But I will pass to business. I had a problem. As you know, Vera cannot have children. Treatment is useless, and the successor and the successor of our sort has to be. Therefore I got acquainted with one charming girl and was with her. And it is with me. By the way, she was a virgin. But there was what I call a discrepancy. My wife Vera absolutely accidentally on one of receptions got acquainted with Larisa. That woman who from me became pregnant. She told my wife the story, and that, having learned that, all this history concerned it, filed the application for a divorce. When I came to the lawyer, she told that my business smells fried that it that Larisa was already pregnant is possible and, having overslept with me, she only wants to attach me to herself and to give to the child my surname. Mother! What will you advise me in this case?
Your son Roman.
The letter from mother to the son
Hello, sonny. I am surprised that you remembered me for these two years. You − complete fool. Was born the fool, the fool you live and you will die too, obviously, the fool. You what you think? Your adventures will not remain unaddressed on the left? You are mistaken. It is necessary to pay for everything, and you! You are not able to cover up tracks. I so understand that they met on the presentation? Yes, more them had no place to meet. Yes they also did not meet if on this chertova the presentation you would not take this Larisa. You know, the sort is, and the wife should pay attention too. She would also not learn about Larisa if you, the fool, took the wife, the fool, on this chertova the presentation, the fool. And now that? Write me? Means, council was necessary? In two years lines and as the fried rooster in a bum pecked, so all of you home, to mother to be cried in a skirt you run. What? I what not so I tell? I speak truly. To you, children, it could not care less of us, the head you live and how what? So you run in a home. But where it at you, this house?
But it is fine, talked, unburdened the heart and will be enough. Give about business. You are afraid that not your child? Yes, women when the uterine film is torn already at the child's birth can have it. Also maybe it that the uterine film is torn not at once, and after the second or third sexual intercourse. These are the rare occurences, but they are. Therefore, unfortunately, who the child's father, can know only mother. My council: wait for the birth of the child and make the analysis of DNA, though it does not give a guarantee.
Your loving mother.
Letter of Hope to Belief
Belief, hello! Writes you Roman's mother. How are you doing? Heard that you swore and divorced my son. I, of course, am not excited about its act, but, understand and you are it. These words, of course, can offend you, but he, as well as many men, wants continuation some kind of. I in a coma time do not want to tell that you, Vera, will never have children. Of course, you will have them, I do not doubt it. The medicine does not stand still and as it will not seem cruelly, but adoption could save your marriage too. But now not about it. My son takes concerning the incident hard. I, of course, do not acquit him, but it if everything could be returned back, then he would make it. In the conclusion I wanted to ask you to talk to my son. Perhaps, for both of you not all is lost, and it is possible to save your marriage still.
Yours faithfully, Nadezhda.
Letter of Belief to Hope
Dear Nadezhda. I, of course, understand that you − mother also care for the son. I am a woman too and I understand you, but you understand me, understand my position. I as you mentioned in the letter to me, will never be able to become pregnant. Agree, for the woman it is a grief, and to remind her of it on extremely measure dishonourably. But I understand you, and obviously you wrote these lines out of despair.
You would like that I talked to Roman. I, of course, could talk to it, but what's the use? He made the Choice and it has no way back. I always wanted and I want children, even at one time suggested Roman to adopt the child, but he − the guy rested also said only that he wants the child from the seed, and then it is possible and to adopt. Yes, of course, the seed, this.
Yours faithfully Vera.
Letter of Hope to Belief
Dear Vera. I apologize if offended you, I assure that it left accidentally. None of us are perfect. All of us make mistakes. My son, as you understand, not an exception. Unless in your life there were no mistakes? Of course and. However, can be, they were not so obvious, but they were.
Tell how many we, women, want warmth and love how many women raise the children all alone? How many women want for children of the better life? Do you consider that I not without sin? You are mistaken, it not so. I married when I already was about to give birth. Somewhere on the third weeks of pregnancy. Yes, my husband to death thought that Roman his son, and only on the deathbed Illarion learned the truth. Do you ask to what I write it to you? The matter is that Roman doubts that he is the child's father, and I support him. I would have a girl, I would tell her that she did not miss chance and married some businessman. But I have a boy and I do not want that some prostitute twisted him.
You know, each other there are already a lot of years. You know who what wants in this or that situation. Agree that it is better to keep for both of you marriage, than to terminate it and then to feel sorry about it for all life.
PS: I wrote to you a story of the birth of Roman. He does not know that he is not Illarion's son. I ask to keep it in secret.
Yours faithfully Nadezhda.
E-Male: Vera's letter to Larisa
Larisa. Vera, Roman's wife writes you. Be not surprised that I know your E-Male the address. Roman gave me it. I write you because I want to talk to you, let's meet and we will discuss current situation. How his wife, I would like to know what you are going to do further? Agree that in the situation which developed for both of us we should discuss further.
I well understand that you now in situation. I am sure that your pregnancy proceeds well, and that a fruit in a full order. I hope, the child will be born healthy, and there who knows?
Yours faithfully Vera.
E-Male: Larisa's letter to Vera
Hello, Vera. How are you, health? Always there is something that women see from a distance, can assess this or that situation. I understand your desire to return Roman, but he mine, I expect from it a baby, and it will connect us forever. As for your preventions, you are mistaken, to intimidate me there is no sense. I am not afraid of difficulties and to frighten me there is no sense. Agree, is fully on that examples that at absolutely healthy people children with these or those deviations and vice versa are born. Never you will guess what child will be born. If its sex can be defined on a stomach, then the answer about his health will be given only by ultrasonography. However, I understand you, you love it. You love though it changed you. But believe, I here at all not and: when I learned everything, I already was in the family way. He deceived me and only used a situation. He very much wanted children, and I will give him to him. I regret that you can have no children. But do not despair, adoption − too an exit.
Yours faithfully Larisa.
The letter to mother Mother! Recently I was in clinic, made tests and underwent annual inspection at doctors. Besides all analyses I made ultrasonography of an abdominal cavity and a prostate gland. I want to tell at once that the result did not please me. Found prostatitis and adenoma of a prostate in me. The doctor-surgeon channelized me to the urologist, and that in turn directed me to make additional analyses which were worse, than ultrasonography. Having looked at these analyses, I was terrified. The matter is that prostatitis, influenced my genital function, and I am infertile now. I do not know when it occurred? But I think, з long before I overslept with Larisa. Here what confusion came out. I wanted the child from the seed, and it is fruitless. The doctor told that it was still possible to bring children two years ago, but not now, late.
I do not know how to tell about it to Vera? She will never forgive me. I descended on the left, thought that my seed will continue my sort, and it is absent also. It turned out that I just changed it, changed the person loving me. Whether she will forgive me, I do not know?
Your son Roman.
Letter of mother to the son
The son, I understand your situation. Not everyone will decide to admit to himself that it is fruitless. Most often people go on the street and sleep with prostitutes or bring mistresses, as occurred in your case.
Obviously, at the subconscious level you knew that that you with Vera can have no children, it partly and your fault. Therefore you got acquainted with other woman and, having satisfied the men's instincts, you did not even notice how you were the father of other child. Did you always want the and where it? If you are infertile, then?.
I advise you to talk to Vera. I do not know, she can will forgive you, and can and is not present. It depends on you.
Your mother.
Letter of Hope to Belief.
Hello Vera! I write you this letter because the new circumstance which can try on partly you with Roman became clear. Business is that my son underwent annual inspection recently. Kind of to tell it more softly? Found infertility in it. Two years ago it could conceive still, but not now. So Larisa cannot carry the child Roman in any way. It is simply impossible.
I know that you are angry on it, but one problem, and me seems, the most important, is solved. Roman is not a father of the child of Larisa. She, obviously to all this invented. She is pregnant, but only not from it. I hope, my information shed light on current situation.
Yours faithfully, Nadezhda.
Letter of Belief to Hope
Hello Nadezhda. Thank you for information. I regret that Roman was infertile. All the life I blamed only myself for what I cannot present to it the child whom he so wanted. Now I understand that business was in both of us. For all these years of our matrimony never the expert had him, never made tests. Here and result. Perhaps, he could conceive the child if do not accuse of everything me one and in time addressed the expert. But now? To become after everything full-fledged family? Do you know how it is difficult?
I want to return it, but whether he will want to return to me? It changed? I can and forgave him if not … I how many times I told him about adoption, and it? He did not want anything to listen about it, he went on one that wants own child, not the adopted child, and here result. It is fruitless, the child whom it allegedly conceived appeared not it. Yes, life − is difficult piece. It punishes us for our sins, and we can make nothing with it. Roman wanted reproduction, I do not blame him. Everyone wants the posterity. But at least he could tell about it to me? I would understand it, and advised something as a last resort. And he made everything itself and paid for it. It I cannot forgive it.
Yours faithfully, Vera.
Letter of Hope to Belief
I understand you as nobody. It is hard to forgive treason. But try to talk to my son at least for a start. I am sure that he will ask for you forgiveness. I do not know whether you forgive him, but I will become sure of one − after this conversation to you to two easier.
Yours faithfully, Nadezhda.
Letter of the Novel to Belief
Vera! My dear Vera! I long did not decide to write you this letter, but nevertheless after long crisis I write you these lines. Of course, you can not read this letter and throw out it on a garbage can. But listen to me before finally deciding that to us to do next.
You know that I always wanted the child. Wanted so strongly that did not see anything further own nose. I will not tell that only I was mistaken in this situation, we were mistaken in it together. You as well as I, wanted children, even wanted to adopt. But I always wanted own child; probably, God solved differently. Now I understood that he, perhaps, tested us, wanted to check our love not only to each other, but also to children. He wanted to learn, we are capable to fall in love with foreign child before bringing the. Agree, to love foreign child much more difficult, than own. Though sometimes native flesh and blood becomes worse, than the stranger.
Forgive me, expensive! If it is possible, let's start everything anew. As for my child from Larisa, it not mine. Recently I made the analysis on the spectrogram, and I was told that I am infertile on extremely measure two years. Ever since as we tried to bring with you the child.
Forgive me, expensive! Let's meet, we will talk.
Your Roman.
Vera Roman's letter
My dear former hubby, I am surprised that after you changed me with this, you dared to write me and to apologize? What you made, incorrigibly. You betrayed our love. Crushed it during that instant as went to bed to this… What? Now you understood? I hope that we, women, artful bitches. We always wish the fact that we want, and we receive it always.
Tell that our union meant to you? We spent a lot of time together. Really for all spent years you did not understand whatever was family, it always remains family. Of course, we had disputes, we could not come to unambiguous opinion, but all this trifles. It is only life. Family − here that the most important in life. Tell, tell if not to me, then yourself: what for you family? Only an empty phrase or something else? Really you did not understand that there is a family?
Do you say that you are infertile? But you all this time were sure of the return that it I, but not you are infertile. You forced me to be treated, of course, I and made and to your data recovered half a year ago. I wanted to report about it to you, but you did not want to listen to me, all blamed me for my not reproductive capacity, and it appeared, you are infertile, but not I. But the most ridiculous in this situation even not it, but the fact that you marry the woman who will hang up on you not your child. There is a hokhma! You wanted the, and received the stranger. Here life what! She all the same will achieve the. Laughter and only.
Belief.
Letter of the Novel to Belief
I of course understand your irony, I on your place arrived, probably, also. But in vain you are so. Life already punished me for my treachery. You are right, Vera, I did not appreciate what I had, and for it paid. You cannot believe how to me precisely. You are right, I grew blind. But I wanted just continuation some kind of! What in it bad? Of course, I not the Saint, but also you not sacred. I know about your affair with Victor. I know that you got acquainted on the presentation of its project, prior to Larisa's meeting with me. What? Thought, I do not learn? What, it was better than me or you were flattered on its state? You spoke about values of family and marriage, but neglect them.