Hi, Daddy. Katie: putting on her butter-wouldn t-melt little-girl voice.
I blinked. Shifted my grip on the cigar box. Tried to force a smile.
Be nice to your mother. It s not her fault she s a bitch in the mornings. And don t tell her I said that!
Bye, Daddy.
And Michelle was back. Now get in that car, or I swear to God The sound of the door clunking shut. It s Katie s birthday next week.
It s Rebecca s birthday today.
No.
Michelle, she s
I m not talking about this, Ash. You promised to sort out the venue and
Five years.
She didn t even leave a note! What kind of ungrateful little A pause, the sound of breath hissing between gritted teeth. Why do we have to do this every single year? Rebecca doesn t care, Ash: five years and not so much as a phone call. Now, have you got a venue for Katie s party or haven t you?
It s in hand, OK? All booked and paid for. Well, almost
Monday, Ash: her birthday s on Monday. A week today.
I said it s booked. I checked my watch.
You re going to be late.
Monday. She hung up without saying goodbye.
I slipped the phone back in my pocket.
Would it really be so bad to just talk about Rebecca? Remember what she was like before Before the birthday cards started.
Upstairs, I slipped the cigar box back in its hiding place under a loose floorboard in the bedroom then clumped down to the lounge and nudged the useless lump of gristle lying on the couch. Two Tramadol every four hours, maximum. I come home and find your overdosed corpse mouldering on my sofa, I ll bloody kill you. sources close to the investigation confirm that Oldcastle Police have uncovered the body of a second young woman. Local news now, and Tayside Police are refusing to comment on claims that parents of missing teenager Helen McMillan have received a card from a serial killer known as The Birthday Boy
What? No, you ll have to speak up. I pinned the phone between my ear and shoulder, and coaxed the ancient Renault around the roundabout. Dundee was a mass of grey, scowling beneath a clay-coloured sky. Rain spattered the windscreen, rising in twin streams of spray from the Audi in front. Hello?
Hello? DCI Weber was barely audible over the engine, squealing windscreen wipers, and crackly radio. I said, how long? where Assistant Chief Constable Eric Montgomery issued the following statement.
Dundee s ACC sounded as if he had both thumbs wedged in his nostrils. We want anyone who remembers seeing Helen, when she went missing in November last year, to get in touch with their nearest police station
I turned the radio down to a dull buzz. How should I know? The dual carriageway was a ribbon of red taillights, stretching all the way to the Kingsway junction. An illuminated sign flashed, Roadworks Expect Delays. No shit. I hit the brakes. Drummed my fingers on the steering wheel. Could take weeks.
Oh for What am I going to tell the Chief?
The usual: we re pursuing several lines of enquiry, and
Do I look like I floated up the Kings River on a mealie pudding? We need a suspect, we need a result, and we need it now. I ve got half of Scotland s media camped out in reception wanting a comment, and the other half laying siege to McDermid Avenue
Traffic was barely moving, crawling along, then stopping, then crawling again. Why could no bastard drive any more? are you even listening to me?
What? I blinked. Yeah not a lot we can do about it, though, is there? A hole opened up in the other lane, and I put my foot down, but the rusty old Renault barely noticed. Should have held out for one of the pool cars. Come on you little sod
A Tesco eighteen-wheeler thundered past into the gap, dirty spray turning the Renault s windscreen opaque until the wipers scraped it into twin khaki-coloured rainbows. Bastard!
Where are you?
Just coming into Dundee by the Toyota garage. Traffic s awful.
Right, let s try this again: remember I told you to play nice with Sergeant Smith? Well, it s not a request any more, it s an order. Turns out the slimy tosser was PSD in Grampian before we got him.
Professional Standards? Sodding hell
Actually, that made sense DS Smith looked the type who d clype on his colleagues, then get a hard-on while he stitched them up.
Actually, that made sense DS Smith looked the type who d clype on his colleagues, then get a hard-on while he stitched them up.
The traffic lurched forwards another couple of car-lengths.
Why have we got him then?
Exactly.
Might be an idea if everyone kept their heads down for a while.
You think? Silence on the other end. And then Weber was back. Professional Standards. From Aberdeen.
I know.
Means they don t trust us to police ourselves. Which to be honest is fair enough, but still, there s the principle of the thing. We need a result, sharpish. A clunk and Weber was gone.
Yeah, we d get a result sharpish, because that s how it worked. Didn t matter that the official task force had been after the bastard for eight years: Weber needed a result to keep Grampian and Tayside from finding out that all the rumours about Oldcastle CID were true, so one would miraculously appear.
I turned the radio back up, and some sort of boy-band crap droned out of the speakers.
Ooh, baby, swear you love me, don t say maybe.
Ooh-ooh say we can make it right
The phone went again, its old-fashioned ringing noise a lot more tuneful than the garbage on the radio. I stabbed the button and wedged the mobile back between my ear and shoulder. Forget something?
A small pause, then an Irish accent, female: I think it s yerself that s forgotten somethin, don t ye?
Oh God I swallowed. Wrapped my hands tighter around the steering wheel. Mrs Kerrigan. Sod. Why did I answer the bloody phone? Always check the display before picking up.
Baby, let s not fight tonight, let s do it, do it, do it right
I cleared my throat. I was going to call you.
Aye, I ll bet ye were. Yez are late. Mr Inglis is very disappointed.
Let s do it right, tonight! Instrumental break.
I need a little time to
Do ye not think five years is enough? Cos I m startin to think ye re takin the piss here. I m wantin three thousand bills by Tuesday lunch, OK? Or I ll have yer feckin hole in flitters.
Three grand by tomorrow lunchtime? Where was I supposed to get three grand by tomorrow lunchtime? It wasn t possible. They were going to break my legs
No problem. Three thousand. Tomorrow.
That d be bleedin deadly, ta. And she hung up.
I folded forwards, resting my forehead against the steering wheel. The plastic surface was rough, as if someone had been chewing at it.
Should just keep on going. Drive right through Dundee and sod off down south. Birmingham maybe, or Newcastle: stay with Brett and his boyfriend. After all, what were brothers for? As long as they didn t make me help plan the wedding. Which they would. Bloody seating arrangements, floral centrepieces, and vol-au-vents
Bugger that.
Let s do it right, Baby, let s do it tonight! Big finish.
A horn blared out somewhere behind me. I looked up and saw the gap in front of the Renault s bonnet, goosed the accelerator and coasted in behind the Audi again.
You re listening to Tay FM, and that was Mr Bones, with Tonight Baby. We ve got the Great Overgate Giveaway coming up, but first Nicole Gifford wants to wish her fianc Dave good luck in his new job. Here s Celine Dion singing Just Walk Away
Or better yet: run like buggery. I switched off the radio.
Three grand by tomorrow. Never mind the other sixteen
There was always extortion: go back to Oldcastle and lean on a few people. Pay Willie McNaughton a visit see if he was still flogging GHB to school kids. That should be worth at least a couple of hundred. Karen Turner had that brothel on Shepard Lane. And Fat Jimmy Campbell was probably still growing weed in his loft Throw in another dozen house calls and I could pull in a grand and a half, maybe two tops.
Over a thousand pounds short, and nothing left to sell.
Maybe Mrs Kerrigan would go easy on me and they d only break one of my legs. And next week the compound interest would set in, along with the compound fractures.
The car park was nearly empty, just a handful of silver rep-mobiles and hire cars clustered around the hotel entrance. I pulled into a space, killed the engine, then sat there, staring off into the middle distance as the rain drummed on the car roof.
Maybe Newcastle wasn t such a bad idea after
Clunk, clunk, clunk.
I turned in my seat. A chubby face was peering in through the passenger window: narrow mouth, stubble-covered jowls, bald head dripping and shiny, dark bags under the eyes, blueish grey skin. Big round shoulders hunched up around his ears. The accent was pure Liverpool: You coming in, or wha?
I closed my eyes, counted to five, then climbed out into the rain.
Those teeny little lips turned down at the edges. Jesus, look at the state of you. Be frightenin old ladies, face like that. He had a brown paper bag clutched in one hand, the Burger King logo smeared with something red.
Thought the Met would ve beaten the Scouse out of you by now.
You kidding? Like a stick of Blackpool rock me: cut us in half and it s Sabir loves Merseyside all the way down. He pointed a chunky finger at my face. What s the other bloke look like?
Almost as ugly as you.
A smile. Well your mam never complains when I m givin her one.
To be fair, she s got a lot less fussy since she died. I locked the car, rain pattering on the shoulders of my leather jacket. The McMillans here?
Nah: home. We re keepin our end low key, didn t think they d want a Crown Office task force camped out on their doorstep, like. Sabir turned and lumbered towards the hotel entrance, wide hips rolling from side to side, feet out at ten-to-two, like a duck. The father s just about holdin it together, but the mother s in pieces. How bout your lot?
I followed him through the automatic doors into a bland lobby. The receptionist was slumped over her phone, doodling on a day planner.
I know Yeah Well, it s only cos she s jealous
Sabir led the way to the lifts and mashed the button with his thumb. We re on the fifth floor. Great view: Tesco car park on one side, dual carriageway on the other. Like Venice in spring, that. The numbers counted their way down from nine.