A Bourgeois, she murmured, committing it to memory. What can I get you, now?
Since Id been drawn inside by sheer curiosity this momentarily stumped me, but then my eye fell on a basket of tangerines and I said hastily, Four pounds of tangerines, please.
Dont ask me why four pounds it just came into my head.
Four pounds it is, said the woman. Thatll be a lot of tangerines, then?
Yes A picture from my Complete Book of Home Preserving (a recent book club choice) flashed into my brain. Im making tangerine marmalade.
Oh, yes? she said brightly, measuring out tangerines into a large set of scales and then wrapping them up in a bit of newspaper. Right, then youll be wanting some sugar, I expect? Granulated do?
Weakly I agreed, and again when she suggested a lemon (why a lemon?). But when she started hauling out expensive-looking Kilner jars from under the counter I hastily said I had lots of empty jars, which I have. Ive been collecting them in anticipation of such country pursuits, though I didnt expect to be doing them quite so soon after moving in!
Disappointed, she thrust the jars back with her foot.
Thats all, I think, I said firmly, but even so, she managed to add two packets of jar labels and waxed discs to my purchases before I got away, having spent rather more than I intended.
I was aware of her absorbed gaze through the window as, hampered by the insecurely wrapped tangerines, which threatened to break out of their newspaper bundle at any moment, I untied Bess, frantic and drooling.
As I made my way along the lane something compelled me to look back; in the distance a small figure stood planted sturdily in front of the shop, staring after me. I gave a kind of half-wave, then, feeling uncomfortably aware of the eyes boring into my back, hurried on.
Even before I turned into our garden gate I could hear faint shouting, high-pitched and very penetrating, and when I got the front door open it revealed the astonishing range and power of a parrots lungs to the entire village. Possibly even the whole county.
How amazing it is that something the size of an over-stuffed budgie can produce so much noise! I lost no time in rushing into the living room and throwing a cloth over the cage. Bloody bird.
Silence reigned. Sometimes I wish that I could leave him permanently covered, but that would be cruel, even if he is the parrot equivalent of a mental defective.
He was left to me by an elderly neighbour, since Id looked after the creature once when she was taken into hospital. He came together with a small legacy, and unfortunately I couldnt keep the money and refuse the parrot.
He was supposed to be very ancient, but years have passed and, though the legacy has gone, Toby hasnt. Theres nothing more determined on life than a parrot. Hes a dirty bundle of grey feathers touched with crimson, noisy and vicious and doesnt biting the hand that feeds you prove hes stupid?
When I came back from the kitchen with a cup of coffee the shrouded, silent cage seemed to reproach me. I uncovered it and cautiously filled up the seed pot with the Super Expensive Parrot Mix he favours, and he rushed up to it on his horrible crinkled grey feet as if he hadnt eaten for a week. All was peaceful if you can ignore the ghastly grindings and crackings of a busy beak.
Sipping my coffee, I looked up tangerine preserve in the book. Id make the marmalade this very afternoon, before James could return and point an accusing finger at the psychedelic citrus spoil-heap.
The recipe seemed straightforward enough, and soon I was stirring the bottom half of my pressure cooker, entirely full of liquid with bobbing bags of pips and peel in it. (The book said a muslin bag, but I havent got one, so in the end I used the feet of a pair of clean tights.)
Then, just at the stage where the marmalade was going critical, Toby decided to treat the world to his full repertoire: Concerto for One Parrot.
I began to feel a bit fraught. Marmalade-making is a surprisingly messy business, and both I and the kitchen seemed to have become horribly sticky. And Bess. Do other dogs eat tangerine peel?
As I thankfully slapped the lid on the last jar the doorbell jangled out its vulgar Oranges and Lemons tune (its got to go!) and, with a muttered curse, I washed my hands and went to answer it.
On the doorstep was a diminutive old lady, ill-dressed against the cold in a cotton dress covered by a flowered pinny, and with long, draggled grey hair tied up in a skittish ponytail with red-spotted ribbon.
Her pink, dough-like face, set with beady black eyes, had an expression of belligerence that seemed natural to it, and which was not helped by the minor landslide that had reshaped the left side of her face, dragging the eye and corner of her mouth with it.
Ive seen more attractive old ladies.
Ive come about The Child! she hissed accusingly out of the good corner of her mouth.
Chapter 6: The Posy Profligate
Oh, yes? I answered politely, in case she should prove to be the local lunatic. What child?
What child! What child! uttered the old lady scathingly. Why, the one I hear screaming and crying night and morning! Morning and night! Hark at it now, the poor thing! Its a disgrace to neglect a child like that besides going out and leaving it alone in the house, which I seen you do this morning! If it doesnt stop Im going to complain to the authorities, and so I warn you!
My mind swung into gear with an almost audible click as I grasped the truth of the matter, for even now there was a raucous screaming coming from the living room.
And this must be the quiet, sweet little old lady from next door! Hardly what the estate agent led us to expect.
It isnt a child screaming, its my parrot, I explained. Im very sorry if it disturbed you.
She turned on me a look of indescribable contempt. A parrot? The child was screaming and sobbing for its mother!
Wheres Mummy, then? Toby want biccy! pleaded the feathered encumbrance from the other room.
Parrot, indeed!
There was nothing for it but to invite her in to view the wretched bird, and of course Toby immediately shut up and eyed us with malevolence through the bars, turning his head doubtfully from side to side. Then he scratched the back of his head with one foot, before excreting copiously with a horrid glop.
I averted my eyes. He makes me feel quite ill, sometimes.
Hes not very big to be making all that noise, is he? said my neighbour, unconvinced. I thought parrots were them big, colourful birds with curved beaks.
I expect you mean macaws, but he is a parrot a South African Grey and its surprising just how much noise he can make. I have to cover him up sometimes, just to get a bit of peace, but I cant cover him up all the time. (Unfortunately.)
Hes not saying anything now, is he?
We both stared at the silent cage, and Toby stared inimically back.
But if you really havent got a child, I suppose it must be him I heard.
I havent got a child hidden away, and Im really terribly busy just now
She gave one last, doubtful look at Toby and turned to go.
But if you really havent got a child, I suppose it must be him I heard.
I havent got a child hidden away, and Im really terribly busy just now
She gave one last, doubtful look at Toby and turned to go.
Shut that bloody door! screeched an eldritch voice, and she whirled round as fast as her game leg allowed her.
Toby blinked innocently at her, then gave a fruity chuckle that slowly worked its way up to an evil cackle.
Backing out, still staring, she fell over the chair in the hall. I never would have believed it! she muttered, hauling herself up by the chair back. Then she looked down and added absently, Nice commode!
We like it, I replied coldly. How on earth did she know? Well, Im glad to have met you at last, Mrs er?
Peach. And the dumpy figure limped away down the drive without another word.
Feeling even more ruffled than before, I closed the door and discovered a long, thin brown envelope lying by the wall, which must have come earlier. Quite a stiff envelope probably one of the garage brochures wed sent for.
Ripping open the end, I pulled out the enclosure and then, with a sharp twang! something brick red sprang out and hit me sharply on the nose. I recoiled backwards onto the commode and wept overwrought tears.
I soon had myself back under control, of course, and discovered that the flying object was a cardboard garage, ingeniously arranged so that it would fold flat to fit in an envelope. Once opened it sprang back into its garage shape by means of a system of elastic bands. The name of the firm was emblazoned on the side.
I put it back in its envelope and went back to the kitchen to label my marmalade and clean up myself and the kitchen, and when James returned home he found me arranging the jars proudly on the dresser, where they glowed like amber.
What a terribly domestic scene for a rock stars ex-girlfriend! he sneered, and I was so cross that I handed him the garage envelope, hoping it would hit him on the nose too.
No such luck.
What a promotional brain wave! he enthused, playing with it.
Isnt it just, I said gloomily. But they arent such good value as the brochure that came last week. That had a garage with a white finish that would blend with the rest of the house.
Perhaps. Lets wait for the others to arrive before we decide. Theres the phone bet its your mother.
With the usual feeling of reluctance not to mention weariness and a bit of residual stickiness I picked up the receiver and heard her babbling even before I got it to my ear.
and I simply cant go on. I just cant carry on like this! She grows more impossible every day!
Hello, Mother. What cant you go on with?
Mummy, dear do call me Mummy! Mother is so ageing. And Im talking about Granny, of course. I just said. And its not as if I ever liked her!
But you asked her to come and stay with you after Grandpa died!
I felt I had to. And she never thought I was good enough for her precious son either. Really, I cant see why I should have to like someone just because they happen to be my mother-in-law.
No Moth Mummy.
Of course, you and I have always been more like sisters than mother and daughter, havent we, darling? But I was such a young mother little more than a child.
Yes, Mummy. A faint, familiar nausea rose in my throat.
And I need a rest from Granny. I said to the doctor, I need a rest. And do you know what he said to me? Dont we all, Mrs Norwood! Then I said, What about admitting her into hospital for a week? And he said she wasnt ill, and besides, there was a waiting list stretching right into next year! Not that I believe him, of course hes just afraid that I would refuse to have her back again.
And would you?
The words were out before I could help myself.
I hope I know my duty, she replied ambiguously after a short pause. If my health was up to it I would, of course, be prepared to have her back whatever the strain.
Why dont you ask that nice district nurse for her advice when she comes to give Granny her injection? Mrs Durwin, isnt it?
There was a snort. I did. I said to her, I cant cope any more its too much for me, and do you know what she said? She said, Have you tried soap on the stairs, Mrs Norwood? and then she laughed, positively roared, until the tears ran down her face. And not five minutes later I heard her repeating it to Granny! These West Indians have a strange sense of humour.
So has Granny thats why theyre such good friends. And it was just a joke, after all.
I cant see anything funny in it. Im at my wits end. I need a holiday. Now, if I could just get her off my hands for a week or two I could come and visit your sweet little cottage, couldnt I? Im just dying to see it. You have got a spare bedroom for Mummy, havent you?
Panic gripped my heart and gave it a squeeze. Oh, yes two but Im afraid one is completely bare at the moment, and the other is going to be my office.
Ah, yes, for your Writing, she said reverently. How is it coming along, dear?
It isnt, theres been too much to do. But at least I can have a room to myself here, and Im about to start the next book.
All my friends are so impressed when I tell them my little girl is a Writer!
I winced, even though I get this sort of thing all the time. Then I braced myself to ask, You havent been well drinking again, have you, Mummy?
Oh, theres the doorbell! she said brightly. Must go, darling. Ill let you know if I can arrange anything for Granny so that I can come and take a little holiday with you. Bye-ee! And the line went dead.
I hadnt heard any doorbell, and I replaced the receiver with a feeling of deep depression. Mother generally has that effect on me.
James was immersed in his paper, oblivious both to me and to Bess, who was staring fixedly at the door. (Normal dogs whine.)
Bess wants to go out, James! I said loudly, but he pretended not to hear, so with a sigh of resignation I took the lead off the door.
Standing in the icy darkness of the lane waiting for Bess to perform, I thought: What a day!
You have remembered that Ill be late home tonight, havent you? James said casually about a week later, preparing to dash out after breakfast.
He looked pretty good in his natty dark suiting, but I always think he would look even better striding about the heather in a kilt like his forebears did. He has that sort of look. Rugged. (Which he isnt, really.)
Remember? How can I remember when you never told me in the first place? I exclaimed in surprise.
I told you days ago.
But what about dinner? Just how late will you be?
He looked annoyed at my perfectly reasonable question: Dont wait for me Ill pick something up.
Eating junk food on the run isnt healthy, James.
Then Ill go and eat at Howards afterwards, and stay overnight!
Eating at Howards is even more of a health hazard. Its all takeaways, and too dark to see whats in them, because the electricitys always cut off.