She glanced at him. A-dam? The anger had gone from her voice. This time it was soft. Hesitant. A-dam? Why you cross?
Im not cross. He refused to look at her.
The Lady happy now. She eat her cake.
He shuffled round slightly so that his back was towards her.
There was a small sigh. Then he heard the faint rustle of paper and looked round.
A-dam eat Brids cake. The last piece was being offered to him.
I dont want it. Crossly he turned away from her again.
Please, A-dam. She sounded so mournful he was suddenly sorry. He turned. Ill have a little bit, then. He said it as though he were doing her a favour. He reached out and broke off the end of the slice from the piece lying in the paper cradled between her palms.
We share. She smiled. Sitting down on the rock beside him she broke the remains of the slice in two. Cramming her piece into her mouth she ate it with gusto. The sunlight was playing over her skin, warming it, soothing away the goosepimples where the wind had touched it with cold fingers. Adam looked away, concentrating as hard as he could on the cake in his mouth, pressing the soft sweetness against his teeth with his tongue, savouring the buttery crumbs.
Good? Brid smiled at him. Where the ends of her hair had dried they rose wispy round her shoulders.
Good. He nodded. He lay back on the rock, putting his arm across his eyes to shade them from the sun. Wed better get dressed and go on if we want to see the eagles. In spite of his words he didnt want to move; he wanted to stay there with this beautiful naked girl forever.
She was sitting staring out across the water, lost in thought. We see eagles tomorrow, she said at last. It had been very hard to teach her what tomorrow meant. And yesterday. We stay here and swim.
He nodded sleepily. Thats good.
She was looking at him now, half smiling. He was tanned from the sun. The scars on his back from his fathers whipping had faded. He was a slightly built boy, slim, handsome, his shoulders beginning to broaden as he matured. Leaning towards him she put a gentle hand on his chest. He went rigid; she was bending over him now, her hair still cold and damp, trailing provocatively over his nipples, down towards his belly.
A-dam? Her voice was soft. Gently she pulled his arm away from his eyes and he looked up startled into her face, which was only a few inches from his.
She smiled, her hands running lightly over his shoulders, down his chest towards his stomach.
He caught at her wrist. Brid, dont.
A-dam, she whispered. She wriggled free. A-dam shut eyes.
He stared up at her, paralysed, gazing into the depths of her silvery eyes. He had to move. He had to get up and go home. For a moment his fathers furious face flashed before him and he felt a bolt of fear transfix him. But he wanted to stay. More than anything in the world he wanted to stay exactly where he was.
A-dam shut eyes, she whispered again. She smiled and her grey irises were darkening now, growing deep and mysterious as she put her finger to his lips. Unable to move he shut his eyes and held his breath.
Her kiss was as light as thistledown on his lips. It tasted of cool clear mountain water and of chocolate and it sent a spasm of intense delight shooting through his whole body.
Nice, A-dam? she said softly. Her hands were on his chest now, playing with his nipples. His senses were beginning to spin. He didnt know whether to concentrate on his mouth or his chest or on other parts of his body as he felt her lean lower over him, her skin cold and clean from the pool touching his to fire. Her hands had moved down now, gently pulling at his underpants. He opened his mouth to protest and found her mouth there on his, her tongue fluttering provocatively between his teeth. He could not push her away. Suddenly he was overwhelmed by feelings he could not control. With a groan he pulled her face closer to his, returning her kisses, wriggling out from under her so he could throw himself across her and slide between her open legs. Brid! he groaned.
His hands were on her breasts and she gasped as he kneaded them harder and harder. Brid!
The moment of ecstasy which shot through him as he entered her left him exhausted and gasping for breath. For a while she lay still, gazing past him at the brilliant blue of the sky, then in one quick movement she had wriggled from under him and rose gracefully to her feet. She stood staring down at him thoughtfully as he turned to look sleepily up at her, and for a moment, as she held him trapped in her gaze, he felt a wave of fear. The surge of power coming from her was like a physical blow.
That was good, A-dam. Nice. Now A-dam mine. Forever! Their eyes seemed locked together, and Adams fear threatened to lurch into panic. His pulse was racing, his lungs frozen on a trapped breath. Then the moment was over. She looked away and laughed. A-dam tired!
She took two skipping steps to the edge of the pool and dived in.
Adam shut his eyes. His heart was thundering in his chest and he felt completely spent.
He was roused by a shower of ice-cold water full in the face. A-dam sleeps! Her laughter was impish. She was standing over him, dripping, her hands still cupped. He could see the setting sun behind her, surrounding her in a glittering halo of red-gold, and for the first time he realised how long they had been there. He sat up slowly as she sank onto her knees beside him.
A-dam happy? He could feel her vitality and excitement, and something else, something wild and still, inexplicably, frightening.
He nodded. He was tongue-tied.
She leaned over him and in yet another lightning mood-shift reached for the knapsack. Brid hungry. She rummaged through notebook, bird book and binoculars and shook her head dolefully. No cake.
He laughed and the spell was broken at last. No cake. Your fault. You threw it in the water.
Jumping to his feet he ran to the pool and threw himself in, feeling the water, gloriously cold and clean, blotting out the terror and self-loathing which was lurking somewhere at the edges of his mind. He swam the length of the pool as hard as he could, and when he struck out back across it he saw that Brid had got dressed. Wringing out her hair with her hands she had fixed it on top of her head with her sliver clip. When he reached the edge she had completed the change from the sultry, demanding woman back into a hungry child. We go to Mama. She gives us bannocks.
Adam nodded. Wed better hurry. Its growing dark. Now that she was fully clothed the fear was receding and shame and embarrassment were edging forward in his mind. He did not want her to see him naked. He wanted her to turn away as he climbed out of the water, but she stood looking down at him, not moving.
Hurry, A-dam.
Im coming. Crossly he began to haul himself out of the water.
But she wasnt looking at him any longer. Her eyes were on the distant glen where the mist was creeping up amongst the trees. Hurry, A-dam, she said again. We go now.
He had not meant to stay all night. He had intended to find his way home in the dark, but Brids mothers fireside was warm and he was tired. Several times he dozed, leaning back against the rough wall of their house, then at last he slept. Brid smiled at her mother and shrugged and laughed and they pulled a cover over him and left him. Curling up on their own bed of cut heather covered in fleeces they turned their backs to the doorway and slept soundly.
He awoke suddenly. The cottage was cold, the fire smoored beneath its peats, the stone behind his back wet with condensation. He sat still, stiff and uncomfortable, listening to the absolute silence. Brid and her mother were still asleep but something had awoken him. Cautiously he pushed back the woollen blanket they had put over him and he climbed to his feet. He picked his way towards the doorway and pushed aside the leather curtain which at this time of year was its only protection and stepped out into the cold white mist of dawn.
Tiptoeing across to the burn he knelt and was splashing water over his face when behind him he heard the chink of metal on stone. He turned, pushing his dripping hair back from his face, and squinted around him. Seconds later grey shapes appeared at the periphery of his vision and he saw two men leading horses towards the cottage. He stayed where he was, suddenly afraid. One of them was Gartnait, he was fairly sure. The other he leaned forward, screwing up his eyes, and then almost gasped out loud as he recognised the tall lean figure of the man who had threatened him in Brids village. Desperate to find a hiding place, he glanced round. There was nothing to conceal him but the mist.
Brid? Mother? Are you awake? Gartnaits voice was shockingly loud in the silence. Though he could not speak it, Adam had picked up enough of their language to follow what was being said. We have a guest.
He could not see the cottage but moments later he heard a scuffle and then Brids mothers voice, flustered, as she uttered words of greeting, the words almost identical to those she had once used to Adam. Honoured brother, you are welcome to our house and hearth. Sit. Here. I will bring food.
Brother was the extra word, a word that Adam knew. He frowned. Was it a general term or did it really mean that the man was Brids uncle? If so, why on earth had she not said so?
Broichan is here to see my carving, Mother. Gartnaits voice was as always strong, easy to hear. Where is my sister?
She is coming. She is bringing bannocks and ale for our guest.
Adam could imagine their consternation, wondering what would happen if he were still there, and then their relief when they realised that he had gone.
He had to move. At any second the mist could disappear, shredded by a morning wind or sucked up by the sun as soon as it rose over the mountains. He saw a shadow appear and then vanish again: Gartnait, leading the horses to tether them to the tree they called the look-out pine.
Cautiously Adam rose to his feet. He took a step away from the burn onto the fine grass which grew lush in the spray from the rocks. If he could reach the shelter of the trees he could disappear up the corrie and be gone before the day came.
He took another step. Then he froze. A voice, strong, deep, sounded so close to him he thought the man was standing next to him.
The king still entertains the Christians at Craig Phádraig. He has commanded that we put up the cross throughout his kingdom to appease the Jesus God. He believes Columcille has power to defeat mine!
Then surely, Uncle, he is very wrong. Gartnaits voice came in snatches. There was a shift in the whiteness and for an instant Adam could see the two men standing before the cottage. He tried to wish himself invisible as he saw Broichans back turned towards him.
Indeed, he is wrong. I have raised storms to splinter trees at his feet, to sink his boat, to kill his horse. Broichan sucked his breath in through his teeth. He calls on his own god to compete with mine and the king, to appease him in the name of hospitality, bids me stay my hand. So be it. For now. Once he is no longer beneath the kings roof tree, I shall swat him like a fly. He smote his thigh with the flat of his hand and Adam jumped. The man had only to move a fraction of an inch and he would see him.
A drift of mist strayed near them, barely more than a haze in the growing light. It was enough. Adam took two and then three swift steps towards the trees, holding his breath. There was a clump of whin near him. He reached it and crouched down in relief as the voices floated towards him again.
You must cut the cross on the reverse of the sacred stone, Gartnait. Show me your designs and I will choose. It will do no harm and it will please the king and his visitors. Later we will serve our gods and show that they are stronger when I split the mountains with the force of my anger! And little Brid here shall help me. He held out his hand to touch Brids cheek.
From his hiding place Adam could see her now. He held his breath, his skin crawling as he saw the mans hand linger on her face with long clawed fingers. She had one of the silver plates Gartnait had engraved for his mother and was offering their visitor something from it. He accepted and Adam saw him bring it to his mouth. For a moment he stood staring at the silent tableau in front of him, then the mist drifted back and he could see no more. Without hesitating, he sprinted silently for the trees, dived amongst them, and set off as fast as he could up the hill.
The stone was touched with the first rays of the sun. Breathless as he reached it, Adam realised suddenly that he had left behind his knapsack with his precious books and binoculars. He cursed himself, but he knew it would have to wait. Brid would take care of them. Walking slowly round the stone he could feel the sunlight warm on his shoulders as for a moment he stopped to finger the intricate carvings. This was his stone. On one side were the strange symbols and figures of the ancient Picts, on the other the lattice and lace of the Celtic cross. Of Gartnaits newly carved stone without the cross there was no trace.
Brid had hidden the knapsack under the bed coverings as soon as she had spotted it. Calmly she had scanned the interior of the hut for tell-tale signs of Adam. If there were any her uncle would see them. He had sight beyond the sight of normal men. She was praying as hard as she could that Adam had gone; not just into the mist but from their land altogether.
She knew her uncle was suspicious. He did not yet trust Gartnait and showed it by his constant visits. Gartnait was too young. The role of stone carver and keeper of the gate was a sacred one, a calling as special in its way as that of priest or bard. It was a family trust Gartnait had inherited from their father when he had died two years before. It went with the knowledge bred in the blood, of how to travel to the realms of the ever young if only one should dare. To go there was forbidden to all but the initiated, but sometimes people slipped without realising it through the gate like Adam.
She had known the first time she saw him that Adam came from beyond the stone. His strange clothes and speech set him apart. She had watched carefully to see how he travelled the road which was supposed to bring death to all but the very few who knew the way. That he was a proper man and not a spirit or a ghost she had proved to her own satisfaction. But he was young to be an initiate. He had fascinated her from the first moment she set eyes on him. And now she had made him hers. A secret smile touched her lips briefly and then disappeared. Whatever his power was, she was going to have it.
Brid! The impatient call from outside made her jump. With another hasty glance round she stepped outside into the mist to confront the steady gaze of her uncle.
You look frightened, child. He had caught her hand and pulled her to him. There is no need. Putting his hand under her chin he tilted her head up so he could study her face. Meeting his eyes she looked away quickly, afraid that he could see the new woman-power which was still coursing through her veins, the power which had come from the touch of a man. She could feel his eyes probing her very soul, but after a moment he looked away from her face and turned to his sister. She runs wild here, Gemma. He spoke sternly. She should be at her studies. There is much for her to learn if she is to serve in the holy places. He ran his hand slowly, almost seductively, down Brids cheek.