My son, your expectations are enormous, even though they are crazy. You believe, but deep down there are doubts lurking in the shadows. Youre looking outside you for what is inside you. You can hear me, but you don't believe me. Youve worked a lot in your life to get where you are now. Sweat, false hopes, and feeling like having backed down a few times have been your daily plight for many years. But today youre finally reaping the fruits of your hard work. You didn't get what you wanted, but you built something else. That wasnt your path. Your path was somewhere else. That's all there is to it. Don't complicate matters. What you say and what youre experiencing now is what was meant to be. Live the present moment and let the past go. It has taught you the experiences you need now. Listen to yourself and move forward. I have no regrets in my life except that I would have liked to spend more time with you. I didn't really want to depart. I had a hard time letting go. Today, Ive realized that we didn't really leave each other... That we both live together, in different spheres.
Mom, if I had more time, I would have told you my dreams. All those dreams I had and couldn't fulfill. Thats okay because I'm making a list of my dreams. You know, mom, you have a kind heart; you give, but you refuse to receive. Lets say you don't really know how to open your heart to receive. It's hard for people to come to you and give you a part of themselves. Please let them be with you and give you their time and gifts. Its important that you know how to receive. Right now, you have a hard time giving to one person: yourself. You want everything to be beautiful and perfect, but you don't take the time to pause. You want to go too fast and not forget anything, but deep down, you forget yourself. Thats not the right thing to do. Drop it a bit! Youre a wonderful grandma, never doubt that. You spoil children a bit too much, but hey, we'll overlook it. Youre coming to a point in your life where its important to take care of yourself instead of spreading yourself too thin. Take care. I love you very much.
My little girl, I didnt always treat you well. Please forgive me. However, I was in love with you as a person and your carefree attitude towards life. I apologize for anything I said or did to you that was wrong. I sincerely regret it because I caused you so much suffering and pain that were not easy for you to endure and with which youre still trying to cope today, especially as they have left pains on your soul. Ive repented and learned from those pains. Im now guided and reprogrammed, so to speak. Life is meant to teach us. Thats it. To challenge us and make us understand what its experiences have taught us. Forgiveness in your case; as for me, I learned compassion and love. Youre a wonderful person, have no doubts about that. Take care, and dont close your heart to love. You have all the potential to forgive. Not for me, but for you. I love you.
My dear mom, why are you sad? Im still alive in your heart. I havent totally disappeared. Im still the same, even if I freed myself from a physical envelope that slowed down my progress and brought me some pain. You know, I play and run about. I even like to see Mia, your old dog, who is very young now. So, when you think of me, do so with a smile and forget the tears. Sometimes I come to you and have fun hiding your keys. Then you look for them and I laugh. It's not mean, but it's to let you see something else and think of something other than the pain of having lost me. You can trust in life. Don't be afraid to do the things you love. Don't feel guilty, because whenever you do things that make you feel good, I'm happy. Look at the cherries, wherever you focus your attention, Ill send you a message to let you know that Im close to you. Take care. I love you very much. Youve been an amazing mom. Youre wonderful. I love you.
My dear daughter, its hard to tell you whats wrong. You don't want to listen to me. Youre deaf to my calls, even if I go into your dreams. Youre an amazing woman, but your stubbornness in always wanting to be right cant work in the long run. You need to understand that life will always teach you, and not the other way around. You know, I love you; despite this side of you, you have some great qualities. Your heart is big, and you give your time to people without expecting anything in return, but you don't really know how to receive. Learn to receive without feeling guilty. Youve got a lot only to give, but its a spinning wheel. You must be ready to receive too. Love is also at the core of your concerns. It will be at your doorstep when youre ready to receive it. I love you and Im very proud of you. Continue to be generous, but don't forget what a wonderful being you are. It would be a shame to lose out on giving too much. I love you.
Dear brother, my departure was sudden and brutal. I didn't have time to say goodbye before going back home. A large and beautiful home filled with love and laughter and joy. I feel good here. I didn't have time to feel the pains, so rest assured. I would have liked to stay with you a little longer, but it wasnt my destiny. And, of course, you know how I lived my life to the fullest and especially how I enjoyed my life. Every minute counted and subconsciously I knew it, so I made the most of it. Life is a fast lane. It's important not to get bored and lost with what doesn't turn you on. I know youre wiser than me, but don't hesitate to do what you like. Play, laugh, and enjoy your children; in your moments together, imitate them and live the present moment. You should live the life you imagined when we were kids. Not the one you refused. Im still proud of those personal choices. You knew how to be yourself.
For my dad, I'm doing better. It's not perfect yet, but I'm slowly getting back on track. You were right when you said that dying wouldnt solve the problem. Im still alive, but in a different way. I still feel the emotions that devoured before inhabiting my soul. But you know, I'm happy anyway, because I'm seeing it all in a different way and I'm getting tools that will help me get over it. In general, life is a beautiful stage that I couldnt appreciate. Ill be back soon, but not right away. I'm not ready yet. One step at a time. Know that your prayers and thoughts have helped me a lot. They have helped me to rise a little higher so that I can change my state. I love you very much, and you and mom are not involved in my decision to depart. I broke your heart, but Im sorry. My action was thoughtless and spontaneous. Give mom a hug and tell her I love her very much. She couldnt understand my dark side, and shes still radiant. I departed with a bit of her radiance. I'm sorry for that. I'm proud of you and your determination to move on. I love you.
My dear sister, Im glad to communicate with you. Your life is difficult. YOU have a lot of financial difficulties. YOU have life and love; you just need to believe in help from above and trust. Im your brother. Im doing fine. I had a pretty rock'n'roll life and I didn't miss any minute of my life enjoying in artificial paradises. However, the real paradise was my life with you people, and I was carefree and completely off the mark. I failed to recognize the true values of life. Youre sensitive to the world around you, don't be fooled by what people tell you, but believe what comes from your heart. It can't fool you. Im proud of you and your courage. In continuing to move on and believing that sunshine often comes after the storm. I love you and I drop by to see you with red flowers, roses and tulips. All these are red in color. Believe in your dreams and write them down. They will become a motivation for you. YOU have a great sensitivity that makes people approach you easily. Youre perfect, continue to be who you should be. And the others... let them do what they want!
My dear sister, Im glad to communicate with you. Your life is difficult. YOU have a lot of financial difficulties. YOU have life and love; you just need to believe in help from above and trust. Im your brother. Im doing fine. I had a pretty rock'n'roll life and I didn't miss any minute of my life enjoying in artificial paradises. However, the real paradise was my life with you people, and I was carefree and completely off the mark. I failed to recognize the true values of life. Youre sensitive to the world around you, don't be fooled by what people tell you, but believe what comes from your heart. It can't fool you. Im proud of you and your courage. In continuing to move on and believing that sunshine often comes after the storm. I love you and I drop by to see you with red flowers, roses and tulips. All these are red in color. Believe in your dreams and write them down. They will become a motivation for you. YOU have a great sensitivity that makes people approach you easily. Youre perfect, continue to be who you should be. And the others... let them do what they want!
My dear nephew, the world here is great. I have nothing to complain about. Paradise is here because theres no physical pain. My bone cancer was painful until the end. I departed with a clear head. Even though I didn't ask for that much. My moral pain was more bearable because I had freed myself from my psychological pain. Here, we learn to take care of ourselves. To forgive ourselves for our mistakes and understand their meaning. Im proud of you and your progress. But try to be more flexible. Youre pretty hard on others who don't think like you. Yet they have their own truths and you have yours. Your truth isnt bad. It just bears your color. I know that life isnt always easy on you. That's just the way it is. Youre often narrow-minded, and you don't always see the people who are there to guide you, often reluctantly. Be proud of yourself and how far youve come. I think it's a shame that you don't always see it. I come to greet you sometimes. A breeze on your neck. YES! When it tickles, it's me! Let love come into your life, it will be more radiant than your anger! I love you!