It wasnt as if she hadnt had a chance. When she had got back from Jerusalem hailed as the woman who had at last made a breakthrough in the Middle East peace process she was, everyone told her, able to write her own ticket. She had been swamped with job offers, every think-tank and university had wanted her name on their headed notepaper. She could teach international relations at Harvard or write editorials in Foreign Affairs. There had even been a whisper from ABC News that, with the right training and a suitable wardrobe she might have the makings of on-air talent. One executive had sent a handwritten note: I truly believe you are the woman to make international relations sexy.
But it was none of this that had made her return to the States nearly three years ago so thrilling. Instead, and much to her amazement, things had actually worked out with Uri. She had wondered if the relationship would prove to be little more than a glorified holiday romance: they had, after all, come together during the strangest and most intense week in Jerusalem and he, out of his mind with grief after both his parents had died within days of each other, had hardly been thinking straight. She had learned long ago to be suspici ous of relationships hatched on the road, especially those lent glamour and significance by the constant presence of danger and proximity of death. Love among the bombs felt delicious at the time, but it rarely lasted.
And yet when Uri had invited her to share his apartment in New York she hadnt said no. True, she couldnt quite bring herself to sign on the dotted line marked official cohabit ation: she had kept her apartment in Washington, planning to divide her time between the two places. But when it came to it, both she and Uri simply found that they wanted to spend most nights in the same city and in the same bed.
There had seemed to be no reason for it ever to stop. But somehow, just a few weeks ago, she had found herself sitting on the steps of the Lincoln Memorial, looking out at a gleaming Washington, DC scrubbed up and ready for the inauguration of a new president with Uri at her side, his voice cracking, saying that they had run out of road. That he still loved her, but that this was no longer working. She had made her choice, he said. She had voted with her feet, deciding that her work mattered above all else: The bottom line, Maggie, is that you care about Stephen Baker more than you care about me. Or about us.
And, even though the tears were falling down her cheeks, she hadnt been able to argue. What could she say? He was right: she had dedicated the last year not to making a life with him, but to helping Stephen Baker become the most powerful man in the world. That he had won the presidency against all the odds felt almost miraculous. She had been so swept up in the euphoria of that triumph that she had forgotten to pay attention to her own life. Somewhere, in the back of her mind, she had thought that once things got back to normal, she would concentrate on making her relationship with Uri work; she would patch things up. But suddenly it was too late: hed made his decision and there had been nothing she could say.
So now here she was, yet again, another relationship officially screwed up and on the verge of losing the very job that had sabotaged it. This was her life all over. Give Maggie Costello a shot at happiness or success and shell fuck up both. She wanted to howl like a banshee, to expel all her frustration and misery: but even in her despair she knew she wouldnt do it. Washington was the buttoned-down town. No outward expressions of emotion wanted here. That was one of the reasons she was beginning to hate it, from the depths of her Irish soul. So instead, she put her head in her hands and muttered to herself, again and again: Idiot. Idiot. Idiot.
This bout of self-loathing was interrupted by a vibration somewhere near her thigh. She dug out her cellphone. Where the number should have appeared it just said: Restricted.
A voice she did not recognize spoke without saying hello. Is this Maggie Costello?
Yes.
Please come to the Residence right away. He wants to speak to you.
Confused, Maggie replied, Who wants to speak to me?
The President.
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Washington, DC, Monday March 20, 08.07
There was no time to visit the bathroom: she had been summoned to see him right away. But there was no way in the world she could go to the Residence looking like this. Maggie swung open the door to the ladies, praying she would run into no one that she would have to speak to.
Shit.
Tara MacDonald, Director of Communications, African-American mother of four and undisputed matriarch, first of the Baker campaign and now of the Baker White House coiffed and confident in her midlife prime, coming out of the stalls and checking her make-up.
Hi there, Maggie, how you doing, sweetheart?
Maggie froze, reluctant to take up her position in front of the vanity mirror. Lamely, she ducked her head and began to wash her hands.
Im OK.
You seem a little, I dont know, agitated.
Maggie turned to MacDonald with a harried attempt at a smile. Ive just been summoned. To the Residence. I thought Id better she nodded towards the mirror, you know, make myself presentable.
The instant change in Taras expression as if her smile muscles had been suddenly severed told Maggie shed made a mistake.
The older woman pursed her lips. That right? The Residence. Thats quite an honour.
Im sure its nothing important. Probably wants some input ahead of the UN speech.
Sweetheart, he has a National Security Advisor for that. Tara MacDonald went back to the mirror, but Maggie could see she was not done. Well, aint you the insider. And there I was thinking you were just an NSC staffer.
Maggie ignored the remark, staring at the mirror, aware that she had already been here a minute which was a minute longer than she should have been. Besides, she had heard this kind of barb before.
The face that stared back at her looked pale and strained: no surprise, really, given the excruciating little scene that had just been played out in the Chief of Staffs office. In the panicked dash to get here this morning shed forgone her usual lick of paint: there had simply been no time to apply concealer to the dark shadows beneath her eyes or the tinted moisturizer that did its best to conceal the tiny crows feet that now perched at the corners of her eyes along with the cigarette-lines around her mouth. Just a touch of mascara and a sweep of nude lipstick was all shed managed, and it showed. Not much evidence at the moment of what the gossip column of the City Paper had recently referred to as the delectable Maggie Costello.
After yet another attempt to restore swift order to her hair, she headed off walking as fast as she could without triggering a security alert through the press briefing room and then outside along the colonnade towards the White House Residence, home for little more than two months to Stephen Baker, wife Kimberley, their thirteen-year-old daughter Katie and eight-year-old son, Josh.
The Secret Service agents ushered her through without so much as a question, clearly expecting her. Through one set of doors, then another and suddenly she was in what looked like any other American household at ten past eight in the morning. There were cereal boxes on the table, school bags spilling over with gym kit on the floor, and childish chatter in the air. Except for the minor matter of armed officers posted outside the door and state-of-the-art, encrypted communications equipment in every room, it looked like a regular family home.
Stephen Baker was not at the table scouring The New York Times over his half-moon reading glasses as she was expecting. Instead he was standing in the middle of the kitchen, jacket off, with an apple in his hand. Standing opposite him, three yards away and staring intently, was his son Josh clutching a baseball bat.
OK, the President whispered. You ready?
The little boy nodded.
Here it comes. Three, two, one. He tossed the apple, slowly and at just the right height for it to make contact with the little boys bat.
Struck firmly, the fruit went flying past the Presidents hand and splattered into the wall behind him.
A voice came from the next room, raised to full volume. Josh! What did I say about ball games inside?
The President made a mock-worried expression for the benefit of his son and then, conspiratorially, put his finger to his lips. In full voice he called out, All under control, my love, as he retrieved the apple from the floor and wiped the pulp from the wall. Then, catching the eye of the Secret Service agent who had witnessed the entire episode, he mouthed, You too. Not a word.
Even here, without the trappings and grandeur of office, he was a striking man. Six foot three, with a full head of brown hair, he was always the first person in the room you noticed. He was lean, his features fine and sharp. But it was his eyes that grabbed you. They were a deep, penetrating green and even when the rest of him was animated and quick they seemed to operate at a slower pace, gazing levelly, never darting. During the TV debates, the camera seemed to seek them out, as if it were as mesmerized as the audience. When commentators wrote about Candidate Baker exuding calm and steadiness, Maggie was convinced it was not his answers or policy ideas they had in mind. It was his eyes.
Even here, without the trappings and grandeur of office, he was a striking man. Six foot three, with a full head of brown hair, he was always the first person in the room you noticed. He was lean, his features fine and sharp. But it was his eyes that grabbed you. They were a deep, penetrating green and even when the rest of him was animated and quick they seemed to operate at a slower pace, gazing levelly, never darting. During the TV debates, the camera seemed to seek them out, as if it were as mesmerized as the audience. When commentators wrote about Candidate Baker exuding calm and steadiness, Maggie was convinced it was not his answers or policy ideas they had in mind. It was his eyes.