name.
Have you no letter of introduction to the captain? said he.
Yes, I have, replied I; and I pulled out my pocketbook in which the letter was. Captain Savage, H.M.S. Diomede, continued I, reading to him.
To my surprise he very coolly proceeded to open the letter, which, when I perceived what he was doing, occasioned me immediately to snatch the letter from him, stating my opinion at the same time that it was a breach of honour, and that in my opinion he was no gentleman.
Just as you please, youngster, replied he. Recollect, you have told me I am no gentleman.
He wrapped his plaid around him, and said no more; and I was not a little pleased at having silenced him by my resolute behaviour.
Chapter Three
I am made to look very blue at the Blue PostsFind wild spirits around, and, soon after, hot spirits within me; at length my spirits overcome meCall to pay my respects to the Captain, and find that I had had the pleasure of meeting him beforeNo sooner out of one scrape than into another
When we stopped, I enquired of the coachman which was the best inn. He answered that it was the Blue Postesses, where the midshipmen leave their chestesses, call for tea and toastesses, and sometimes forget to pay for their breakfastesses. He laughed when he said it, and I thought that he was joking with me; but he pointed out two, large blue posts at the door next the coach-office, and told me that all the midshipmen resorted to that hotel. The coffee-room was full of midshipmen, and, as I was anxious about my chest, I enquired of one of them if he knew when the waggon would come in.
Do you expect your mother by it? replied he.
O no! but I expect my uniformsI only wear these bottle-greens until they come.
And pray what ship are you going to join?
The Die-a-maidCaptain Thomas Kirkwall Savage.
The DiomedeI say, Robinson, ant that the frigate in which the midshipmen had four dozen apiece for not having pipe-clayed their weekly accounts on the Saturday?
To be sure it is, replied the other; why the captain gave a youngster five dozen the other day for wearing a scarlet watch-riband.
Pon my soul I pity you: youll be fagged to death; for theres only three midshipmen in the ship nowall the rest ran away. Didnt they, Robinson?
Theres only two left now: for poor Matthews died of fatigue. He was worked all day, and kept watch all night for six weeks, and one morning he was found dead upon his chest.
God bless my soul! cried I, and yet, on shore, they say he is such a kind man to his midshipmen.
Yes, replied Robinson, he spreads that report everywhere. Come, sit down with us and take a glass of grog; it will keep your spirits up.
I am sorry to state that the midshipmen made me very tipsy that evening. I dont recollect being put to bed, but I found myself there the next morning with a dreadful head-ache, and a very confused recollection of what had passed. I was very much shocked at my having so soon forgotten the injunctions of my parents, and was making vows never to be so foolish again, when in came the midshipman who had been so kind to me the night before. Come, Mr Bottlegreen, he bawled out, alluding, I suppose, to the colour of my clothes, rouse and bitt. Theres the captains coxswain waiting for you below. By the powers, youre in a pretty scrape for what you did last night!
Did last night! replied I, astonished. Why, does the captain know that I was tipsy?
I think you took devilish good care to let him know it when you were at the theatre.
At the theatre! was I at the theatre?
To be sure you were. You would go, do all we could to prevent you, though you were as drunk as Davids sow. Your captain was there with the admirals daughters. You called him a tyrant, and snapped your fingers at him. Why, dont you recollect? You told him that you did not care a fig for him.
O dear! O dear! what shall I do? what shall I do? cried I.
Upon my honour, Im sorryvery sorry indeed, replied the midshipman;and he quitted the room, looking as grave as if the misfortune had happened to himself. I got up with a heavy head, and heavier heart, and as soon as I was dressed, I asked the way to the George Inn. I took my letter of introduction with me, although I was afraid it would be of little service. When I arrived, I asked, with a trembling voice, whether Captain Thomas Kirkwall Savage, of H.M.S. Diomede, was staying there. The waiter replied, that he was at breakfast with Captain Courtney, but that he would take up my name. I give it him, and in a minute the waiter returned and desired that I would walk up. O how my heart beatI never was so frightenedI thought I should have dropped on the stairs. Twice I attempted to walk into the room, and each time my legs failed me; at last I wiped the perspiration from my forehead, and with a desperate effort I went into the room.
Mr Simple, I am glad to see you, said a voice. I had held my head down, for I was afraid to look at him, but the voice was so kind that I mustered up courage; and, when I did look up, there sat with his uniform and epaulets, and his sword by his side, the passenger in the plaid cloak, who wanted to open my letter, and whom I had told to his face, that he was no gentleman.
I thought I should have died, as the other midshipman did upon his chest. I was just sinking down upon my knees to beg for mercy, when the captain, perceiving my confusion, burst out into a laugh, and said, So you know me again, Mr Simple? Well, dont be alarmed; you did your duty in not permitting me to open the letter. I give you credit for your conduct. Now sit down and take some breakfast.
Captain Courtney, said he to the other captain, who was at the table, this is one of my youngsters, just entering the service. We were passengers yesterday by the same coach. He then told him the circumstance which occurred, at which they laughed heartily.
I now recovered my spirits a littlebut still there was the affair at the theatre, and I thought that perhaps he did not recognise me. I was, however, soon relieved from my anxiety by the other captain inquiring, were you at the theatre last night, Savage?
No; I dined at the admirals; theres no getting away from those girls, they are so pleasant.
I rather think you are a littletaken in that quarter.
No, on my word! I might be, if I had time to discover which I liked best; but my ship is at present my wife, and the only wife I intend to have until I am laid on the shelf.
Well, thought I, if he was not at the theatre, it could not have been him that I insulted.
Pray, Mr Simple, how are your father and mother? said the captain.
Very well, I thank you, sir, and desire me to present their compliments.
I am obliged to them. Now I have a little advice to offer you. In the first place, obey your superior officers without hesitation; it is for me, not you, to decide whether an order is unjust or not. In the next place, never swear or drink spirits. The first is immoral and ungentleman-like, the second is a vile habit which will grow upon you. I never touch spirit myself, and I expect that my young gentlemen will refrain from it also. Now you may go, and as soon as your uniforms arrive, you will repair on board. Good morning.
I rather think you are a littletaken in that quarter.
No, on my word! I might be, if I had time to discover which I liked best; but my ship is at present my wife, and the only wife I intend to have until I am laid on the shelf.
Well, thought I, if he was not at the theatre, it could not have been him that I insulted.
Pray, Mr Simple, how are your father and mother? said the captain.
Very well, I thank you, sir, and desire me to present their compliments.
I am obliged to them. Now I have a little advice to offer you. In the first place, obey your superior officers without hesitation; it is for me, not you, to decide whether an order is unjust or not. In the next place, never swear or drink spirits. The first is immoral and ungentleman-like, the second is a vile habit which will grow upon you. I never touch spirit myself, and I expect that my young gentlemen will refrain from it also. Now you may go, and as soon as your uniforms arrive, you will repair on board. Good morning.
I quitted the room with a low bow, glad to have surmounted so easily what appeared to be a chaos of difficulty; but my mind was confused with the testimony of the midshipman, so much at variance with the language and behaviour of the captain. When I arrived at the Blue Posts, I found all the midshipmen in the coffee-room, and I repeated to them all that had passed. When I had finished, they burst out laughing, and said that they had only been joking with me. Well, said I to the one who had called me up in the morning, you may call it joking, but I call it lying.
Pray, Mr Bottlegreen, do you refer to me?
Yes, I do, replied I.
Then, sir, as a gentleman I demand satisfaction. Slugs in a saw-pit. Death before dishonour, damn me!
Could not the affair be arranged otherwise? interrupted another. Will not Mr Bottlegreen retract?
My name is Simple, sir, and not Bottlegreen, replied I; and as he did tell a falsehood, I will not retract?
Then the affair must go on, said the midshipman. Robinson, will you oblige me by acting as my second?
Its an unpleasant business, replied the other, you are so good a shot; but as you request it, I shall not refuse. Mr Simple is not, I believe, provided with a friend.
Yes, he is, replied another of the midshipmen. He is a spunky fellow, and Ill be his second.
It was then arranged that we should meet the next morning with pistols. I considered that, as an officer and a gentleman, I could not well refuse, but I was very unhappy. I went up into my room and wrote a long letter to my mother, enclosing a lock of my hair, and having shed a few tears at the idea of how sorry she would be if I were killed, I borrowed a Bible from the waiter, and read it during the remainder of the day.
Chapter Four
I am taught on a cold morning, before breakfast, how to stand fire, and thus prove my courageAfter breakfast I also prove my gallantryMy proof meets reproofWomen at the bottom of all mischiefBy one I lose my liberty, and, by another, my money
When I began to wake the next morning, I could not think what it was that felt like a weight upon my chest, but as I roused and recalled my scattered thoughts, I remembered that in an hour or two it would be decided whether I were to exist another day. Before I was dressed, the midshipman who had volunteered to be my second came into my room, and informed me that the affair was to be decided in the garden behind the inn, and that my adversary was a very good shot.
I dressed myself and followed my second into the garden, where I found all the midshipmen and some of the waiters of the inn. They all seemed very merry, as if the life of a fellow-creature was of no consequence. The seconds talked apart for a little while, and then measured the ground, which was twelve paces; we then took our stations. I believe that I turned pale, for my second came to my side and whispered that I must not be frightened. I replied that I was not frightened, but that I considered that it was an awful moment. The second to my adversary then came up and asked me whether I would make an apology, which I refused to do as before; they handed a pistol to each of us, and my second showed me how I was to pull the trigger. It was arranged that at the word given, we were to fire at the same time. I made sure that I should be wounded, if not killed, and I shut my eyes as I fired my pistol in the air. I felt my head swim, and thought I was hurt, but fortunately I was not. The pistols were loaded again, and we fired a second time. The seconds then interfered, and it was proposed that we should shake hands, which I was very glad to do, for I considered my life to have been saved by a miracle.
The next day my chest arrived by the waggon, and I threw off my bottle-greens and put on my uniform. I had no cocked-hat, or dirk, as the warehouse people employed by Mr Handycock did not supply those articles, and it was arranged that I should procure them at Portsmouth. When I inquired the price, I found that they cost more money than I had in my pocket, so I tore up the letter I had written to my mother before the duel, and wrote another asking for a remittance to purchase my dirk and cocked-hat. I then walked out in my uniform, not a little proud, I must confess.
I had arrived opposite a place called Sally Port, when a young lady very nicely dressed, looked at me very hard and said, Well, Reefer, how are you off for soap? I was astonished at the question, and more so at the interest which she seemed to take in my affairs. I answered, Thank you, I am very well off; I have four cakes of Windsor, and two bars of yellow for washing. She laughed at my reply, and asked me whether I would walk home and take a bit of dinner with her. I was astonished at this polite offer, and I said that I should be most happy. I thought I might venture to offer my arm, which she accepted, and we proceeded up High Street on our way to her home.
Just as we passed the admirals house, I perceived my captain walking with two of the admirals daughters. I was not a little proud to let him see that I had female acquaintances as well as he had, and, as I passed him with the young lady under my protection, I took off my hat, and made him a low bow. To my surprise, not only did he not return the salute, but he looked at me with a very stern countenance. I concluded that he was a very proud man, and did not wish the admirals daughters to suppose that he knew midshipmen by sight; but I had not exactly made up my mind on the subject, when the captain, having seen the ladies into the admirals house, sent one of the messengers after me to desire that I would immediately come to him at the George Inn, which was nearly opposite.
I apologised to the young lady, and promised to return immediately if she would wait for me; but she replied, if that was my captain, it was her idea that I should have a confounded wigging and be sent on board. So, wishing me good-bye, she left me and continued her way home. I could as little comprehend all this as why the captain looked so black when I passed him; but it was soon explained when I went up to him in the parlour at the George Inn. I am sorry, Mr Simple, said the captain, when I entered, that a lad like you should show such early symptoms of depravity; still more so, that he should not have the grace which even the most hardened are not wholly destitute ofI mean to practise immorality in secret, and not degrade themselves and insult their captain by unblushingly avowing (I may say glorying in) their iniquity, by exposing it in broad day, and in the most frequented street of the town.