She pressed her lips to Mary Graces smooth forehead, then ran her fingers over the wavy dark hair on her head. Youre a strong little thing, you are. You come from a long line of strong women. We still have time, wee one. Well find a way, I swear on all thats holy.
Rose reached into the bundle she carried, the sum total of her life tucked inside a tattered scrap of wool. She withdrew a leather-bound journal and carefully flipped through the pages of tidy script. Her family hadnt had much. No pretty heirlooms to pass down. But her grandmother had given her Jane McClarys diary, an account of the horrible years of the potato famine in the 1840s.
It had always been passed to the first-born daughter and when Rose had been married, her grandmother had handed it to her, tears swimming in her eyes. You must keep the story alive now, she murmured. This was my most treasured possession. I gave it to your mother on her wedding day and now, it is yours.
It wouldnt fetch much, Rose mused. Had it been a brooch or a bracelet, she might have sold it to buy food. But then, a previous generation might have done the same and there would never have been a legacy to pass along. But somehow, Rose knew that this was the way of it, that the words of Jane McClary had been written especially for herto give her strength, to keep her alive when all hope seemed gone.
She opened to a random page and turned the book toward the feeble light. With the diary had come an education, for Jane had taught her own daughter to read and write, and Roses grandmother, Elizabeth, had taught Roses mother, Bridgit. And when the time came, Rose would teach her own daughter, Mary Grace, and she would know for herself that she came from a long line of stubborn, independent and courageous women.
10 August 1845
Michael is gone. Bound for Liverpool he is and from there will travel by ship to Boston, America. I made a brave face for his leaving, but my heart felt a terrible fear. The babe growing inside me must feel this too. There are whispers of a blight on the potato crop, but all seems well here. Michael will find work when he lands and then will send for me and our child. I pray for his safe journey and for the day we will see each other again.
Rose had read the diary over and over again since the day it had been given to her. And in the bleakest of times, it had provided courage and perspective. Jane had lived through a famine, nearly starving to keep her daughter, Elizabeth, alive. And Elizabeth had survived and given birth to seven children, including Roses mother, Bridgit, and then had raised Rose. Elizabeth Byrne Patrick had lived to the age of seventy-five and died in her sleep six months before Mary Grace had been born.
All her living children had long ago left for America and there had been only one heir who remained to mourn herRose. Would she have a long life as her grandmother had? Would she live to marry again and give her daughter brothers and sisters to play with? Or would she leave this earth as her mother had, slipping away at a young age with barely a chance to live?
Rose pushed aside the wool blanket and reached beneath her daughters rough linen shift. She withdrew a small gold medallion, then stared at the words written in Gaelic around the edge. Love will find a way, she murmured. Jamie had given her the medallion as a wedding gift and hed worn one just like it, the one she now wore around her own neck. The gold would buy them another week of life, perhaps two. Tomorrow, she would find a place to sell them both.
She closed her eyes, then slowly slid down along the rough stone wall until she sat with Mary Grace cradled in her lap. Drawing the blanket up over their heads, she closed her eyes and let sleep absolve her of her worries. Love would find a way.
The love she had for her daughter was such a powerful thingit had to count for something.
LADY GENEVA PORTER SLOWLY walked up the steps to Christ Church cathedral. She made a point to visit the cathedral every time she traveled to Dublin, seeking comfort in the grandeur of the Gothic architecture and the beauty of the stained glass. Even on a gloomy day like today, she found warmth and light here.
She always came for the same reason. Her mother had once told her prayers said in a cathedral got to heaven faster than those said in an ordinary church. Shed always hoped that it were true. Reaching into the pocket of her cloak, she smoothed her fingers over the Bible shed brought with her, then reached out for Edwards hand.
Her son was no longer at her side and Geneva turned, searching for the seven-year old. Hed wandered over to a large pillar and was staring down at a pile of rags, left in a sheltered spot.
Edward, come along.
Mummy, whats this?
Edward! Come away from there! Its probably just rags for the charity bin.
She watched as he kicked at the pile of rags with the toe of his boot. To Genevas horror, it moved. Edward jumped back and she rushed over to grab his arm. Come away, I said.
Mummy! Someones hiding under there!
She pulled him along toward the door of the church, but a childs cry stopped her in her tracks, the sound hauntingly familiar. Lottie? she murmured, pressing her hand to her breast.
Geneva turned around and slowly approached the source of the sound, stunned that someone would have left a child amongst a pile of rags. These Irish had no sense of responsibility, Geneva thought, anger bubbling up inside her. But when she reached the spot, she realized that the rags hid both a woman and a child.
Is she dead, Mummy? Edward asked, clinging to his mothers arm.
Geneva knelt and plucked at the filthy blanket wrapped around the womans head and face. Once shed brushed it aside, she found the child, resting in the womans lap, whimpering, her grimy cheeks wet with tears. The little girl turned brilliant blue eyes up to Geneva and smiled through her tears. Mama?
Geneva felt the breath leave her body and for a moment, she thought she might faint. But then, her heart began to beat again and she reached out and touched the girl. Edward, run and get Farrell. Tell him to bring the motorcar around.
Why?
Just do as I say, Geneva snapped. She brushed dirty hair from the womans face, stunned to see how young she wasand how deathly pale Hello, she murmured. Can you hear me?
The woman stirred slightly, her eyes fluttering open for a moment. My girl, she murmured. Please help my daughter. With trembling hands, she tried to hold the child out to Geneva. Keep her safe.
Geneva carefully picked the child up and set her on her feet. Compared to the mother, the child looked to be in relatively good health, although grimy from the soot and dust that hung in the air. From the childs size shed judge her to be two or three years old, but children raised in Irish poverty were often smaller than those raised in the comforts of a good English home.
The girl stopped whimpering the moment Geneva helped her to stand and she held out her little arms and hands to Geneva as she tumbled into her skirts. Mama, she said with a soft giggle. Go home, Mama. Now.
Charlotte? Geneva whispered. Tears flooded her eyes as she remembered the first time shed held her own daughter, all red and wrinkled, the doctor proclaiming the first Porter child to be in excellent health.
Geneva hooked her finger beneath the childs chin and examined her face more closely. You are Charlotte, arent you? Geneva said, her voice trembling. You called to me and I came. I knew Id find you again. She hugged the child fiercely and the girl gave a tiny cry of surprise. I never stopped looking. Never. Im going to take you home, Charlotte.
Charlotte? Geneva whispered. Tears flooded her eyes as she remembered the first time shed held her own daughter, all red and wrinkled, the doctor proclaiming the first Porter child to be in excellent health.
Geneva hooked her finger beneath the childs chin and examined her face more closely. You are Charlotte, arent you? Geneva said, her voice trembling. You called to me and I came. I knew Id find you again. She hugged the child fiercely and the girl gave a tiny cry of surprise. I never stopped looking. Never. Im going to take you home, Charlotte.
She felt a hand on her shoulder and she turned to find Edward standing behind her. Mummy, are you all right?
Geneva brushed the tears from her cheeks and forced a smile. Of course, darling. Did you find Farrell?
Edward nodded. A few moments later, Farrell joined them, dressed in a finely pressed uniform. Help me, Geneva ordered. Farrell, we need to get this woman to the car immediately.
Lady Porter, I beg your pardon, but you cant possibly mean to
Farrell, you heard what I said. We are going to take this poor thing and her child home and you will help me or Ill drive the bloody motorcar myself. Now get her to her feet.
Grudgingly, Farrell reached down and pulled the woman up to stand. When her knees buckled beneath her, he cursed softly, then scooped her into his arms and carried her.
Ill fetch her things, Edward offered.
Dont be silly, Geneva said. She cant possibly have anything of value. But her son didnt listen and gathered the blanket and a small bundle into his arms. A book fell out of the bundle and he picked it up and tucked it beneath his jacket. Mummy, she has a book.
The boy crawled into the front seat of the touring car while Farrell helped Geneva and the woman into the rear. Geneva nestled the child in her lap, wrapping the girl in her cloak and trying to warm her little limbs with her body. But there wasnt much she could do for the young woman. She looked as if she were half dead of starvation. And who knows what fever she might be carrying?
Geneva had been sorely tempted to leave her there, to take the girl to safety first and then come back and look after her mother. But it would not have been the Christian thing to do and Geneva prided herself in her adherence to a strict standard of moral behavior.
Farrell pulled the car out onto the street and headed west out of Dublin. Drive quickly, Geneva said, but not too quickly, for the wind can be bitter cold back here. She adjusted her hat pin, then wrapped the trailing ends of her veil around her neck. It was at least a thirty-minute drive back to Porter Hall. Hand me that lap robe, Edward, she shouted.
Then little boy crawled up onto his knees and shoved the heavy fur robe over the back of the seat. Geneva clumsily covered the young woman. What is your name? she asked, shaking her awake.
The woman moaned, then looked at Geneva through glazed eyes. Where am I?
What is your name? Geneva repeated.
Rose, she said. Rose Byrne.
And the child?
Her name is A fit of coughing interrupted her and she pulled the lap robe up to her mouth. When shed finally regained her voice, she sighed softly and closed her eyes again. Her name is Mary Grace.
Geneva looked down at the child. Mary was such a common name among the Irish. Every other girl in the countryside was named Mary. But Grace was a fitting name for a child found outside a church. Grace, Geneva murmured. She tickled the girls cheek. You are Grace.
The rest of the drive passed relatively quickly. Rose slept the entire route while Edward rested his chin on the back of the front seat and watched the scene before him. What are we going to do with that girl? he asked.
Her name is Grace. Her mother is Rose. And I suspect we will take care of them until they are both well and then well send them on their way. It is an act of charity to help those less fortunate, Edward, and this is a lesson you would do well to remember. We were sent to that church for a reason today. It was Gods will.
When they reached Porter Hall, Geneva ordered the car taken around to the kitchen entrance. Farrell carried Rose inside with Geneva and Edward trailing along behind, the little girl toddling between them. The two kitchen maids and Cook were left speechless by their unexpected entrance, but Geneva wasnt about to make any long-winded explanations to the help.
Warm some soup, she ordered. Farrell, take Rose upstairs and put her in the yellow room, across the hall from my chambers. Betsy, heat some water so that we might wash the grime off of her and the child. I want blankets and a clean nightgown brought up. And we must feed them both, perhaps some warm milk and porridge to start. The servants stared at her, unsure of what to do, and Geneva cursed softly. Dont stand there with your mouths agape, do as I say. Now!
With that, she picked up the little girl, resting her on her hip, then she walked out of the kitchen and up the rear stairway to the bed chambers on the second floor. Farrell had already settled Rose in the yellow room and Geneva set the little girl at the foot of the bed.
Shall I fetch Lord Porter? Farrell asked. Hes at the mill today.
What could he possibly do to help? Geneva asked. You will go for the doctor and I will inform Lord Porter of this myself when he returns home.
Geneva bit back an oath. Ever since Charlottes death three years ago and Genevas subsequent breakdown, the servants had been particularly watchful. She suspected theyd been ordered to report any unseemly activity or behavior to her husband, for though they were deferential to her, Lord Porter paid their wages.
Surely this latest incident would call her sanity into question, but Geneva had already begun to formulate a plan to keep Rose and her daughter at Porter Hall. Once the young woman had recovered, they would offer her a job. There were always scullery maids coming and going. She could start there and work her way up. And then, her child could take on some simple duties once she was old enough.
Geneva looked down at the little girls face, wondering at how a child of such common birth could be so pretty. Perhaps Geneva would take Grace under her wing, as she had her own daughter. Charlotte had just begun to appreciate fine music and art when the angels had come for her.
The spiritualist Geneva had visited in London just last month had assured her that Charlotte would return, that she would make her spirit known to Geneva before the third anniversary of her death. And now she had come again, reborn in this beautiful little girl. Geneva dared not believe it was true, but it had to be. All the signs were there, just as the spiritualist had told her.
She examined the child closely. The girl wore nothing more than a rough linen shift with ragged underclothes beneath. She stripped them off, carefully examining her before counting her toes and fingers. Well, Grace, you dont seem to be in such bad health for such a horrid beginning in life. The girl watched her silently. Though she was small, her arms and legs were still plump. Youre quite a lovely little thing now, arent you? She wrapped her in a blanket, then picked her up and carried her over to the fire that burned in the grate.
What is that?
Geneva glanced over her shoulder to see her eldest son, ten-year old Malcolm, standing near the door. Its a child, she cooed.