Todays the day hes coming out, Mum, she said.
Yes, they told me.
Arent you worried?
No.
Youre not? But, Mum, what if he comes out there?
Rebecca was still looking out of the lounge window. She could see nothing but the flowering cherry tree and buddleias at the bottom of her garden, and a pair of mature lime trees. Red-and-black butterflies fluttered around the buddleias, bright and gaudy in the sun. A flycatcher dipped from his perch on the telephone wire, caught a mouthful of food on the wing, and landed back on the wire in one graceful movement.
I dont think hell come here, she said.
A change of name isnt going to fool him, you know.
Of course not, Andrea.
So what will you do, Mum? What precautions are you taking?
Well, I havent fed Milly for days, said Rebecca lightly.
Mum, a geriatric Shih Tzu isnt going to do much to protect you from an intruder, no matter how hungry she is.
I was joking, dear.
Rebecca moved a little to the right and lifted the curtain aside. Beyond the lime trees, she could see part of the field that backed on to the garden of Parsons Croft. The field sloped away towards a stone barn where the farmer kept hay as winter fodder for his sheep.
This is nothing to joke about, Mum. Youre remembering to set the burglar alarms, arent you?
Oh yes, said Rebecca.
Mum, if youre not taking any precautions, Im going to have to come up there and make sure you do.
No. I dont want you to. But then Rebecca heard her daughters intake of breath, and realized she might have sounded rude and ungrateful. Not that I wouldnt be pleased to see you. I always am, dear, any time. But Im all right. Really.
What about Simon? Hell come and stay with you for a while. You know he will.
Yes, he offered, but I told him not to. Hes not very far away, and I can always phone him. But I dont want you or your brother to think you have to drop what youre doing. Youre both much too busy.
She heard her daughter sigh. But, Mum
Look, Im sure he wont come here.
Mum, remember what happened. You do remember what happened?
She heard her daughter sigh. But, Mum
Look, Im sure he wont come here.
Mum, remember what happened. You do remember what happened?
Of course, dear. I was involved at the time. You werent.
Not involved? I was twelve years old. You may not have been paying much attention to me, but I knew exctly what was going on.
Not exactly, said Rebecca. I dont think you can have known exactly what was going on, can you?
Well, OK. Just dont tell me I wasnt involved, Mum.
Rebecca leaned to the left and let her forehead touch the glass of the window. This way, she could just make out the gable end of her neighbours roof. It was another new house, but much bigger than hers, with a fishpond, stone terraces, and a vast billiard-table lawn with sprinklers that ran eighteen hours a day in the hot weather. She rarely spoke to them, but they would occasionally smile and wave if they passed her in their Jaguar as she walked Milly on the lane.
Im sorry, Andrea, she said. Youre right. It must have been very traumatic for you.
Her daughter went away from her phone for a couple of seconds. Rebecca could hear background chatter, and wondered if Andrea was mouthing a commentary at somebody sitting with her, wherever she was, exclaiming in exasperation at the impossible eccentricity of her mother back home in Derbyshire.
Well, anyway, said Andrea when she came back to the phone, what on earth could you have to talk to him about now, Mum?
There are things, said Rebecca, that you might say were still unresolved.
Oh God, Mum. I despair of you.
Rebecca smiled. Her daughter really didnt know everything.
But, in any case, Rebecca said, he wont come here.
With an effort, Raymond Proctor smiled and nodded, forcing himself to be pleasant despite the anxiety in his stomach. These people were customers, after all. And customers were too few these days at Wingate Lees. They were a family from Hertfordshire mum, dad and two kids. Their car stood near the roadway in front of one of the static caravans, ready to go.
Where are you off to today, then? Somewhere nice? The weather should be all right for you, I reckon.
The woman stopped for a moment, ushering her children ahead of her to the car. The kids want to go to one of the caverns, she said. We thought wed visit the one you suggested to us yesterday, Peak Cavern.
Ah. The Devils Arse, said Proctor, grinning.
Pardon?
Thats what they call it these days. I suppose they thought it would be more marketable. Then Proctor saw she wasnt smiling. Sorry.
Its not the sort of language we think suitable for the children to hear.
Proctor shrugged. Im afraid youll see it on the signs.
Perhaps well go somewhere else, then. Theres Speedwell.
Well, thats interesting, too. But Peak Caverns best. Let me know what you think of it when you get back. Say hello to the guide for me while youre there. And dont forget to ask him
Yes, thank you. The woman turned to go.
Its a pleasure, said Proctor, maintaining his smile. Of course, if youre going underground, it wont matter what the weathers like, will it? I said, it wont matter
But the woman didnt answer him. She fussed over the childrens seat belts and snapped something at her husband as she got into the passenger seat next to him.
Unless it rains really, really hard, said Proctor through gritted teeth, after theyd started the engine. And then the caves might flood, and you could all drown.
He kicked the head off a wallflower growing in a bed near the phone box, and winced at a twinge of pain in his leg. His arthritis was troubling him this morning, which meant it probably would rain later, after all. Slowly he walked past the shop and the TV lounge, irritated as always by their log-effect façades. The design had been Connies idea she said it would go with the style of the cabins and give the site a theme. But Proctor thought it made the place look like a Wild West frontier town. Just too bloody tacky for the sort of guest he was trying to attract to Wingate Lees.
There was a lot of competition from other caravan parks in the Hope Valley, and Wingate Lees was a bit off the main road for passing trade. People had to turn off the A625 for half a mile, then drive over Killhill Bridge and under the railway line to find his little site tucked into the edge of Win Hill. The nearest village was Aston, but there was no way of getting there from the site except by walking and nothing to do if you went there, anyway.
The reputation of Wingate Lees was important if it was going to survive. He didnt have endless amounts of money to spend on marketing, so he relied on word of mouth to get him business. He needed his guests to be happy. Though, God knew, it was difficult to be polite to some of them when what they really deserved was a kick up the backside. A lot of the time, he hardly felt like bothering.
Proctor supposed he might feel differently about the business if Alan were here to run it with him. Having somebody to pass it on to that was what mattered. But all he had was Connie and her kids, and it wasnt the same at all. Nothing was the same as your own son.
He stopped to check on the girl who helped in the shop and looked after the coin-op laundry. Then he glared across the grass to where Henry, the maintenance man, was raking the gravel around the hardstandings. He couldnt find fault with either of them, so he kept on walking, passing along the lines of mobile homes to the touring caravan pitches, and past them to the pond, which his promotional leaflets called a water amenity. A copse of trees lay across the pond, and an area of grass where visitors could walk their dogs. Convenient exercise facilities available for the use of pet owners.
Four old caravans were pitched here, well away from the rest of the site and in the shadow of the railway embankment. He only let these out to visitors when the rest of the place was full which was a rare occurrence these days or if he had a bunch of students on the site he didnt like the look of. If they wrecked an old van, it would be a lot cheaper to replace than one of the family units, which had to be in good condition or hed lose his customers.
This was where Proctor came to get away from the family. He could see the house from here, allowing him advance warning if Connie was on the prowl.
Because there was no demand, he hadnt maintained the old vans properly, and now some of the joints in the shells had developed leaks. The lad who came in to wash the caravans must have noticed, because he hadnt bothered to clean these two. Moss had started to grow on their surfaces, staining the paintwork green. The heavy rain in the last few days had streaked the dirt, making their deteriorating condition even more obvious.
Proctor was breathing heavily by the time he reached this part of the site. Hed been getting overweight ever since he married Connie. She fed him junk food every day, then told him he ought to get more exercise.
Hed come this far feeling calm enough, but now he felt uneasy as he reached out to try the handle on the door of the first caravan. He rattled it quickly, withdrawing his fingers as if he might get burned. He peered through the orange curtains, using his hands to cut out reflections from the window. Then he moved on to the next caravan and did the same.
What are you doing, Ray?
Proctor jumped guiltily. His wife was standing on the other side of the pond. She was wearing a baggy white sweatshirt and yellow pedal pushers that emphasized the muscles of her thighs. And her feet were shoved into those ridiculous trainers with enormous tongues and lights in the heels. That was why he hadnt heard her coming.
Just checking the old vans, he said.
Why?
In case we need them.
Ray, take a look around you half the site is empty.
You never know.
Connie stared at him in open disbelief. Really.
Im making sure everything is OK down here, thats all. We mustnt let them get too neglected.
She looked at the mould and streaks of dirt on the nearest caravan. Neglected? You should have got rid of them years ago. If you want something useful to do, theres still that leak in cabin six that needs fixing.