We have to be getting close, she said, as much to reassure herself as him. Where a cafe appears, a town is sure to follow. There was no response. Victor? Still no response. Swallowing her panic, she sped up to fifty-five.
Though theyd passed the Sunnyside Up over a mile ago, she could still make out the streetlight winking on and off in her mirror. It took her a few seconds to realize it wasnt just one light she was watching but two, and that they were moving-a pair of headlights, winding along the highway. Was it the same car shed spotted earlier?
Mesmerized, she watched the lights dance like twin wraiths among the trees, then, suddenly, they vanished and she saw only darkness. A ghost? she wondered ir rationally. Any instant she expected the lights to rematerialize, to resume their phantom twinkling in the woods. She was watching the mirror so intently that she almost missed the road sign: Garberville, Pop, 5,750
Gas-Food-Lodging
A half mile later streetlights appeared, glowing a hazy yellow in the drizzle; a flatbed truck splashed by, headed in the other direction. Though the speed limit had dropped to thirty-five, she kept her foot firmly on the gas pedal and for once in her life prayed for a police car to give chase.
The Hospital road sign seemed to leap out at her from nowhere. She braked and swerved onto the turnoff. A quarter mile away, a red Emergency sign directed her up a driveway to a side entrance. Leaving Victor in the front seat, she ran inside, through a deserted waiting room, and cried to a nurse sitting at her desk: Please, help me! Ive got a man in my car
The Hospital road sign seemed to leap out at her from nowhere. She braked and swerved onto the turnoff. A quarter mile away, a red Emergency sign directed her up a driveway to a side entrance. Leaving Victor in the front seat, she ran inside, through a deserted waiting room, and cried to a nurse sitting at her desk: Please, help me! Ive got a man in my car
The nurse responded instantly. She followed Cathy outside, took one look at the man slumped in the front seat, and yelled for assistance.
Even with the help of a burly ER physician, they had difficulty pulling Victor out of the car. He had slid sideways, and his arm was wedged under the emergency hand brake.
Hey, Miss! the doctor barked at Cathy. Climb in the other side and free up his arm!
Cathy scrambled to the drivers seat. There she hesitated. She would have to manipulate his injured arm. She took his elbow and tried to unhook it from around the brake, but discovered his wristwatch was snagged in the pocket of his windbreaker. After unsnapping the watchband, she took hold of his arm and lifted it over the brake. He responded with a groan of pure agony. The arm slid limply toward the floor.
Okay! said the doctor. Arms free! Now, just ease him toward me and well take it from there.
Gingerly, she guided Victors head and shoulders safely past the emergency brake. Then she scrambled back outside to help load him onto the wheeled stretcher. Three straps were buckled into place. Everything became a blur of noise and motion as the stretcher was wheeled through the open double doors into the building.
What happened? the doctor barked over his shoulder at Cathy.
I hit him-on the road-
When?
Fifteen-twenty minutes ago.
How fast were you driving?
About thirty-five.
Was he conscious when you found him?
For about ten minutes-then he sort of faded-
A nurse said: Shirts soaked with blood. Hes got broken glass in his shoulder.
In that mad dash beneath harsh fluorescent lights, Cathy had her first clear look at Victor, and she saw a lean, mud-streaked face, a jaw tightly squared in pain, a broad forehead matted damply with light brown hair. He reached out to her, grasping for her hand.
Cathy-
Im here, Victor.
He held on tightly, refusing to break contact. The pressure of his fingers in her flesh was almost painful. Squinting through the pain, he focused on her face. I have to-have to tell you-
Later! snapped the doctor.
No, wait! Victor was fighting to keep her in view, to hold her beside him. He struggled to speak, agony etching lines on his face.
Cathy bent close, drawn by the desperation of his gaze. Yes, Victor, she whispered, stroking his hair, longing to ease his pain. This link between their hands, their gazes, felt forged in timeless steel. Tell me.
We cant delay! barked the doctor. Get him in the room.
All at once, Victors hand was wrenched away from her as they whisked him into the trauma suite, a nightmarish room of stainless steel and blindingly bright lights. He was lifted onto the surgical table.
Pulse 110, said a nurse. Blood pressure eight-five over fifty!
The doctor ordered, Lets get two IVs in. Type and cross six units of blood. And get hold of a surgeon. Were going to need help
The machine-gun fire of voices, the metallic clang of cabinets and IV poles and instruments was deafening. No one seemed to notice Cathy standing in the doorway, watching in horrified fascination as a nurse pulled out a knife and began to tear off Victors bloody clothing. With each rip, more and more flesh was exposed, until the shirt and windbreaker were shredded off, revealing a broad chest thickly matted with tawny hair. To the doctors and nurses, this was just another body to labor over, another patient to be saved. To Cathy, this was a living, breathing man, a man she cared about, if only because they had shared those last harrowing moments. The nurse shifted her attention to his belt, which she quickly unbuckled. With a few firm tugs, she peeled off his trousers and shorts and threw them into a pile with the other soiled clothing. Cathy scarcely noticed the mans nakedness, or the nurses and technicians shoving past her into the room. Her shocked gaze had focused on Victors left shoulder, which was oozing fresh blood onto the table. She remembered how his whole body had resonated with pain when shed grabbed that shoulder; only now did she understand how much he must have suffered.
A sour taste flooded her throat. She was going to be sick.
Struggling against the nausea, she somehow managed to stumble away and sink into a nearby chair. There she sat for a few minutes, oblivious to the chaos whirling around her. Looking down, she noted with instinctive horror the blood on her hands.
There you are, someone said. A nurse had just emerged from the trauma room, carrying a bundle of the patients belongings. She motioned Cathy over to a desk. Well need your name and address in case the doctors have any more questions. And the police will have to be notified. Have you called them?
Cathy shook her head numbly. II guess I should
You can use this phone.
Thank you.
It rang eight times before anyone answered. The voice that greeted her was raspy with sleep. Obviously, Garberville provided little late-night stimulation, even for the local police. The desk officer took down Cathys report and told her hed be in touch with her later, after theyd checked the accident scene.
The nurse had opened Victors wallet and was flipping through the various ID cards for information. Cathy watched her fill in the blanks on a patient admission form: Name: Victor Holland. Age: 41. Occupation: Biochemist. Next of kin: Unknown.
So that was his full name. Victor Holland. Cathy stared down at the stack of ID cards and focused on what appeared to be a security pass for some company called Viratek. A color photograph showed Victors quietly sober face, its green eyes gazing straight into the camera. Even if she had never seen his face, this was exactly how she would have pictured him, his expression unyielding, his gaze unflinchingly direct. She touched her palm, where he had kissed her. She could still recall how his beard had stung her flesh.
Softly, she asked, Is he going to be all right?
The nurse continued writing. Hes lost a lot of blood. But he looks like a pretty tough guy
Cathy nodded, remembering how, even in his agony, Victor had somehow dredged up the strength to keep moving through the rain. Yes, she knew just how tough a man he was.
The nurse handed her a pen and the information sheet. If you could write your name and address at the bottom. In case the doctor has any more questions.
Cathy fished out Sarahs address and phone number from her purse and copied them onto the form. My names Cathy Weaver. You can get hold of me at this number.
Youre staying in Garberville?
For three weeks. Im just visiting.
Oh. Terrific way to start a vacation, huh?
Cathy sighed as she rose to leave. Yeah. Terrific.
She paused outside the trauma room, wondering what was happening inside, knowing that Victor was fighting for his life. She wondered if he was still conscious, if he would remember her. It seemed important that he did remember her.
Cathy turned to the nurse. You will call me, wont you? I mean, youll let me know if he
The nurse nodded. Well keep you informed.
Outside, the rain had finally stopped and a belt of stars twinkled through a parting in the clouds. To Cathys weary eyes, it was an exhilarating sight, that first glimpse of the storms end. As she drove out of the hospital parking lot, she was shaking from fatigue. She never noticed the car parked across the street or the brief glow of the cigarette before it was snuffed out.
CHAPTER TWO
Barely a minute after Cathy left the hospital, a man walked into the emergency room, sweeping the smells of a stormy night in with him through the double doors. The nurse on duty was busy with the new patients admission papers. At the sudden rush of cold air, she looked up to see a man approach her desk. He was about thirty-five, gaunt-faced, silent, his dark hair lightly feathered by gray. Droplets of water sparkled on his tan Burberry raincoat.
Can I help you, sir? she asked, focusing on his eyes, which were as black and polished as pebbles in a pond.
Nodding, he said quietly, Was there a man brought in a short time ago? Victor Holland?
The nurse glanced down at the papers on her desk. That was the name. Victor Holland. Yes, she said. Are you a relative?
Im his brother. How is he?
He just arrived, sir. Theyre working on him now. If youll wait, I can check on how hes doing- She stopped to answer the ringing telephone. It was a technician calling with the new patients laboratory results. As she jotted down the numbers, she noticed out of the corner of her eye that the man had turned and was gazing at the closed door to the trauma room. It suddenly swung open as an orderly emerged carrying a bulging plastic bag streaked with blood. The clamor of voices spilled from the room:
Pressure up to 110 over 70!
OR says theyre ready to go.
Wheres that surgeon?
On his way. He had car trouble.
Ready for X rays! Everyone back!
Slowly the door closed, muffling the voices. The nurse hung up just as the orderly deposited the plastic bag on her desk. Whats this? she asked.
Patients clothes. Theyre a mess. Should I just toss em?
Ill take them home, the man in the raincoat cut in. Is everything here?
The orderly flashed the nurse an uncomfortable glance. Im not sure hed want toI mean, theyre kind ofuh, dirty