Are you afraid to show your face, sir? she demanded.
Not at all. The door opened wide and a man jumped down and strode over to her. Young, but not juvenile, he was about five and twenty, she judged, and fashionably dressed for evening in a black tail-coat, a purple velvet waistcoat and a white shirt, whose lace cuffs fell from beneath his coat sleeves. A diamond pin glittered in the folds of his cravat. As he doffed his tall hat and bowed to her, she saw dark curls, and then, when he straightened again, humorous brown eyes beneath a pair of winged brows. His nose was long and straight and his mouth firm. He smiled, revealing even white teeth. Here I am, your slave, ready to do your bidding.
And does my slave have a name?
Stanmore, Miss Charron. Duncan Stanmore, at your service.
The name was familiar, and though she teased her brain, the when and where of it eluded her. She inclined her head in acknowledgement. Mr Stanmore.
I thought Reids for supper, he said. Does that suit?
And if I agree to that, I suppose I am to be rewarded with an ear drop.
Oh, that is yours whether you come or no, he said lightly. It would not be fair to dangle that in front of you like a carrot. That is not my way. He bowed. But I would deem it an honour if you would have supper with me.
Then supper it shall be.
He gave a delighted laugh, which revealed the boy in him without in the least diminishing his stature, and led the way to the carriage, which she noticed, as she drew closer, had a crest upon its door. So Marianne had been right; he was not a commoner.
He handed her up into the carriage and made sure she was comfortable on the velvet seats before jumping up beside her. Reids, Dobson, he told the driver.
The hotel was noted for its cuisine and was a favourite place of stage people and theatregoers alike, so it was busy, but as soon as the waiter saw her escort, he came forward with a broad smile. Good evening, my lord. Your table is ready.
Duncan smiled. Thank you, Bundy. I knew I could rely on you.
Her previous experience told her to expect a private room, or, at the very least, a table tucked away in some ill-lit corner where they would not be noticed and where her swain could bombard her with compliments and ply her with wine in the hope of his reward, but Duncan Stanmore obviously did not know the rules of the game. They were conducted to a small table to one side of the room, which, though discreet, gave a good view of all the other patrons and meant they could also be seen.
He addressed you as my lord, she said, when they were seated and the waiter had gone to fetch the champagne Duncan ordered.
He smiled. Slip of the tongue, I expect. He knows better than that.
You prefer to be incognito?
He laughed. That, my dear Miss Charron, would be impossiblein London, anyway. It is of no consequence. I do not expect you to address me formally. It would quite spoil the evening.
He paused as the waiter returned with the wine, which he proceeded to pour for them. The chef says he has a roast of beef as succulent as youre likely to taste anywhere, the man said. And theres turbot in a shrimp sauce and suckling pig and ham whatll melt in your mouth, not to mention sweetmeats and puddings
Goodness, I am not that hungry, Maddy said. She was laughing, but underneath the laughter were memories of a time when she had been starving and a tiny portion of the food the waiter was offering would have been a feast. Why could she never forget that? A little of the fish removed with the beef will be quite sufficient, thank you.
Then I will have the same, Duncan said.
Oh, please do not stint yourself because of me, my lord, Maddy said. I will be quite content to watch you eat.
I would rather talk than eat. And you forget, I am Duncan Stanmore, not Lord anything. He held up his wine to her. To a beautiful companion. He took a mouthful, looking at her over the rim of his glass. She was beautiful, and not in the artful way of most actresses, achieved with paint and powder, a certain knowing expression and an exaggerated way of carrying themselves that commanded attention. Her loveliness was entirely natural. Her skin was flawless and her eyes, the deep blue of a woodland violet, were bright with intelligence and full of humour, though he detected just a hint of an underlying sadness about her lovely mouth. Was that why she was such a great actress?
Thank you.
Tell me about yourself, he commanded, as the food was brought and served. Is Charron a French name?
It was originally. My grandfather fled from France with his wife and son, during the Reign of Terror and never went back. My father looked upon himself as English and fought on Englands side in the war against Napoleon. He was killed on some secret mission, very early on. Even my mother did not know what it was. The lies she had told so many times tripped easily from her tongue as if she had come to believe them herself.
I am sorry if talking of it is painful, he said. I should not have asked, but I thought there was something about you that was not usual for an actress
And you, I collect, must have met many.
He laughed. A few, but none like you.
Fustian!
It is true. There is something about you that proclaims you a woman of breeding. Your grandfather would have been an aristocrat if he had to flee the Terror, and that accounts for it.
She smiled. Her mother had taught her well and Marianne Doubleday had completed her education. She could play the lady to perfection. But playing the lady was not what she wanted. What did she want? Seven years before she could have given the answer to that promptly enough, but now she was not so sure. Her life was good as it was. She was adored from across the footlights, should she not be satisfied with that?
She could command a good wage, could afford to dress well, was the recipient of countless fripperies she could sell or wear, whichever she chose, and she had many friends among her fellow thespians who, contrary to popular belief, were not always at each others throats. She could flirt with the young men who besieged the stage door after each performance, go to supper with them and gently send them on their way without hurting their pride. So what had she been waiting for? This moment? This man?
Can you tell breeding on so short an acquaintance? she asked.
Of course. How did someone like you come to be an actress?
My mother was run down by a speeding carriage when I was nine years old, she said. I had no other relatives
What about your grandparents?
My fathers parents both died some time before. They never got over the loss of their son, so my mother told me. I think my mothers parents must have died too, for she never spoke of them. I was alone in the world.
Oh, you poor, dear girl. His sympathy seemed truly genuine and she began to have the first feeling of unease for deceiving him.
What happened then?
The rest was easy. The rest was the truth, or very nearly. She told him she had been sent to an orphanage for the children of army officers, (she had long ago upgraded the orphanage to one specifically for officers orphans) where she stayed until she was old enough to work, but nothing at all about the Bulfords. That did not bear speaking about. There you have my history in a nutshell, she said, laughing. Now you must tell me yours.
Oh, I have nothing at all interesting to report. I was born, I went to school, I became a man
And married? She was surprised that question had not crossed her mind until now.
No, not yet, but undoubtedly my father will have me shackled before much longer. I am his heir, you see. I have a half-brother, a bantling by the name of Freddie, who will, no doubt, carry on the family name if I do not have a son, but he is very young still. That is all there is to tell.
It was all he wanted to tell, she decided. So you do not have to earn a living?
He laughed. He had an infectious laugh and she found herself smiling back at him. If you mean I live a life of idleness, that is far from the truth, he said. My father would not allow it. I have to work on our estate, see that it is running smoothly, look after the tenants He stopped, on the verge of telling her that he did have another mission in life, but decided it would introduce a sombre note to the proceedings and stopped short.
And that is work?
It is harder work than you might think. But I come to London for the Season, as you see.
To look for a bride?
That is the accepted way of doing it, though I am not so sure it will work in my case. My father despairs of me, says I am too particular.
And are you? She was slightly breathless, as if his answer was important to her. His name was Stanmore, he had said. Lord Stanmore, she supposed, but she could not remember any of the girls in the troupe mentioning a Lord Stanmore and they knew the names of everyone who was anyone in town; gossip was meat and drink to them.
Oh, I dont know. I suppose I am. This conversation was not going at all the way he had expected it to. It was not the light, teasing banter he usually employed when talking to the little bits of muslin he chose to dally with. She had more about her than they did, much more. He had not been joking when he said she had the bearing of an aristocrat. It showed itself in the proud way she held her head, the way she used her cutlery, the way she sipped her wine, the way she spoke, without that silly simpering voice young women of the lower orders used when trying to impress him. Madeleine Charron saw no need to impress him; she considered herself his equal.
How in particular? she asked.
Thats just it, I do not know, he said. I have never troubled to analyse it. I suppose what I mean, is that I shall recognise her when I meet her.
She laughed. So you have not yet met her?
I think I might have. Even as he spoke, he knew the idea was preposterous, outlandish, laughable. But it would not go away.
When did you meet her?
About an hour ago.
She stared at him for a moment, then sat back in her chair and burst out laughing. I have heard many a proposition, but that is a new one, it really is.
He frowned. You laugh.
Am I meant to take you seriously?
His mind suddenly produced an image of his illustrious father, of his stepmother and his sister, Lavinia, as he presented Madeleine Charron to them as his intended wife and knew she had been right to laugh. We could pretend, just for one night, he said lightly. It might be fun.
It depends what you expect of me, she said, and she was not laughing now. I am an actress, pretending is second nature to me, but if you mean what I think you mean, I am afraid you have quite misunderstood my role.
He sat back and rocked with laughter. Oh, the lady is the aristocrat and no doubt about it. What rank was that grandfather of yours, a comte, a marquis or a duke, perhaps?
A comte, she said. Marquises and dukes would be too easy to trace.
She was not naturally a liar and suddenly she found it all very hard going. He was too nice to deceive, too much the gentleman. She knew he would not coerce her or force himself upon her as Henry Bulford had done, but if she were determined enough, she could make him fall in love with her, make him defy his stiff-necked father to marry her. The ball was in her court. Why, then, was she so reluctant to pass it back? Why, when she had the opportunity to further her long-term goal, had she lost her courage? Only the memory of her humiliation at the hands of another aristocrat kept her from confessing her perfidy.
And one does not lightly roast a comtes daughter, he said, unaware of her tumultuous thoughts.
I am sorry, she said, suddenly serious.
Sorry? Sorry for what?
If you have deluded yourself that I would easily succumb
If I had, you have soon put me in my place, he said with a smile. Let us begin again, shall we?
How so?
Tell me about being an actress. I once acted in a play my sister put on for a charity my stepmother favours and I found it quite hard work.
It is. What part did you play?
Oberon. It was A Midsummer Nights Dream.
I know it well.
It was easier after that. They spent the remainder of the evening talking pleasantly, laughing together, comparing their likes and dislikes and Maddy found she could forget he was one of the hated aristocracy, could forget her schemes and just be herself. He was a charming and attentive companion and she paid him the compliment of genuinely enjoying his company.
At two oclock in the morning, they found themselves alone in the dining room and the waiters hovering to clear the table. Reluctantly they stood up to leave. My, how the time has flown by, he said. I have never been so well entertained in my life. Thank you, sweet Madeleine.
It has been a pleasure, she said, allowing him to drape her cloak about her shoulders and escort her to the door.
They had almost reached it when the proprietor came, bowing deferentially. I hope everything was to your satisfaction, my lord?
Yes, indeed, he said. You may send the reckoning to Stanmore House. It will be paid promptly.
Stanmore House. Maddy knew where that mansion was and who it belonged to. Sir Percival Ponsonby had pointed it out only the week before when he had taken her out in his carriage and regaled her with who was who among the many people they had seen in the park. Why hadnt she made the connection when Duncan Stanmore had first introduced himself?
She had been having supper with the Marquis of Risley, the Duke of Loscoes heir. The Duke was reputed to be one of the wealthiest men in the kingdom, so it stood to reason his son wanted for nothing. He had entertained her for several hours, and not once had he hinted of his illustrious background. Why? In her experience, most young men were boastful and would not have been able to keep quiet about having a duke for a father. Was he, too, playing a part?
He put his hand beneath her elbow to escort her to his waiting carriage and helped her inside. Tell me where you want to go and I will see you safely there, he said.
He was being studiously polite now, as if the contract he had made to give her supper in exchange for her company had been fulfilled and that was the end of it. She admitted to a tiny feeling of disappointment. And telling herself she was being more than inconsistent did nothing to appease her. She had made it clear he could expect nothing else and he, like the gentleman he was, had accepted that. But he might have put up more of an argument!
She told him the address of her lodgings at the bottom end of Oxford Street, which she shared with several others in the company. He passed it on to his coachman and they sat in silence as the coach rattled through the almost deserted streets. There was a constraint between them now, as if they had run out of things to say and did not know how to proceed.