Sure she could, but she didnt want to. Already the idea of taking the elevator up to their shared floor and walking past the developer room was filling Genie with prickles of dread. She knew it would only get worse the longer she stalled. Her brain might be filling the emptiness with irrelevant thoughts of Nick Wellington in her shower and annoyingly apropos mental notes, but her soul knew the truth.
A big, tough guy like Wellington might not understand, but she was scared. Deep-down, bone-thumping scared.
What if the man was still in the darkroom? What if hed hidden in the little office closet where she kept a change of clothes? She could feel him looking over her shoulder right now, breathing on her neck; the bruises on her stomach ached when she shivered.
What if the police found him near the lab and he told them that hed been watching her for weeks, just waiting for his chance?
Or even worse, what if they didnt find him at all? Would she spend the rest of her life trying to remember him, jumping at every shadow that might remind her of what she couldnt know? Or would she remember him one day, remember what he had said, what he had done.
And wish that she could forget it again.
She shivered and rubbed an absent hand across a sore spot on her neck. I could stay home, but I dont want to. Her self-appointed guardian scowled and she frowned right back. I need to walk into that lab today, Wellington. I need to prove to myself that I can go back there and function. She paused. Otherwise hes taken away more than just my feeling of safety. Hes taken away the lab.
And although Wellington would have no way of knowing it, the lab was more than just a workplace to Genie. It was her life. Her salvation.
Her world.
He sighed and nodded. When he scrubbed a hand down the golden stubble on his jaw, Genie noticed for the first time that he looked tired. Worn. And very sexy in a grumpy, Im-wearing-yesterdays-clothes kind of way.
Okay, he said, I can understand that. But let me drive you. Im going to swing by my place. He named a nearby section of town, surprising her. She hadnt realized they were almost neighbors. Once Ive changed, Im going to take care of a few things, then Ill come back here and get you. Okay?
He nodded and scratched the stubble on his jaw, clearly satisfied with his own plan. Taking lack of disagreement for an agreement, he gave her shoulder a friendly squeeze and left. The condo seemed much bigger and emptier in his absence.
Her shoulder tingled where he had touched it.
And the silence was as loud as a thousand freezer alarms shrieking at once.
Genie shivered. She was alone. Beef Wellington and his space-hogging tendencies were gone. There was no one else here. She was alone. The shadows seemed to pulse with it.
Get over it, Watson, she ordered herself. Youve been on your own for a long time and it hasnt hurt you yet.
Yet, throbbed the bruises on her breasts and belly as her brave words echoed through the silent space. She shivered again, suddenly sure that there were eyes in the empty darkness of the hallway beyond the kitchen.
What if he knew where she lived?
Prr-meow?
Genie jumped a mile and the kitten skittered away. She forced a little laugh. That was why she kept pets, after all. For those times when the quiet was too loud.
Meep? Galore inquired again, and set her miniature claws in the jeans Genie had pulled on that morning, unwilling to face Nick in her robe again. Hed been in the kitchen already and had dispelled any awkwardness between them by serving her breakfast, checking her pupils, and not mentioning her nightmares or the man-size imprint on her bed.
Looking at the jeans, she muttered, Hell with it. Im going casual, and slid off the bar stool, slinging the limp kitten over her shoulder where it buzzed contentedly.
She couldnt bear the thought of her usual work clothesprofessional, grown-up, boring, the kind of things shed originally chosen to make herself seem older. Now it was a habit, though she often wished she could wear her jeans and soft cashmere turtlenecks to the lab, and dreamed of leaving her hair long, or tucking it back in a simple braid that made her look carefree.
Young.
Maybe even pretty? said a soft Georgian accent in the back of her head. Genie shook her head with a half smile. Marilynn always had been an optimist.
Hell with it, she muttered again. Im wearing jeans today. I deserve it. She was sore and grumpy and the thought of French-twisting her hair over the bump on the back of her head was enough to make her scream. She pulled a soft bra over her head and scowled at the bruises on her arm and stomach. Bastard.
She was going to find out who had wrecked the developer room and she was going to make him pay. Her brain was going to help her whether it wanted to or not. She was going to figure out what had happened and whyand if she had to go right through handsome Nick Wellington and his pat-the-little-ladyon-the-head-and-leave-her-at-home-while-the-big-strong-man-talks-to-the-police attitude, then so be it.
Chapter Four
She hadnt waited for him. Of course she hadnt. Nick scowled as he jammed the Bronco into a miniscule space between two identical minivans on the Massachusetts Turnpike. One of the drivers swerved, honked and made a rude gesture that was immediately picked up by the toddler in the back.
Nick ignored them and took the off ramp to Boston Generals parking garage, just outside the theater district. He didnt know why he was surprised. Any woman who skipped pain pills in favor of a few puny aspirin when she had a face full of stitches and a concussion would be unlikely to sit tamely at home waiting to be picked up.
Of course shed called a cab.
Nick locked the Bronco and jogged down the cement staircase to exit the garage. Though the hospital had built a series of catwalks and connecting tunnels to allow its employees to move from building to building without venturing outside, Nick preferred the quarter-mile hike through Chinatown. It added an interesting variety of smells to his day.
As he walked, he pondered Genies defection until he had to laugh at himself. When he stopped to buy a soda from a street vendor, he finally admitted the truth.
He was disappointed, darn it.
Hed wanted to drive in with her. He wanted to be sure she was okay, wanted to walk into the lab together in case the memory came crashing back all at once. In case it didnt. Sure, theyd never gotten along particularly well before, but there was a first for everything. Maybe this horrible incident would have a positive side. Maybe they could call a truce. Find some common ground.
Take another shower.
Wincing at the thought of her reaction if he ever suggested such a thing, Nick swiped his passkey for admittance into BoGens Genetic Research Building, stepped through the sliding door
And froze when he saw Detective Sturgeon standing in the lobby surrounded by most of the researchers, interns and techs who worked on the thirteenth floor. Genie wasnt among them.
Nicks heart thundered in his ears as he crossed the lobby with quick strides. Her attacker had come back to finish the job. Watson had been hurt, raped, or worse.
What happened? he practically yelled.
A babble of voices erupted as, excited, each of the techs tried to answer at once. The words spill, gel boxes and radiation safety Nazis filtered out of the hubbub and Nick relaxed a fraction as he called the elevator.
Jared, keep everyone down here until I call down with the all clear, okay? The tech grimaced and nodded. The chain that dangled from his pierced nostril swung from side to side at the motion.
Then the elevator arrived and Nick took a deep breath and told himself to relax as the car began to move. Genie was fine. It was just a radioactive spill. A serious but containable lab incident that had nothing to do with the previous days events in the darkroom.
Or did it?
UNTIL NICK ARRIVED, Genie hadnt known shed been waiting for him. But when he stepped over the yellow Caution/Radioactive tape and joined her in the little room where they ran the DNA separating gels, she felt the tension drain from her in waves and had the insane urge to throw her arms around his waist and blubber while he dealt with Dixon and plied her with painkillers for her headache.
Since that probably would have horrified him, she didnt. But she thought about it. That is, until he looked down at her, grinned and said, Hey, baby, you new here?
She rolled her eyes. Shut up, Wellington.
He pretended surprise, but his perfect teeth flashed. Why, Dr. Watson. Is that you? I didnt recognize you for a moment.
He meant because of the big, ugly bruises on her cheek and the stitches crawling across her forehead like a mutant Gypsy moth caterpillar. Genie didnt want to cry on him anymoreshe wanted to punch him. She knew she looked terrible. He didnt have to rub it in. Hed made it plain enough the night before that he didnt consider her desirable. She sighed and jammed her hands into her jeans pockets. Oh, well.