Poor Joe half-smiled at this confident opinion, but he merely wrung his brothers hand, and only twice more took up the pencilonce to write the name of the clergyman he wished to see, and lastly to put down the initials of all his children: Love to you all. Let God and your mother be first with you.J. B.
The daylight of the second morning had come in before that deadly suffocation had finished its work, and the strong mans struggles were ended.
When Colonel Brownlow tried to raise his sister-in-law, he found her fainting, and, with Dr. Lucass help, carried her to another room, where she lay, utterly exhausted, in a kind of faint stupor, apparently unconscious of anything but violent headache, which made her moan from time to time, if anything stirred her. Dr. Lucas thought this the effect of exhaustion, for she had not slept, and hardly taken any food since her breakfast at Kyve three days ago; and finding poor old nurse too entirely broken down to be of any use, he put his own kind wife in charge of her, and was unwilling to admit anyone elseeven Mrs. Robert Brownlow, who arrived in the course of the day. She was a tall, fine-looking person, with an oval facesoft, pleasant brown skin, mild brown eyes, and much tenderness of heart and manner, but not very well known to Caroline; for her periodical visits had been wholly devoted to shopping and sight-seeing. She was exceedingly shocked at the tidings that met her, and gathered Janet into her arms with many tears over the poor orphan girl! It was an effusiveness that overwhelmed Janet, who had a miserable, hard, dried-up feeling of wretchedness, and injury too; for the more other people cried, the less she could cry, and she heard them saying to one another that she was unfeeling.
Still Aunt Ellens presence was a sort of relief, for it made the house less empty and dreary, and she took upon her the cares that were greatly needed in the bereaved household, where old nurse had lost her head, and could do nothing, and the most effective maid was away with the children. So Janet wandered about after her aunt, with an adverse feeling at having her home meddled with, but answering questions and giving opinions, called or uncalled for. Her longing was for her brothers, and it was a great blow to find that her uncle had written to both Allen and Mr. Acton that they had better not come home at present. She thought it cruel and unjust both towards them and herself; and in her sickening sense of solitude and injury she had a vague expectation that they were all going to be left wholly orphans, like the children of fiction, dependent on their uncle and aunt, who would be unjust, and prefer their own children; and she had a prevision of the battles she was to fight, and the defensive influence she was to exert.
That brought to her mind the white slate on which her father had been writing, and she hurried to secure it, though she hardly knew where to go or to look; but straying into her fathers dressing-room, she found both it and the tablets among a heap of other small matters that had been, cleared away when the other chamber had been arranged into the solemnity of the death-room. Hastily securing them, she carried them to her own desk in the deserted school-room, feeling as if they were her charge, and thus having no scruple in reading them.
She had heard what passed aloud; and, as the eldest girl, had been so constantly among the seniors, and so often supposed to be intent on her own occupations when they were conversing, that she had already the knowledge that magnum bonum, was the pet home term for some great discovery in medical, science that her father had been pursuing, with many disappointments and much incredulity from the few friends to whom it had been mentioned, but with absolute confidence on his own part. What it was she did, not know, but she had fully taken in the injunction of secrecy and the charge to hand on the task to one of her brothers; only, while her father had spoken of it as a grave trust, she viewed it as an inheritance of glory; and felt a strange longing and repining that it could not be given to her to win and wear the crown of success.
Janet, did not, however, keep the treasure long, for that very evening Mrs. Lucas sought her out to tell her that her mother had been saying something, about a slate, and Dr. Lucas thought it was one on which her father had been writing. If she could find it, they hoped her mother would rest better.
Janet produced it, and, being evidently most unwilling to let it go out of her hands, was allowed to carry it in, and to tell her mother that she had it. There was no need for injunctions to do so softly and cautiously, for she was frightened by her mothers dull, half-closed eye, and pale, leaden look; but there was a little air of relief as she faltered, Heres the slate, dear mother: and the answer, so faint that she could hardly hear it, was, Lock it up, my dear, till I can look.
Mrs. Lucas told Janet she might kiss her, and then sent the girl away. There was need of anxious watch lest fever should set in, and therefore all that was exciting was kept at a distance as the poor young widow verged towards recovery.
Once, when she heard voices on the stairs, she started nervously, and asked Mrs. Lucas, Is Ellen there?
Yes, my dear; she shall not come to you unless you wish it, seeing her alarm; and she laid her head down again.
The double funeral was accomplished while she was still too ill to hear anything about it, though Mrs. Lucas had no doubt that she knew; and when he came home, Colonel Brownlow called for Janet, and asked her whether she could find her grandmothers keys and her fathers for him.
Mother would not like anyone to rummage their things, said Janet, like a watch-dog.
My dear, said her uncle, in a surprised but kind tone, as one who respected yet resented her feeling; you may trust me not to rummage, as you call it, unnecessarily; but I know that I am executor, if you understand what that means, my dear.
Of course, said Janet, affronted as she always was by being treated as a child.
To both wills, continued her uncle; and it will save your mother much trouble and distress if I can take steps towards acting on them at once; and if you cannot tell where the keys are, I shall have to look for them.
Janet ought to obey at once, said her aunt, not adding to the serenity of Janets mind; but she turned on her heel, ungraciously saying, Ill get them; and presently returned with her grandmothers key-box, full of the housekeeping keys, and a little key, which she gave to her uncle with great dignity, adding, The key of her desk is the Bramah one; Ill see for the others.
A strange girl, that! said her uncle, as she marched out of the room.
I am glad our Jessie has not her temper! responded his wife; and then they both repaired to old Mrs. Brownlows special apartment, the back drawing-room, while Janet quietly dropped downstairs with the key she had taken from her fathers table on her way to the consulting-room. She intended to prevent any search, by herself producing the will from among his papers, for she was in an agony lest her uncle should discover the clue to the magnum bonum, of which she regarded herself the guardian.
Till she had actually unlocked the sloping lid of the old-fashioned bureau, it did not occur to her that she did not know either what the will was like, nor yet the magnum bonum, which was scarcely likely to be so ticketed. She only saw piles of letters and papers, marked, some with peoples names, some with a Greek or Latin word, or one of the curious old Arabic signs, for which her father had always a turn, having, as his mother used to tell him, something of the alchemist in his composition. One of these parcels, fastened with elastic rings, must be magnum bonum, and Janet, though without much chance of distinguishing it, was reading the labels with a strange, sad fascination, when, long before she had expected him, her uncle stood before her, with greatly astonished and displeased looks, and the word Janet.
She coloured scarlet, but answered boldly, There was something that I know father did not want anyone but mother to see.
Of course there is much, said her uncle, gravelymuch that I am fitter to judge, of than any little girl.
Words cannot express the offence thus given to Janet. Something swelled in her throat as if to suffocate her, but there could be no reply, and to burst out crying would only make him think her younger still; so as he turned to his mournful task, she ensconced herself in a high-backed chair, and watched him from under her dark brows.
She might comfort herself by the perception that he was less likely than even herself to recognise the magnum bonum. He would scarcely have thought it honourable to cast a glance upon the medical papers, and pushing them aside from where she had pulled them forward, searched till he had found a long cartridge-paper envelope, which he laid on the table behind him while he shut up the bureau, and Janet, by cautiously craning up her neck, managed to read that on it was written Will of Joseph Brownlow, Executors: Mrs. Caroline Otway Brownlow, Lieutenant-Colonel Robert Brownlow.
Her uncle then put both that and the keys in his pocket, either not seeing her, or not choosing to notice her.
CHAPTER IV. THE STRAY CHICKENS
But when our father came not here,
I thought if we could find the sea
We should be sure to meet him there,
And once again might happy be.Ballad.
What was Dr. Lucas saying to you? asked Carey, sitting up in bed after her breakfast.
He said, my dear, that you were really well now, said Mrs. Lucas, tenderly; and that you only wanted rousing.
She clasped her hands together.
Yes, I know it. I have been knowing it all yesterday and last night. It hasnt been right of me, keeping you all this time, and not facing it.
I dont think you could, my dear.
Not at first. It seems to me like having been in a whirlpool, and those two went down in it. She put her hands to her temples. But I must do it all now, and I will. Ill get up now. Oh! dear, if they only would let me come down and go about quietly. Then smiling a piteous smile. It is very naughty, but of all things I dread the being cried over and fondled by Ellen!
Mrs. Lucas shook her head, though the tears were in her eyes, and bethought her whether she could caution Mrs. Robert Brownlow not to be too demonstrative; but it was a delicate matter in which to interfere, and after all, whatever she might think beforehand, Caroline might miss these tokens of feeling.
She had sat up for some hours the evening before, so that there was no fear of her not being strong enough to get up as she proposed; but how would it be when she left her room, and beheld all that she could not have realised?
However, matters turned out contrary to all expectation. Mrs. Lucas was in the drawing-room, talking to the Colonels wife, and Janet up stairs helping her mother to dress, when there was a sound of feet on the stairs, the door hastily opened for a moment, and two rough-headed, dusty little figures were seen for one moment, startling Mrs. Brownlow with the notion of little beggars; but they vanished in a moment, and were heard chattering up stairs with calls of Mother! Mother Carey! And looking out, they beheld at the top of the stairs the two little fellows hanging one on each side of Carey, who was just outside her door, with her hair down, in her white dressing gown, kneeling between them, all the three almost devouring one another.
Jockie! Armie! my dears! How did you come? Where are the rest?
Still at Kyve, said Jock. Mother we have done such a thingwe came to tell you of it.
Weve lost the mans boat, added Armine, and we must give him the money for another.
What is it? What is it, Caroline? began her sister-in-law; but Mrs. Lucas touched her arm, and as a mother herself, she saw that mother and sons had best be left to one another, and let them retreat into the bedroom, Carey eagerly scanning her two little boys, who had a battered, worn, unwashed look that puzzled her as much as their sudden appearance, which indeed chimed in with the strange dreamy state in which she had lived ever since that telegram. But their voices did more to restore her to ordinary life than anything else could have done; and their hearts were so full of their own adventure, that they poured it out before remarking anything,
How did you come, my dear boys?
We walked, after the omnibus set us down at Charing Cross, because we hadnt any more money, said Armine. Im so tired. And he nestled into her lap, seeming to quell the beating of her aching heart by his pressure.
This is it, mother, said Jock, pulling her other arm round him. We two went down to the beach yesterday, and we saw a little boatPeter Larys pretty little boat, you know, that is so lightand we got in to rock in her, and then I thought I would pull about in her a little.
Oh! Jock, Jock, how could you?
Id often done it with Allen and Young Pete, said Jock, defensively.
But by yourselves! she said in horror.
Nobody told us not, said Jock rather defiantly; and Armine, who, with his little sister Barbara, always seemed to live where dreamland and reality bordered on each other, looked up in her face and innocently said
Mrs. Acton read us about the Rocky Island, and she said father and granny had brought their boats to the beautiful country, and that we ought to go after them, and there was the bright path along the sea, and I thought we would go too, and that it would be nicer if Jock went with me.
I knew it did not mean that, said Jock, hanging his mischievous black head a little, as he felt her shudder; but I thought it would be such fun to be Columbus.
And then? Oh! my boys, what a fearful thing! Thank God I have you here.
I wasnt frightened, said Jock, with uplifted head; we could both row, couldnt we, Armie? and the tide was going out, and it was so jolly; it seemed to take us just where we wanted to go, out to that great rock, you know, mother, that Bobus called the Asses Bridge.
Carey knew that the current at the mouth of the river did, at high tide, carry much drift to the base of this island, and she could understand how her two boys had been floated thither. Jock went on
We had a boat-hook, and I pulled up to the island; I did, mother, and I made fast the boat to a little stick, and we went out to explore the island.
It has a crater in the top, mother, and we think it must be an instinct volcano, said Armine, looking up sleepily.
And there were such lots of jolly little birds, went on Jock.
Never mind that now. What happened?
Why, the brute of a boat got away, said Jock, much injured, when Id made her ever so fast. She pulled up the stick, Im sure she did, for I can tie a knot as well as Pete.
So you could not get away?
No, and wed got nothing to eat but chocolate creams and periwinkles, and Armie wouldnt look at them, and I dont think I could while they were alive. So I hoisted a signal of distress, made of my tie, for wed lost our pocket-handkerchiefs. I was afraid they would think we were pirates, and not venture to come near us, for wed only got black flags, and it was a very, very long time, but at last, just as it got a little darkish, and Armie was cryingpoor little chapthat steamer came by that always goes between Porthole and Kyvemouth on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I hailed and I hailed, and they saw or heard, and sent a boat and took us on board. The people all came and looked at us, and one of them said I was a plucky little chap; he did, mother, and that Id the making of an admiral in me; and a lady gave us such a jolly paper of sandwiches. But you see the steamer was going to Porthole, and the captain said he could not anyhow put back to Kyve, but he must take us on, and we must get back by train.