Thorn stood without motion, for only when you are truly still can you be the centre. She stood without sound, for only silent can you listen. She stood without fear, for only the fearless can understand their peril.
Hers the stillness of the forest, rooted restlessness, oak-slow, pine-quick, a seething patience. Hers the stillness of ice walls that face the sea, clear and deep, blue secrets held cold against the truth of the world, a patience of aeons stacked against a sudden fall. Hers the stillness of a sorrow-born babe unmoving in its crib. And of the mother, frozen in her discovery, fleeting and forever.
Thorn held a silence that had grown old before first she saw the worlds light. A quietude passed down generations, the peace that bids us watch the dawn, an unspoken alliance with wave and flame that lets both take all speech from tongues and sets us standing before the waters surge and swell, or waiting to bear witness to fires consuming dance of joy. Hers the silence of rejection, of a childs hurt: mute, unknowing, a scar upon the years to come. Hers the unvoiced everything of first love, tongue-tied, ineloquent, the refusal to sully so sharp and golden a feeling with anything as blunt as words.
Thorn waited. Fearless as flowers, bright, fragile, open to the sky. Brave as only those whove already lost can be.
Voices reached her, the Pelarthi calling out to each other as they lost sight of their numbers in the broken spaces of the plateau. Cries rang across the level ground, echoing from the pillars, flashes of torchlight, a multitude of footfalls, growing closer. Thorn rolled her shoulders beneath black skin armour. She tightened the fingers of each hand around the sharp weight of a throwing star, her breathing calm, heart racing.
In this place the dead watch me, she breathed. A shout broke out close at hand, figures glimpsed between two pillars, flitting across the gap. Many figures. I am a weapon in service to the Ark. Those who come against me will know despair. Her voice rose along with the tension that always presaged a fight, a buzzing tingle across her cheekbones, a tightness in her throat, a sense of being both deep within her own body, and above and around it at the same time.
The first of the Pelarthi jogged into view, and seeing her, stumbled to a halt. A young man, beardless though hard-eyed beneath the iron of his helm. More crowded in behind him, spilling out into the killing ground.
The Red Sister tilted her head to acknowledge them.
Then it began.
1
No child truly believes they will be hanged. Even on the gallows platform with the rope scratching at their wrists and the shadow of the noose upon their face they know that someone will step forward, a mother, a father returned from some long absence, a king dispensing justice someone. Few children have lived long enough to understand the world into which they were born. Perhaps few adults have either, but they at least have learned some bitter lessons.
Saida climbed the scaffold steps as she had climbed the wooden rungs to the Caltess attic so many times. They all slept there together, the youngest workers, bedding down among the sacks and dust and spiders. They would all climb those rungs tonight and whisper about her in the darkness. Tomorrow night the whispers would be spent and a new boy or girl would fill the empty space she left beneath the eaves.
I didnt do anything. Saida said it without hope, her tears dry now. The wind sliced cold from the west, a Corridor wind, and the sun burned red, filling half the sky yet offering little heat. Her last day?
The guard prodded her on, indifferent rather than unkind. She looked back at him, tall, old, flesh tight as if the wind had worn it down to the bone. Another step, the noose dangling, dark against the sun. The prison yard lay near-deserted, a handful watching from the black shadows where the outer wall offered shelter, old women, grey hair trailing. Saida wondered what drew them. Perhaps being so old they worried about dying and wanted to see how it was done.
I didnt do it. It was Nona. She even said so. She had spoken the words so many times that meaning had leached away leaving them just pale noise. But it was true. All of it. Even Nona said so.
The hangman offered Saida the thinnest of smiles and bent to check the rope confining her wrists. It itched and it was too tight, her arm hurt where Raymel had cracked it, but Saida said nothing, only scanned the yard, the doors to the cell blocks, the outer buildings, even the great gates to the world outside. Someone would come.
A door clanged open from the Pivot, a squat tower where the warden was said to live in luxury to rival any lords. A guardsman emerged, squinting against the sun. Just a guardsman: the hope, that had leapt so easily in Saidas breast, crashed once more.
Stepping from behind the guardsman a smaller, wider figure. Saida looked again, hoping again. A woman in the long habit of a nun came walking into the yard. Only the staff in her hand, its end curled and golden, marked her office.
The hangman glanced across, his narrow smile replaced by a broad frown. The abbess
I aint seen her down here before. The old guardsman tightened his fingers on Saidas shoulder.
Saida opened her mouth but found it too dry for her thoughts. The abbess had come for her. Come to take her to the Ancestors convent. Come to give her a new name and a new place. Saida wasnt even surprised. She had never truly thought she would be hanged.
2
The stench of a prison is an honest one. The guards euphemisms, the public smile of the chief warden, even the buildings façade, may lie and lie again, but the stink is the unvarnished truth: sewage and rot, infection and despair. Even so, Harriton prison smelled sweeter than many. A hanging prison like Harriton doesnt give its inmates the chance to rot. A brief stay, a long drop on a short rope, and they could feed the worms at their leisure in a convict ditch-grave up at the paupers cemetery in Winscon.
The smell bothered Argus when he first joined the guard. They say that after a while your mind steps around any smell without noticing. Its true, but its also true of pretty much every other bad thing in life. After ten years Arguss mind stepped around the business of stretching peoples necks just as easily as it had acclimatized to Harritons stink.
When you leaving? Davas obsession with everyone elses schedule used to annoy Argus, but now he just answered without thought or memory. Seventh bell.
Seventh! The little woman rattled out her usual outrage at the inequities of the work rota. They ambled towards the main holding block, the private scaffold at their back. Behind them Jame Lender dangled out of sight beneath the trapdoor, still twitching. Jame was the gravemans problem now. Old Man Herber would be along soon enough with his cart and donkey for the days take. The short distance to Winscon Hill might prove a long trip for Old Herber, his five passengers, and the donkey, near as geriatric as its master. The fact that Jame had no meat on him to speak of would lighten the load. That, and the fact two of the other four were small girls.
Herber would wind his way through the Cutter Streets and up to the Academy first, selling off whatever body parts might have a value today. What he added to the grave-ditch up on the Hill would likely be much diminished a collection of wet ruins if the days business had been good.
Herber would wind his way through the Cutter Streets and up to the Academy first, selling off whatever body parts might have a value today. What he added to the grave-ditch up on the Hill would likely be much diminished a collection of wet ruins if the days business had been good.
sixth bell yesterday, fifth the day before. Dava paused the rant that had sustained her for years, an enduring sense of injustice that gave her the backbone to handle condemned men twice her size.
Whos that? A tall figure was knocking at the door to the new arrivals block with a heavy cane.
Fellow from the Caltess? You know. Dava snapped her fingers before her face as if trying to surprise the answer out. Runs fighters.
Partnis Reeve! Argus called the name as he remembered it and the big man turned. Been a while.
Partnis visited the day-gaol often enough to get his fighters out of trouble. You dont run a stable of angry and violent men without them breaking a few faces off the payroll from time to time, but generally they didnt end up at Harriton. Professional fighters usually keep a calm enough head to stop short of killing during their bar fights. Its the amateurs who lose their minds and keep stamping on a fallen opponent until theres nothing left but mush.
My friend! Partnis turned with arms wide, a broad smile, and no attempt at Arguss name. Im here for my girl.
Your girl? Argus frowned. Didnt know you were a family man.
Indentured. A worker. Partnis waved the matter aside. Open the door, will you, good fellow. Shes down to drop today and Im late enough as it is. He frowned, as if remembering some sequence of irritating delays.
Argus lifted the key from his pocket, a heavy piece of ironwork. Probably missed her already, Partnis. Suns a-setting. Old Herber and his cart will be creaking down the alleys, ready for his take.
Both of them creaking, eh? Herber and his cart, Dava put in. Always quick with a joke, never funny.
I sent a runner, Partnis said, with instructions that the Caltess girls shouldnt be dropped before
Instructions? Argus paused, key in the lock.
Suggestions, then. Suggestions wrapped around a silver coin.
Ah. Argus turned the key and led him inside. He took his visitor by the quickest route, through the guard station, along the short corridor where the days arrivals watched from the narrow windows in their cell doors, and out into the courtyard where the public scaffold sat below the wardens window.
The main gates had already opened, ready to admit the gravemans cart. A small figure waited close to the scaffold steps, a single guardsman beside her, John Fallon by the look of it.
Just in time! Argus said.
Good. Partnis started forward, then faltered. Isnt that he trailed off, lips curling into a snarl of frustration.
Following the tall mans gaze, Argus spotted the source of his distress. The Abbess of Sweet Mercy came striding through the small crowd of onlookers before the wardens steps. At this distance she could be anyones mother, a shortish, plumpish figure swathed in black cloth, but her crozier announced her.
Dear heavens, that awful old witch has come to steal from me yet again. Partnis both lengthened and quickened his stride, forcing Argus into an undignified jog to keep pace. Dava, on the mans other side, had to run.
Despite Partniss haste, he beat the abbess to the girl by only a fraction. Wheres the other one? He looked around as if the guardsman might be hiding another prisoner behind him.
Other what? John Fallons gaze flickered past Partnis to the advancing nun, her habit swirling as she marched.
Girl! There were two. I gave orders to I sent a request that they be held back.
Over with the dropped. Fallon tilted his head towards a mound beside the main gates, several feet high. Stones pinned a stained, grey sheet across the heap. The gravemans cart came into view as they watched.
Damnation! The word burst from Partnis loud enough to turn heads all across the yard. He raised both hands, fingers spread, then trembling with effort, lowered them to his sides. I wanted them both.
Have to argue with the graveman over the big one, Fallon observed. Thisun. He reached for the girl at his side. Youll have to argue with me over. Then those two. He nodded at Dava and Argus. Then the warden.
Therell be no arguing. The abbess stepped between Fallon and Partnis, dwarfed by both, her crozier reaching up to break their eye contact. I shall be taking the child.
No you wont! Partnis looked down at her, brow furrowed. All due respect to the Ancestor and all that, but shes mine, bought and paid for. He glanced back at the gates where Herber had now halted his cart beside the covered mound. Besides how do you know shes the one you want?
The abbess snorted and favoured Partnis with a motherly smile. Of course she is. You can tell by looking at her, Partnis Reeve. This child has the fire in her eyes. She frowned. I saw the other. Scared. Lost. She should never have been here.
Saidas back in the cells the girl said. They told me I would go first.
Argus peered at the child. A small thing in shapeless linen not street rags, covered in rusty stains, but a serfs wear none the less. She might be nine. Argus had lost the knack for telling. His older two were long grown, and little Sali would always be five. This girl was a fierce creature, a scowl on her thin, dirty face. Eyes black below a short shock of ebony hair.
Might have been the other, Partnis said. She was the big one. He lacked conviction. A fight-master knows the fire when he sees it.
Wheres Saida? the girl asked.
The abbesss eyes widened a fraction. It almost looked like hurt. Gone, quicker than the shadow of a birds wing. Argus decided he imagined it. The Abbess of Sweet Mercy was called many things, few of them to her face, and soft wasnt one of them.
Wheres my friend? the girl repeated.
Is that why you stayed? the abbess asked. She pulled a hoare-apple from her habit, so dark a red it could almost be black, a bitter and woody thing. A mule might eat one few men would.
Stayed? Dava asked, though the question hadnt been pointed her way. She stayed cos this is a bloody prison and shes tied and under guard!
Did you stay to help your friend?
The girl didnt answer, only glared up at the woman as if at any moment she might leap upon her.
Catch. The abbess tossed the apple towards the girl.
Quick as quick a small hand intercepted it. Apple smacking into palm. Behind the girl a length of rope dropped to the ground.
Catch. The abbess had another apple in hand and threw it, hard.
The girl caught it in her other hand.
Catch.
Quite where the abbess had hidden her fruit supply Argus couldnt tell, but he stopped caring a heartbeat later, staring at the third apple, trapped between two hands, each full of the previous two.
Catch. The abbess tossed yet another hoare-apple, but the girl dropped her three and let the fourth sail over her shoulder.
Wheres Saida?
You come with me, Nona Grey, the abbess said, her expression kindly. We will discuss Saida at the convent.