Then why do it?
Fair point. Impulse, he answered honestly. I was moved by your commitment to celibacy for the benefit of your sister. I found it sweet and self-sacrificing. Why didnt he shut up?
Youre not ending my celibacy, Lucas. No way, no how.
Lucas felt his jaw drop open. Hed had no intention He hadnt even thought about Okay, hed thought about it, but that was only last night after their kiss, it had nothing to do with his invitation to the dance. Nothing.
Your celibacy is safe with me, he told her, forcing himself to keep eyes front. If he gave in to temptation and let his gaze dip, shed probably deck him. And shed be justified.
She seemed to relax a bit. Then you might want to stop salivating.
Dream on.
She tilted her head. You cant kiss me.
Im not going to kiss you. Did she mean right now, or at the dance?
Its not a date, she warned.
Its not a date, she warned.
Its not a date, he agreed.
He could see her hesitating. How many months since your last one? he dared to ask.
Her blue eyes flared. Dont rub it in.
Im trying to convince you to get out and have some fun. He forced himself to remove his hand from her arm and took a step back, giving her some space. Youre the one who thinks life should be a perpetual party.
I didnt say that.
Trust me, the Saturna Club will be way better than faded patio lanterns, wine in a box and burnt hamburger.
The burgers werent burnt.
He shot her a skeptical look.
She stuck her nose in the air. They were well done, thats all.
He couldnt help but grin.
And she socked him in the arm. Fine. Ill come to your stupid ball.
He chuckled. Arent you just the little charm school graduate?
She stared to walk away. Im doing the dishes now.
He gathered up a load and followed her. Ill do the dishes for you.
She called back over her shoulder, Do you even know how?
He did. Sort of. It had been a while. Probably quite a few years, now that he thought about it.
You go sit down, he told her.
She looked tired. And hed been reminded of how tough the last few months must have been for her. He didnt exactly feel guilty about her troubles, but he was willing to do the dishes for her.
To his surprise, she was finished fighting. She plopped herself down on the couch, pulled a pattered blanket over her bare legs and let him tackle the cleanup himself.
By the time he was finished, shed fallen asleep right there on the worn striped sofa. It was nearly ten oclock, and it was a long drive back for the three of them. They needed to get going.
He whispered her name, but she didnt stir.
He reached out to shake her, but he didnt have the heart.
Instead, he bundled her up with the blanket and carried her into her bedroom. Her feet were bare, and he caught himself gazing at her legs, the curve of her hip and her rounded breasts beneath the white tank top before he could bring himself to pull the quilt over her.
He could have easily left her there and headed home. He was certain shed bring Amelia back to his place in the morning. But as he headed back down the hall, he found a small guest room, with a hard narrow bed, a white painted dresser and the ugliest gauzy curtains hed ever seen. The blankets were scratchy, and the sheets were worn, but for some reason he couldnt think of anywhere else he wanted to be.
Five
Devin woke up in her own bed, disoriented because the sun was so high in the sky. Her first panicked thought was that something was wrong with Amelia.
But when she rushed to the babys room and found the crib empty, she feared that Lucas might have taken her. Then she quickly discounted that idea, shaking her head to clear it of sleep. The man couldnt manage a multi-million dollar corporation if he was running for the border with a kidnapped baby.
Confused, and forcing herself to take a few breaths and stay calm, she headed for the living room.
It was empty.
But through the glass doors, down on the beach, she spotted Lucas, Lexi and Amelia. The two adults were perched on a log, while Amelia was digging her way through a pile of sand with a bright red shovel and bucket.
Lucas had stayed the night. And hed let her sleep in.
For some reason, that knowledge nearly brought her to tears. It was silly. Everyone had some good qualities, and Lucas was no different. They drank wine last night. He probably didnt want to drive home. Hed obviously slept here and woken up with Amelia, keeping her quiet so that Devin could sleep in for the first time in three months.
She sniffed and swiped a frustrated hand under her eye.
Good grief. It wasnt as if the man had cured cancer.
She stumbled to the kitchen, found herself a mug and filled it with coffee, adding a heaping spoon of sugar. She was pretty sure Lexi must have brewed the coffee. Last night, Lucas had barely been able to figure out dish soap and hot water.
She pulled a light sweater over the T-shirt and shorts that shed slept in and headed across the deck and down the long wooden staircase to the strip of lawn that ended at the sandy beach. Once there, she made her way toward Lexi and Lucas.
Amelia was the first to spot her, grinning and launching into a speedy crawl toward her. Lexi and Lucas both turned. They smiled in greeting, looking decidedly relaxed. Devin assumed Lexis gratitude for the catamaran incident had tempered her opinion of Lucas.
Good sleep? asked Lexi with a grin.
What time is it? Devin hadnt thought to check. She knew she felt more rested than she had in months.
Eleven, said Lucas.
Seriously?
He nodded.
You got up with Amelia? It was a little disconcerting that Devin hadnt heard them.
Yes, I did. He yawned. About 4:00 a.m. Then she slept on my chest for a while, but I didnt get much more sleep.
Devin could barely believe it. Did you change her diaper?
There were instructions on the package.
He got it on backward, Lexi elaborated.
Devin came down on her knees beside them in the sand. And you fed her?
Lucas rolled his eyes. Quit sounding so amazed.
It is amazing.
Amelia smacked her sandy hands against Devins bare thighs.
I gave her some juice and some Cheerios, and then Lexi came by.
I really appreciate you letting me sleep in. Including both Lucas and Lexi in the thank-you, Devin held her coffee mug over to the side and out of harms way. I feel pretty great.
Lexis agreed to babysit for us, said Lucas.
I hear you two are going on a date, said Lexi.
Its not a date, Devin quickly corrected. Had she really agreed to go to the dance with him tomorrow night? What had she been thinking? Lucas is trying to co-opt me with, I dont know, fine food and a waltz around the dance floor, so that I wont support Steve.
Lucas turned to Lexi. See what I mean?
Lexi nodded her understanding.
What? Devin glanced back and forth between the two.
He thinks youre suspicious, said Lexi.
Of course Im suspicious, Devin retorted. So are you. And were justified in our suspicions. She looked back and forth again. What exactly did I miss here?
Lucas stood up from his perch on the log, brushing the sand from the back of the borrowed sweatpants. Ive got a meeting, he told them. And I think Id better get home and change first. His glance went to Devin. See you there later?
Sure, she answered. She should thank him again for letting her sleep. But for some reason she hesitated to show him too much gratitude. She didnt want him to think she liked him. She didnt. Well, she kind of did this morning. But it wasnt anything permanent.
Everything suddenly seemed confusing.
He bent over and gave Amelia a little rub on the head, then gave them all a careless wave as he started back across the beach to the lawn and the staircase.
Tell me everything, breathed Lexi.
Theres nothing to tell, Devin responded, moving to the spot on the log that Lucas had vacated. Shed have to clean up and get back to the Demarcos soon, but she had a few more minutes to enjoy the tranquility of her own home. I had a great sleep.
Alone?
Devin twisted her head to stare at Lexi. Of course I was alone. What did he tell you?
Nothing. Lexi shook her head. But I couldnt exactly ask him, could I?
Is that why you were being nice to him?
Lexi had had a pretty remarkable change in attitude over a boat rescue.
Hes not as bad as I expected, said Lexi.
Devin understood what her friend meant. There was something disarmingly charming about Lucas. Then again, thats exactly what Monica had thought about Konrad-that he was misunderstood, nicer than people realized, not quite the cold, hard-ass the media made him out to be. It was a dangerous road to go down.
Hes trying to take Amelia away from me, Devin reminded Lexi.
Challenge him to a diapering contest in the courtroom. Youll win.
This isnt a joke.
Lexi sobered and gazed out across the sparkling water. I know. Its heart-wrenching. I find myself wishing he was more of a jerk, then I could hate him.
You dont have to hate him. Devin gazed out across the water herself. A few powerboats streamed along in front of the far shore, white wakes streaking out behind them. Now that the sun was warm, most of the beaches were coming alive with residents. I just have to beat him.
Lexi covered her hand. You will.
Im not so sure.
Silently, they stared at the lake.
So, said Lexi, whats up with the dancing?
I cant remember how it started. Devin sat up straighter on the log. But I mentioned how long it had been since Id had a date.
And he stepped up to the plate?
Hes up to something. Devin knew she should be annoyed by the way hed managed to manipulate her into doing something she just knew she would regret. But she couldnt help but smile at the thought of a fancy party. Itll be nice to dress up again, she admitted. And I made him promise not to kiss me.
Seriously?
Yes.
You said that out loud?
Devin gave a decisive nod. She didnt want there to be any misunderstanding. The very last thing she needed was another go-round in Lucass arms. She banished the unwanted image and tamped down her wayward hormonal reaction. It would be a catastrophic mistake to kiss Lucas.
Okay, so technically, she was in Lucass arms again. But they were dancing, and it was all very proper. There was a good nine inches of space between them. Lucass dance frame was appropriate, and his lead was smooth and confident. He was also devastatingly handsome in his tux. No surprise there.