At noon, the restaurant commissioned by the stockbrokerage delivers the lunch boxes to the VIP lounges, and the traders on the floor heat lunches in the microwave or make instant noodles. Mr. Su, who is always cheered up by the mixed smells of leftovers from other dinner tables, goes into a terminal booth in a hopeful mood. Someday, he thinks, when his wife is freed from taking care of Beibei, hell ask her to accompany him to the stockbrokerage. He wants her to see other peoples lives, full of meaningless but happy trivialities.
Mr. Su leaves the brokerage promptly at five oclock. Outside the building, he sees Mr. Fong, sitting on the curb and looking up at him like a sad, deserted child.
Mr. Fong, Mr. Su says. Are you all right? Why didnt you come in and find me?
Mr. Fong suggests they go for a drink, and then holds out a hand and lets Mr. Su pull him to his feet. They find a small roadside diner, and Mr. Fong orders a few cold plates and a bottle of strong yam wine. Dont you sometimes wish a marriage doesnt go as long as our lives last? Mr. Fong says over the drink.
Is there anything wrong? Mr. Su asks.
Nothings right with the wife after shes released, Mr. Fong says.
Are you going to divorce her?
Mr. Fong downs a cup of wine. I wish I could, he says and starts to sob. I wish I didnt love her at all so I could just pack up and leave.
BY LATE AFTERNOON Mrs. Su is convinced that Beibei is having problems. Her eyes, usually clear and empty, glisten with a strange light, as if she is conscious of her pain. Mrs. Su tries in vain to calm her down, and when all the other ways have failed, she takes out a bottle of sleeping pills. She puts two pills into a small porcelain mortar, and then, after a moment of hesitation, adds two more. Over the years she has fed the syrup with the pill powder to Beibei so that the family can have nights for undisturbed sleep.
Calmed by the syrup, Beibei stops screaming for a short moment, and then starts again. Mrs. Su strokes Beibeis forehead and waits for the medicine to take over her limited consciousness. When the telephone rings, Mrs. Su does not move. Later, when it rings for the fifth time, she checks Beibeis eyes, half closed in drowsiness, and then closes the bedroom door before picking up the receiver.
Why didnt you answer the phone? Are you tired of me, too? Mrs. Fong says.
Mrs. Su tries to find excuses, but Mrs. Fong, uninterested in any of them, cuts her off. I know who the woman is now.
How much did it cost you to find out?
Zero. Listen, the husband shameless old man he confessed himself.
Mrs. Su feels relieved. So the worst is over, Mrs. Fong.
Over? Not at all. Guess what he said to me this afternoon? He asked me if we could all three of us live together in peace. He said it as if he was thinking on my behalf. We have plenty of rooms. It doesnt hurt to give her a room and a bed. She is a good woman, shell take good care of us both. Taking care of his thing, for sure.
Mrs. Su blushes. Does she want to live with you?
Guess what? Shes been laid off. Ha ha, not a surprise, right? Im sure she wants to move in. Free meals. Free bed. Free man. What comes better? Maybe shes even set her eyes on our inheritance. Imagine what the husband suggested? He said I should think of her as a daughter. He said she lost her father at five and did not have a man good to her until she met him. So I said, Is she looking for a husband, or a stepfather? Shes honey-mouthing him, you see? But the blind man! He even begged me to feel for her pain. Why didnt he ask her to feel for me?
Something hits the door with a heavy thump, and then the door swings open. Mrs. Su turns and sees an old man leaning on the door, supported by her husband. Mr. Fongs drunk, her husband whispers to her.
Mrs. Su blushes. Does she want to live with you?
Guess what? Shes been laid off. Ha ha, not a surprise, right? Im sure she wants to move in. Free meals. Free bed. Free man. What comes better? Maybe shes even set her eyes on our inheritance. Imagine what the husband suggested? He said I should think of her as a daughter. He said she lost her father at five and did not have a man good to her until she met him. So I said, Is she looking for a husband, or a stepfather? Shes honey-mouthing him, you see? But the blind man! He even begged me to feel for her pain. Why didnt he ask her to feel for me?
Something hits the door with a heavy thump, and then the door swings open. Mrs. Su turns and sees an old man leaning on the door, supported by her husband. Mr. Fongs drunk, her husband whispers to her.
Are you there? Mrs. Fong says.
Ah, yes, Mrs. Fong, somethings come up and I have to go.
Not yet. I havent finished the story.
Mrs. Su watches the two men stumble into the bathroom. After a moment, she hears the sounds of vomiting and the running of tap water, her husbands low comforting words, Mr. Fongs weeping.
So I said, Over my dead body, and he cried and begged and said all these ridiculous things about opening ones mind. Many households have two women and one man living in peace now, he said. Its the marriage revolution, he said. Revolution? I said. Its retrogression. You think yourself a good Marxist, I said, but Marx didnt teach you bigamy. Chairman Mao didnt tell you to have a concubine.
Mr. Su helps Mr. Fong lie down on the couch and he closes his eyes. Mrs. Su watches the old mans tear-smeared face twitch in pain. Soon Mrs. Fongs angry words blend with Mr. Fongs snoring.
With Mr. Fong fast asleep, Mr. Su stands up and walks into Beibeis room. One moment later, he comes out and looks at Mrs. Su with a sad and calm expression that makes her heart tremble. She lets go of the receiver with Mrs. Fongs blabbering and walks to Beibeis bedroom. There she finds Beibei resting undisturbed, the signs of pain gone from her face, porcelain white, with a bluish hue. Mrs. Su kneels by the bed and holds Beibeis hand, still plump and soft, in her own. Her husband comes close and strokes her hair, gray and thin now, but his touch, gentle and timid, is the same one from a lifetime ago, when they were children playing in their grandparents garden, where the pomegranate blossoms, fire-hued and in the shape of bells, kept the bees busy and happy.
Immortality
HIS STORY, AS THE STORY OF EVERY ONE OF us, started long before we were born. For dynasties, our town provided the imperial families their most reliable servants. Eunuchs they are called, though out of reverence we call them Great Papas. None of us is a direct descendant of a Great Papa, but traveling upstream in the river of our blood, we find uncles, brothers, and cousins who gave up their maleness so that our names would not vanish in history. Generations of boys, at the age of seven or eight, were chosen and castratedcleaned as it was called and sent into the palace as apprentices, learning to perform domestic tasks for the emperor and his family. At the age of thirteen or fourteen, they started to earn their allowances, silver coins that they saved and sent home to their parents. The coins were kept in a trunk, along with a small silk sack in which the severed male root was preserved with herbs. When the brothers of Great Papas reached the marriage age, their parents unlocked the trunk and brought out the silver coins. The money allowed the brothers to marry their wives; the wives gave birth to their sons; the sons grew up to carry on the family name, either by giving birth to more sons or by going into the palace as cleaned boys. Years went by. When Great Papas could no longer serve the imperial masters on their wobbly knees, they were released from the palace and taken in by their nephews. Nothing left for them to worry about, they sat all day in the sun and stroked the cats they had brought home from the palace, fat and slow as they themselves were, and watched the male dogs chasing the females in the alleys. In time death came for them. Their funerals were the most spectacular events in our town: sixty-four Buddhist monks, in gold and red robes, chanted prayers for forty-nine days to lead their souls into the heaven; sixty-four Tao masters, in blue and gray robes, danced for forty-nine days to drive away any evils that dared to attach to their bodies. The divine moment came at the end of the forty-nine days, when the silk sacks containing their withered male roots were placed in the coffins. Now that the missing part had rejoined the body, the soul could leave without regret, to a place better than our town.
This was the story of every one of our Great Papas. For dynasties they were the most trustworthy members of the imperial family. They tended to the princesses and the concubines most personal tasks without tainting the noble blood with the low and dirty desires of men; they served the emperor and the princes with delicacy, yet, unlike those young handmaids who dreamed of seducing the emperor and his sons with their cheap beauties, Great Papas posed no threat to the imperial wives. There were wild rumors, though, about them serving as playthings for the princes before they reached the legal age to take concubines, and unfortunate tales of Great Papas being drowned, burned, bludgeoned, beheaded for the smallest mistakes, but such stories, as we all know, were made up to attack the good name of our town. What we believe is what we have seen the exquisitely carved tombstones in our cemetery, the elegantly embroidered portraits in our family books. Great Papas filled our hearts with pride and gratitude. If not for them, who were we, the small people born into this no-name town?
The glory of our town has faded in the past century. But may I tell you one boys story before I reach the falling of Great Papas in history? As a tradition, the boys sent to the palace were not to be the only sons, who held the even more sacred duty of siring more boys. But the greatest among our Great Papas was an only son of his family. His father, also an only son, died young before he had the chance to plant more seeds in his wifes belly. With no uncle or brother to send them money from the palace, the boy and his widowed mother lived in poverty. At ten years old, after a fight with the neighbors boys who had bragged about their brothers accepting gold bricks from the emperors hands, the boy went into the cowshed and cleaned himself, with a rope and a sickle. According to the legend, the boy walked across the town, his male root dripping blood in his hand, and shouted to the people watching on with pity in their eyes, Wait till I become the best servant of His Majesty! Unable to endure the shame and the despair of living under a sonless and grandsonless roof, his mother threw herself into a well. Twenty years later, the son became the master eunuch in the palace, taking under his charge twenty-eight hundred eunuchs and thirty-two hundred handmaids. With no brothers to send his money to, he saved every coin and retired as the richest man in the region. He hired men to dig out his poor mothers coffin and gave her a second funeral, the most extravagant one ever to take place in our town. It was in the ninth month of 1904, and to this day our old people havent stopped talking about every detail of the funeral: the huge coffin carved out of a sandalwood tree, stacks of gold bricks, trunks of silk clothes, and cases of jade bowls for her to use in the next life. Even more impressive were the four young girls the son had purchased from the poor peasants on the mountain, all of them twelve years old. They were put into satin dresses they would have never dreamed of wearing and were each fed a cup of mercury. The mercury killed them instantly, so their peachy complexions were preserved when they were paraded in sedan chairs before the coffin. With burning incense planted in their curled fingers, the four girls accompanied the mother to the other world as her loyal handmaids.