Seeing me standing there, chin high and pissed, clearly wanting to leave, Al relented, stiffly pointing for me to take his chair. Relieved and uncomfortable, I did, setting the golf ball back down with undue force before I sat on the hard stool. The spell book was splayed out in his thick, ruddy hand as he came to stand behind me, and I could smell the centuries of ever-after on him, soaked in until it couldnt be washed off. Hed teach me this, but I was sure our conversation was far from over.
It doesnt look like much, I said as I looked at the spell laid out before us.
His hand hit the table beside me, and he leaned uncomfortably close over my shoulder. Good curses dont.
The slate table shifted as he pushed back up, and still lurking more behind than beside me, he peered at the book over his glasses. Step one, he said loudly. Sketching the pentagram. You can do that, yes?
I blew across the table and picked up the magnetic chalk. You need a book for this?
No. He pointedly dropped a colorful square of silk, and I wiped the slate free of stray ions. Ive not done it the long way for ages. Any more questions? Then a standard pentagram of comfortable size. The point goes up if the ley lines are flowing into your reality, but down if it is flowing out. He hesitated, then said sarcastically, Which way are they flowing, Rachel?
Hesitating, I tried to guess. We were about four stories deep. Has the sun set yet?
He cleared his throat in disapproval, and when I turned, he said, No.
Then its point up, I said, mostly to myself as I began to sketch. Id only recently found out that the ley lines, the source for most if not all magic, flowed like tides between reality and the ever-after. Energy streamed into reality at night, and flowed out when the sun was up, but since there were lines scattered over the entire globe, it evened out unless a line was unbalanced. And if it was, it wreaked havoc.
I dont know which is worse, I thought, the soft sounds of the sliding chalk mixing with the snapping fire making a singularly comforting sound. An attack on Trent, or that my line might be wonky. The misfires were coming from Loveland. Damn it, it was my line. I knew it.
Better, was Als grudging opinion as I finished, but I could tell he was pleased. Id been practicing. Crucible in the center, ball in the crucible. As you say, simple stuff. The snap of the book make me jump, and he added, Step two. Burn the object to ash. Use a spell to avoid contamination.
The crucible was cold against my fingers as I placed it in the cave of the pentagram, and I tried to fold the ball so it would all fit in the copper bowl. We needed the ash, apparently. Do I need a protection circle? I asked, and then remembering having burned my fingers this morning, I wedged a tiny portion of the ball off to use as a connecting bridge.
Al leaned over my shoulder, his lips so close to my ear that I could feel their warmth. Do you make a pentagram for any other reason?
I turned to face him, not backing down. I do, yes. Maybe bringing Ceri up had been a bad idea, and I looked across the table to the cushy chair that had been hers, still there although the woman was not.
Grumbling, he waved his hand in acquiesce, and using the outer circle linking the points of the pentagram as the circle base, I touched the nearest ley line and set a protection circle. Energy seeped in, connecting me to all things, and I let it flow unimpeded as a reflection of my aura stained the usual red smear of ever-after now making a sphere half on top, half underneath the table. I scooted the stool back a smidge so my knees wouldnt hit it under the table and accidentally break the spell. As I watched my thin layer of smut skate and shiver over the skin of the molecule-thin barrier, I tasted the energy for any sign of bitterness or harsh discord. It was fine. The lines were fine.
But the fear of being trapped in that inertia dampening charm gave me pause. Id not done any strong magic since my nudge to Limbcuss golf ball had blown it up, and I was gun-shy.
Were waiting . . . Al drawled.
Well, it was in a protection circle, I thought, and maintaining my grip on the line, I held the small bit of the ball Id peeled off in my hand as I carefully enounced. Celero inanio.
A puff of black smoke enveloped the ball, and for a moment, the reek of burning rubber outdid the stink of burnt amber. The heavy smoke rolled upward, curling back as it hit the inside of my small circle until it finally cleared.
In the center of the pentagram and the crucible was a pile of ash. For an instant, relief filled me. My control was fine. And then my mood crashed. Something from Loveland had caused the misfires. If it wasnt me, what was it?
Very good. Book in hand, Al sat down before me in my usual chair, and I wondered if hed been hiding behind me this entire time to avoid a possible burn if I did it wrong.
Peeved, I eyed him, the length of the table between us. Youre such a chicken squirt.
One eyebrow went up, and he pushed the oil across the table at me. Anoint the ash with oil of marigold, he said dryly. Dont ask me why, but it has to be marigold. Something to do with the linkages in the DNA allowing a hotter burn.
Unsure, I picked the oil up. How much?
Al opened the book back up and peered at it over his blue-tinted glasses. Doesnt say, love. Id use an amount equal to the mass of the ash.
My palm itched as I broke the protection circle, carefully spilling what I thought was the right amount of oil onto the ash. This was kind of loosey-goosey for me, but demon magic had more latitude than the earth witch magic I was classically trained for, being a mix of earth and ley line, and whatever else they cobbled together.
Burn it using the same charm you use for making a light, he said, and I touched the oil/ash mixture to make a connection to the slurry so the next curse would act on it and not, say, my hair. But when I reset my circle, he reached out and broke it, shocking me with the reminder that he was still stronger than meunless I worked really hard at it.
No protection circle, he said, and I slumped.
Why not? Something is causing misfires, and I dont want to blow you up. I mean, you just got your kitchen looking halfway decent again.
Als grimace as he looked over the space was telling. Your magic is fine, he said, but he was edging backward. You cant put it in a circle. If you do, then the color of the flame will be distorted from your aura.
My fingers twitched. That was how it worked, eh?
But I dont think it matters, Al said with a false lightness. That ball was not charmed by anyone but you.
Which would mean the misfires were responsible for it. Taking a steadying breath, I renewed my hold on the ley line. In fidem recipere, I said, smearing the ash and oil between my fingers for a good connection. One eye squinched shut, I finished the curse and made the proper hand gesture. Leno cinis.
The ley line surged through me as the oil and ash burst into flame, and I wiggled at the uncomfortable sensation. Almost two feet tall, the flame burned with an almost normal gold color, hinting at red at the edges, and black at the core. I cut back on the energy flow, and when the flame subsided to three inches, both Al and I leaned over the table to get a closer look.
There was the bare hint of a mossy scent coming from Al, so faint I thought I might have imagined it. I must have done something, because his gaze slid to mine, making me shiver at his eyes, again back to their normal goat-slitted redness thanks to a costly spell. Thats your aura, he said flatly, and I began breathing again. Your aura alone, and very little of it, he added. You hardly tapped it, indeed. You say it made a crater?
And knocked me on my ass, I whispered, wishing the black smut wasnt there at all, but Id become so used to doing curses that I didnt even consciously accept the smut anymore. It just kind of happened. This is dumb, I said, depressed, and Al snuffed the flame with his hand. What could you do just knowing the aura of a practitioner, anyway? Even if it did show something, I cant comb the city with my second sight trying to find a match.
Al took the still-hot crucible up in his bare hand. Youre missing the point, itchy witch, he said, tossing the entire thing into the fire. Once you know a persons aura, you simply tune yours to it as if it was a ley line and pop in.
He was smiling with a wicked gleam in his eye, and I sat up, seeing the beauty in it. Thats how you always find me, I said, and his devious expression blanked.
Stop! he said, hand up. Dont even think to try it. You or your gargoyle dont have the sophistication to differentiate between auratic shades to that degree. Line jumping is one thing, jumping to an aura is something else. Its like saying the sunset is red when its thousands of shades.
I could see his point, but hell, I knew Ivys aura pretty well. And Jenkss.
Student! I started as his hand hit the table inches from me, and irate, I looked up. What did I say? he asked, leaning over me, his smile nasty.
Not to think about it, I said calmly, but I was, and he knew it.
Back hunched, he spun away. Fine, he grumbled. Go ahead and burn another line into existence. Let me draw up the papers to annul our relationship first. Im not paying for another one of your life lessons. Have you seen my insurance premiums? My God, youre more expensive than a seventeen-year-old working on his third car.
I had precious little ever-after income from my tulpa at Dalliancewhich went to Al, incidentallybut hed never mentioned insurance before now, meaning it had to be embarrassingly costly. Im not thinking about it, I said softly, and he looked at me over his shoulder, slowly spinning to gather the rest of the spelling equipment and lovingly set each precious piece back in its proper spot.
So if the ball wasnt an assassination attempt, and I did the diversion charm correctly, then why did it misfire? I asked as he slid the curse book away and locked the cabinet.
It didnt. He slid the key into a pocket, and I felt a tweak on my awareness as the little bump of fabric vanished. It was overstimulated, not misfired.
My lips pursed as I saw the news reports in a new way. Not misfired, but overpowered? But Im better than that! I protested.