The Barrani were not, apparently, accustomed to the human version of bathing, since it mostly involved nothing but buckets. It also involved hot water, which was a blessing. They didnt complain; they asked a few brief questions, their tone neutral enough it couldnt be called curt. Kaylin toweled her own hair dry, but allowed the Barrani to set it. They combed it to within an inch of Kaylins life; she was surprised there was any hair left when theyd finished. Shed picked up an annoying assortment of plant bits on the walk between Orbaranne and the West March; the Barrani obligingly dislodged all of it.
They even brought jewelry. Kaylin politely refused. Her ears werent pierced; holes were what other people put into you against your will. She already had one necklace. They didnt approve, obviouslybut also, silently. If Kaylin hadnt been so certain Teela would rat her out to Sanabalis, she would have left the damn medallion in her room.
And if it is lost?
Losing something significant that belonged to a Dragon was not high on Kaylins list of acceptably painless suicides. Im wearing it, arent I?
Yes, you are. You are perhaps unaware that you are the only person in this Hall who could wear it and expect to survive the week?
She hadnt really considered that at all. It doesnt mean it wont upset people.
Nightshade was highly amused. If it upset no one, there would be little point in it. You do not belong in any Barrani Court, but you are here; you wear the blood of the green; your companion is of note to even the most powerful among our kin. Word has almost certainly traveled, Kaylin; the Lord of the West March may find his hall rather more crowded than even he anticipated.
Damn Barrani and their boredom.
You understand.
Chapter 5
In the Halls of Law, the mess hall could get crowded. Unless it was deserted, it was never quiet. There were scores in the wood of old tables and benches, some of which commemorated old war stories, and some of which were part of them. Kaylin didnt know everyone who worked in the Halls on a first name basis, but she came close.
She was reminded that Barrani werent human when she entered the dining hall. Instead of one long table, it boasted three, but each of the three was immaculate. If the tables were wooden, she couldnt tell; they were covered in pale cloth. The cloth itself was of no fixed color; hues changed as she walked. There were chairs, not benches; instead of candles, there were globes of what looked like hanging water.
Kaylin knew people did this with glassbut glass didnt ripple and surge like a liquid. She found it disturbing.
It was far less disturbing than the silence that enveloped a relatively quiet hall as she entered. Nightshade hadnt been wrong; the hall was crowded. The tables were longer than any single table shed seen, and wider than most of the ones in the mess hall. The chairs were filled. A sharp, rising panic made her dare a sweep of the room to find Teela or Severn; she found Severn first.
Lord Kaylin.
At the head of the middle tablea table that was slightly taller than the two that bracketed itstood the Lord of the West March. He didnt rise; he hadnt apparently taken his seat. Which meant, in Dragon etiquette terms, that no one could start to eat. Because she was late.
Being late had never filled her with so much horror.
A glimmer of a smile touched the eyes of the Lord of the West March; hed clearly chosen to be amused. This set the tone for the rest of the mealor it should have. For elegant, graceful, stately people, the ones gathered here watched like eagles. Or vultures.
Not vultures, surely, a voice that was not Nightshades said.
Her eyes rounded and she had the grace to flush.
Walk, Kaylin. Do not scurry, but do not dally. As you suspect, all eyesor earsare upon you. You have a place of honor in this hall while you wear the blood of the green; your place after you have served your purpose will be decided by your behavior before the recitation.
Not vultures, surely, a voice that was not Nightshades said.
Her eyes rounded and she had the grace to flush.
Walk, Kaylin. Do not scurry, but do not dally. As you suspect, all eyesor earsare upon you. You have a place of honor in this hall while you wear the blood of the green; your place after you have served your purpose will be decided by your behavior before the recitation.
She knew his True Name.
Yes.
Nightshade couldand didintrude on her thoughts as he pleased; the Lord of the West March had never done so. It hadnt even occurred to her that he could until he spoke.
This deepened his amusement.
You are unaccustomed to power, kyuthe. It is an advantageto me. But you are not in the friendly and tolerant environs of the High Halls now.
She didnt stumble by dint of will. His smile deepened; his eyes were a shade of green that was tinged with blue, but not saturated by it. She didnt need to tell him that the High Halls did not define either friendly or tolerant in her books, but she had a feeling that if she survived this, it would. At least where Barrani were concerned.
The small dragon raised his head and brought it to the level of her cheek. His wings remained folded, although today they couldnt do much damage to her hair; she was fairly certain she would never again be able to take it down. Men and women turned in their seats as his head swiveled from side to side.
The servants had almost entirely ignored his existence.
They did not. They were aware of him.
Will they make reports to whoever they work for?
Most assuredly. They are mine. They report to me.
You probably know everything I know already, she said, not bothering to hide the defensive note creeping into her thoughts.
No. I understand what a name means to you. You believe that the interest shown you is unwarranted; you assign it to the blood of the green. Were all else equal, you would be correct. Keep walking.
She did. But she kept her gaze firmly on the Lord of the West March; she glanced once, briefly, at Severn, but looked away.
All else is not equal. You are Chosen; you bear the marks. It is the only reason the blood of the green has not started a minorand briefinterracial war. You carry a creature on your shoulder that is capable of killing the transformed. My kin do not know what role you played in the liberation of Orbaranne, but they suspect the truth.
The...truth.
That it was not by my hand alone that she was saved.
She had reached the head of the table; the Lord of the West March held out a hand. She slid her right hand into his and he led her to the seat she was meant to occupy; it was to the right of his, across from Nightshade.
All of these things make you a threat. But you spoke to the nightmares of the Hallionne, and woke his dreams. The Barrani of the High Halls, saving only the Consort, lend this little weight in comparison to the rest of the things I have pointed outbut to the West March, it is your single, saving grace. Do not hide it; do nothingat allto lessen its impact.
She sat. Her mouth was dry. She was certain that dying animals felt this way when the shadows of vultures passed over them. Beforeand afterthe bath, shed been hungry; she was not hungry now. Now, anxiety shoved hunger to one side. The marks on her arms, legs and back were normally hidden; the marks that had, over the course of the year, crept up the back of her neck, were not. Nor was the rune that squatted high in the middle of her forehead.
Shed gotten used to the dress over the past couple of weeks. It was both comfortable and practical; even the long, draping sleeves had more in common with Barrani hair than mortal cloth: they caught on nothing. She could, with a perfectly straight face, make an argument for the dress as a uniform in the Hallsthats how practical it was.
But the attention the dress now received made it alien and uncomfortable again.
The small dragon nudged her cheek, rubbing his snout against newly clean skin. He warbled.
If she were being honest, it wasnt the dress. It wasnt the marks of the Chosen; not even the new one, which, unless she spent time in front of a mirror, she couldnt see. It was the weight of expectation. It was the certain sense that shed just punched in above her pay grade, and now had to act as if she worked here.
Shed spent a lot of time in her fourteenth year seething with outrage because no one took her seriously; she could remember it, and it embarrassed her to think about it now. But shed never understoodeven when under Diarmats blistering condescensionhow much safety there was in that. When no one took you seriously, there wasnt a lot you could do to screw things up. Nothing you said or did really counted; people expected you to fall flat on your butt.
Shed wanted to be taken seriously. Shed yearned to be treated as an equal. Evanton had once said, Be careful what you wish for, the wizened little bastard. She had a heaping plateful of what shed wished for, and swallowing even a mouthful was proving difficult.
And why was that?
She remembered eating in the mess hall for the first time. Shed been so proud. That had lasted right up until someone told her that she was the official mascot. She hadnt reacted well. Butand she realized this nowshed had the luxury of her very poor reaction. She expected people to look down on her. She looked for signs of it in everything. She bristled with anger at her certainty that everyone was.
She needed some of that anger now, but it was gone.
She was certain everyone at this table looked down on her; Severn was seated at the table to the left, near the foot of the table; Teela had chosen the seat to his right. She couldnt see them unless she swiveled in her chair, and she knew better.
Where had her anger gone? What had it even been? Oh. Right. Shed been enraged that the Hawks thought they could judge her when theyd had such easy lives. They hadnt grown up in the shadow of Castle Nightshade. Theyd had food, and a place to live, and families that were mostly still alive. They thought she was stupid and naive; they thought she was hapless and ignorant.
Shed wanted to see them survive Nightshade, and then they could sneer at her.