I asked what to do if the future that you see is absolutely terrible?
Fix it, I got the answer.
How?
You specify the details of events that can lead to a situation, and then you change the sets of details. Everything is simple and logical: you are always shown where your strong-willed decision can completely change the course of events. Otherwise, why bother you?
Mentors always show the event where a strong-willed decision of a person can completely change the course of events. Otherwise, why bother him?
Purpose a set of requirements for a person laid down in the Path system. Resources are given to fulfill the Purpose. Therefore, every normal person has a basic sense of usefulness and an inner sense of the fullness of life, a normal exchange with reality and the volume of what is required of a person to realize his Task.
If resources are distributed correctly and a person uses them for the benefit of the business (creates jobs, expands the capabilities of his own and other people, finds new things, improves outdated things, recycles garbage) and in general, if it seeks to bring Benefits, then to express this Benefit, Mentors have a designation A Measure of Usefulness. The measure of Utility actually measures the number of resources that a person can bring to his Family.
Measure of utility = the ratio of the maximum possible benefit to the time spent in the implementation of your own Task
In accordance with the measure of Utility, three life scenarios can be distinguished: 1) stagnation; 2) normal life; 3) success.
No one asks the maximum from a person. However, a lot of other people depend on each person, and no one else is able to fulfill our destiny for us. Everyone has a unique purpose, different from all other purposes of humanity.
A lot of other people depend on each person, and no one else is able to fulfill our destiny for us.
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I finished my lecture. Because I was very tired of my own exertion. The energy flow was turned off. The lights stopped flashing.
The students, as if in a dream, slowly left the classroom one by one. Some of them looked around, paused a little on the threshold, and moved out of the door. The others stood there, still unable to let go of the wonderful spell. Beyond the door, the ordinary world began.
Gradually, the auditorium emptied. I stood and stared at the empty room. I cant say exactly how I felt at the time, but I knew for sure that at that moment my life was divided into two stages: the first before this lesson, and the second after it. All my human mental supports have collapsed, and the new knowledge has not yet developed. My past has also disappeared, because it will now melt away like a dream, along with my former friends at the first comprehension. Everything was already different. And now it will always be irrevocably different.
From now on, I have to talk all the time about what Im not used to talking about.
So suddenly, under the joyful blinking of electric lamps, a new era came for me.
My life is divided into two stages: the first-before the realization of my own Destiny, the second-after it
PART ONE. BEFORE THIS LESSON
INVOLUNTARY EXPERIMENTS
It was almost three years before the lesson that was just discussed, from the moment that I will talk about.
I am working at the university. Im getting used to hearing other peoples thoughts, but my body has started to give me amazing things: sometimes I become extremely strong, and then suddenly, during a sleepless night, I find myself clearly seeing objects in the room without opening my eyes. Sometimes I mentally observe where my relatives are, and sometimes my sensitivity plays tricks on me, and I cant touch a person because his skin feels like wood, metal, or even ashes.
I cant say that it was completely unexpected for me. The fact is that from the age of twelve, I amused myself by reading information flows, then combining and proving them.
This is how I wrote all my works. Including my dissertation.
By the time I was thirty, I was used to trusting myself and the Mentors who opened up the World for me.
But I didnt have any other abilities other than reading the information space. And all my peculiarities were explained to others by the fact that I was talented. That was fine with me, and it flattered my ego.
The period of rose-tinted glasses ended by the age of transition thirty-three.
The dramatic increase in the number of abilities, increased sensitivity, physical strength, and vision shattered my identity. For a moment, I didnt know who I was. The amount of information that went beyond my understanding of the world surged over the edge of my perception. I couldnt shut it out, and I had to watch the millennia of civilization develop. Many things frightened me; some things did not fit into my head. Positive historical characters were overgrown with unpleasant details, their decisions changed the layers of people, created and destroyed states.
But the world around me was filled with memories of places, human emotions, remnants of other peoples dreams and terrible complexes. The remnants of murders, fights, fears all of this poured into my thoughts, if I walked somewhere accidentally, in such a place. And there are a lot of such places in St. Petersburg.
I had to figure out what I was very quickly. And then I made the only logical decision: to go for something featuring contact with people and sports.
The fact is that I could check the significant pictures that appeared in my brain in the reference books, and most often found confirmation. The density of information was great but I was well prepared by my Mentors when I was collecting a textbook and writing a dissertation. If I had a question about a person he would come up to me and say everything that was necessary. It was a miracle, and it didnt depend on me.
I didnt feel anxious. Just in case, I passed tests for clarity of consciousness and intelligence, worked two jobs and at the same time graduated from the higher school of economics.
Just the load was superhuman and was accompanied by constant surprises. And I decided to test myself in some sports. Of course, it would have to be something adaptive, such as self-defense training based on Slavic practices.
Who knew that each new exercise from the ancient analogues would cause an even greater storm of manifestations? But, it happened. We had to identify the pain points on the human body, feel them. We chose a couple. There was no need to hurry. You just had to feel it.
***
Istuck my fingers in the girls back. Stuck its not about the strength of the pressure, but about the depth of the sensation of her body. My hands felt at that moment like immaterial scanners that had penetrated her body, and now I could focus and see her insides and bones. But I saw something else.
I saw a cluster of living matter, which is not written about in books and which is not indicated in reference and scientific publications. It is not indicated anywhere, but it is THERE!!!
Under my hands, reflected in my mind like an ultrasound screen, were a multitude of spherical, bright material formations. A few, like bubbles, slowly deformed, moved through the body, as if walking, back and forth and up and down. The body was swarming with alien energy mass. Their own flows stood out in the body in bright tracks, accumulating, forming light silhouettes of internal organs. The picture under my hands was mesmerizingly beautiful. But there was also something extremely wrong about it, like in the paintings of Picasso or Dali. I turned on my fingers and the energy flowed into my body. Immediately, one of the bright balls bit into my phalanx, and my arm ached sharply and acutely. Startled, I hit it like an electric shock, amplifying the power. And everything in the body began to move!!!
Bubbles, balls, amoebas, scraps of gray mass and other rubbish moved or struggled in the girls body, trying to dodge my hands. But that was not the case. My fingers were glued to my body, filling it with a flood of light. The girl was paralyzed as if by an electric shock. She screamed in pain and fear
I realized acutely, on the level of instinct, WHAT was wrong with her. I can FIX IT in 20 minutes! Completely!!! " a burning need turned on in me. But I WAS FORBIDDEN to do this: She WILL NOT SURVIVE the complete transformation! this knowledge also naturally surfaced in the back of my head. At the same time, I couldnt let go of my hands.
Living things, quite material and tangible, continued to move under my fingers. The girl writhed and begged to be let go, but she couldnt move. My hands wouldnt work. My fingers were glued to the body. This went on for a very long minute, then the energy flow abruptly cut off. Terrified as if shed been electrocuted, she slowly got up on all fours and crawled away from me, sobbing, toward the wall, as if it would save her if I turned on again
My coach in Slavic defense practices found his voice, and began to shout that I am like a student driving a truck should look where I am going!!! The girl was sobbing in the corner of the hall. I stared at my hands with a mixture of surprise, delight, and horror. So for the first time I joined what I now call the Human System, with which I have been constantly and [now] CORRECTLY working for the last eight years.
***
A couple of weeks later, the girl, still scared and very careful, let me see her again. Normal self-preservation drew her under my arms, because everybody has built-in systems, like energy sensors, that find the right currents in the world around us and draw us there.
People can feel the sources of pure energy hundreds of kilometers away; the sources of related energies remove any barriers to communication. But you need to clearly understand: this is not euphoria, but recovery or healing that is, the feeling that next to such a source, the body becomes whole. Complete, clean, and self-contained.
Other sensations are not correct effects.
Sources of pure energy make the body whole, clean, and autonomous.
Her body required repeated contact with me to get rid of the alien contents. My hands just plugged into it again. But now in normal strength. They themselves found what was wrong the memory of a past incarnation. This cast of the past, like a remnant of a badly erased program, affected her current life, created insanity, and opened a portal for alien creatures to enter her body.
I formed the ability for the memory of the previous incarnation to come out, and for the body to have the resources to transform, and thats it after a while, my next transformation forced me to leave the course. Because my measure of usefulness has been exhausted there.
***
We never know for whom exactly we find ourselves in any place. We think that for ourselves, and even solve our own problems. And thats right. During those courses, I learned a lot and learned even more. But, in addition to my own goals, other peoples tasks were also solved there They were solved by my hands and within the framework of the benefits that I had to bring, but according to my upbringing, which I did not even imagine in myself.
When I answered my questions, and people answered their own, there were many insurmountable obstacles that forced me to leave the courses and continue to look for myself further.
The completion of a measure of utility is a sense of the cessation of meaning. Normally, a completed utility is the beginning of a new measure.
The meaning of my nature became clear to me: the abilities necessary for solving a specific task at a moment in time are included in me.
But its still amazing, if only because I havent even read about it. And again: all this was very puzzling to me then: why such a strange ability for the World? Why be able to do everything at once, if there are narrow specialists who are also delivered to the right places and people to solve higher issues?
You need to heal there is a healer, you need to clean the place there are psychics, you need to see the future there are seers. Why such multitasking? Who am I? What to do about it? What is my sense of Usefulness?
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What is the meaning of me? I once asked into the void.
To awaken Consciousness » was the reply.
MIRACLES AND REVELATIONS
So began the development of my gift and the concept of Consciousness, which I did not pay attention to, as something boring and obvious. But, as you know, the more obvious the phenomenon, the less we know about it.
Consciousness as a phenomenon was probably well known to the ancient Slavs. I realized this much later, when in fairy tales and legends, I began to notice nuances in the behavior of the characters that are characteristic of seers or conscious beings.
The fact that such consciousness is not obvious to our psychological and psychotherapeutic science is due to the lack of self-awareness of researchers, who find it difficult or impossible not only to interpret, but also to correctly identify its phenomena. Rather, they do not all know where to look to really see the nuances and correctly create experiments. After all, it is no secret that for one gifted researcher there are hundreds of incompetent followers who, sometimes, will twist the research and write such conclusions that it shocks you from the abundance of informational garbage. But I digress.
To me, psychological science was a dream filled with the unknown. The information space that revealed the essence of a person is full of failures and secrets. Behind every phenomenon of psychology [a phenomenon is generally a phenomenon under close attention] there are many overlapping variables; and all these variables interact with each other according to certain laws of dynamics.
It is not true that there are no laws in psychology, but only regularities. If there are laws in the work of a known carrier of the psyche the body then there are also laws in the psyche. Only they are often very veiled by compensatory mechanisms. If there is in the psyche, there is also in the science that studies it.
I once, for fun (when I was preparing myself for my dissertation and trying to identify the basics for my own practice), decomposed into components the phenomenological series of elements of the psyche found by psychoanalysts from Freud to Horney. There were only 27 elementary phenomena, which make up the entire complex phenomenological series of psychoanalysis. In each large phenomenon, these elements were combined in a different order or were not present at all.
Further, these elements easily formed into a certain level system. The levels, of course, were distributed according to the degree of energy / openness [awareness+ability to observe in the behavior] of the element. And the system was crowned with an extremely energetic level, unconscious, but obvious to the observer. Gods level, I realized, and I couldnt prove it. I lacked the data and trust of others. I made it easier: I proved the lower behavioral levels in another science-sociology.
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Our ancestors did not call Consciousness an ephemeral shared knowledge of the community, but a complex energy machine, which for the sake of simplicity of perception here I called the Human System.