What do you mean? cried Gillian, quite excited; but Kalliope had caught herself up.
Never mind, Miss Gillian; you have nothing to do with that kind of thing.
But do tell me, Kally; I do want to be your friend, said Gillian, trying to put her hand through.
Theres nothing to tell, said Kalliope, smiling and evidently touched, but still somewhat red, only you know when a girl has nobody to look after her, she has to look after herself.
Doesnt Alexis look after you? said Gillian, not at all satisfied to be put off with this truism.
Poor Alex! He is younger, you know, and he has quite enough to do. Oh, Miss Gillian, he is such a very dear, good boy.
He has a most beautiful voice, Aunt Ada said.
Yes, poor fellow, though he almost wishes he had not. Oh dear I theres the little bell! Good-bye, Miss Merrifield, I must run, or Mrs. Smithson will be gone to church, and I shall be locked in.
So Gillian was left to the enigma why Alexis should regret the beauty of his own voice, and what Kalliope could mean by the scrapes of unprotected girls. It did not occur to her that Miss White was her elder by six or seven years, and possibly might not rely on her judgment and discretion as much as she might have done on those of Alethea.
Meantime the concert was coming on. It was not an amusement that Aunt Ada could attempt, but Miss Mohun took both her nieces, to the extreme pride and delight of Valetta, who had never been, as she said, to any evening thing but just stupid childish things, only trees and magic-lanterns; and would not quite believe Gillian, who assured her in a sage tone that she would find this far less entertaining than either, judging by the manner in which she was wont to vituperate her music lesson.
Oh! but thats only scales, and everybody hates them! And I do love a German band.
Especially in the middle of lesson-time, said Gillian.
However, Fergus was to spend the evening with Clement Varley; and Kitty was to go with her mother and sister, the latter of whom was to be one of the performers; but it was decreed by the cruel authorities that the two bosom friends would have their tongues in better order if they were some chairs apart; and therefore, though the members of the two families at Beechcroft and the Tamarisks were consecutive, Valetta was quartered between her aunt and Gillian, with Mrs. Varley on the other side of Miss Mohun, and Major Dennis flanking Miss Merrifield. When he had duly inquired after Sir Jasper, and heard of Lady Merrifields arrival, he had no more conversation for the young lady; and Valetta, having perceived by force of example that in this waiting-time it was not like being in church, poured out her observations and inquiries on her sister.
What a funny room! And oh! do look at the pictures! Why has that man got on a blue apron? Freemasons! What are Freemasons? Do they work in embroidered blue satin aprons because they are gentlemen? Ill tell Fergus that is what he ought to be; he is so fond of making thingsonly I am sure he would spoil his apron. Whats that curtain for? Will they sing up there? Oh, theres Emma Norton just come in! That must be her father. Thats Alice Gidding, she comes to our Sunday class, and do you know, she thought it was Joseph who was put into the den of lions. Has not her mother got a funny head?
Hush now, Val. Here they come, as the whole chorus trooped in and began the Men of Harlech.
Val was reduced to silence, but there was a long instrumental performance afterwards, during which bad examples of chattering emboldened her to whisper
Did you see Beatrice Varley? And Miss Berry, our singing-mistressand Alexis White? Maura says
Aunt Jane gave a touch and a frown which reduced Valetta to silence at this critical moment; and she sat still through a good deal, only giving a little jump when Alexis White, with various others, came to sing a glee.
Gillian could study the youth, who certainly was, as Aunt Ada said, remarkable for the cameo-like cutting of his profile, though perhaps no one without an eye for art would have remarked it, as he had the callow unformed air of a lad of seventeen or eighteen, and looked shy and grave; but his voice was a fine one, and was heard to more advantage in the solos to a hunting song which shortly followed.
Valetta had been rather alarmed at the applause at first, but she soon found out what an opportunity it gave for conversation, and after a good deal of popping her head about, she took advantage of the encores to excuse herself by saying, I wanted to see if Maura White was there. She was to go if Mrs. Leethats the lodgerwould take her. She says Kally wont go, or sing, or anything, because
How tantalising! the singers reappeared, and Valetta was reduced to silence. Nor could the subject be renewed in the interval between the parts, for Major Dennis came and stood in front, and talked to Miss Mohun; and after that Valetta grew sleepy, and nothing was to be got out of her till all was over, when she awoke into extra animation, and chattered so vehemently all the way home that her aunt advised Gillian to get her to bed as quietly as possible, or she would not sleep all night, and would be good for nothing the next day.
Gillian, however, being given to think for herself in all cases of counsel from Aunt Jane, thought it could do no harm to beguile the brushing of the childs hair by asking why Kalliope would not come to the concert.
Oh, its a great secret, but Maura told me in the cloakroom. It is because Mr. Frank wants to be herto be herher admirer, said Valetta, cocking her head on one side, and adding to the already crimson colour of her cheeks.
Nonsense, Val, what do you and Maura know of such things?
We arent babies, Gill, and it is very unkind of you, when you told me I was to make friends with Maura White; and Kitty Varley is quite cross with me about it.
I told you to be kind to Maura, but not to talk about such foolish things.
I dont see why they should be foolish. It is what we all must come to. Grown-up people do, as Lois says. I heard Aunt Ada going on ever so long about Beatrice Varley and that gentleman.
It is just the disadvantage of that kind of school that girls talk that sort of undesirable stuff. Gillian said to herself; but curiosity, or interest in the Whites, prompted her to add, What did she tell you?
If you are so cross, I shant tell you. You hurt my head, I say.
Come, Val, I ought to know.
Its a secret.
Then you should not have told me so much.
Val laughed triumphantly, and called her sister Mrs. Curiosity, and at that moment Aunt Jane knocked at the door, and said Val was not to talk.
Val made an impatient face and began to whisper, but Gillian had too much proper feeling to allow this flat disobedience, and would not listen, much as she longed to do so. She heard her little sister rolling and tossing about a good deal, but made herself hard-hearted on principle, and acted sleep. On her own judgment, she would not waken the child in the morning, and Aunt Jane said she was quite right, it would be better to let Val have her sleep out, than send her to school fretful and half alive. But you ought not to have let her talk last night.
As usual, reproof was unpleasing, and silenced Gillian. She hoped to extract the rest of the story in the course of the day. But before breakfast was over Valetta rushed in with her hat on, having scrambled into her clothes in a hurry, and consuming her breakfast in great haste, for she had no notion either of losing her place in the class, or of missing the discussion of the entertainment with Kitty, from whom she had been so cruelly parted.
Tete-a-tetes were not so easy as might have been expected between two sisters occupying the same room, for Valetta went to bed and to sleep long before Gillian, and the morning toilette was a hurry; besides, Gillian had scruples, partly out of pride and partly out of conscientiousness, about encouraging Valetta in gossip or showing her curiosity about it. Could she make anything out from Kalliope herself? However, fortune favoured her, for she came out of her class only a few steps behind little Maura; and as some of Mr. Edgars boys were about, the child naturally regarded her as a protector.
Maura was quite as pretty as her elders, and had more of a southern look. Perhaps she was proportionably precocious, for she returned Gillians greeting without embarrassment, and was quite ready to enter into conversation and show her gratification at compliments upon her brothers voice.
And does not Kalliope sing? I think she used to sing very nicely in the old times.
Oh yes, said Maura; but she doesnt now.
Why not? Has not she time?
Thats not all said Maura, looking significant, and an interrogative sound sufficed to bring outIt is because of Mr. Frank.
Mr. Frank Stebbing?
Yes. He was always after her, and would walk home with her after the practices, though Alexis was always there. I know that was the reason for I heard la mamma mia trying to persuade her to go on with the society, and she was determined, and would not. Alex said she was quite right, and it is very tiresome of him, for now she never walks with us on Sunday, and he used to come and give us bonbons and crackers.
Then she does not like him?
She says it is not right or fitting, because Mr. and Mrs. Stebbing would be against it; but mamma said he would get over them, if she would not be so stupid, and he could make her quite a lady, like an officers daughter, as we are. Is it not a pity she wont, Miss Gillian?
I do not know. I think she is very good, said Gillian.
Oh! but if she would, we might all be well off again, said little worldly-minded Maura; and I should not have to help her make the beds, and darn, and iron, and all sorts of horrid things, but we could live properly, like ladies.
I think it is more ladylike to act uprightly, said Gillian.
Wherewith, having made the discovery, and escorted Maura beyond the reach of her enemies, she parted with the child, and turned homewards. Gillian was at the stage in which sensible maidens have a certain repugnance and contempt for the idea of love and lovers as an interruption to the higher aims of life and destruction to family joys. Romance in her eyes was the exaltation of woman out of reach, and Mauras communications inclined her to glorify Kalliope as a heroine, molested by a very inconvenient person, Spighted by a fool, spighted and angered both, as she quoted Imogen to herself.
It would be a grand history to tell Alethea of her friend, when she should have learnt a little more about it, as she intended to do on Sunday from Kalliope herself, who surely would be grateful for some sympathy and friendship. Withal she recollected that it was Indian-mail day, and hurried home to see whether the midday post had brought any letters. Her two aunts were talking eagerly, but suddenly broke off as she opened the door.
Well, Gillian began Aunt Ada.
No, no, let her see for herself, said Aunt Jane.
Oh! I hope nothing is the matter? she exclaimed, seeing a letter to herself on the table.
No; rather the reverse.
A horrible suspicion, as she afterwards called it, came over Gillian as she tore open the letter. There were two small notes. The first was
DEAR LITTLE GILLI am going to give you a new brother. Mother will tell you all.Your loving sister,
P. E. M.
She gasped, and looked at the other.
DEAREST GILLIANAfter all you have heard about Frank, perhaps you will know that I am very happy. You cannot guess how happy, and it is so delightful that mamma is charmed with him. He has got two medals and three clasps. There are so many to write to, I can only give my poor darling this little word. She will find it is only having another to be as fond of her as her old Alley.
Gillian looked up in a bewildered state, and gasped Both!
Aunt Jane could not help smiling a little, and saying, Yes, both at one fell swoop.
Its dreadful, said Gillian.
My dear, if you want to keep your sisters to yourself, you should not let them go to India, said Aunt Ada.
They said they wouldnt! They were quite angry at the notion of being so commonplace, said Gillian.
Oh, no one knows till her time comes! said Aunt Jane.
Gillian now applied herself to her mothers letter, which was also short.
MY DEAREST GILLYFLOWERI know this will be a great blow to you, as indeed it was to me; but we must not be selfish, and must remember that the sisters happiness and welfare is the great point. I wish I could write to you more at length; but time will not let me, scattered as are all my poor flock at home. So I must leave you to learn the bare public facts from Aunt Jane, and only say my especial private words to you. You are used to being brevet eldest daughter to me, now you will have to be so to papa, who is mending fast, but, I think, will come home with me. Isnt that news?
Your loving mother.
They have told you all about it, Aunt Jane! said Gillian.
Yes; they have been so cruel as not even to tell you the names of these robbers? Well, I dare say you had rather read my letter than hear it.
Thank you very much, Aunt Jane! May I take it upstairs with me?
Consent was readily given, and Gillian had just time for her first cursory reading before luncheon.
DEAREST JENNYFancy what burst upon me only the day after my comingthough really we ought to be very thankful. You might perhaps have divined what was brewing from the letters. Jasper knew of one and suspected the other before the accident, and he says it prevented him from telegraphing to stop me, for he was sure one or both the girls would want their mother. Phyllis began it. Hers is a young merchant just taken into the great Underwood firm. Bernard Underwood, a very nice fellow, brother to the husband of one of Harry Mays sistersvery much liked and respected, and, by the way, an uncommonly handsome man. That was imminent before Jaspers accident, and the letter to prepare me must be reposing in Harrys care. Mr. Underwood came down with Claude to meet me when I landed, and I scented danger in his eye. But it is all rightonly his income is entirely professional, and they will have to live out here for some time to come.
The other only spoke yesterday, having abstained from worrying his General. He is Lord Francis Somerville, son to Lord Liddesdale, and a captain in the Glen Lorn Highlanders, who have not above a couple of years to stay in these parts. He was with the riding party when Jasper fell, and was the first to lift him; indeed, he held him all the time of waiting, for poor Claude trembled too much. He was an immense help through the nursing, and they came to know and depend on him as nothing else would have made them do; and they proved how sincerely right-minded and good he is. There is some connection with the Underwoods, though I have not quite fathomed it. There is no fear about home consent, for it seems that he is given to outpourings to his mother, and had heard that if he thought of Sir Jasper Merrifields daughter his parents would welcome her, knowing what Sir J. is. Theres for you! considering that we have next to nothing to give the child, and Frank has not much fortune, but Alethea is trained to the soldierly life, and they will be better off than Jasper and I were.