The Right Bed?
Your Bed or Mine?
Kate Hoffmann
Cold Case, Hot Bodies
Jule MCBride
A Breath Away
Wendy Etherington
www.millsandboon.co.uk
Your Bed or Mine?About the Author
KATE HOFFMANN began writing in 1993. Since then shes published sixty books, primarily in the Temptation and Blaze® lines. When she isnt writing, she enjoys music, theatre and musical theatre. She is active working with high school students in the performing arts. She lives in southeastern Wisconsin with her two cats, Chloe and Tally.
1
HUGE SNOWFLAKES drifted down through the night sky, spattering against the windshield of Caley Lamberts rental car. She watched through tired eyes as the wipers slapped them away, the rhythmic sound lulling her toward complete exhaustion. Her eyelids fluttered and she felt herself drifting, then reached down and opened the window.
The chilly night air was a slap to the face and Caley drew a deep breath. The flight from New York had been late getting into Chicago and by the time shed arrived, the airport hotel had given away her room. Left with nowhere to sleep, shed decided to drive the two hours to her parents lake house rather than waste time searching for a room.
It wasnt so much an urge to get home that sent her into the midst of a snowstorm, but the fact that Caley just hated wasting time. After eleven years of living in Manhattan and seven years of working the cutthroat world of public relations, shed learned to be very efficient with every minute of her day. She didnt waste time on anything that couldnt get her ahead in the world professionally. She worked out because the gym was a good place to network. She belonged to seven different professional organizations because all those names looked good on her résumé. And she had worked sixteen-hour days for seven years because that was the way to get herself a partnership.
So what am I doing in North Lake, Wisconsin? she muttered.
Her younger sister, Emma, had called a few weeks ago, insisting that Caley come home for the week before Valentines Day. Emma had a very special event planned at the lake house, but she refused to give any details, only that every one of the Lamberts should be in attendance. Caleys parents had been married on Valentines Day thirty years ago, so it hadnt been difficult to guess at the purpose of her sisters plans.
An electronic version of Mozarts Eine Kleine Nachtmusik interrupted Caleys thoughts and she glanced over at her cell phone sitting on the passenger seat. Snatching it up, she looked at the caller ID, then tossed it back onto the seat. Brian. Hed called at least twenty times since shed left New York for a business trip in San Francisco a few days ago. So far shed avoided answering.
She and Brian had been exclusive for nearly two years and hed planned to come to North Lake with her and meet the family. But at the last minute, hed canceled, begging off because of work commitments. It was at that moment Caley realized her relationship with Brian had become a waste of time. Between out-of-town business trips and busy schedules, theyd spent three nights together in the past monthnot much considering they lived in the same apartment.
She squinted through the snow, searching for the sign pointing to West Shore Road. There was a time when shed known every inch of the tiny town of North Lake. Shed spent every summer of her life here until shed gone to college.
Even after years of being away from this place, and in the midst of a chilly winter night, she felt a familiar sense of excitement course through her. She remembered the frantic packing the day after school let out for the summer. And then came the ride from Chicago to the lake in an overstuffed minivan, her mother behind the wheel. Her older brother, Evan, always sat in the front and controlled the radio while Caley sat between her younger siblings Emma and Adam. The youngest, Teddy, was wedged into the far back seat between the suitcases and the boxes of kitchen supplies. Her younger siblings had always worn their swimming suits on the ride up so they could jump out of the car and into the lake without having to change.
But Caley had always had other things on her mind. With each mile that passed, shed grown more excited, the anticipation building, the nerves fraying. What would he look like? Would he be exactly as she remembered or would he have changed? Had she changed? Would he see her differently? Would this summer finally be the summer when shed kiss him?
Year after year, drive after drive, her every thought had always been focused on him. Even now, Caley found herself falling back into old habits. Jake Burton. Hed been her fairy-tale prince, her knight in shining armor, her schoolgirl crush and her first love, all wrapped up into one incredibly hot boy.
His family had the summerhouse next door. Theyd all summered together for years: the five Lamberts and the five Burtons, an unruly tribe of kids known around North Lake as the Burtberts. For years shed looked at Jake like her older brother, Evanan icky, gross, burping and spitting cad who had more cooties than she cared to count.
Then, one day they were swimming out to the raft and Jake dunked her under. Shed gone under as an eleven-year-old girl and surfaced a teenager with her first crush. Hed been thirteen that summer and a handsome boy. Even now she recalled his pale blue eyes and his perfect teeth. How little droplets of water had clung to his dark eyelashes as he smiled at her and how his face was so smooth and tanned she felt compelled to reach out and touch his cheek.
When she had, Jake had slapped her hand away, a confused frown wrinkling his forehead. But from that moment on, shed been in love. It was only later that her hormones had turned chaste puppy love to teenage lust. And later still to feelings that bordered on obsession and finally, ended in humiliation.
She drew in a deep breath and sighed. Over the past eleven years, shed managed to visit the lake house only when Jake was certain to be elsewhere. Yet, with each visit shed secretly hoped that maybe shed run into him again, maybe shed have a chance to undo the mess shed made the night of her eighteenth birthday.
Her phone rang again and Caley cursed as she picked it up. But this time, she didnt recognize the number, only the Manhattan area code. Now that shed been named a partner, her boss was free to call her at any time, day or night, and John Walters had taken advantage of that fact more than once. Caley wondered what kind of emergency had come up at nearly 4:00 a.m. Manhattan time.
She flipped open the phone and held it to her ear. Hello?
I figured you were screening so I was forced to call from the payphone on the corner.
Caley recognized Brians voice and bit back another curse. I really dont want to talk to you. I said everything I needed to say before I left. Its over.
Caley, we can work this out. You cant just end it. Everything was going so well.
She laughed, shaking her head at his ability to spin the situation. Brian was one of the most successful young lawyers on Wall Street. Like her, he could put a positive spin on the worst disaster imaginable.
How can you say that? she asked. We barely see each other. And when we do, we have nothing to say. We talk about work.
What do you want? I can talk about other things.
Thats not the point, Caley said, growing more frustrated. Usually, she was able to express her views clearly and unemotionally. But this time she had no idea what she wanted. She just knew she didnt want to come home to Brian anymore. For a long time, her life had felt out of balance and this was the only way she could think to fix it.
What is the point? he asked.
I she took a deep breath Im not happy.
When has that ever made a difference to you? You work nonstop, you never take a vacation, every minute of your life is planned. Of course youre not happy. Who would be? But, Caley, thats the way you like it.
Not anymore, she said. It just doesnt feel right. Suddenly, she felt a panic grip her body. Was this the right thing to do? Was she really ready to give up? A buzzing in her ears made her dizzy and for a moment she thought she might pass out. II have to go. Ill call you when I get back and well sort out all the details. Goodbye, Brian.
Caley quickly pulled over to the curb and rolled the window down, breathing deeply of the cold night air. For the past month, shed been fighting these panic attacks. Theyd become an almost-daily occurrence. Shed blamed them on the stress of being named a partner, on living in Manhattan, on her doubts about Brian. But Caley sensed that none of these factors were really the cause.
The sound of a siren startled her and Caley looked in the rearview mirror to find a police car pulling up behind her, lights flashing. She hadnt even been close to the speed limit! But when shed pulled over to the curb, she might have swerved too suddenly in the snow. Caley watched in the side mirror as the police officer got out of his SUV and approached the car. A sudden shiver of fear raced through her. Shed seen the stories on the news. Rapists and serial killers posing as policemen. Caley brushed the thought aside. This was North Lake. Things like that happened in New York, not in Wisconsin.
When the officer reached her car, he tapped at the window with his flashlight. Caley pressed the button on the console and the window slid down an inch. Show me your badge, she demanded. He held it out and Caley snatched it from him. It looked real enough. She opened the window a little more and handed it back.
License and registration, please, he said.
I-Im not sure I have a registration, Caley said. This is a rental. She pulled her license out of her wallet and handed it to him, then reached for the glove box. The car comes from Speedy Rental at OHare. I have the rental agreement right here. She handed him the paperwork, then peered out at him. I wasnt speeding.
You were talking on a cell phone, he replied. We have an ordinance against that in North Lake. Have you been drinking, maam?
No, Caley said, stunned by his question. I just pulled over because I was tired. I needed some fresh air.
He paused as he examined her license. Caroline Lenore Lambert, he muttered. Youre Caley Lambert? He shone the flashlight in her face and Caley squinted.
Yes.
One of the Burtbert kids?
Yes, she replied.
He turned the flashlight off, then leaned down, sending her a friendly smile. Well, dont you remember me? He pointed to the name tag pinned to his jacket. Jeff Winslow. We went out on a few dates the summer of well, it doesnt really matter. I took you sailing. I ran the boat aground over near Raspberry Island and you called me an idiot and dumped a can of Coke on my head.
Caley did remember. It was the sailing equivalent of running out of gas on a deserted country road. She also remembered how Jeff Winslow had tried to kiss her and feel her up and how hed chided her for acting like a priss. Most of the boys shed dated that summer before college had served just one purpose for Caleythey were a feeble attempt to make Jake Burton jealous.
Of course, Caley replied. Jeff Winslow. My goodness, youre a policeman now? Thats almost ironic considering all the trouble you used to cause.
Yeah. A misspent youth. But Ive reformed. I got a degree in criminal justice, then worked for the Chicago P.D., he said. Then I heard they were looking for a police chief here and I thought, what the hell. Id been shot at four times in Chicago and figured my number was coming up. So I came home. He chuckled. I guess youve caught yourself a lucky break.
I have?
He flipped his ticket book closed and tucked it back into his jacket. Im going to let you off with a warning. He returned her drivers license. As long as you promise not to talk on your cell phone while youre driving. Its against the law in the entire county and its a pretty big fine.
Thank you, Caley said.
So, what have you been up to? The last time I saw you in North Lake you were just out of high school.
I work in New York, Caley said. I dont get back much.
Too bad, Jeff said. Living in the city is great, but I never really appreciated this place until I left. Theres something special about North Lake something peaceful. He shrugged, then tapped her window with his finger. You drive carefully, Caley. The roads are slick. And if I catch you talking on your cell phone again, Im going to have to give you a ticket.
I understand, Caley said.
Good night, then.
For a moment, she sensed he might have something else to say. But then, he turned and walked back to his SUV. A few seconds later, the lights stopped flashing and Caley took that as her cue to pull out onto the street. Moments later, she spotted West Shore Road and made the turn, Officer Jeff following her at a distance.
The houses along the shore were dark, most of them unoccupied in the winter, and she squinted to see the mailboxes through the snow. She passed by the sign for the Burtons driveway; the next one belonged to her parents house. A small light glowed at the end of the drive and she turned in and steered the car down the steep slope through the leafless trees, holding her breath the entire way. The SUV continued past, Officer Jeff apparently satisfied that shed made it to her destination.
She switched off the ignition and stared at the house through the icy car window. It was even more picturesque in the winter, the roof covered with snow, icicles hanging from the gutters on the white clapboard facade. Looking at the peaceful setting, Caley knew it would be impossible to get any work done while home with her family. And though she felt she needed a break from work, she knew she couldnt. So she had made a reservation, starting the next night, at the inn downtown. Between Evans three kids and the usual craziness that occurred when her boisterous family was together, Caley was certain shed need a place to hide out.
Caley stepped out of the car and grabbed her bags from the back seat. She couldnt help but glance over at the Burtons house. There was a light on in the kitchen, but the rest of the house was dark. No doubt Ellis and Fran Burton would be at the anniversary celebration. But there would be no reason for their children to be invited. Still, Caley had to wonder if there was a chance shed see Jake. And if she did, what would it be like between them. Would he remember that night on the beach? Would he pretend as if nothing had happened?