The road was emptier after the final gritting lorry; the car was accelerating. Adam half-sighed, and flicked the pages. Er An inverted Lucifer. Musical cubes. Corn on the cob. Adam and Eve? The idiocy stifled his energies. Look, Nina. I reckon this is pretty pointless.
Why? Rosslyn is key. Dad said so.
Thats what I mean. Rosslyn is the key. Thats what he said: its all here. So its the centre of the puzzle, or at least something like that. So were going about it the wrong way.
Dont understand.
Imagine this was a jigsaw puzzle. Do you start at the centre?
She gave him another look. Ah.
Exactly. Youd start-
At the edges! Yes. Straight lines, the easy bits. The frame. She tutted at her own stupidity and nodded. Yes.
Therefore we start at the edges. The Templars. Thats the frame. Then we work our way to the centre. Rosslyn.
Exactly. Youd start-
At the edges! Yes. Straight lines, the easy bits. The frame. She tutted at her own stupidity and nodded. Yes.
Therefore we start at the edges. The Templars. Thats the frame. Then we work our way to the centre. Rosslyn.
The car was now silent. Adam gazed out. The resonant place names sped past on either side: Athelstaneford, Luggate Burn, Longniddry.
Yorkshire.
He started from his reverie. Sorry?
Im starting with the edges! The first place he went in England was Yorkshire. Thats the second envelope. After Rosslyn. Thats our destination. Look it up, Ad. In the bag?
Adam reached into the back seat and grabbed the large duffel bag. Inside were the envelopes containing the assiduously sorted receipts.
He rummaged, and located a white envelope. Handwritten on the front was Yorkshire, July 2326. Im impressed with your bookkeeping.
Told you, Im good at the boring stuff. But it bores me. Where did he go first?
Adam found the first receipt. He stopped to get petrol at a garage in Suffield-cum-Everley. At 3.20 p.m., July twenty-third.
Suffield-cum what?
Adam found the fat paperback roadmap in the glove box and scanned the page. Its here, near Whitby. In the North York Moors.
OK. Now check the book I brought it along. The Templars in Europe. See whats near Whitby.
Adam reached behind once more. And saw with a rush of poignancy the book on the scruffy backseat, under Ninas snow-damped anorak, a big impressive authoritative hardback: A Guide to Templar Sites in Western Europe.
By Archibald McLintock.
Inside there was a neat and beautiful handwritten inscription: To my beloved daughter Nina. Dad.
He saw Nina glance at it, quickly, then look away. A choking silence filled the car. Adam paged through the book. It was an exhaustive gazetteer of Templar sites. He swiftly found the entry.
Westerdale Preceptory. Every other preceptory in Yorkshire was built on the very highest ground. Westerdale Preceptory, uniquely, is not, he quoted. Scant traces remain of this once-extensive Templar possession, but we know that it stood at the base of a small green hill, behind the present-day Westerdale Hall.
So thats where we go. Westerdale. She checked the car clock in the bleakening gloom. But were never going to make it tonight.
They chose a cheap roadside hotel: a Travelodge. Two non-smoking rooms on the same gloomy corridor. When it came to eating a couple of steak sandwiches in a garish pub by the hotel, a pub which smelled entirely of vinegar they had their first moment of awkwardness. The intimacy, a young man and a young woman eating dinner alone, and together, was too much, too soon.
Nina seemed very sad, and trying to hide it, talking bravely and pointlessly about football. So they hurried through the meal, and retired to their separate rooms, where Adam watched TV and fell asleep half-dressed, and dreamed of Alicia smiling in a chair in a room, quite naked and pale, watching a movie about astronauts, floating in space.
He opened the tatty curtains of the morning to another snowfall. They flung their bags in the boot. Breakfast was a brace of snatched coffees and Danish pastries bought from the Take a Break service station and consumed in the car. This time Adam drove. His driving was faster than hers; they talked about the past as he took the curves at speed.
So. Banking? He changed gear to come off the motorway. Listening to her story.
I enjoyed it, at first. Moving south, living in London: its a great city. And bankers and brokers are much maligned, I like them, they are honest. Authentic. Theyre just greedy. Like sharks. Theres no agenda, nothing hidden.
What happened then? You left because?
Got bored. And the lifestyle was hard partying. Champagne and coke. I got I had Her face was blank but pained. I had a wee bit of a breakdown. Year ago. Anyhow, thats when I came back to Scotland. Trying to think of what to do with my life. Something worthwhile. If there is such a thing. Thats my life. Nutshell! Tell me about you, Ad? Why the fuck would anyone leave sunny Oz to come to shivering Britain?
He shrugged, overtaking a tractor in the slush. Because its the mother ship, isnt it? For any writer, for any English speaker. London, England, home of the English language. Walk to work where Shakespeare worked! You dont get that in Sydney.
She gazed at him. So there was no other reason, then?
He drove in silence for a minute. Had Nina worked him out? Had he given some clue? He struggled with the dilemma; the urge to be honest was as great as his desire for reticence. And Nina had been straight with him, so maybe he should reciprocate.
OK, there was something else. I was running away. Doing a geographical, as drug addicts say.
They skidded through a junction; a melting snowman stared at them, sadly, from a farmhouse garden.
Running away from what?
Death. My girlfriend- The words were cold in his mouth, cold and tasteless. I was in love with a girl, Alicia Hagen, and and we were about to move in together He swerved, taking a sharp and icy left. And she was she was run over, crushed, on a bicycle. She was just twenty-four, riding at night.
Thats horrible.
It was worse than horrible. The police said she had been drinking, like it was her fault a fucking truck driver didnt see her. And wed had a row that night, she went off, she was she was a little neurotic but I loved her, the only girl Ive loved and then suddenly she was dead and and I just couldnt stay there, not in Sydney, not in Oz. So I ran away from my guilt. From the sadness. Coward that I am. I think the last thing I ever said to her was angry. Angry words.
Nina was staring ahead, and saying nothing. Adam switched the radio on. Then he switched it off.
Thats not cowardice, she said. Thats just human.
Maybe. Can we talk about something else?
They talked about her lack of ambition; about the time he almost got scurvy working on a sheep ranch; about her sisters rich boyfriend. The conversation brought them the whole way, to the snowy, undulant hills of the North York Moors.
Wrapping themselves in jackets and scarves, they scrunched through the frost-hardened, overnight snow. The wooded path led to a bleak hillside, where rooks cawed in black alarm at their approach. Adam got the book out, and they looked around: at the snow and the grey-black dead leaves, and the crows, and the nothingness.
And then they headed back for the car. There was indeed nothing to see in Westerdale. Adam checked the book. Archibald McLintock was quite right. Scant traces remain
So why did he come here?
Adam drove them across Yorkshire. A revived sense of futility gripped him as they made their way cross country, over motorways, under bridges, through the winter landscapes of city and moorland. He resisted the darker thoughts, and watched the whitened bleak landscape, the crowbound trees.
Penhill Preceptory is located at the high point of a ridge in the Yorkshire Dales.
This is it.
The map in the book showed them where to go. Uphill a hundred yards.
Here.
Is that all there is?
There was almost as much nothing in Penhill Preceptory as in Westerdale. It was just a low ruin of stones, on a freezing cold slope, deep in high and bony Yorkshire countryside. Nina stood shivering in the cold by the scattered remnants as Adam read from her fathers book, his hands numbed by the wind.
The main objects of interest are the curious graves.
Nina pointed. He means those?
They walked halfway along the largest ruin of wall, and looked down. The curious graves turned out to be odd slots of hollowed-out stone: like small stone coffins embedded in the frozen soil. The coffins were shaped like silhouettes of human corpses, with a narrowing at the neck and a larger space for the head. The effect was sinister.
Again Adam consulted the book. These bizarre coffins are almost unique in the British Isles; the only other place where something comparable can be found is in Heysham churchyard, Lancashire, which likewise boasts rock-cut graves, dating to the Dark Ages. Adam paused, and thought, and then read on. Other than this, Penhill Preceptory is largely ruinous and lacking in great interest, though its spectacular position makes it a delightful place for an historical picnic.
Picnic? Nina shook her head. This is just a few wee graves! Just a bunch of nothing. Lets go. Give me the keys.
He handed her the keys and she marched off, stalking down the hill to the car. Adam followed, sensing her frustration, trying to think of some encouraging words. But he couldnt. Maybe this entire escapade was a silly idea. He felt sorry for her; yet he was mute.
They climbed a farm gate, and stepped onto the road. Nina pressed her car keys to unlock the doors. And then a voice pierced the cold.
Nina McLintock?
She swivelled. A middle-aged man in a flat cap was staring at them.
Im sorry, do I know you?
Do forgive me. William Surtees. He extended a hand, Nina took it, warily. Adam watched, observant. Always get the details.
The man was well spoken, tweedy, a rich farmer maybe.
Sorry, but I knew your father. I recognized the old VW as I was driving by. His car? And you, of course, he used to show me your picture. Such a terrible shame.
Dad knew you?
Absolutely, yes. Im so terribly sorry. The way The man looked at Nina, then at Adam. Its no ending for a man. Suicide. But he was so ill, perhaps