I dont have a concussion.
You knocked yourself out. You could very well have a concussion, she corrected him.
I knocked myself out because I was an idiot, took a chance I shouldnt have taken. But my heads too hard to dent, trust me, or ask anyone who knows me. In the meantime, I dont suppose theres any more soup? Or any real food somewhere?
The kitchens a complete disaster-which you should know, since youre the one who tore it up. I was lucky to find the soup and a pot to put it in. Youre not getting any meat or heavy foods, anyway, so dont waste your breath looking at me like that.
Like what?
She fed him one more spoonful of soup, then ignored those soulful eyes and carted the dishes into the downstairs bathroom. Without running water in the kitchen, she was stuck doing dishes in the bitsy bathroom sink-but that was the end of the chores. She could still do a dozen more things to prepare for a loss of power, but they just werent going to happen. She was two seconds away from caving.
When she returned to the living room, she brought the invalid a fresh glass of water and a warm washcloth to wipe his hands, then knelt at the hearth. Once the fire was tended, she fully intended to sink into a nightlong coma. The blaze was going strong, but she needed to poke the fattest logs, tidying up the bed of ashes, add on two more slow-burning logs.
The way you talked to the sheriff, you seemed to know him. Teague, darn him, sounded wide awake.
George Webster? I went to school with him. She hung up the poker and turned around. He followed me around my whole senior year with his tongue hanging out.
There, shed won a grin. His eyes tracked her as she pushed off her shoes and shook out a blanket. Ill bet a lot of boys followed you with their tongues hanging out, he said wryly.
A few, she admitted. What kills me now is realizing how immature I was. I wanted the guys to like me. I wanted a reputation for being wild and fun. And whether that was dumb or not, I had two younger sisters, both of whom looked up to me. I should have been thinking about being a role model for them, and instead
Instead what?
Instead She curled up in the overstuffed recliner and wrapped the blanket around her. God knew why she was talking. Probably because she was too darn tired to think straight. Instead there was only one thing in my head in high school. Getting out. I couldnt wait to grow up and leave White Hills and do something exciting. I was never in real trouble-not like trouble with the police. But someone was always calling my mom on me. My skirt was too short. My makeup was too artsy. Id skip English to hang out in the Art Room. I never did anything big wrong, but I can see now it was all just symbolic little stuff to show how trapped I felt in a small town and how much I wanted to leave.
Yet now youre back.
Only for a short time. I just need a few weeks to catch my breath before moving on again. Even though her eyes were drooping, she could hear the ardent tone in her voice. She so definitely wasnt staying. A few hours back in White Hills, and already shed been caught up in a blizzard and a guy problem. It was a sign. She should never have tried coming home. Even for a month. Even knowing shed been pretty darn desperate.
If you dont mind my asking, how did you come to be living in the south of France?
Her eyes popped open-at least temporarily. Maybe tiredness had loosened her tongue, but she couldnt fathom how hed known she lived in France.
He explained, Pretty hard not to know a little about you. Youre one of the exotic citizens of White Hills, after all. Daisy Campbell, the exotic, glamorous, adventurous girlthe one all the other girls wanted to be, who had the guts to leave the country and go play all over France with the rich crowd
He explained, Pretty hard not to know a little about you. Youre one of the exotic citizens of White Hills, after all. Daisy Campbell, the exotic, glamorous, adventurous girlthe one all the other girls wanted to be, who had the guts to leave the country and go play all over France with the rich crowd
Oh, yeah, thats sure me, she said wryly, and washed a hand over her face. Sometimes it was funny, how you could say a fact, and it really was a fact-yet it didnt have a lick of truth to it. She hadnt been playing in a long time. Anywhere. With anyone. AnywayI ended up living in France because I fell in love with an artist. Met him at one of his first American shows, which happened to be in Boston. I cant even remember why I was visiting therebut I remember falling in love in about two seconds flat. Took off and married him right after high school.
I take it he was French?
Yeah, he was French. And he wanted to live in Aix-en-Provence, where Cézanne had studied with Emile Zola. And then Remy-en-Provence, where Van Gogh hung out for a long time. And then the Côte dAzur-because the light on the water is so pure there, or thats what all the artists say, that theres no place like the French Riviera.
Hmmso you traveled around a lot. Sounds ritzy and exciting.
It was, she said, because thats what she always told everyone back home. They thought she was gloriously happy. They thought she was living a glamorous, always-exciting dream of a life. No one knew otherwise-except probably her mother, and that was only because Margaux had the embarrassing gift of being able to read her daughters minds.
Soare you still married to this artist?
Nope. Pretty complicated getting a divorce for two people of different citizenships, but thats finally done now. And I dont know exactly what Im doing after this, but you can take it to the bank, Im never living anywhere but my own country again. She opened her eyes. Somehow, even now, she seemed to feel obligated to say something decent about her ex-husband. My ex really was and is a fine artist. That part was totally the real thing. He wasnt one of those artists who have to die to make it. His works extraordinary, been recognized all over the world. Jean-Luc Rochard. You might have seen his paintings.
Not me. The only original artwork Ive got are those paint-by-number-kit things. Oh. And a black-velvet rendition of Elvis.
Darn it. Hed made her chuckle again. Got a houseful of those, do you?
Maybe not a houseful. She felt his gaze on her face in the firelight. Sowhat happened?
What happened when?
What happened, that you got a divorce. You talk up the guy like he was the cats meow, a womans romantic dream. And you were living the high life in fantastic places. Yet something obviously had to go wrong, or youd still be with him.
Oh, no. Ive spilled all Im going to spill for one night. Your turn next. And if this storm is going to be anywhere near as bad as Im afraid of, well be marooned here for another day or two-so well have more time to talk than either of us probably wants. For the immediate future-do you need a trip to the library but are too embarrassed to tell me?
Ill deal with a trek to the library after you go to sleep.
Well, thats the problem, Mr. Teague Larson, she said patiently. Im completely dead on my feet. Which means Im going to conk out in this chair any second now. Im supposed to call the sheriff every few hours, report how you are. And Im supposed to wake you up every two hours and look in your eyes, check the size of your pupils. Only, Im afraid that Im not going to get either of those things done. Im losing it, I can tell. So if you need some help getting into the bathroom, you need to tell me now.
I dont need help.
Yeah, you do. But Im not up for bullying you. Im warning you, this is your last call for free help. She yawned, as if to punctuate how tired she was. And that was the last thing she remembered.
Three
Teague had to grin. When that woman slept, she slept. Shed been right in the middle of talking when her eyelids suddenly closed and she snugged her cheek in the side of the chair. Two blinks later she was snoring. Not big, noisy, guy snores, but whispery little snores. The kind a woman makes when she was end-of-her-rope tired.
Teague figured it was the perfect time to hightail it into the bathroom-finally. Contrary to what Daisy thought, he wasnt embarrassed. He was a grown man, for heavens sake. But the truth was, the only way he could make it into the bathroom was by crawling on all fours. The bump on his head ached and stung, but that wasnt the worst problem. As long as he only moved slowly-and didnt laugh-the head wound wasnt bugging him too much. His swollen right ankle was giving him fits, though. At least for tonight there was no chance of his walking on it.
Teague had asked for help in his life. He was almost sure of it, even if he couldnt remember a single occasion specifically. For damn sure, though, he wasnt asking a woman, as if he were some kind of needy, sickly, dependent type.
So he crawled into the bathroom, at an extremely annoying snails pace. Then he had to sit on the blue-tiled floor until his head stopped spinning and he stopped sweating from the exertion. Eventually, though, he took care of nature, brushed his teeth, managed a reasonably efficient sponge bath, and then crawled back into the living room.
The wind howled louder than ever, or maybe the intense darkness made it seem that way. Eerie shrieky sounds seemed to seep through the walls and whistle through the cracks. Teague hesitated at the couch, but rather than climb back up there, he carted the pillow and blanket closer to the fire. The yellow blaze was dancing-hot, but wouldnt last all night. He figured he could feed it easier through the wee hours if he was already located on the carpet, closer to the hearth.
He used a log from the stack of cut wood to elevate his right leg, and then sank back against the blanket. Just when he thought the setup was perfect and he could doze off, he realized that he couldnt see Daisys face from that angle-her whole body was in shadow. That wouldnt do, so he had to refix the log and blankets and pillow all over again.
By then he was wasted-tired and getting cranky from the days various aches and injuries. But he could see her. If a guy had to be miserable, she was the best diversion he could conceivably imagine.