The Line Between Here and Now - Andrea Kane

Andrea Kane

The Line Between Here and Now

The second book in the Forensic Instincts series, 2012

CHAPTER ONE

December

Manhattan

Amanda Gleason gently rocked her infant son in her arms.

A new baby was truly the reaffirmation of life. If she didnt know that before this moment, she knew it now. He was her child, her miracle.

Her responsibility.

She hadnt planned on facing motherhood alone. In fact, when Paul had disappeared from the picture, she hadnt even known she was pregnant. Maybe if she had, maybe if she could have told him, things would have turned out differently.

But they hadnt.

And now the weight of the world was on her shoulders. Decisions had to be made. Pressure shed never even imagined. And a bittersweet pain that came every time she held Justin in her arms.

She touched his downy head with one finger, stroked the peach fuzz of his hair. As she whispered softly to him, his eyes opened wide and he stared at her intently, visibly fascinated by the sound of her voice. She gazed into those eyes-Pauls eyes-and her chest tightened. They were a lighter brown than Pauls, probably because they had yet to mature to their true color. But the shape, the lids, even the thick fringe of lashes-those were all Pauls. As was his nose, a tiny version of Pauls bold, straight nose with the slender nostrils. He even had the dimple in his cheek that was Pauls. Other than his golden-brown hair color and small, pursed mouth-both of which hed inherited from her-he was very much Pauls son. And even at three weeks old, he was developing a personality-easygoing like Paul, inquisitive like her. He spent hours staring at his fingers, opening and closing them with a fascinated expression. And he was always looking around, seemingly transfixed by the world.

Thank God he didnt know how much of a battlefield his world really was.

Ms. Gleason? A young nurse touched her gently on the shoulder. Why dont you get something to eat? Maybe take a walk? You havent done either all day. She reached for the baby. Justin will be in good hands. Youve got to take care of yourself or you wont be able to take care of him.

Numbly, Amanda nodded. She held Justin for one more brief, desperate moment, then kissed his soft cheek and handed him over to the nurse.

How many times had she done that in the past few days? How many more times would she have to do it?

Tears dampening her lashes, she rose, retracing her steps through the reverse isolation unit and out of Sloane Ketterings Pediatric Bone Marrow Transplant Unit. She stripped off her mask, gloves and gown, and tossed them into the discard bin, knowing shed have to repeat the same sterilization process when she returned. She stood there for a moment, head bent, taking deep, calming breaths to bring herself under control. The nurse was right. Shed be of no use to Justin if she fell to pieces. And shed done enough of that already.

Walking down the corridor, stepping into the elevator, and descending to the main level, Amanda felt the physical pain tearing inside her that always accompanied a separation from Justin. She hated leaving him. She dreaded coming back.

Outside the hospital, the world looked surreally normal. It was dark. She hadnt checked her watch in hours, but it had to be after eight oclock. Still, traffic sped up and down the New York City streets. Pedestrians strolled the sidewalks. Horns honked. Christmas lights blinked from green and red to a rainbow of colors, then back again.

How could everything seem so normal when her entire world was crumbling to pieces? When everything she cared about was upstairs struggling to survive?

Still operating on autopilot, Amanda reached for her BlackBerry and turned it on. She didnt really care if she had any messages. But she had to check-even if it was just to seek out some pie-in-the-sky miracle that would answer her prayers.

No miracle. Just the usual crap from the usual sources-store sales, promotions, photojournalist magazine sites. Nothing personal. Everyone knew better than to bother her with anything short of a dire emergency.

Correction. There was one personal message. An email from a fellow photojournalist, a friend of hers whod been traveling internationally for months and wouldnt be aware that Justin had already been born or that his condition had turned Amandas life upside down.

She opened the email.

Im in DC. I had to send this to you right away. Caught it on my cell phone yesterday. 2nd Street at C Street NE. Best quality I could get. But I swear it was Paul. Take a look. I know the babys due this month, but thought youd want to see this.

Amanda read the words, and, for an instant, she froze. Then she clicked on the attachment, staring at the cell phone screen and waiting for the picture to load.

The moment it did, she gasped aloud, her hand flying to her mouth. The image was a little grainy and was probably taken from twenty yards away. But clear enough if you were intimately familiar with the person photographed. And she was.

It looked just like Paul.

She zoomed in as close as she could, taking in every detail of the man who now filled her entire screen. Dear God, it was Paul.

A tsunami of conflicting emotions engulfed her. But she battled her way through them. Because one thought eclipsed all the rest.

What could this mean for Justin?

It was a mere ray of hope, a complex long shot. But, to Amanda, it was a lifeline.

She fumbled in her tote bag for the scrap of paper shed been carrying around since last April. It was well past business hours but she didnt care. She knew they worked around the clock when necessary. She wouldnt call; she wouldnt give them a chance to turn her away.

As she unfolded the crumpled paper, she yanked out the file folder she carried with her at all times-just in case she ever followed through on her idea. Everything was in there. And it wasnt just an idea anymore.

She pressed a speed dial number on her phone-a call to her oldest and dearest friend, Melissa, who lived in Manhattan and who would never let her down.

Lyssa, she said when she heard her friends voice. I need you to come over and relieve me. Its not Justin. Hes okay. But can you come now? She sagged with relief at the reply. Thanks. Its an emergency.

CHAPTER TWO

Cold air. Bare trees. Christmas lights twinkling up and down the Tribeca street.

At 9:15 p.m. in this residential section of Manhattan, the four-story brownstone that housed the offices of Forensic Instincts was a secluded haven, isolated from the jungle of the city. Two sweeping willow trees marked either side of the brownstone, and a sense of peace made it seem more like a home than a workplace for Forensic Instincts.

Tonight was even quieter than usual. Casey Woods, the company president, was out holiday shopping with some friends. Most of the specialized team had taken the night off. They were all still recovering from the whirlwind of cases theyd tackled over the past month and a half-all of which had been dominated by an intense kidnapping investigation.

Marc Devereaux was the only FI team member who was on-site. And he wasnt working. He was in one of the empty meeting rooms, doing a hundred push-ups, feeling the sweat soak through his workout clothes and hoping the intense exercise would help wipe away the mental ghosts that had come back, full force, these past few months.

Theyd stayed quiet for a while. But since the kidnapping of that little girl

He dropped to the floor, forehead pressed to the carpet, breathing heavily. Memories cut deep. Even for a former Navy SEAL. Especially for a former Navy SEAL. Everyone thought they were impervious to emotional scars. They werent. What hed seen during those years might have made him a better FBI agent, and now a valuable member of Forensic Instincts, but theyd taken away something that could never be restored.

And left something dark and destructive in its place.

Marcs head came up abruptly as he heard the front doorbell ring. It couldnt be one of the team. They all had keys and knew the alarm code for the Hirsch pad. Instinctively, Marc reached for the pistol hed placed on the table beside him. Rising, he walked over and eyed the small window on the computer screen displaying a view of the front door from the video surveillance camera.

A woman stood on the doorstep.

Marc pressed the intercom button. Yes?

A brief silence.

Is this the office of Forensic Instincts? the womans voice asked.

Yes. Marc could have pointed out the ridiculous hour. But hed worked for the FBIs Behavioral Analysis Unit for five years. He could read people and tones of voice. And this voice sounded dazed and shaken. Panicky. He wasnt about to ignore it.

II didnt think anyone would be in. I just prayed you were. Her words confirmed Marcs assessment. I was afraid if I called you wouldnt answer. Pleasemay I come in? Its urgent. More than urgent. Its life or death.

Marc had made his decision long before the end of her dire plea. He put away his pistol. Im on my way down.

He draped a towel around his neck and headed for the stairs. Professional dress decorum wasnt high on his list right now.

He reached the entranceway, punched in the alarm code and unlocked the door.

The woman standing there with a file folder under her arm was brunette and in her mid-thirties, although the strain on her face made her look older, as did the dark circles under her eyes. She was wearing a winter coat that enveloped her body, so it was hard to make out her build. Not to mention that she was clutching the coat around her as if it were a protective shield.

She stared at Marc, taking in his imposing build, the high cheekbones, dark coloring and aristocratic nose hed inherited from his extensive French lineage, and the brooding, slightly slanted eyes that reflected his maternal grandparents Asian background.

His formidable appearance made the woman nervous, and she wet her lips with the tip of her tongue. Youre not Casey Woods, she said, stating the obvious. She was not only uneasy, she was in a visible state of shock.

Im Marc Devereaux, Caseys associate, Marc replied in a voice that was intentionally calming. And you are?