”
“He has a yacht, polo ponies …”
That was the day Robert began calling him “Moneybags”.
Susan talked about him every time she came home from the hospital.
“He’s really dear, Robert.”
Dear was dangerous.
“And he’s so thoughtful. Do you know what he did today? He had lunch sent from the Jockey Club for all the nurses on the floor.”
The man was sickening. Ridiculously, Robert found himself getting angry. “Is this wonderful patient of yours married?”
“No, darling. Why?”
“I just wondered.”
She laughed. “For heaven’s sake, you’re not jealous, are you?”
“Of some old man who’s just learning to walk? Of course not.” Like hell I’m not. But he wouldn’t give Susan the satisfaction of saying so.
When Robert was at home, Susan tried not to talk about her patient, but if she did not bring up the subject, Robert would.
“How is old Moneybags doing?”
“His name is not Moneybags,” she chided him. “It’s Monte Banks.”
“Whatever.” It was too bad the sonofabitch couldn’t have died in the plane crash.
The following day was Susan’s birthday.
“I’ll tell you what,” Robert said, enthusiastically, “we’ll celebrate. We’ll go out and have a wonderful dinner somewhere and …”
“I have to work at the hospital until eight.”
“All right. I’ll pick you up there.”
“Fine. Monte is dying to meet you. I’ve told him all about you.”
“I look forward to meeting the old man,” Robert assured her.
When Robert arrived at the hospital, the receptionist said, “Good evening, Commander. Susan is working in the orthopedic ward on the third floor. She’s expecting you.” She picked up the telephone.
When Robert got off the elevator, Susan was waiting for him, wearing her white starched uniform, and his heart skipped a beat. She was, oh, so damned beautiful.
“Hello, gorgeous.”
Susan smiled, strangely ill at ease. “Hello, Robert. I’ll be off duty in a few minutes. Come on. I’ll introduce you to Monte.”
I can’t wait.
She led him into a large private room filled with books and flowers and baskets of fruit, and said, “Monte, this is my husband, Robert.”
Robert stood there, staring at the man in the bed. He was three or four years older than Robert and resembled Paul Newman. Robert despised him on sight.
“I’m certainly pleased to meet you, Commander. Susan has been telling me all about you.”
Is that what they talked about when she was at his bedside in the middle of the night?
“She’s very proud of you.”
That’s it, buddy, throw me a few crumbs.
Susan was looking at Robert, willing him to be polite. He made an effort.
“I understand you’ll be getting out of here soon.”
“Yes, thanks mostly to your wife. She’s a miracle worker.”
Come on, sailor. Do you think I’m going to let some other nurse have that great body? “Yes, that’s her speciality.” Robert could not keep the bitterness out of his voice.
The birthday dinner was a fiasco. All Susan wanted to talk about was her patient.
“Did he remind you of anyone, darling?”
“Boris Karloff.”
“Why did you have to be so rude to him?”
He said coldly, “I thought I was very civil. I don’t happen to like the man.”
Susan stared at him. “You don’t even know him. What don’t you like about him?”
I don’t like the way he looks at you. I don’t like the way you look at him. I don’t like the way our marriage is going to hell. God, I don’t want to lose you. “Sorry. I guess I’m just tired.”
They finished their dinner in silence.
The next morning, as Robert was getting ready to go to the office, Susan said, “Robert, I have something to say to you …”
And it was as though he had been struck in the pit of his stomach. He could not bear to have her put what was happening into words.
“Susan …”
“You know I love you. I’ll always love you. You’re the dearest, most wonderful man I’ve ever known.”
“Please …”
“No, let me finish. This is very hard for me. In the last year we’ve only spent minutes together. We don’t have a marriage anymore. We’ve drifted apart.”
Every word was a knife stabbing into him.
“You’re right,” he said desperately. “I’ll change. I’ll quit the Agency. Now. Today. We’ll go away somewhere and …”
She shook her head. “No, Robert. We both know that wouldn’t work. You’re doing what you want to do. If you stopped doing it because of me you would always resent me. This isn’t anybody’s fault. It just … happened. I want a divorce.”
It was as though the world had caved in on him. He felt suddenly sick to his stomach.
“You don’t mean that, Susan, we’ll find a way to …”
“It’s too late. I’ve been thinking about this for a long time. All the while you were away and I sat home alone and waited for you to come back I thought about it. We’ve been living separate lives. I need more than that. I need something you can’t give me anymore.”
He stood there, fighting to control his emotions. “Does this … does this have anything to do with Moneybags?”
Susan hesitated. “Monte has asked me to marry him.”
He could feel his bowels turning to water. “And you’re going to?”
“Yes.”
It was some kind of crazy nightmare. This isn’t happening, he thought. It can’t be. His eyes filled with tears.
Susan put her arms around him and held him close. “I will never again feel about any man the way I felt about you. I loved you with all my heart and soul. I will always love you. You are my dearest friend.” She pulled back and looked into his eyes. “But that isn’t enough. Do you understand?”
All he understood was that she was tearing him apart. “We could try again. We’ll start over and …”
“I’m sorry, Robert.” Her voice was choked. “I’m so sorry, but it’s finished.”
Susan flew to Reno for a divorce, and Commander Robert Bellamy went on a two-week drunk.
Old habits die hard. Robert telephoned a friend at the FBI. Al Traynor had crossed Robert’s path half a dozen times in the past, and Robert trusted him.
“Tray, I need a favour.”
“A favour? You need a psychiatrist. How the hell could you let Susan get away?”
The news was probably all over town.
“It’s a long, sad story.”
“I’m really sorry, Robert. She was a great lady. I … never mind. What can I do for you?”
“I’d like you to run a computer check on someone.”
“You’ve got it. Give me a name.”
“Monte Banks. It’s just a routine inquiry.”
“Right.
What do you want to know?”
“He’s probably not even in your files, Tray, but if he is … did he ever get a parking ticket, beat his dog, run a red light? The usual.”
“Sure.”
“And I’m curious about where he got his money. I’d like a fix on his background.”
“So, just routine, huh?”
“And, Tray, let’s keep this between us. It’s personal. Okay?”
“No problem. I’ll call you in the morning.”
“Thanks. I owe you a lunch.”
“Dinner.”
“You’ve got it.”
Robert replaced the receiver and thought, Portrait of a man clutching at straws. What am I hoping for, that he’s Jack the Ripper, and Susan will come flying back into my arms?
Early the following morning, Dustin Thornton sent for Robert. “What are you working on, Commander?”
He knows perfectly well what I’m working on, Robert thought. “I’m winding up my file on the diplomat from Singapore, and …”
“It doesn’t seem to be occupying enough of your time.”
“I beg your pardon?”
“In case you’ve forgotten, Commander, the Office of Naval Intelligence is not mandated to investigate American citizens.”
Robert was watching him, puzzled. “What are you …?”
“I’ve been notified by the FBI that you have been trying to obtain information that is completely out of the jurisdiction of this agency.”
Robert felt a sudden rush of anger. That sonofabitch Traynor had betrayed him. So much for friendship. “It was a personal matter,” Robert said. “I …”
“The computers of the FBI are not there for your convenience, nor to help you harass private citizens. Do I make myself clear?”
“Very.”
“That’s all.”
Robert raced back to his office. His fingers trembled as he dialled 202-324-3000. A voice answered, “FBI.”
“Al Traynor.”
“Just a moment, please.”
A minute later, a man’s voice came on the line. “Hello. May I help you?”
“Yes. I’m calling Al Traynor.”
“I’m sorry, Agent Traynor is no longer with this office.”
Robert felt a shock go through him. “What?”
“Agent Traynor has been transferred.”
“Transferred?”
“Yes.”
“To where?”
“Boise. But he won’t be up there for a while. A long while, I’m afraid.”
“What do you mean?”
“He was struck by a hit-and-run driver last night while jogging in Rock Creek Park. Can you believe it? Some creep must have been drunk out of his mind. He ran his car right up on the jogging path. Traynor’s body was thrown over forty feet. He may not make it.”
Robert replaced the receiver. His mind was spinning. What the hell was going on? Monte Banks, the blue-eyed all-American boy, was being protected. From what? By whom? Jesus, Robert thought, what is Susan getting herself into?
He went to visit her that afternoon.
She was in her new apartment, a beautiful duplex on “M” Street. He wondered whether Moneybags had paid for it. It had been weeks since he had seen Susan, and the sight of her took his breath away.
“Forgive me for barging in like this, Susan. I know I promised not to.”
“You said it was something serious.”
“It is.” Now that he was here, he didn’t know how to begin. Susan, I came here to save you? She would laugh in his face.
“What’s happened?”
“It’s about Monte.”
She frowned. “What about him?”
This was the difficult part. How could he tell her what he himself didn’t know? All he knew was that something was terribly wrong. Monte Banks was in the FBI computer all right, with a tickler: No information to be given out without proper authorization. And the inquiry had been kicked right back to ONI. Why?
“I don’t think he’s … he’s not what he seems to be.”
“I don’t understand.”
“Susan – where does he get his money?”
She looked surprised at the question. “Monte has a very successful import-export business.”
The oldest cover in the world.
He should have known better than to have come charging in with his half-baked theory. He felt like a fool. Susan was waiting for an answer and he had none.
“Why are you asking?”
“I was … I just wanted to make sure he’s right for you,” Robert said lamely.
“Oh, Robert.” Her voice was filled with disappointment.
“I guess I shouldn’t have come.” You got that right, buddy. “I’m sorry.”
Susan walked up to him and gave him a hug. “I understand,” she said softly.
But she didn’t understand. She didn’t understand that an innocent inquiry about Monte Banks had been stonewalled, referred to the Office of Naval Intelligence, and that the man who had tried to get that information had been transferred to the boondocks.
There were other ways of obtaining information, and Robert went about them circumspectly. He telephoned a friend who worked for Forbes Magazine.
“Robert! Long time no see. What can I do for you?”
Robert told him.
“Monte Banks? Interesting you should mention him. We think he should be on our Forbes Four Hundred wealthiest list, but we can’t get any hard information on him. Do you have anything for us?”
A zero.
Robert went to the public library and looked up Monte Banks in Who’s Who. He was not listed.
He turned to the microfiche, and looked up back issues of the Washington Post around the time that Monte Banks had had his plane accident. There was a brief item about the plane crash. It mentioned Banks as an entrepreneur.
It all sounded innocent enough. Maybe I’m wrong, Robert thought. Maybe Monte Banks is a guy in a white hat. Our government wouldn’t have protected him if he was a spy, a criminal, into drugs … The truth is that I’m still trying to hold onto Susan.
Being a bachelor again was a loneliness, an emptiness, a round of busy days and sleepless nights. A tide of despair would sweep over him without warning, and he would weep. He wept for himself and for Susan and for everything that they had lost. Susan’s presence was everywhere. The apartment was alive with reminders of her. Robert was cursed with total recall, and each room tormented him with memories of Susan’s voice, her laughter, her warmth. He remembered the soft hills and valleys of her body as she lay in bed naked, waiting for him, and the ache inside him was unbearable.
His friends were concerned.
“You shouldn’t be alone, Robert.”
And their rallying cry became, “Have I got a girl for you!”
They were tall and beautiful, and small and sexy. They were models and secretaries and advertising executives and divorcees and lawyers. But none of them was Susan.