Very beautiful. Hassan repeated the word quietly. Louisa looked up, startled, but he had already turned away, intent on the food. Some of the ladies in Luxor wear Egyptian dress in the summer, he said after a moment. It is cool and allows them to be more comfortable.
I should like that so much, Louisa said eagerly. Then her face fell. But I cant see Lady Forrester tolerating me as a guest on her boat if I did anything so outrageous. I have gowns of my own which would be more comfortable than this, she gestured at her black skirt, but sadly they are bright colours and the Forresters would not approve and so I decided I could not wear them in their presence for risk of offending them. Janey Morriss gowns had, she noticed, been folded away by Jane Treece amongst her nightwear.
Perhaps on our visits away from the boat we could arrange somewhere for you to change so that Lady Forrester need not be made unhappy. This time there was a distinct twinkle in his eye. I can arrange for clothes for you, Sitt Louisa, if you wish it. Think how much more comfortable it would be for you now. Although he barely looked at her she had the strangest feeling he could see through to every stitch she had on the tight corset, the long drawers, the two petticoats, one of them stiffened, beneath the black skirt of her travelling dress, to say nothing of the lisle stockings, held up with garters and the sturdy boots.
I dont think I can bear it a moment longer. She shook her head. The tight wads of her hair, her hat, suddenly everything stifled her. Can we buy some things for me to wear here in the village, on the way back to the boat?
He shook his head. We need to use discretion. I shall arrange it before we reach our next destination. Have no fear, you will be comfortable soon.
Setting one of the boys to guard their belongings they strolled a little later through the colonnaded court into the hypostyle hall and stood gazing around them at the massive pillars. You feel the weight of the centuries on your head here, do you not? His voice was almost a whisper.
It is all so huge. Louisa stared up, awed.
To inspire both men and gods. Hassan nodded, folding his arms. And the gods are still here. Do you not feel them? In the silence the distant cheeping and gossip of the sparrows echoed strangely. Louisa shook her head. It was the sound of English hedgerows and London streets where the birds hopped in the road to scavenge between the feet of dray horses. Out here, amidst so much grandeur they were incongruous.
Shall we go on? Hassan was watching her face as the shadows fell across it. Ahead of them the second hypostyle hall was darker still. He was walking slightly ahead of her, a tall stately figure. On this occasion he was wearing a blue turban and a simple white galabiyya, with embroidery at the neck and hem. The shadows closed over him as he moved out of sight. For a moment she stood still, expecting him to reappear, waiting for her to follow him. But he didnt. The silence seemed to have intensified around her. Even the birds were suddenly quiet in the unremitting heat.
Hassan? She took a few steps forward. Hassan? Wait for me!
Her boots echoed on the paving slabs as she moved towards the entrance where she had seen him disappear. Hassan? She spoke only quietly. Somehow it seemed wrong to call out loud, like shouting inside a cathedral.
It was too quiet. She couldnt hear him. Hassan? She reached the entrance and peered into the darkness, suddenly frightened. Hassan, where are you?
Sitt Louisa? What is wrong? His voice came from behind her. She spun round. He was standing some twenty feet away in a ray of light from an unseen doorway. I am sorry. I thought you were still beside me.
But I was. I saw you go in there She spun round towards the dark entrance.
No. I said we would go and look at the room of the Nile. It is the room from where the water was brought each day for the priests libations. He came towards her, his face suddenly concerned.
I saw you, Hassan. I saw you go in there. She was pointing frantically.
No, lady. He stopped beside her. I promise. I would not frighten you. Just for a moment he put his hand on her arm. Wait. Let me look. Perhaps there is someone else here. He strode towards the darkened entrance to the hall of offerings and stood peering in. Meen! Who is there? he called out sharply. He took a step further in. There is no one. He was shading his eyes to see better. But there are many chambers further in. Perhaps there are other visitors here.
But I saw you. You. Louisa moved forward until she was standing beside him. If it wasnt you, it was someone as tall, as dark, dressed the same
She leant forward on the threshold of a small inner chamber within the thickness of the wall and her arm brushed his. She felt the warmth of his skin, smelt the cinnamon scent of him.
See, it is empty. His voice was close in her ear. Usually when she came close to him he moved deferentially away. In the narrow doorway he remained where he was. Without a candle there is nothing to see. I shall fetch one from the hamper
No. She put her hand on his arm. No, Hassan. I can see its empty. For a moment they stayed where they were. He had turned from looking into the darkness and was gazing down at her with a look of such love and anguish that for a moment she found herself completely breathless. Then the moment had gone. Hassan
I am sorry. He backed away from the door and bowed. I am sorry, Sitt Louisa. Forgive me. There is much to see yet, and we have need of light for the inner sanctuary. Istanna shwaiyeh. Please, wait a little. And I will fetch it. He strode away from her, his face impassive once more, leaving her standing where she was in the doorway.
She glanced back into the darkness. Her heart was hammering under her ribs and she felt hot and strangely breathless. Turning slowly to follow him she found her fists clutched in the folds of her skirts. Firmly she unclenched them. She took a deep breath. This was nonsense. First she was having visions, imagining she saw him when he wasnt there, then she was reacting to him as though But her thoughts shied away even from the idea that she was attracted to him. This could not be.
He had not waited for her. She saw him stride once more into the shadows and then out into the sunlight of the great courtyard in the distance. This time he stayed clearly in sight, and now she could see too, the other group of visitors. She could see the woman in the green dress, gazing up at something their guide was pointing out to them in a frieze far above their heads. She was bored, even from so far away Louisa could see it. And she was hot and uncomfortable in her chic flounced gown with its fashionable slight train dragging in the dust behind her. She could see the dark patches of perspiration showing beneath the womans arms, the broad tell-tale stripe of dampness between her shoulderblades and suddenly she longed again for the loose clothing Hassan had promised or the soft cool fabric of the dresses folded beneath her nightgowns in the drawer on the boat. Wasnt that what she had come to Egypt for? To be free. To be in charge of her own destiny. To be answerable to no one now except herself. Not to her husbands family in London. Not to the Forresters. Not to their maid. With a sudden leap of excitement she picked up her skirts and ran after Hassan. Wait for me! She smiled at the other woman pityingly as she whirled past and wondered with a gurgle of amusement what she thought of this vulgar, hurrying baggage who had emerged from the holy of holies in pursuit of a tall, handsome Egyptian.