Not because of who you arejust because he wants to bask in your gorgeous nearness.
Connie
And theres good old Joe, not even noticing us, just watching the game.
Im sure he cant hear too much, with all the music, so he has to study the TV closely, Jillian teased. There was a tap on her shoulder. A giant leprechaun was asking her to dance, but she wasnt ready for that quite yet, so she declined politely and asked him to come back in a while.
Dancing is fun, and youre out to have fun, Connie reminded her.
I intend to dance. But youve asked Carmen Miranda to bring us drinks, remember?
And then she saw the tarot card reader.
Hey, look, theres a fortune-teller.
A fortune-teller? What fun! Connie said.
Shes great. Tip had rejoined them, bearing glasses of ale. He passed them over as he went on. Shes interesting. She has you lay out the cards, then she tells you what they mean and how the future might affect you. I have a confrontation coming in my future.
How unusualfor a cop, Jillian teased.
He shrugged. A nonbeliever. So many are. But shes really good. Its not just hocus-pocus. Maybe shes a psychologist by day, desperate for more interesting characters by night. She told me to watch my temper. Can you imagine?
Yes, Tip, Connie said thoughtfully, Im afraid I can.
As Tip and Connie started discussing the idiocies he saw on the streets of New York every day, Jillian had the strangest feeling. It was as if she knew him. Of course she knew him she told herself; Connie had just introduced her. But she felt as if she had known him before. A long time ago. Was it true, she wondered, that you recognized people in life who you might like, who would be your friends, given half a chance?
Suddenly she noticed that the conversation had stopped and he was staring at her, seemingly unable to tear his eyes away from her. Look at you, looking so solemn. Lighten up. Its Halloween. Ghosts and goblins and ghouls. Okay, maybe thats a bad example. Think Christmas. Santa Claus. Ho, ho, ho. Pine trees, packages, Christmas carolers
Really bad traffic, people shoving each other in stores over the newest toy craze, badly wired lights sizzling families to a crisp.
They all spun around. Connies husband, Joe, had joined them. Despite his words of doom and gloom, he spoke cheerfully.
Back to Christmas, Connie said sternly. Pine trees, packages, the girls giggling, Santa Clausand miracles.
You dont really believe in miracles, do you? Tip asked.
And why not? Connie demanded. There are plenty of strange things in this world.
And the next, too, Joe said with a depth of sincerity that caused his wife to stare at him again.
What is this? Were not here to ponder the next life, she protested. Were partying. Think good times only.
All right, Joe said. Let the good times roll. But lets test out the world of the occult. We wont say a word to the tarot card reader. Ill go to her with Jillian on my arm. Connie, you go with Tip. Well test her powers.
She doesnt claim to have powers, Tip reminded him.
Tip, did I ever tell you how good you look in that color bra? Joe teased him.
Ah, honey, youre going to make me blush. But go aheadtest her out. Ive already seen her. Ill escort Connie, then you come along with Jillian. Youll see.
Carrying their drinks, they joined the line for the tarot card reader. She was a beautiful woman. Her skin was a tawny copper color, her eyes a hazel that gleamed golden in the candlelight. She was dressed for the part in gypsy attirea sweeping, multicolored skirt, a gold-colored peasant blouse, and a scarf in various shades of gold and copper tied around her head. She was, according to the glittery name plaque in front of her, Madame Zena.
From her place in line, Jillian sipped her Guinness and watched as the woman laid down the cards. The customer, a pretty young woman in a harem costume, tapped one of the cards in dismay. Oh no, that means death, right?
Madame Zena shook her head patiently. Its not just the cards themselves that speak to you, it is their arrangement. These cards warn you She looked up, staring at the girl sternly. Were you planning on taking the subway back out to Brooklyn alone?
Brooklynyes, its where I live. Im a Fine Arts student.
From Omaha, the guy behind her teased.
Dont go home on the subway alone, the reader warned.
The young man put his hands on her shoulders. She wont, he said protectively.
But youll be ridiculously late if you come back to the dorm with me.
Ill sleep on the floor. Janice wont mind.
All right, all right, Madame Zenacan you tell me about my midterms? the girl asked.
Madame Zena leaned forward, then tapped on a card. You passed. But barely. If you want to stay in New York and avoid Omaha for the next few years, youd better get cracking.
Yes, maam.
The girl slid from her seat, her eyes wide. She was a believer. Jillian had to admit to being pretty impressed herself.
She goes for the obvious, Joe whispered.
How so? Connie demanded in a soft hiss.
The kid is obviously a student.
Maybe, but there are colleges in Manhattan, too, you know.
She made a good guess.
The young man had sat down in front of Madame Zena. He grinned. Am I going to get lucky tonight?
Lucky? Madame Zena queried. Are you going to survive the drunks driving around the city tonight? Yes, youre very lucky. Will you be smart enough to avoid the big pothole on Willoughby Avenue and avoid a broken ankle. Yes, again, if you pay attention. That will be lucky. Are you having sex? Not a chance. Janice is going to be there, and shes going to throw you a pillow on the floor.
Those standing around Madame Zenas table all laughed. Madame Zena smiled, tolerant of the laughter. Jillian decided that the woman was very good at what she did, that she wasnt psychic, she just used some good solid sense on her clients.
There were a few more people before them in line. Jillian watched, enjoying what she heard, along with the Guinness. Tip refilled their beers while they waited in line and the band kept playing.
Finally their turn came. Tip led Connie forward. Madame Zena studied her briefly, her amber eyes intent. She looked up to the line and motioned to Joe. Come sit with your wife, she said.
You told her, Joe accused Tip.
I did not, Tip protested.
Madame Zena noticed Jillian. Her lashes flickered, as if something disturbed her.
Well? Joe murmured.
Shuffle the cards, Madame Zena said. Let your wife go first. Im using the three-card spread. They reveal past, present and future. There is a meaning to all cards, and a reverse meaning, as well.
She laid out three cards, side by side. For a moment she studied them, then studied Connie. Temperance. You are a good human being. Youve made those around you happy, and you have chosen your friends wisely.
Thats me, Connie said happily.
Her husband sniffed.
Joe!
He caught her hand and kissed it. Youre the best human being.
Madame Zena looked at the cards, then past Joe and Connie to Jillian.
Madame Zena? Joe queried, tapping the table.
Madame Zena pointed to the second card. The Nine of Swords. There is discord in your life.
But there isnt! Connie protested.
Maybe its in the future, Joe suggested gravely.
Madame Zena shook her head. The future is hereThe World. It symbolizescompletion, rewards.
So everything comes out okay? Connie said hopefully.
Madame Zena looked at her. You must make things come out okay, because the reverse meaning here suggests that success is yet to be won, that you may be lacking in vision. You must take care to see, to see everything, beyond the physical eye, do you understand?
Yes, Connie said. But the tone of her voice said no.
So the cards dont like me? she asked in distress.
The cards are to be used for good. They warn you. Nothing in life is free, nothing comes without a price. Except for the occasional miracle. The cards warn you that you must be firm, steadfast, loyal. You must always control your own future.
Madame Zena wasnt going to say more.
Okay, me now, Joe said.
Madame Zena looked over his head at Jillian once again. She looked troubled. Shuffle the cards, she told Joe.
He did, and the reader laid them out. Three cards. Past. Present. Future.
The exact same lineup as his wife.
Hey, thats not possible, Joe protested.
Shuffle them again.
He did. They fell the same way. Madame Zena shrugged. You know what they mean.
They mean you do card tricks as well as readings? Joe suggested.
No, young man, I do not do card tricks. Youre a good man, youve made good choices.
The best of men, Connie said loyally, slipping her arm through her husbands.
Youre passing through a rough time. Only your own courage and determination will show you the way to go. They will bring you through to triumph or success. She stared at Jillian again. I dont want to read your cards.
What! Jillian said, astonished, and dismayed by the little chill that swept through her.
Im sorry, Im tired.
Madame Zena, shes been in line for nearly an hour, Tip protested.
Joe and Connie had risen already, and Tip was ushering Jillian forward. She sat, and Madame Zena stared at her, then handed her the cards. Jillian felt as if a rush of electricity jumped into her flesh. We are all part of our own destinies, you know, Madame Zena said. The soul can be very old, and the soul can learn. A good soul remains so. Sometimes there are second chances. Madame Zenas strange hazel eyes were hard on Jillian. In life and in death. Energy does not die. God is great. Hand me the cards.
Instead of the three cards, Madame Zena laid out more, creating a cross on the table before her. She had Jillian turn them over, then was silent for a long time.
Youve had tremendous upheaval, tragedy.
Of course, Joe said. Her husband died.
Madame Zena asked, Violently?
Cancer, Connie supplied softly.
Madame Zena shook her head. No, something worse, far worse. There was a lack of faith, a terrible betrayalthere was a fire.
Nope, no fire, Jillian said positively.
Yes, there was a fire, Madame Zena insisted. Betrayal. And the night. There was one who came and enticed and laughed andbetrayed. And there you see the Moon. Rising in PiscesYou are in danger. You have enemies.
Well, shes a big shot, rich executive. Of course she has enemies, Joe said.
Really? Tip asked, looking Jillian up and down all over again. Cool, he said. And I just thought you were one sexy redhead.
Thanks, Jillian murmured.
Now youve gone and told half the world who she is, Connie murmured.
Enemies, Madame Zena murmured. Enemies.
I still dont know who she is, Tip told Joe. He gave Jillian a charming smile, and she tried to respond, but by then Madame Zena was beginning to get to her.
Beware
Madame Zenas voice was suddenly so low and husky that it seemed to reach out and touch her with fingers of ice, running along her spine, her nape.
Beware
Jillian leaned forward, forcing her lips to move. Of what?
ChristmasChristmastide
Oh my God, this is going too far, Joe said impatiently. Beware of Christmas? Of what? A psychopathic Santa? Come on, Jillian
Beware, take warning.
Jillian, come on, get up, Joe urged, but she couldnt seem to move.
Witch, witch, witch, witch Madame Zena said.
Which? Which what? Jillian murmured.
W-i-t-c-h, Madame Zena whispered.
Dear God, but she sounded so weird and looked so spooky. Scary. Maybe it was a holiday act.
Madame Zena leaned back, gripping the table. They all stared at her blankly as she fell silent, her eyes closed. When she opened them, they had rolled up into her head until only the whites showed. Witch, she murmured. Witch. The cry grew louder. Witch. Louder still, and different, as if several voices were speaking through the woman. Her voice rose so high that Jillian, staring at her, horrified, was afraid that the cries would echo above the sound of the band.
Madame Zena, stop it! she protested.
Witch!
Its a costume, just a costume, Jillian said.
Come on, enough is enough, Joe told her. He drew back the chair, gripped her elbow and pulled her to her feet.
Too much, Tip agreed.
We need some air, Connie said.
Im all right, Jillian said, but they were already headed for the door.
As they neared it, it opened and a man entered. He was tall, broad-shouldered. He wasnt wearing a costume, just a long leather coat against the autumn chill. Jillian barely noted him at first, except as someone who was blocking the door.
Then the light touched him.
He had dark hair, almost pitch in color, cropped at the collar, swept back in the front. His face was strongly chiseled, with clean features and a square, well-defined jaw, a generous mouth, large, dark eyesmaybe dark blue, she thought, rather than brown. He was good-looking and moved with confidence.
Built like a brick shit-house, Connie whispered in her ear.
Still, Jillian would have walked right by him. The city was home to lots of good-looking people, models, actors, even businessmen.
Then this man looked at them. And when she looked back, she realized that she knew him.
My God, Connie breathed. I didnt recognize him at first.
Of course, she knew him. Or almost knew him.
Shed just never seen him so close.
Nor seen himlook at her.
She felt his eyes on her. Then, suddenly, pain seared her. Rocked her. Hit her in the chest as if she had been struck by lightning. Pain so vibrant that fire seemed to flash before her eyes.
She staggered, doubling over in sudden agony.
Jillian?
She heard Connies concerned whisper.
Then the pain radiated through her. Fire! It was as if she were on fire.
And then she blacked out.