No! Eve said. She bit her lip, embarrassed that shed reacted so vehemently. I-I was just going to make myself something to eat. If youre hungry, stay. Ill-feed you.
He stared at her for a long moment, then shrugged. All right. Just dont make me eat tofu, he warned. I cant stand that stuff.
He stared at her for a long moment, then shrugged. All right. Just dont make me eat tofu, he warned. I cant stand that stuff.
Eve slid off the edge of the table, then handed him his glass of wine. A sandwich, she said, suddenly desperate to keep the evening going. Every instinct told her to beware, but all of that was overwhelmed by the desire that snaked through her bloodstream. I have some wonderful bread.
As she began to assemble the ingredients on the table, she studied him. When hed walked into the restaurant that afternoon, Eve had thought she knew exactly what he wanted-sex. But now, she wasnt so sure. The man who used to wait at the front door for her and tear her clothes off the moment she walked inside his house was now taking his own sweet time in seducing her. Had she not made it perfectly clear that she was ready and willing?
So whats on this sandwich youre making me?
Eve smiled. Healthy things.
Charlie growled softly. You know how I hate healthy things. I like things that are bad for me.
Is that why youre here? she asked.
I told you why I came, Charlie said, reaching out to snag a cherry tomato from the container. So, tell me what happened with you and Dan. Or Dave.
Matt, Eve said. His name is Matt. Eve care fully sliced a long baguette in half, then smeared it with hummus. He wasnt the guy I thought I married. It just didnt work out.
You realized you didnt love him?
I realized he didnt love me, she said with a shrug. And I didnt love him enough to put up with his cheating. Shed seen enough of that with her parents marriage. She wasnt about to make the same mistakes theyd made, living in a sham of a marriage, pretending to love each other.
I always thought he was a first-class idiot, Charlie said. I only saw him that once, but I could tell he didnt know what he had.
And what did he have?
You. He didnt realize he got the best the first time around. But, hey, I could tell he was a real douche from the start.
Why didnt you warn me? Eve asked.
I didnt have a right to interfere, Charlie said.
He watched her silently as she assembled the sandwich, his gaze drifting over her like a lazy caress. She layered on thinly sliced tomatoes and calamata olives, then made a salad of arugula and balsamic dressing and stuffed it in between the two slices of bread. She finished it off with a sprinkling of toasted sunflower seeds, before setting it on a plate in front of him.
The last time they were together, they hadnt had time for cooking. They barely remembered to eat. But things were moving more slowly now and their appetites for other things could be delayed. At least for an hour or two.
Eve waited while he took a big bite of the sandwich. He grinned at her and nodded. Good, he said as he chewed. Really good.
She bit into her half of the sandwich. Though she wasnt particularly hungry, eating gave her some thing to do while looking at Charlie. He was the most beautiful man shed ever known. Maybe thats why it had been so easy to discount what theyd had together five years ago. Shed just assumed the reason for her attraction to him was because of his physical perfection.
I could get used to this, he said.
Eating this late at night really isnt good for you, Eve said. But it usually takes me a few hours to wind down and I never get a chance to catch a bite when Im working. She poured a bit more wine into her glass, then refilled his. Tell me about Everest.
I dont know if I can. I still havent figured it all out yet.
I dont understand.
It changed me. I went up knowing exactly who I was and came down a different person. Does that make sense?
Eve laughed and shook her head. No. She reached out and wiped a bit of hummus from his lip.
Charlie grabbed her hand and playfully licked it off the end of her finger. But he didnt stop there. He wove his fingers through hers and pulled her hand against his chest.
Their gazes locked and he slowly set his sandwich down to the left of his plate. Eve felt her pulse skip and for a moment, she forgot to breathe. And then, like a wave crashing on the beach, their need for each other overwhelmed them both. This was the way it had been between them five years ago. Nothing had changed.
Their frantic hands tore at each others clothes as their meal got pushed aside. Charlie pressed her back against the edge of the table, his palms skimming over her body, sliding beneath her shirt to cup her breasts and then moving on to unexplored flesh.
Eve felt dizzy, her knees weak and her mind unable to process what was happening to her. So she let her thoughts drift, focusing only on the sensations racing through her body.
He was gentle, yet determined, as if he knew exactly what they both needed. Eve clutched at the hem of his shirt, gathering it in her fists, holding tight as if it were the only thing keeping him close. She needed this, if only to remind her that she hadnt lost everything in the divorce. She could still want a man, still crave his touch and his taste.
Charlie picked her up and set her back on the table, tugging her camisole over her head and throwing it over his shoulder. Eve glanced down, grateful to see that shed managed to pick out decent lingerie that day. As he smoothed his hands over her shoulders, she took the opportunity to remove his shirt.
Eve swallowed hard as she took in the sight of him beneath the harsh lights of the kitchen. Though shed seen his body before, nothing prepared her for the impact that a half-naked man would have on her ability to think-or breathe-or move.
With trembling fingers, she reached out and ran her hand over his smooth chest, his skin warm beneath her touch. It wasnt wrong to want him. She was a grown woman, past the age when she had to worry about denying her sexual needs.
After her divorce, shed worried that no man would ever want her again, that somehow shed wasted her one chance at happiness. But Eve was happy now and that was all that mattered.
She waited for him to continue undressing her and when he didnt, she reached for the clasp at the front of her bra. But Charlie caught her fingers and brought them to his lips. Lets wait with that, he said softly. We have time.
But his idea of time and hers were two completely different things. For him, a week was a lifetime and a month, an eternity. He could be with her one moment and halfway around the world the next. Eve closed her eyes, waiting for her heart to stop pounding.
Evie? He hooked his finger beneath her chin and tipped her face up. Look at me. She opened her eyes. We have time. I promise.
Eve knew promises could easily be broken. But she also sensed Charlie was a man she could trust. Even though hed left her, hed never lied to her. Would you like dessert?
Dessert? He glanced at the remains of their meal. We havent finished dinner yet.
Eve slid off the table and walked to the pastry cooler. She pulled out a tofu white-chocolate-and-raspberry mousse that shed perfected just last week. She found the whipped cream canister on the top shelf and grabbed it. This is something new. Youll have to tell me what you think.
She added a generous topping of the cream and scooped out a spoonful and held it in front of his lips. He leaned forward and she pulled the spoon away.
Promise youll tell the truth?
I promise.
Promise youll tell the truth?
I promise.
I can trust you?
Charlie paused as he realized that Eve wasnt talking about the dessert. You can, Evie.
Satisfied, she fed him the mousse and waited for his reaction. He swallowed, then opened his mouth.
More, please.
What do you think? Is it good?
One more taste.
She scooped out another spoonful and waited. Well?
Its very good, Charlie said. I like the combination. And its kind of fluffy so you could eat a lot of it if you wanted to.
Its made with tofu, she said. Its a vegan alternative to white chocolate mousse.
I hate tofu, Charlie said. But I like this. A lot. So maybe I have changed since the last time we saw each other.
Eve pushed up on her toes and kissed him, then took a spoonful for herself. It is good. The whipped cream isnt vegan, but I thought it would tempt you.
Whipped cream always tempts me, he murmured as she scooped out another spoonful for him. He grabbed the canister and sprayed a tiny bit on her bare shoulder, then bent close to lick it off.
I thought I could add a bit of Amaretto, too. To give it a greater depth of flavor. She sighed softly as his mouth found the spot just below her ear. What do think of that?
I think Im going to enjoy sharing a meal with you, Evie.
She knew theyd share much more than food over the next week. But shed have to be patient and let their meals unfold naturally. Charlie was here with her now and if she just stopped thinking about the future, the present would fall into place.
THEYD TEASED THEIR way through a late-night dinner at Evies restaurant, both of them avoiding the logical conclusion to their flirtation. By the time Eve pulled up in front of Charlies place, he was wondering what had ever possessed him to take it slow.
Thanks for the ride, Charlie said, glancing over at Evie, her profile illuminated by the street light. It was almost three in the morning and he didnt want their time together to end. But if he asked her inside, his motives would be painfully obvious. I probably shouldnt ask you in, he said.
And I probably shouldnt accept if you did. Are you asking?
Charlie chuckled. You know, there are a lot of things in my life I shouldnt have done, but I try not to have any regrets. Would you come in if I asked?
Do you have regrets? Evie asked.
Yeah. One big one. I shouldnt have left you. I should have stayed a little longer. Just to see.
See what? Evie asked.
I dont know. But I think I might have missed something. He smiled. Another time. Hey, I was thinking about remodeling my kitchen. I could use your advice. Maybe you could give me some ideas. I dont know anything about kitchens. He couldnt have come up with a lamer excuse to see her again and he waited for her to shoot him down.