Musing thus, Frank at last dropped off to sleep. When he woke he found himself alone, his companion having left without disturbing him. From the noises around him of trains coming in and out, Frank judged that the hour was late.
I have done one wise thing, he said, anyhow, and as far as I can see its the only one, in leaving my watch with the doctor to keep. He pointed out that I might have it stolen if I carried it, and that there was no use in keeping it shut up in a box. Very possibly it might be stolen by the dishonesty of a servant. Thats safe anyhow, and it is my only worldly possession, except the books, and I would rather go into the workhouse than part with either of them.
Rising, he made his way into the station, where he found the porter at his usual work.
I would not wake you, the man said; you were sleeping so quiet, and I knew twas no use your getting up early. I shall go out and settle for a room at dinner time. If you will come here at six oclock well go off together. The mates have all been very kind, and have been making a collection to bury my poor girl and the kids. Theyve found em, and the inquest is tomorrow, so I shall be off work. The governor has offered me a week; but there, Id rather be here where theres no time for thinking, than hanging about with nothing to do but to drink.
CHAPTER VI: THE FIRST STEP
All that day Frank tramped the streets. He went into many shops where he saw notices that an errand boy was required, but everywhere without success. He perceived at once that his appearance was against him, and he either received the abrupt answer of, Youre not the sort of chap for my place, or an equally decided refusal upon the grounds that he did not know the neighborhood, or that they preferred one who had parents who lived close by and could speak for him.
At six oclock he rejoined the porter. He brought with him some bread and butter and a piece of bacon. When, on arriving at the lodging of his new friend, a neat room with two small beds in it, he produced and opened his parcel, the porter said angrily, Dont you do that again, young fellow, or we shall have words. Youre just coming to stop with me for a bit till you see your way, and Im not going to have you bring things in here. My money is good for two months, and your living here with me wont cost three shillings a week. So dont you hurt my feelings by bringing things home again. There, dont say no more about it.
Frank, seeing that his companion was really in earnest, said no more, and was the less reluctant to accept the others kindness as he saw that his society was really a great relief to him in his trouble. After the meal they sallied out to a second hand clothes shop. Here Frank disposed of his things, and received in return a good suit of clothes fit for a working lad.
I dont know how it is, the porter said as they sat together afterwards, but a gentleman looks like a gentleman put him in what clothes you will. I could have sworn to your being that if Id never seen you before. I cant make it out, I dont know what it is, but theres certainly something in gentle blood, whatever you may say about it. Some of my mates are forever saying that one mans as good as another. Now I dont mean to say they aint as good; but what I say is, as they aint the same. One man aint the same as another any more than a race horse is the same as a cart horse. They both sprang from the same stock, at least so they says; but breeding and feeding and care has made one into a slim boned creature as can run like the wind, while the other has got big bones and weight and can drag his two ton after him without turning a hair. Now, I take it, its the same thing with gentlefolks and working men. It isnt that ones bigger than the other, for I dont see much difference that way; but a gentlemans lighter in the bone, and his hands and his feet are smaller, and he carries himself altogether different. His voice gets a different tone. Why, Lord bless you, when I hears two men coming along the platform at night, even when I cant see em, and cant hear what they says, only the tone of their voices, I knows just as well whether its a first class or a third door as Ive got to open as if I saw em in the daylight. Rum, aint it?
Frank had never thought the matter out, and could only give his general assent to his companions proposition.
Now, the porter went on, if you go into a factory or workshop, Ill bet a crown to a penny that before youve been there a week youll get called Gentleman Jack, or some such name. You see if you aint.
I dont care what they call me, Frank laughed, so that theyll take me into the factory.
All in good time, the porter said; dont you hurry yourself. As long as you can stay here youll be heartily welcome. Just look what a comfort it is to have you sitting here sociable and comfortable. You dont suppose I could have sat here alone in this room if you hadnt been here? I should have been in a public house making a beast of myself, and spending as much money as would keep the pair of us.
Day after day Frank went out in search of work. In his tramps he visited scores of workshops and factories, but without success. Either they did not want boys, or they declined altogether to take one who had no experience in work, and had no references in the neighborhood. Frank took his breakfast and tea with the porter, and was glad that the latter had his dinner at the station, as a penny loaf served his purposes. One day in his walks Frank entered Covent Garden and stood looking on at the bustle and flow of business, for it happened to be market day. He leaned against one of the columns of the piazza, eating the bread he had just bought. Presently a sharp faced lad, a year or two younger than himself, came up to him.
Give us a hit, he said, I aint tasted nothing today.
Frank broke the bread in half and gave a portion to him.
What a lot there is going on here! Frank said.
Law! the boy answered, that aint nothing to what it is of a morning. Thats the time, special on the mornings of the flower market. Its hard lines if a chap cant pick up a tanner or even a bob then.
How? Frank asked eagerly.
Why, by holding horses, helping to carry out plants, and such like. You seems a green un, you do. Up from the country, eh? Dont seem like one of our sort.
Yes, Frank said, Im just up from the country. I thought it would be easy to get a place in London, but I dont find it so.
A place! the boy repeated scornfully. I should like any one to see me in a place. Its better a hundred times to be your own master.
Even if you do want a piece of bread sometimes? Frank put in.
Yes, the boy said. When it aint market day and ye havent saved enough to buy a few papers or boxes of matches it does come hard. In winter the times is bad, but in summer we gets on fairish, and there aint nothing to grumble about. Are you out of work yourself?
Yes, Frank answered, Im on the lookout for a job.
Youd have a chance here in the morning, said the boy, looking at him. You look decent, and might get a job unloading. They wont have us at no price, if they can help it.
I will come and try anyhow, Frank said.
That evening Frank told his friend, the porter, that he thought of going out early next morning to try and pick up odd jobs at Covent Garden.
Dont you think of it, the porter said. Theres nothing worse for a lad than taking to odd jobs. It gets him into bad ways and bad company. Dont you hurry. I have spoken to lots of my mates, and theyre all on the lookout for you. We on the platform cant do much. It aint in our line, you see; but in the goods department, where they are constant with vans and wagons and such like, they are likely enough to hear of something before long.
I will come and try anyhow, Frank said.
That evening Frank told his friend, the porter, that he thought of going out early next morning to try and pick up odd jobs at Covent Garden.
Dont you think of it, the porter said. Theres nothing worse for a lad than taking to odd jobs. It gets him into bad ways and bad company. Dont you hurry. I have spoken to lots of my mates, and theyre all on the lookout for you. We on the platform cant do much. It aint in our line, you see; but in the goods department, where they are constant with vans and wagons and such like, they are likely enough to hear of something before long.
That night, thinking matters over in bed, Frank determined to go down to the docks and see if he could get a place as cabin boy. He had had this idea in his mind ever since he lost his money, and had only put it aside in order that he might, if possible, get some berth on shore which might seem likely in the end to afford him a means of making his way up again. It was not that he was afraid of the roughness of a cabin boys life; it was only because he knew that it would be so very long before, working his way up from boy to able bodied seaman, he could obtain a mates certificate, and so make a first step up the ladder. However, he thought that even this would be better than going as a wagoners boy, and he accordingly crossed London Bridge, turned down Eastcheap, and presently found himself in Ratcliff Highway. He was amused here at the nautical character of the shops, and presently found himself staring into a window full of foreign birds, for the most part alive in cages, among which, however, were a few cases of stuffed birds.
How stupid I have been! he thought to himself. I wonder I never thought of it before! I can stuff birds and beasts at any rate a deal better than those wooden looking things. I might have a chance of getting work at some naturalists shop. I will get a directory and take down all the addresses in London, and then go around.
He now became conscious of a conversation going on between a little old man with a pair of thick horn rimmed spectacles and a sailor who had a dead parrot and a cat in his hand.
I really cannot undertake them, the old man said. Since the death of my daughter I have had but little time to attend to that branch. What with buying and selling, and feeding and attending to the live ones, I have no time for stuffing. Besides, if the things were poisoned, they would not be worth stuffing.
It isnt the question of worth, skipper, the sailor said; and I dont say, mind ye, that these here critturs was pisoned, only if you looks at it that this was the noisiest bird and the worst tempered thievingest cat in the neighborhoodthough, Lord bless you, my missus wouldnt allow it for worldswhy, you know, when they were both found stiff and cold this morning people does have a sort of a suspicion as how theyve been pisoned; and he winked one eye in a portentous manner, and grinned hugely. The missus shes in a nice taking, screeching, and yelling as you might hear her two cables length away, and she turns round on me and will have it as Id a hand in the matter. Well, just to show my innocence, I offers to get a glass case for em and have em stuffed, if it cost me a couple of pounds. I wouldnt care if they fell all to pieces a week afterwards, so that it pacified the old woman just at present. If I cant get em done I shall ship at once, for the place will be too hot to hold me. So you cant do it nohow?
The old man shook his head, and the sailor was just turning off when Frank went up to him:
Will you please wait a moment? Can I speak to you, sir, a minute? he asked the old man.
The naturalist went into his shop, and Frank followed him.
I can stuff birds and animals, sir, he said. I think I really stuff them well, for some which I did for amusement were sold at ten shillings a case, and the man who bought them of me told me they would be worth four times as much in London. I am out of work, sir, and very very anxious to get my living. You will find me hard working and honest. Do give me a chance. Let me stuff that cat and parrot for the sailor. If you are not satisfied then, I will go away and charge nothing for it.
The man looked at him keenly.
I will at any rate give you a trial, he said. Then he went to the door and called in the sailor. This lad tells me he can stuff birds. I know nothing about him, but I believe he is speaking truthfully. If you like to intrust them to him he will do his best. If youre not satisfied he will make no charge.
Much pleased at seeing a way out of his dilemma, the sailor placed the dead animals on the counter.
Now, the old man said to Frank, you can take these out into the back yard and skin them. Then you can go to work in that back room. You will find arsenical soap, cotton wool, wires, and everything else you require there. This has been a fine cat, he said, looking at the animal.
Yes, it has been a splendid creature, Frank answered. It is a magnificent macaw also.
Ah! you know it is a macaw! the old man said.
Of course, Frank said simply; it has a tail.
The old man then furnished Frank with two or three sharp knives and scissors. Taking the bird and cat, he went out into the yard and in the course of an hour had skinned them both. Then he returned to the shop and set to work in the room behind.
May I make a group of them? he asked.
Do them just as you like, the old man said.
After settling upon his subject, Frank set to work, and, except that he went out for five minutes to buy and eat a penny loaf, continued his work till nightfall. The old man came in several times to look at him, but each time went out again without making a remark. At six oclock Frank laid down his tools.
I will come again tomorrow, sir, he said.
The old man nodded, and Frank went home in high spirits. There was a prospect at last of getting something to do, and that in a line most congenial to his own tastes.
The old man looked up when he entered next morning.
I shall not come in today, he remarked. I will wait to see them finished.
Working without interruption till the evening, Frank finished them to his satisfaction, and enveloped them with many wrappings of thread to keep them in precisely the attitudes in which he had placed them.
They are ready for drying now, sir, he said. If I might place them in an oven they would be dried by morning.
The old man led the way to the kitchen, where a small fire was burning.
I shall put no more coals on the fire, he said, and it will be out in a quarter of an hour. Put them in there and leave the door open. I will close it in an hour when the oven cools.
The next day Frank was again at work. It took him all day to get fur and feather to lie exactly as he wished them. In the afternoon he asked the naturalist for a piece of flat board, three feet long, and a perch, but said that instead of the piece of board he should prefer mounting them in a case at once. The old man had not one in the shop large enough, and therefore Frank arranged his group temporarily on the table. On the board lay the cat. At first sight she seemed asleep, but it was clearly only seeming. Her eyes were half open, the upper lip was curled up, and the sharp teeth showed. The hind feet were drawn somewhat under her as in readiness for an instant spring. Her front paws were before her, the talons were somewhat stretched, and one paw was curved. Her ears lay slightly back. She was evidently on the point of springing. The macaw perch, which had been cut down to a height of two feet, stood behind her. The bird hung by its feet, and, head downwards, stretched with open beak towards the tip of the cats tail, which was slightly uplifted. On a piece of paper Frank wrote, Dangerous Play.