It was cold and hard, like my grandfather and father.
Like me.
Winter-Spring 1494
IV
The reparation of the strained relationship between Naples and the papacy took time. I was not surprised when an entire month passed before I received the expected summons from my father.
I had prepared myself for the encounter, and reconciled myself to the thought of marriage to Jofre Borgia. The fact filled me with a strange pride; my father would expect his announcement to wound me, and be disappointed when it did not.
When the guard came to fetch me, he led me to the Kings chambers. The throne was draped in black; my father would not ascend it until his formal coronation some months hence.
Ferrantes former office already bore my fathers touch: a fine carpet, booty captured during the Battle of Otranto, covered the marble floor; Moorish tiles hung from the walls. I had heard my father had beheaded many Turks; I wondered how many he had killed to obtain these particular trophies. I gazed down at the red-and-gold patterned carpet searching for blood stains, eager to distract myself with odd thoughts in order to maintain my composure during the unpleasant exchange.
The new King was busy, surrounded by advisors; as I entered, he was squinting at several documents scattered on the dark wooden desk. At that instant, I realized that no longer could we Neapolitans simply refer to King Alfonso to mean the Magnanimous. There were now King Alfonsos I and II.
I stared beyond the latter through the unshuttered west-facing windows that looked onto the Castel dellOvo and the water beyond. It was said that the great stone fortress, supposedly built by Virgil, rested upon a great magical egg hidden upon the ocean floor. If the egg were ever to crack, Naples herself would crumble and fall into the sea.
I waited in silence until my father glanced up and frowned distractedly; I was an afterthought in the midst of a busy afternoon. His son Ferrandino, now the de facto Duke of Calabria, leaned over his shoulder, one hand resting on the desk. Ferrandino looked up at the same time, and gave me a polite but formal nod whose subtext was clear: I am next in line to the throne, a legitimate heir, and you are not.
You are to be married to Jofre Borgia in early May, my father said curtly.
I bowed graciously from the shoulders in reply, and directed a single thought at him: You cannot hurt me.
The King directed his attention back to Ferrandino and one of the advisors; after murmuring a few sentences to them, he looked back up as if surprised to see me still standing before him.
That is all, he said.
I curtsied, triumphant over my self-control, but also disappointed that my father seemed too preoccupied to notice. I turned to leave, but before the guard escorted me through the doorway, the King spoke again.
Oh. To appease His Holiness, I have agreed to make his son Jofre a prince-only fitting, given your rank. Therefore, you will both rule the principality of Squillace, where you will reside. He gave a curt nod of dismissal, then returned to his work.
I left swiftly, blinded by hurt.
Squillace lay several days to Naples south, on the opposite coast. It was a far longer journey from Naples to Squillace than from Naples to Rome.
When I returned to my chambers, I tore the portrait of San Gennaro from its place of honour and hurled it against the opposite wall. As it clattered to the floor, Donna Esmeralda let go a shriek and crossed herself, then spun about and followed me out to the balcony, where I stood seething, transforming my grief into rage.
How dare you! There can be no excuse for such sacrilege! she scolded, stalwart and glowering.
You dont understand! I snapped. Jofre Borgia and I are to live in Squillace!
Her expression softened at once. For a moment, she stood silently, then asked, Do you think this will be any easier for Alfonso than for you? Will you force him again to comfort you when his own heart is breaking? You may be more likely to show your temper, Donna Sancha-but do not be fooled. He is the more sensitive soul.
I turned and stared into Esmeraldas wise, lined face. I wrapped my arms about my ribs, let go a shuddering breath, and forced my internal tempest to ease.
I must get hold of my emotions, I said, before Alfonso learns of this.
That evening, I took supper alone with my brother. He spoke animatedly of his training in swordsmanship, and of the fine horse my father had recently purchased for him. I smiled and listened, adding little to the conversation. Afterwards we took a stroll in the palace courtyard, watched by a lone, distant guard. It was the beginning of March, and the night air was brisk but not unpleasant.
Alfonso spoke first. You are quiet tonight, Sancha. What troubles you?
Alfonso spoke first. You are quiet tonight, Sancha. What troubles you?
I hesitated before answering. I was wondering whether you had heard the news
My brother gathered himself, and said, with feigned casualness, You are to be married to Jofre Borgia, then. His tone at once turned soothing. It wont be bad, Sancha. As I said before, Jofre might be a decent young man. At least, youll live in Naples; well be able to see each other
I stopped in mid-stride, turned toward him, and rested my fingertips gently on his lips. Dear brother. I fought to keep my voice steady, my tone light. Pope Alexander wants not just a princess for his son; he wants his son to be a prince. Jofre and I will go to Squillace to rule.
Alfonso blinked once, startled. But the contract he began, then stopped. But Father He fell silent. For the first time, I focused not on my feelings, but on his. As I saw a wave of pain pass over his fair young features, I thought my heart would melt.
I wrapped an arm about him, and began once more to walk. I can always come visit Naples. And you can visit Squillace.
He was used to being the comforter, not the comforted. I will miss you.
And I you. I forced a smile. You told me once that duty is not always pleasant. That is true, but we shall make the best of it with visits and letters.
Alfonso stopped walking, and pressed me to him. Sancha, he said. Ah, Sancha He was taller, and had to bow his head to rest his cheek against mine.
I stroked his hair. It will be all right, little brother, I said. I held him tightly and did not permit myself to weep. Ferrante, I thought, would have been proud.
The month of May came all too soon, and with it, Jofre Borgia. He arrived in Naples with a large entourage, and was escorted into the Great Hall of the Castel Nuovo by my uncle, Prince Federico, and my brother Alfonso. Once the men had arrived, I made a grand entrance, coming down the staircase in a sea green brocade gown with an emerald choker round my neck.
I could see at once from my bridegrooms slightly slack-jawed reaction that I had made a favourable impression; the reverse was certainly not true.
I had been told Jofre Borgia was almost thirteen-and I expected to encounter a youth resembling my brother. Even in the short span of time since I had told Alfonso of my engagement, his voice had deepened further, his shoulders broadened and become more muscular. He now surpassed me in height by the breadth of a hand.
But Jofre was a child. I had passed my sixteenth birthday since meeting the strega, and I was now a woman with full breasts and hips. I had known sexual ecstasy, known the touch of an experienced mans hands.
As for the youngest Borgia, he stood a full head shorter than me. His face still had a babes chubbiness, his voice was pitched higher than mine, and his frame was so slight I could well have lifted him off his feet. To make matters worse, he wore his copper blond hair like a girl, in long ringlets that spilled onto his shoulders.
I had heard, as had everyone with ears in Italy, of Alexanders uncontrollable passion for beautiful women. As a young cardinal, Rodrigo Borgia had scandalized his aged uncle, Pope Callixtus, by conducting a baptism, then escorting all the women in the entourage into the walled church courtyard and locking the gate, leaving the enraged men outside to listen to the sounds of giggling and lovemaking for some hours. Even now, Pope Alexander had brought his latest mistress, sixteen-year-old Giulia Orsini, to live with him in the Vatican-and was given to flagrant public displays of affection for her. It was reputed no woman was safe from his advances.
It was impossible to believe that Jofre was the same mans son.
I thought of Onoratos strong hands moving over my body; I thought of how he had mounted me, how I had grasped his powerful back as he rode me, then brought me to pleasure.
Then I looked upon this skinny child and secretly cringed with disgust at the thought of the marriage bed. Onorato had known my body better than I had myself; how could I possibly teach this effeminate young creature all a man should know about the art of love?
My heart despaired. I went through the next several days in stunned misery, performing as best I could the role of the happy bride. Jofre spent his time in the company of his entourage, and made no effort at courtship; he was no Onorato, concerned with my feelings. He had come to Naples for one reason: to gain a princely crown.
The civil ceremony came first, in the Castel Nuovo, presided by the Bishop of Tropea and witnessed by my father and Prince Federico. In his anxiety, little Jofre shouted out his hasty reply to the Bishops question well before the old man had finished asking, which caused a ripple of amusement to pass through the crowd. I could not smile.
There came afterwards the presentation of gifts from my new husband: rubies, pearls, diamonds, brocades woven with thread of real gold, silks and velvets, all to be made into adornments and gowns for me.
But our union had not yet been blessed by the Church, and so could not be physically consummated; I had a respite of four days before the Mass.
The next day was the Ascension and the Feast of the apparition of the Archangel Michael; it was also proclaimed a day of celebration for the Kingdom of Naples.
The black morning sky released a stinging downpour of rain and gusting winds. Despite the ominous weather, our family followed my father and his barons to the great cathedral of Santa Chiara, where Ferrante had lain in state only months before. There, the altar had been carefully prepared by Alexanders Pontifical Master of Ceremonies, with all the symbols of Neapolitan rulership laid out in the order they would be presented to the new King: the crown, studded with gems and pearls; the royal sword, in a jewelled scabbard; the silver sceptre, topped with the gold Angevin lily; and the imperial globe.