Maybe he was a fool for being so suspicious, wary when he need not be. But the lasses were gone, were they not?
Gone. Two of them. Found dead. Here.
What are you talking about? she demanded.
He had no intention of trying to explain what had happened, or why he was so concerned. Even Jonathan Tavish thought it was a problem for others, for big-city authorities. After all, the women had not disappeared from here. They had just been found here.
Antoinette Fraser, he said suddenly, determined to change the subject. So your father was Scottish, or Scottish-American?
He was half, but born here. His dad married during the war. On his side, my grandmother was French. My mother was Irish.
Was?
I lost her my first year of college. Im sorry. Thanks. And your father?
I lost him, too, she said softly. A few years ago. His heart gave out. I think that he missed my mother, actually.
Im sorry again.
Thanks. She hesitated, then asked, If you are the laird, then ?
Indeed, my parents went together. An automobile accident in London.
Im sorry, she murmured.
Thank you, he acknowledged. It was over a decade ago, now.
You still miss people, she said.
Indeed, you do. He didnt want the two of them growing morose together, so he brought a small smile to his lips. Still he murmured.
What?
You couldnt have bought a castle in Ireland, eh?
She halfway smiled, but her eyes flashed. He realized that he had been breathing in her scent. She really was a stunning woman. Brilliant as an angel one second, claws extended, blue fire in her eyes the next.
She shouldnt be here.
He looked at his brandy glass again and swirled the liquid. The truth of the matter is, I didnt rent this castle to anyone. I do own it, and you are trespassing. He added the last very quietly, and swallowed more of his brandy. The warmth was delicious.
She was quiet for a moment, then said, Ill admit to having the sinking feeling that we were taken by a British scam artist.
Might have been an American. They are here, you know, in vast numbers.
Ah, yes, that goaded her temper again. Was he doing it on purpose? Enjoying the rise of her breasts, the flash in her eyes? Wondering what it would be like to suddenly strike a bargain for total peace, draw her in front of the fire and find some real truth in those generous, sensual lips?
If something was pulled off, it was done by someone over here, she said vehemently.
He realized that he was actually enjoying watching her trying to control her temper.
Youve got to understand! Weve sunk a fortune into this! she told him.
Aye, that I do believe. Ive seen the work.
She frowned, staring at him. How do you know exactly what I made up? she demanded. You didnt ride in until well, it was almost as if youd ridden in on cue!
Id meant to stop it before it started, he told her. Eban had heard you rehearsing, and though he was pleased with all the work being done, he wasnt pleased to hear the family slandered.
But you said the story I made up was true!
I never said that Bruce MacNiall strangled his wife.
She did disappear.
She disappeared from the pages of history.
Lightning suddenly filled the sky again, followed with rocketing speed by thunder that caused the castle to shake. Startled, Toni let out a little scream, jumping to her feet. Seeing him, she flushed, lost her balance in her attempt to regain her seat quickly and toppled overdirectly into his lap.
Long elegant fingers fell against his bare chest. The silky soft sweep of her hair caressed him. Warm and very solid, her scent, that of lavender soap and femininity, caused an instant physical reaction in him that he prayed wasnt evident through the sheer fabric of his pajama pants.
Oh, God! I am so sorry! she swore, struggling to get up. Trying to brace against his knee, she missed. Her flush deepened to something of a painful crimson, and her apologies came out in a garbled stream.
Its all right! he expelled, plucking her up, setting her on her feet and remaining vertical himself. Its very late. If youre sure that youre fine
Yes, yes, Im fine, she said, looking toward the window. He had the strange feeling that she was expecting to see someone there. Or that she was afraid that she would.
You know, Im not exactly tired, but I can see that you are. Go to sleep. Ill get the newspaper and study the pages here, in this chair. That way, if you have a nightmare about me being in your room, you wont panic, because youll know that Im here, he said.
Im a big girl. Really, she told him.
Id rather read the paper than fall asleep to another scream, he told her.
Its all right, she said, tossing back a length of hair. I dont want you to feel that were any more of a burden than you already do.
So go to sleep, he said.
I wont scream again, really.
Im going for the paper, he told her.
When he returned, she was still standing there uncertainly. There was a conflict of emotions in the deep blue of her eyes. She obviously wanted to tell him to jump in a lake, but she was doubting her own rights. For her own sake, and that of her friends, she didnt want him as angry again as he had been when he had first arrived.
Yet he sensed a strange touch of fear in her, as though she really didnt want to dream again. That she would prefer a living, flesh-and-blood stranger in her room to being alone in it with her dreams.
Look, Im serious! he said. Go to bed, get some sleep. Ill be here.
Youre going to sleep in the chair all night?
Frankly, theres not a lot of night left. When the dawn breaks, Ill head over to my own bed. If you wake up then, it will be light so you wont panic. It always works that way.
How do you know? she demanded suspiciously.
Because people never panic in the daylight. You know, the light of day. Reason and sanity. They go together.
She stared at him uncertainly, then headed for the canopied bed.
This isnt fair to you, she said, turning her back to him.
Go to sleep.
She crawled on top of the bed and pulled the covers around her.
He shook out the paper and took a seat before the fire. But though he tried to read, he couldnt pay attention.
He glanced over to the bed. So much for her having difficulties sleeping. Her eyes were closed. She was on her side, facing his way. An angel at rest. Ivory features so artistically sculpted. Full, dark lips, parted just slightly. Arms embracing a pillow.
Oh, to be that pillow!
She had to be a shyster, he told himself angrily. No
matter how innocent or vulnerable she appeared, she couldnt have just made up his history, not down to the name Annalise. He had to take care around her, despite the fact that she could twist something deep inside of him. Or maybe because of that. Annalise.
Impatiently he tried to read again, but then he gave up, folded the paper and simply watched her sleep, doing his best to stretch his length out comfortably in the chair.
After a while, he dozed.
Then he awakened with a violent start.
He didnt scream; he made no noise. But his dream had been no less the terrible.
He had seen her facedown, hair flowing in the bubbling water of the little brook in the forest. Facedown as he had found the murdered girl.
He reached for his brandy glass and swallowed the pinch of deep amber remaining within it. He gave himself a fierce shake. Looking to the window, he saw that the dawn was breaking at last. Silently he rose. One more brandy and maybe he could get a few hours of sleep. One more brandy and he might quell the tension that was ripping up his insides.
He walked to the door of the dividing bath and then paused. He returned to the bedside.
She slept, an angel still. That spill of hair
It might have been any hair.
He hardened his jaw and swore softly, decrying his own nonsense. It was fucking dawn. He needed to get some sleep.
Thayer Fraser shivered as he walked along the path, heading down toward the stream, valley and forest. A
nice brisk walk in the lovely morning air! he said, speaking aloud. Actually, that would be fucking cold morning air! he added. His voice sounded strange in the silence of the very early morning as it echoed off the stone walls of the run-down castle. Eerie, even.
At the base of the hill, he turned back. Most folks outside the country didnt know that there were still many such places as this castlesmaller castles, family homesteads, not the great walled almost-cities-within-cities such as the fortified castles at Edinburgh and Stirling. They could be found, and some of them poor, indeed, much smaller than many a manor house. And naturally, in a far sadder state of being.
He stared up at the stone bastion, beautiful against the sky this morning. There was not a drop of rain in sight, not a single cloud. Ah, yes! This was the stuff of postcards, coffee-table books and calendars, the kind of thing American tourists just had to capture in a million and five digital pictures!
So farthough they all claimed to be in the bad times together, just as they were in the goodthey were all secretly blaming Toni. For she had been the one to find the property on the Internet. She had been the one to write to the post box. And she had been the one to receive the agreement, bring it to her lawyer and then pass it on to all of them.
So, yes they were blaming Toni. But pretty soon theyd be looking at him.
After all, he was Scottish, born and bred. Hed seen the advertisements in Glasgow, and had told Toni that it looked fitting for their purpose.
Shite! he muttered aloud.
He looked to the forest. Hell, hed actually never known what they called the damned place. They should understand that. Most Americans had never seen their own Grand Canyon. Why should he be supposed to know about every nook and cranny of Scotland?
Hopefully they would continue blaming Toni, his American cousin. His kin. With her wonder and exuberance, she had convinced them that they could do it. He could remember first meeting her, how pleased she had been to meet a Fraser, an actualif slightly distantmember of her fathers family. Hed been bowled over by her. Indeed, hed found her gorgeous, stimulating, though shed rather quickly squelched any thoughts of more than a brother-sister relationship between them.
It wasnt as if he didnt have enough blokes for friends in Glasgow, but she and her American group had been a breath of fresh air. In Glasgow, it was too easy to get into the old work by day, live for the pub at night mentality. The Americans had nothing on the Scots when it came to alcoholism and drug addiction. The working class was the working class, and therein lay the pub, the delights of escape, drugswine, women and song.
And though Toni might not want a hot roll in the old hay with him, she trusted him. Liked him. Relied on him.
He smiled grimly. Oh, aye! Americans, God bless them, just loved to look back to the old homeland. Give them an accent and they were putty.
He stared at the forest again, a sense of deep unease stirring in him. He never had known the damned name of the place, and that was a fact.
The forest was still as dark as a witchs teat in the glory of dawn. Dense, deep, remote. And he realized that he was just standing there, staring into it. Time had passed, and he hadnt moved. Hed been mesmerized.
It was an effort to draw himself away, to shake the sudden fear that seized him. It was almost as if he had to physically tear himself away from the darkness, as if the trees had reached out, gripped him and held him tight.
Fooking ass! he railed against himself as he turned and hurried back to the castle.
Jonathan Tavish sat at his breakfast table, morosely stirring the sugar in his tea.
His home might be old by some standardsbuilt around 1910and it might have a certain thatched-roof, quaint charm. But it sure as hell wasnt any castle.
Through the window, he could see the MacNiall holding, just as he had seen it all of his life. A dilapidated pile of stone, he told himself.
But it wasnt. It was the castle, no matter what else. It was Bruce MacNialls holding, because he was the MacNiall, and in this little neck of the world, that would always mean something, no matter how far the world moved along.
Bruce had been his friend for years.
Wonder if he knows what Ive felt all these years? Jonathan asked out loud. Youre a decent chap, Laird MacNiall, that yare! Slainte, my friend. To your health. Always.
He smiled slightly. Aye, he could have told the Americans easily enough that there was a Bruce MacNiall. Then again, why the hell should he have done so? Bruce had never seen it necessary to explain his absences from the village, or suggest that Jonathan keep an eye on things or, heaven forbid, ask his old chum to keep him informed when he was away. And that was often. Bruce spent time in Edinburgh, confiding often enough with Robert, his old friend from the service, delving into matters though hed been out of it all long enough himself. Of course, with the events of the last year or so
Then there were his interests in the States. Kept an apartment there, he did. Well, money made money, and that was a fact.
Hell, who had known when he would return this time. It was all legitimate that he hadnt said a word to the new folk about there being a real Bruce. And those folk had, amusingly enough, done real work at the place. Bruce sure hadnt kept up the place. In fact, there were times when it seemed that he hated the castle and the great forest surrounding it, even the village itself.
That, of course, had to do with Maggie.
Well, old boy, he said aloud softly, at least you had her once. She loved you, she did. She was my friend, but she loved you.
Maggie had been gone a very long time. There was no sense thinking about those days anymore.
Impatiently Jonathan stood, bringing along his tea as he walked to the window. There it was, the castle on the hill. Bruces castle. Bruce was the MacNiall. The bloody MacNiall. Laird MacNiall.
To you, you bloody bastard! These are not the old days, my friend. I am not a subject, a serf, a servant. Im the law here, the bloody law.