Chast-I
Chapter-1
On the bridge
I sat on sitting in the electric train, went home. To the people there was much, but pass between cars was free. Today, ехав in this electric train, I was happy. The BEND project was approved. It was approved by all, both investors, and judges. Everything was excellent. And how could be differently? Larisa won that tender. Everything was excellent.
Tell how many people even if they are married, like other people of an opposite sex. Perhaps? No, are not pleasant, but they find them attractive. There is no person who at least once, would not pay attention to other person even if he she is already married. Here and Roman has such case now. Opposite to it the woman of years of thirty five sat. I will not describe her appearance. For each person there is the ideal. It is its personal, and nobody will be able to change it. This our feelings, in relation to other person. The brain sends us signals, and we pay attention to this or that person. But all this is already proved scientifically, and I will continue. She watched the cell phone, obviously, some movie. Now where look, at MTS, MEGAFON AND BEELINE, there is a TV-application. Possibly they to eat also at other operators, I do not know? Did not use. So, we will continue. I remember how it unintentionally hooked on me the leg, and having immediately apologized, smiled kind of for fun, and I, having nodded it in reply too, pulled out the phone, having opened the application of one of games, began to play. Perhaps Roman would also like to get acquainted with it, but he did not want to pull down what created with such work. He did not want to have the next mistress, and he already had a wife. The wife Vera, and his mistress who to it gave birth to Emmanuil and Lyubov. Girl and boy. Two children of purity of love and sin., Roman and Larisa's sin. But this their business. Who knows what they will grow up in living in poverty, whom will become? It depends only on their parents. Whether they will manage to direct them on the correct course of life or not? Well, here and stop. Roman went out of the car of the train, doors were closed, and the electric train went further, turning into a point, taking away afar, that woman who, in my opinion, was attractively beautiful.
I heaved a deep sigh, and having passed the terminal on an exit to the city, walked upstairs, and went after the direction. To shopping center SOLNECHNY RAY, and the electric train disappeared in the distance. It went forward, carrying people on the stations. Who knows where now this woman? Perhaps at it families, children! However, it is only a fleeting glimpse. A look which is always with us. We like these or those people. What here will you do? Fine there is always around us, it an integral part of our life. Life in which there are a lot of sorrows and grief. Lives of love and joy of life. Lives of a wonderful life, light and its sad party. And just lives.
Hardly anyone can tell that there is life? For everyone the. Money, power, religion. Lyubov, family, children. Who knows? What sense invests in this word, life! There is Vera. She meets me on the bridge. I go to it, and I see her good-natured smile. She as if rejoices that I here that I arrived, and we again together. Together as usual. Together as if did not leave, together. Always together. In sorrows and grieves. Having approached it, I saw tears on her eyes. This there were tears of sorrow and loss, a tear of grief and suffering. Suffering of the person who just lost someone in the life. Roman took an interest.
– What happened?
Vera had such look that she was similar and, is unlike itself. It was anxiously and lost. Lost because that it perhaps really had some tragedy, and anxious because it was all on nerves, in cares of what occurred when was not at home Roman. She looked in his face, and felt. Had a gut feeling all the women's that she tells it about what occurred, he threw everything now, and ran there. There, where waited for it where needed it. Yes, it is possible, it will occur quite so, and in any way differently. Well and let. Means so to that and to be. But he has to know the truth, the truth whatever bitter it was. The belief heaved a deep sigh. On her heart the stone was formed. Heavy stone of the truth. The truth which it could lose everything. All that had now. She began to cry, and these bitter tears said to Roman that there was something, something that will change all his life.
– Emmanuil. – She made a pause as if being at loss for words to report to Roman about what happened to him. – Your son.
Here Roman did not restrain. He took Vera for shoulders, and having sharply shaken her, sharply cried out.
– What Emmanuil? Speak! That with my son Chert you a pobera!
The belief told.
– Today to it it became worse.
– What means worse? – Roman neistvovat. – He was absolutely healthy when I left. That for two days there could be a Devil all of you a pobera.
– I do not know. – Vera admitted. – I know nothing. – then she told. – Last night I was called by Larisa, and reported that Emmanuilu it became unexpectedly bad. It called the doctor, and that urgently hospitalized him. – then Vera looked in eyes of full alarm, and took an interest. – The novel, if you want to visit Emmanuil, I will not object, in the end of the ends he is your son.
At this moment, Roman flared up. It did not restrain any more. It was in rage. How? Why? He asked himself this question, and did not find on it the answer.
– Why you did not report about it to me earlier? – it neistvovat – I what was too far from you? What, it was heavy to call? Or crack?
At this moment, passersby already began to pay attention to them. They looked at them, and thought of something. Nobody made them remarks. They only went, went everyone on the affairs. They did not hurry. Just went, looking back at two people, people arguing on something. However, everyone knows that not in the business flattery is more expensive to itself. This truth.
Belief, listening to Roman, wanted to tell, no, it told that pay attention to them. What Roman bellowed at that to him to spit who looks at him there. And then added that better they would look for the children, than to pay attention to others. Well, he can and it is right. Nobody can judge others, without having lent himself.
The belief told.
– Larisa asked her that I reported nothing. She wanted that everything at you passed quietly. As usual.
– Quietly. – Roman was angry with himself. – What means quietly? I that? Did not participate in its conception? Or nevertheless he is a mute child?
The belief hurried to calm Roman.
– What do you tell? – with feeling deep surprise was said by her. – Of course, they are your children. Yours, and more draw.
– And you Vera are confident in it?
The belief hurried to steam.
– You recognized after the carried-out analysis of DNA that it is your children. Yours more draw.
Roman immediately noticed.
– Analyses and can be forged what here it? That it is worth bribing the doctor, he will tell that the bum, and that his son, and the father the oligarch his father. Such cases in medical practice a rarity. "Yes what we about sad yes about sad" – was unexpectedly told by Roman. – I will go to hospital now, and you home, there wait for me.
The belief wanted to leave. It was opposite to it to listen to Roman now. He just boldly reproached her that she did not report to him about this tragedy in time. Now, when Roman will go to Larisa, to the son, Vera will go home, there is nothing offended. She only told Roman the truth, and he flared up. Of course, Vera understood it. Unlike Larisa it with Roman any more will never have children. But why so to react? She is not guilty of what happened to Roman's son? Other woman sent everything to hell, spat everything, and would leave him up hill and down dale, but she it made. It was is brought so up, and she is obedient told.
– Well, I will go home, and, as always, I will wait for the husband whose husband there is never a house. – then she kind of to it added to a reproach. – I already forgot how it to be a wife?
As for it the offer, many will tell that it not so. The wife, though she and the wife to the husband, she is first of all a woman, and has to быль first of all the person. The person with the requirements, with the desires. Nobody can humiliate the person, offend him even if it it insult is worthy. But the most disgusting in life of any person, this humiliation. Humiliation his personality, its advantage. But what to do if you are humiliated or offended by your husband or your wife? To obey? To swallow this humiliated insult or to obey will of the husband or the wife? Everyone will tell the version to this situation. I say that in life perhaps there are a lot of disputes and reasonings on this subject. I precisely know that in the twenty first century, nobody will take down insult in the address and furthermore humiliation. Yes it was earlier. Men protecting honor of women, dueled in the nineteenth century. In the twentieth century, women fought for the honor. What occurs in the twenty first century? Really everything is so bad that we forgot what is honor and dignity of the person?
However, the wife has to submit to the husband. To submit, but not to take down insult and humiliation. Men consider that this so. They have to be at top of human hierarchy. The man, the head of the family, and as he will tell, so it also will be.
The woman considers that, having received equality with men, they have to decide how to them to arrive in this or that situation. The wife has to analyze all that she does as arrives. Nobody can force the person, especially the woman, to arrive, do not whistle. Their brain analyzes everything on several courses forward. I know women who already know that it is necessary to answer though the question did not sound yet.
The woman always remembers what was told her by this or that person, and never forgives insults in the address. Here and Vera. She always submitted to the husband, suffered from him everything, even insults, but humiliation which she heard now overflowed her patience. She reported to Roman about the tragedy with his son, and he accused her of carelessness, and in broad daylight. He accused her of negligence, of what she did not watch for his children! And unless it is it there was a business? This business to Larisa. It, and only it. She had to the first report to Roman about the tragedy, and she for some reason did not make it. What Vera is guilty of? Yes there is nothing. It already was near all this time Larisa and Emmanuil. Cared for them, and in exchange received only one. Roman sent it to hell, and itself hurried in children's policlinic where he waited for him a surprise. But about it later, now he still stood on the bridge of the station Ramenskoye, and briskly talked to Vera.
– Well. – tenderly as if asking forgiveness Roman smiled to Vera. – You know my character. So far as concerns my children, I become intolerable.
The belief squeezed out from itself something similar to a smile, and politely answered.
– I understand. – Then she heaved a deep sigh, on heart it was sad. But this melancholy was joyful. Joyful because she was quiet now. Having told all truth to Roman, she facilitated the heart heavy freight. It was a pokoyna now. Then she added. – Absolutely forgot, Dimitrii waits for us.
Roman was puzzled.
– Dimitrii? – he frowned, kind of threw. – What it is necessary to it?
– He did not tell it to me, told that it is very urgent.
Roman shrugged shoulders.
– What can be urgent? I with it ended all affairs.
– I do not know, he told that this news which is known to it shocks you!
– Shocks? Well, I will meet it as soon as I visit Larisa and Emmanuil. Yes, by the way, what about Love?
– The girl stays in good health.
– Well.
On it the conversation ended. Roman and Vera went down from the bridge, and having taken two cabs everyone went on the affairs. Belief home, as well as the husband, and Roman in children's policlinic where his son, Emmanuil lay told it. Under continued supervision of the mother. There it was waited by a surprise. More precisely an unexpected meeting with the old friend, and news which changed the course of this history. So, now it goes to children's hospital. Towards to the destiny.
Sitting in the taxi, Vera thought that everything that happened to her, she deserved it. Nobody knows that it had to pass. She took the mobile phone call, and having dialed number, told.
– This I. It arrived.
– …
– Where now? Goes to children's policlinic.
Then it disconnected a mobile phone tube.
Chapter-2
In hospital
We do not know what waits for us behind turn? Behind turn of our life? What to happen in a minute? Whom will we meet?
Here and Roman who arrived to children's hospital, did not know that he expects him?
This was the children's hospital combined with the children's policlinic constructed by a letter. It is in one big complex, with adult policlinic, cardiology, a morgue, psychiatric hospitals, and under construction gynecologic office. Also nearby there is a skin clinic. Still wooden medical institution. At which the ambulance and the red building of the chief physician of all this complex was located. All this complex costs at the Borisoglebsk lake, the park in which there are the Borisoglebsk sports complex, the Pool, hotel, a sacred source opposite was located. Bridge, monument to deer. Also I eat there is a stadium of team Saturn. At height, on the observation deck, at an exit or at an entrance to the park, it is proud there is Trinity Church. Important looking round on the parties, keeping order in the city. Generally it is worth looking in personally.
But we were fond. Let's return to Roman.
It was included into chamber in which without departing from the patient's bed, near it Larisa, Emmanuil's mother sat on a chair. Of course, all this in only an allegory, as the little six-month-old child, can lie on a bed. Of course, it lay in separate chamber, in the place which is called boxing. This place especially for children with poor health. Also there to be newborn children.
Looking at this strange creation through glass, Roman was rather quiet. He knew that this his child. Its flesh and blood. And here it needs its help, and it can help nothing to it.
The doctor standing nearby as could, consoled him. He said that everything is formed, and the boy to recover.
Roman with grief answered.
– I hope. – He could not but hide the tears. He looked at the sick son, and could help nothing to it. What for the Devil? Where did it pick up this infection? However, it now so important. Important only that his child recovered. Was on the mend. Here, at this moment, he heard behind himself to more familiar female voice.
– Hi, Roman.
He would learn this voice from one thousand. This there was Larisa's voice. He turned back, and saw the beautiful woman. The disease of her son changed it. It was not so beautiful and any more attractive which it was so long ago. Her face was drowned in tears, she was heart-broken, and did not know what will happen to her son. Whether he will die or will survive? Nobody could answer her this question.
She approached Roman, and is strong him having embraced began to cry.
Roman was taken aback. He did not know, as to tell. It had uniform no word somehow to calm Larisa.
She looked at the doctor, and asked.
– Doctor how our son?
The doctor answered.
– The hope is, but very weak.
Roman took an interest.
– Tell, he will survive?