She stood up, indignant, and stepped out of the bath. Like what?
Silence, then, Forget it.
Like what?
She grabbed a towel, wrapped it around her and pulled open the door. Live like what?
He was standing in the kitchen, looking inside one of her cupboards. He glanced at her, in the towel. For a minute there, he said, grinning, I thought you were a natural blonde. But its only foam.
She yanked the towel straight. With his cut, his pale, white face, the bruises, the suggestion of a black eye, he looked like Frankensteins monster. But he didnt frighten her. She said calmly, Get out of my flat.
He grimaced. Some hospitality. I have a migraine and all you can do is shout.
Yeah? She smiled. Well, I think you should go.
She returned to the bathroom, closed the door, dropped her towel.
He said, I have a blotch. Im going blind. You expect me to go when I cant even see straight?
She stared at the bath. Well, whose fault is that?
She picked up her towel and started to dry herself. She heard the cupboard close.
Yours. You shouldnt have paid my bail.
She rubbed herself vigorously.
And lunch. I only get migraines from gherkins.
What?
An allergy.
She laughed. She was glad that he had an allergy.
He listened to her laughing. Smiled at it. He liked her flat. It was central. He sat down on the sofa, picked up one of the empty vodka bottles, sniffed the neck of it and winced.
Eventually she emerged, fully dressed, made up, her teeth brushed and her hair gelled.
I made you some tea. He held out a mug to her.
She took it from him. Arent you having any?
He shook his head. Couldnt keep it down.
Did you try?
I had some water.
She sipped the tea. It was luke-warm. How are you feeling?
He shrugged.
What are you going to do?
He shrugged again.
Will you go home? Are you up to it?
He cleared his throat. May I use your bathroom?
Of course you can.
Once hed closed the door she shouted, Im going out in a minute. Should I trust you here alone?
I wouldnt.
She put down her mug of tea. Only a trustworthy person wouldve said that.
Think what you like.
I will.
She picked up her keys. She was insured. She needed a new stereo, anyway.
Donald Sheldon self-appointed king of Hackney Wick was a short, squat man with thick, wavy hair and skin the colour of roasted peanuts. He was drinking a foamy coffee and wore an expensive business suit. Ruby was nervous, had thought too much about meeting him.
Am I late?
He shrugged. Ten minutes. Coffee?
She nodded. Thanks.
He maneuvered himself out from behind the table and strolled over to the counter. Ruby watched him. She regularly saw him down at the track. He trained mainly at Hackney, but she was well informed that he ran his dogs wherever he could. Shed often seen him interviewed on SIS, the racing channel.
He returned to the table, carrying her coffee, holding on to its saucer. She looked down at his hands and saw that he wore rings on most fingers but none that seemed like a wedding ring. He sat down again. Ive seen you at Hackney a lot. You obviously enjoy the sport.
She nodded.
How old do you think I am?
This question surprised her. She stared at his face, his thick hair, his good tan. She wanted to flatter him. Forty, forty-two.
He smiled. Forty-eight. Ive been racing dogs since I was fourteen.
Thirty-four years.
I first went to Hackney when I was five, with my dad. You might get to meet him later.
She stared at him, bemused, wondering where his dad fitted into the equation.
He smiled fondly, but more to himself than at her. My dad got me my first dog. He helped pay for it by putting his every last penny on Pigalle Wonder in the 1958 London Cup. A great champion: big, but well balanced. Really handsome.
Ruby put her teaspoon in her coffee and stirred away some of the foam. She felt obliged to say something but couldnt think what, so she just said, Betting on the dogs is a bit of a lottery.
Don looked irritated. I tell you, the only important thing you need to do to win at the dogs, Ruby, is to rely on honest thinking.
She liked the way hed used her name. She looked into his face. Did he want to employ her or to fuck her? Either way, she was flattered. He was saying, Racing isnt just about speed.
He paused. Do you know what it is that makes a good dog?
Ruby focused on her coffee and tried to think. Eventually she said, Speed and intelligence, mainly.
He shook his head. Racing is all about negotiating bends. To negotiate a bend you need balance, coordination and muscular control. But its more than that. A dog must have the will to win. It has to have that primitive urge. Some dogs will always be chasers or chuckers. A dog must know how to place itself. Its got to be crafty.
She looked at his hands as he spoke. Brown, clean hands. What did he want? What was he doing?
He said, I didnt know anything when I got my first dog.
An image shot into her mind of how Donald Sheldon would look naked. She visualized him with an all-over tan and pinky-brown genitals. Not too much body hair. His stomach, slightly saggy, and his breasts.
He said, All this is leading somewhere.
Is it?
Of course. He looked at her, grinned, then said, And I think I have a good idea where you want it to lead.
His voice sounded suggestive, arrogant, even sensual. He was old. Not that old. She inhaled deeply and stared straight into his eyes. He picked up a fork and shook it for emphasis, Im willing to sell you that dog.
Dog?
The one we discussed.
Discussed? Ruby wanted to rewind this conversation in order to try to make sense of it.
He dropped the fork, laced his fingers together and leaned forward. Shes trained. Shes in good form. I mean, shes out of season now and shes in good nick. Shes registered. She has a race or two lined up at Hackney, but after that itd be your business.
He was trying to sell her something! Donald Sheldon!
I would never, she thought, holding in her gut, I would never have had sex with him. Never.
He added, It must be about her fourteenth week since she was in season. Shes probably got a bit rusty while she was rested, but thats only natural.
Ruby tried desperately to remember what she had said to him, how this situation had developed. Had he confused her with someone else? I didnt even want a job, she thought furiously. Not that kind of job.
He frowned. Shes put on weight, but bitches often do, even if they havent been mated. Her current grading figure isnt very encouraging, but Id be giving her to you for nine hundred.
She said carefully, To be honest, cash-flow is a bit of a problem for me at the moment.
She wanted to laugh in his face. It was all so stupid.
He shrugged. I wouldnt want the money straight off. A week would do. Six days. If we shook on it now you could take her immediately.
He was squinting with sincerity. He sincerely thought he was doing her a favour. If hed employed her, if hed fucked her, he wouldve worn that same expression. But he was selling her something.
Selling her something.
She had to admire him.
He waited.
It was her turn. To do. What?
She took the easiest option, as was her nature.
She nodded and shook his hand. His skin was warm and dry.
He stood up. The dogs down at the kennels. Here He handed her his card, which she took and inspected.
My dadll be there for most of the afternoon. Hes expecting you.
Thanks.
Im not doing you any favours. Ive had very little luck with this particular bitch. But you expressed an interest and now shes yours.
Ruby tried to smile as she placed his card in the front pocket of her jeans. He turned to go. She watched him as he walked between the tables and up to the door. He pushed it, it swung outwards and he stepped outside.
She raised her eyes to the ceiling and noticed a large fan up there, turning rapidly.
Which particular bitch? When had she spoken to him at the track? Had he been holding a dog at the time? Had she been holding one? Had she expressed an interest?
She felt hot. The fans rapid movements were making her feel queasy. She pulled off her jacket and walked outside. It was hot here too. Things were fuzzy. She blinked, unable to tell whether this fuzziness was caused by heat, a heat-wave shimmering on the Sunday roads, or by movements behind her eyes, inside her.
Vincent pottered around the flat, feeling no particular urge to leave. He tried to assess Ruby on the basis of her personal possessions, but there was little of interest to look at apart from her record collection and her underwear. The record collection was impressive.
His headache was now a dumb whine at the back of his skull, but tolerable. He found an old Kraftwerk album and put it on turning down the volume slightly then wandered about, acclimatizing, inspecting things.
He had a bath. It felt like ages since hed had a proper wash. He picked up Rubys soap and sniffed it. It wasnt strongly perfumed smelled like Palmolive so he used it freely, grinning to himself, imagining which parts of Rubys body it had lathered. The warmth of the water, the rubbing, the foam, gave him a slight erection. He stared at it for a while with a terse and serious expression, then burst out laughing. It bobbed down in the water, submissive again, mournful and flaccid.
After drying himself, he went into the kitchen, still naked, did the washing up and then returned to the bathroom, where he picked up his clothes, dressed and surveyed himself in the mirror. His whole forehead was a pinky-purple colour. This bruising reached down to either side of his eyes. One eye was black. He inspected the cut more thoroughly. Most of the bump had gone down, but several strands of hair were caught inside the mouth of the gash. He pulled at them, very gently, wincing as some of them came out. He pulled a few more and then gave up, concerned that he might bring back his headache.
He returned to the kitchen and inspected the cupboards to see what food Ruby had in. Tinned stuff, dried stuff. Hed cook something.
While some beans were soaking he tidied up the living-room and then moved into Rubys bedroom. Her carpet was knee-deep in pieces of clothing. He kicked these into a large pile and then sorted out what was clean and what was dirty. He sniffed, looked, fondled.
He liked it here. Hed stay for a while, but he wouldnt ask. If you asked, people said no. Even soft people. Eventually.
Ruby pressed the buzzer and listened out for barking, but could hear none. The building was a mixture of grandeur and delapidation. It was built in a square around a tarmacked courtyard. The entrance was barred by a large, black, metal gate.
After several minutes a tiny old man staggered across the courtyard towards her. He looked like Mr Punch, all nose and chin with eyes like sultanas. He reached the gate, puffed out, and gazed through it at her. Youve come to get the bitch?
Ruby nodded and said, Ive seen you at Hackney before, havent I?
Couldve, but Im usually at Walthamstow.
He started to unlock the gate before adding, That bitch of yours wouldnt run on the Walthamstow track for love nor bloody money. Theyve got a McGee hare there. You familiar with it?
Ruby frowned. Its smaller, isnt it?
Smaller than the Outside Sumner and doesnt make so much noise. Stupid bitch wouldnt run for it. Trap opened and she didnt come out. Nice grass track but she wouldnt have any of it. He shook his head. Racing manager was about ready to kill me. Punters werent happy either. There again, she was still a novice, so she probably only had about fifty quid on her.
He pulled the gate open. Ruby stepped inside and he closed it behind her, then turned and led the way across the tarmac. She followed him, watching the back of his yellowy kennel coat, into the main building, through an unprepossessing passageway, which smelled of detergent and dog, and into a large, square, brightly lit kitchen.
He pointed towards the big pine table that filled the centre of the room. Sit down while I go get her. Ill bring her registration booklet too.
Ruby sat down and rested her elbows on the table. The room felt airless, she felt aimless. Why was she here? She thought, I wont think anything. Not anything. Nothing.
When he returned, she said, Don didnt get around to telling me your name.
He grinned. False teeth. As straight as a die. Stanley. Stan. Im seventy-four and he still has me working a seven-day week.
Ruby pushed herself back on her chair and peered over at the dog. Stan was holding a lead and the bitch stood at the end of it, looking tense. She couldnt help thinking how large the animal seemed. Not fat, just big.
Stan leaned against the table and got his breath back. The dog stood still, not pulling on her leash, but managing to look on edge, padding from foot to foot. He stared down at her. I like black bitches. This ones related to Dolores Rocket. Won the Derby. Won the Puppy Oaks too, twenty-odd years ago.
He jerked the lead and brought the dogs head up. Her face was skinny, scraggy and strangely petulant.
Ill get a muzzle on her.
Do you have to?
Shell chase anything if she feels the urge.
Anything but the McGee hare, eh?
Stan fitted the muzzle over the dogs face. Well, theyve all got coursing in their blood, but these dogs He slapped her lightly on her rump and she stiffened her legs to take the slap. These dogs were bred from strains of dogs that didnt so much care what they chased, theyd run for anything.
He brought the bitch around the table and handed Ruby her lead. Ruby hesitated and then took it. She felt a dart of terror in her chest that started between her breasts and shot up to her throat. She tried to swallow it, to keep it under.
Stan looked down at her for a moment, then said conspiratorially, How much is he asking for?
Ruby felt the leather of the lead between her finger and her thumb. Nine hundred. When she said it, it meant nothing.
He burst out laughing. Ill tell him youll give him seven. He had her down at Swaffham in Norfolk on Friday. Check her toes.
Ruby picked up the dogs right foot. The pads all seemed fine. She picked up the left and he interrupted her, taking hold of the paw himself and parting the front pads. Third pads slightly swollen.