Hi, there. The voice was soft and breathy, and before he could speak, his armpits were damp and his body burned as hot as a smoldering tree stump.
Howd you get my number?
Caller ID, big boy. You called me a while ago. Am I right? She giggled. Now dont be shy. Guess what Ive got on.
Not much, I reckon. He imagined Cherry in bed, young and voluptuous, naked, with her long white wavy hair flowing over soft pillows. He imagined her breasts and her pubic hair, which shed told him shed died hot pink.
Hot pinkjust for you, shed teased. And I shaved it into the shape of Texas. Wanna see?
Hi, there back, he said, feeling excited and yet easier, too. Sowhat are you wearing, honey?
Not much more than a burning bush. She laughed.
He envisioned fluffy coils of hot pink hair shaped like Texas and laughed, too.
I didnt think you would ever call me, she said.
A beep cut into their conversation. Damn, he muttered. Gotta get this.
Dont hang up again, she pleaded.
Ill call you right back.
Bye. But dont be too long, she cooed, a pout in her voice. Then she blew him a kiss.
He clicked over to the incoming call, cursing the timing.
A strange, disembodied voice broke up amidst too much static.
He jammed the phone against his ear, trying to get the gist of what the man, if it was a man, was saying.
Two words stung him like poison. Dead. Electra.
His heart beat dully as he remembered a girl with long, pale curls lying underneath him, her hair looking like ripples of moonlight on a dark, boiling sea. More images were burned into his brain and heart. Electra running, her long legs so graceful. Electra smiling, her lavender eyes as intense as lasers. Electra, laughing, always laughing, Electra, wild, beautiful, incredible Electra, his love.
She cant be dead, Caesar said. Who is this?
Dead, the terrible voice confirmed.
Caesar gripped the phone tight in his fist. Then how? Where? Who the hell are you?
Nicaragua, the caller said without identifying himself.
Electra was a damn fool. Hed told her to stay out of hot spots like that. She was nearly forty-eight, old enough to know better. Funny, when he thought of her, she was forever young. She always looked young when he saw her pictures in the newspapers.
Forty-eight was too young to die. How many times had he warned her about those countries? Hed even gone down to Columbia once and rescued her when shed gotten herself kidnapped.
How? How did she die?
Did you know she kept a journalso she could write a book? An intimate tell-all? Laughter.
Caesar remembered the way she used to sit up at night, writing with the lamp shining on her blond curls. Just like Lizzy. His head began to pound. His throat was so dry he couldnt swallow.
She wasnt a virginal, saintly heroine, was she? Any more than youre the legendary, responsible Texas hero. Or the faithful husband. You ever wonder who else she slept withor how you rate?
Hell, yes, hed wondered. Bastard! Who the hell are you? What do you want?
More laughter. She wrote about you. Did you know that? Does Lizzy know who her real mother is?
What the hell do you want?
The world is full of shortages. You have so much.
Who else have you told?
Nobodyyet.
How did she die? he repeated.
Laughter. In her bed.
How?
The bitch got what she deserved. Other people you love will die, too, if you dont release more of the oil and gas revenues to the rightful shareholders.
So the bastard had killed her. Moreover, the lowlifewanted money. Everybody always wanted money.
Caesar had no doubt he was talking to the traitor.
A warriors scream rose inside him, like the screams of cattle in a burning barn. He must have made some sound because vultures exploded out of nearby oak tree and circled slowly, as if he were a stricken creature.
You wont be around forever, old man. When youre gone, whatever will happen to Lizzy?
Caesar cursed. Then pain, the likes of which hed never felt before, burst inside his head. His right hand lost its grip on the leather reins, and he cried out.
The pain subsided as quickly as it had come, as it always did. Other than feeling curiously empty as if a part of himself was gone, he felt all right. It was nothing, he told himself. Nothing. Hed had headaches all his life. He was too young for it to be anything serious. Just in case, he pulled an aspirin out of his pocket and chewed it, swallowing the bitter taste.
Who are you? Who the hell gave you this number?
Laughter. Peals of it. Then the line went dead.
He had no idea how long he sat in the saddle thinking about Electra, wondering what had happened to her, before the phone rang again. Quickly he answered it.
Hi there. I got worried when you didnt call right back. Cherrys voice was soft and friendly, but he couldnt talk, couldnt say anything.
Hey, big boy, are you there? Are you okay?
Caesar cleared his throat and tried to focus. I cant talk right now.
Im sorry. She sounded genuinely sympathetic. So, do you want to get together?
He didnt answer. That he was even considering cheating on Joanne with a woman like Cherry had to be a sign that the tremendous strain hed been under was taking its toll.
I dont think thats a very good idea, he said. Look, I shouldnt have called you
You wont be sorry, her low, sultry voice promised. I swear. I think this is fate. Your name starts with Cmy name starts with C. I looked up your birthday. Youre a Taurus and Im an Aquarius.
What the hell did that have to do with anything?
Im freelate, every single night, she whispered, after I finish dancing. We could unwindafter a long day. Im off all day Sunday, and I never go to church. Get your cowboy son-in-law or his pilot to fly you up here again.
Youre awful sure of yourself.
You called me, she said.
He remembered Electra and his wild passion for her that had lasted even until now. Sorrow, not lust, gripped his heart.
You called me backtwice. Dont chase, girl. If I want you, Ill do the chasin. Frankly, Im not in the mood.
Ohhhh! She sucked in a breath. Go to hell. Go straight to hell.
When she slammed the phone down so hard she made his ear pop.
She was a pistol.
A woman like her could take a mans mind off his worries. His sorrows
All things considered, he had half a mind to call her back.
Two
Six months later
Manhattan,
Upper West Side
The cell phone rang just as Lizzy made it up the concrete stairs outside her brownstone with baby Vanilla. Golden leaves fluttered on the trees that lined her street. Not that she paid much attention to the afternoons beauty.
She was too preoccupied at her front door as she buzzed Bryce, her present live-in, who didnt answer. When he didnt, it was panic time.
Bouncing her fidgety niece up and down instead of searching for the phone, Lizzy hit the buzzer again as waves of uneasiness washed over her. Her brother, Walker, was visiting them. Why wasnt he home?
Lizzy hated the way she overreacted to everything, but when Bryce didnt answer, butterflies whirled in her stomach. Not good butterflies, either.
Lizzy had been trying to make her mark in Manhattan for over five years. Shed started out as a cat-and dog-sitter and then a nanny. Next shed read manuscripts for her landlord, who was a publisher. But when shed passed on a couple of shallow novels that had turned out to be bestsellers, her landlord had suggested that she stick with cats and dogs and children. Lizzy was in television production at the moment, but like every other job shed had here, she wasnt as good at it as she was at dog-sitting. Her boss, Nell, had said, You didnt really acquireanerbroadeningeducation on the university level, now did you? Besides that, you dont get New York or our audience.
Lizzys love life hadnt been a roaring success, either, at least not until Bryce. Yes, she had high hopes for Brycehe was part of her fantasy. A successful woman, at least a woman with a drop of Texas blood in her, always had a man to share her success with. Okay, so for her, the right man had come before the right career.
Lizzys fantasy was also to be a beautifully groomed, kick-ass career girl, somebody with short, smooth, glossy black hair instead of long, platinum corkscrew curls. She wanted to be a real live heroine with a fantastic wardrobe; a fighter, who might get knocked down, but who could always joke about lifes little upsets with snappy, sexy one-liners.
Lizzy most certainly did not want to be somebody who didnt even get jokes half the time, even dumb blond jokes, or somebody who was tongue-tied, shy, repressed and riddled with self-doubt. Most of all she did not want to be a crybaby.
Heck, maybe she should see a shrink again, but that would be admitting she was still a mess.
The phone in her purse stopped ringing.
Love means letting go of fear.
Why had that particular pearl from some dumb pop-psychology book shed read on the sly sprung into her mind at this exact second? Was it true? If it was, had she ever really been in love?
Shed been crazy-lovesick over Cole, but there had been a darkness in him she couldnt reach. And that had scared her. Maybe thats why shed finally let Daddy convince her to break up with him. No, the real reason was he was pure country, and since she was no good at any of that, she was determined to be a big-city career girlnot to mention the fact that all Coled ever really wanted was a piece of the Golden Spurs.
The phone in her purse rang again and each ring got louder. This time she managed to get the thing out and up to her earno easy accomplishment since she was juggling the baby on her hip, her briefcase on one shoulder, a diaper bag as well as her purse on the other, while holding her door keys and buzzing Bryce, too.
Did I call at a bad time? her mom asked in a faint, lifeless voice as Lizzy got the big doors unlocked.
G-great time, Mom, she lied, looking up at the staircase that vanished into the darkness long before it even reached the third floor where she lived.
Hows Vanilla? her mother asked softly.
Lizzy could hear her mothers white fantailed pigeons cooing in the background, which meant her mother must be in their coop, tending to them. She knew her mom had more on her mind than the baby, but the baby was a safe topic. Hopefully Mom wasnt going to rehash her dads betrayal and the impending divorce and settlement.
What had gotten into Daddy six months ago?
Sex. Pure raw sex. Bryce had said this in that definitive, annoying know-it-all, male tone that drove her crazy and made her doubt herselfand himin the wee hours of the night.
Men want more sexual partners than women. Everybodyknows that, honey. And more juice
More sexual partners? Juice? I, for one, didnt know that.Is that what you want, Bryce?
Lizzy hated being caught in the middle of her parents. In the past shed never been close to her mother, who used to be stern and strict and so in control. Now her mother called her in the afternoons, and her father called her every morning, each wanting her to reassure them.
This morning her father had called before her alarm had even gone off, and hed sounded anxious.
You have to come home, damn it.
And really be caught in the middle? No, thank you. I was just there. Im still playing catch-up. I do have a life here, you know.
If something happens, promise youll come home.
He was anxious. Daddy, whats wrong?
Just promise, damn it.
Both her parents wanted her home. They were living on separate floors of the house and driving each other crazy. They didnt understand about her impossible job at the television station or about Bryce, who wanted her all to himself.
Bring him to the ranch, her father had bellowed.
Not yet. Not yet. Guys changed when they realized who she was.
When they realized how rich she was.
Bring him to the museum opening, her father had insisted.
In less than a month the Golden Spurs would celebrate its birth with the opening of a ranch museum. Her parents along with Walker, whod been the ranch archivist, had hired designers, artists and a sculptor. Before Daddy had quarreled with Walker and Walker had quit, her parents had worked on the project together. Since Cherry had entered the picture, her mother had done most of the work on the museum opening alone.
While the museum and the celebration werent generating the headlines the board would have liked, her daddys six-month affair with Cherry and her parents divorce were the talk of Texas. As soon as possible, her father, a high-profile rancher, whod once seemed so sane and stolid and respectableif overbearingwould be free to marry Cherry Lane, the stripper hed met in a saloon in Houston where hed gone with other cowboys for a nights entertainment.
Youll love Cherry when you get to know her, her father had actually had the gall to say once.
Right. A girl whod tipsily showed a reporter her big diamondring on her twentieth birthday and bragged shedbleached her pubic hair silver in anticipation of her honeymoon,saying, I want to be virginal for him, couldnt be allbad.
Lizzy hoped the only thing she and Cherry had in common was the pale color of their hair. If Cherry quit coloring hers, they wouldnt even have that.
Lizzy wasnt beautiful, or at least she didnt think she was. Nor did she enhance her perfectly proportioned features with layers of heavy makeup and bright red lipstick the way Cherry did. People never said she was pretty. What they said was she had an open, friendly face.
Naturally slim, Lizzy would probably stay that way since she ate mostly vegetablesit broke her heart to think of killing animals for food. She also ran in the park every morning before work because she missed grass and trees more than she wanted to admit. Unlike Cherry, she had small breasts with no plans of enhancing them even if Bryce had made a comment or two.