With each major achievement in a Lycians life, he or she received ink from the family elders, turning each Lycian into a walking record of their honor and service. He and his siblings were the most marked in Lycia other than their father. He wore his skin with a great deal of pride. That she found it beautiful only made him want to preen for her gaze.
That she understood just how much it meant made him rejoice that hed found this female.
She traced over the trails of ink. Over dates and words, over animals and maps, kissing here and there as she did. It was difficult not to push her back and feast on her skin, but he managed to hold still, his beast taking over and standing proudly for her to examine him.
Your body is ridiculous. She looked up into his gaze, a smile marking her lips.
He didnt resist the urge to dip and take a taste of her mouth, his fingers sliding through her hair, taking it down from the ponytail. He breathed her in, the scent of her hair, of her skin, of everything that made her. His beast stirred, satisfied, but demanding more.
Ridiculous bad or ridiculous good?
She laughed, her head tipping back, and he feasted on the line of her neck, warm and supple skin, heavy with her scent and the tang of her magick.
So, even four-hundred-year-old males who look like you do fish for compliments?
Only from the most beautiful women in the world.
He unbuttoned her blouse and eased it away from her body, pausing to take in the sight of the pale silk camisole she wore underneath. You have marks too? He figured she would. He knew her sister had them; hed seen them when shed come to Lycia for the binding ceremony and had worn a backless gown.
She hummed her delight as he kissed her shoulders and over to her neck. Yes. Lark and I wanted to honor all the big moments. It sort of became a competition to see who got what tattoo first.
You and your sister are very competitive. He brushed his fingertips over a scar on her side and another on her upper arm.
Rogue wolf, she gasped as he licked over the inside of her arm, at the elbow.
And where is that wolf today?
Nowhere.
He smiled against her skin. So fierce. You should probably know up front just how sexy I find it when you say such things.
He pulled the right strap down, kissing to her elbow, then followed up with the left. But he leaned back, speechless after hed pulled the camisole free of her body and she knelt there, her upper body in nothing but her bra. And the beginnings of a wash of bruises. Hed be angry about that later.
Weve competed at everything I can remember since we were little kids. Never in a mean-spirited way. Ive always felt that we push each other to be our best. Sometimes we manage to do it right.
You and I are going to have to discuss this guilt you seem to carry over things you cant possibly really be guilty for. After.
His annoyance at her self-blame dissolved like smoke as he took her in. Long and lean, fit. Layers of muscle defined her upper arms. Her tits were freaking magnificent in a barely there wisp of a pale blue bra.
I dont say a lot, but fifty thousand pages of poetry could be written about you.
The harsher edges of need on her features eased into a flattered smile. And a blush.
Do you know I can smell you when you blush? He slid his thumbs over her nipples through the bra and she arched into his touch.
Huh?
He popped the hooks at the back and removed the bra, exposing all that glorious tawny skin to his gaze. Am I distracting you? He gently laid her back on the bed, pulling the soft pants from her long-as-sin legs. Her panties were in the boy-short style, accentuating her belly and thighs and most likely her ass.
But shed have to stand up for him to see and he didnt want that. Not right then. He pulled her underpants from her, leaving her totally naked.
When you blush it heats your skin and your scent rises. Ive never smelled anything like you before. Your magick smells like snowflakes and pomegranate. And sex. Heaven help me, when you heat up my beast wants to drop to his knees and worship you.
Wow, youre lethal with your mouth.
He laughed, loving the way her gaze never left his hands at his waistband as he unbuttoned and unzipped his jeans and shimmied from them and his shorts.
I havent even begun to show you just how talented I am with my mouth.
She sucked in a breath. I cant wait.
Helena knew, somewhere in the back of her mind, the place she was actively ignoring, that having sex with Faine was a monumentally bad idea.
But he was too much. Big and tall, broad shouldered. Covered in ink and muscles and tight skin. She sighed happily as she took him in. He smiled, knowing she was objectifying him. Totally digging it, and who was she to judge? The way his gaze ate up every bit of her body thrilled her to her toes.
He kissed her slow and deep, his lips were sure and gentle. At first. But once he lay against her, skin to skin, he hissed as she arched. His skin was hot, nearly scalding hers, and yet she couldnt get more. Her magick seemed to wake and radiate outward in a way that left her dizzy.
And that gentle, sure kiss deepened. Hed teased her mouth open but now he took. Demanded more as his tongue slid into her mouth, sliding against hers. She held on, her nails digging into the skin of his back, urging him closer.
He growled. Like, really growled. His beast making itself known, and she hadnt had any idea how much shed like it.
But she really, really liked it. There was something dangerous about what lurked just beneath the smooth, debonair surface of this male. That she had no fear at all hed ever use it to harm her was . . . interesting to say the least.
Hed made the comment that she knew theyd have awesome sexytimes and hed been right. Shed had the feeling it would be combustible. But this was something else. The way not only her body reacted, but her magick rose to meld with his, wasnt something shed experienced before.
His mouth left hers, cruising down her jaw, pausing at the hollow of her throat, licking over the skin there until she made a sound she had no idea she could make.
More kisses. Down over each breast, down her belly, those big hands pressed her thighs wide open and he took a long lick. And then another. Over and over and he did, indeed, show her just how talented he was with his mouth.
Twice.
She was still shaking with her second climax when he slid the head of his cock through her and then barely inside.
Her lethargy was replaced by renewed need.
More. She rolled her hips, taking a bit more of him.
Im trying to take it slow, but youre making it hard.
She laughed, opening her eyes so she could look up at him.
What are you laughing at?
Im supposed to make it hard. Thats the point.
He got it, laughing, bending to kiss her quickly. Funny.
You can tell if Im, um, fertile and stuff, right? Lark said you guys have some sort of Spidey-sense about that.
Spidey-sense? Like the comic book? He shook his head. Youre very fertile. So fertile its a struggle not to sniff you all the time. But youre not in a time of your cycle when you can get pregnant.
This is a weird conversation. Fuck me instead.
He grinned and pressed all the way inside until she gave him a low moan. Your wish is mine to make a reality.
He really was good with words.
But even better with his body.
She wrapped her thighs around his waist and grabbed two handfuls of his rock-hard ass and held on as he kept his thrusts deep and slow. She tried to speed him up, but he simply gave her a raised brow and did exactly what he wanted.
Shed probably never admit it out loud, but it was hot when he was that way.
Time seemed to stretch until there was nothing but the feel of him inside her, his weight against her, the scent of his skin, of clean sweat and sex. There was only Faine and Helena, and she liked that more than she wanted to really think on deeply.
I think Im ready, he murmured as he began to speed up. He changed his angle and suddenly each thrust brushed the length of his cock over her clit and built her up again until she came once more, so hard her teeth tingled. He snarled and followed, capturing her mouth as he climaxed with a long groan.
Wow seemed totally redundant, but she found herself sighing it as he pulled her close, burying his face in her hair. She felt the curve of his lips against her neck as he smiled.
Indeed.
* * *
MOLLY tapped on her door a few minutes later and Helena was glad shed had the time to get dressed again. Though Faine still lounged in her bed and seemed to have no intention of moving.
Not that she had any complaints about all that gorgeous and naked. Damn.
Helena opened the door, smiling when she saw Molly.
She moved into the hall, closing the door in her wake, but Mollys facial expression told her shed seen Faine in bed.
Well now. How are you feeling?
Helena couldnt help it, she laughed. Um, better. Whats up?
Im just letting you know Ive done a call in to a national news show. Itll air during their breaking news spots and later this evening on the evening news cycle. Theyve asked me in for a face-to-face interview but Gage said no.
Helena nodded. Smart man youve got there. Molly, theyre trying to kill you. Lets not give them any chances. At least not any more today.
I know. Would it be all right if they sent a camera crew here? I feel like we need to respond to this and if we dont, the vacuum is filled by others like PURITY.
Are those assholes claiming responsibility?
No. Theyre saying we did it to harm the human protesters.
What?
Come on. Let me get you up to date on everything thats happened in the last two hours.
Helena pulled her hair up into a ponytail as she followed. She did feel better, like the time with Faine had filled her reserves in a way nothing else could have. Sex as a restorative? All righty then.
Tosh has called, everyone there is okay. Theyve got extra guards on him, Delilah and Parrish. There are Others who still havent come out. They may not at this point given the threats and the holes in capitol security. He appeared on television about half an hour ago and hailed you as a hero for saving all those bystanders.
Me?
Molly turned, taking Helenas hand. You. Helena, you risked your life to save hundreds of people. All in full view. This will change a lot of peoples minds about us. You did the right thing even though theyd just been calling out insults and threatening to shoot you in the head. That changes peoples perceptions.
Glad my near death can help PR.
Molly frowned. I didnt mean it that way. But the fact is, it did.
I know you didnt. Im sorry for snapping at you. You should know Im going to recommend to The Gennessee and Meriel that we end this traveling road show. The security risks are too great and in the end, we endanger even more people. I know you believe in this, but I cant stand behind it after today.
Molly nodded. I understand. They went into the living room, which had been transformed into a makeshift media room. Laptops sat on multiple surfaces. Caspar stood when she came in and began to clap. People looked up, smiling when they saw her and got up, clapping as well.
Warmth rushed through her. Humility chasing it.
She put a hand up to stop them. Thank you, all. I appreciate it. But the fact remains that a hole in security created that situation today. And we lost two good people because of that. Each of you did your job and that saved lives. If anyone deserves applause, its you all.
Molly grinned and they sat, Molly continuing to fill her in.
The president had made a statement condemning the bombings. Shed also stated her belief that Others were citizens and had the same rights everyone else had, including the right to address their grievances to their government without being bombed. She called for calm and a cease in the escalation in violence.
How about she signs an Executive Order saying so? Helena appreciated the nice statement, but for goodness sake, it was time to back that up with the power of the presidency.
I know. My sources say shes trying to let this all work out through states and up to her before she does anything like that. She wants to help, but shes got a big job.
Fuck that. If she wanted to help, shed help. All this talk is getting us killed. We need her to be a leader now.
Molly nodded. I agree.
Tosh had also done a news conference with Parrish Carroll and Delilah Sperry at his side. In it they hailed Helena as a hero whod selflessly risked her life to save all the people on the steps, including the ones protesting her very existence. The FBI, headed by Andersons task force, had issued a brief statement as well, saying preliminary evidence indicated the attack was domestic terrorism a la suicide vests.
PURITY had their own press conference where they accused the Others of the bombings for publicity and to make them look bad. Humans First had been very quiet and it made Helena wonder why.
You know it has to be one of their people. Gage came in with Fainewho gave her a smile that made her tingle a little, and handed her a mug before sitting at her side.
Drink that. Your mother has called twice and forbade us to disturb you, but she said when you were ready you needed to drink as many cups of this tea as you can.
Oh, he disturbed her all right. But it was too late to run.
Helena just gulped it down, knowing it would taste horrible, but that if her mother said to drink it, shed better just obey or face Rains wrath.
She grimaced and then shuddered. Not one of her better-tasting mixes, but as shell totally make you tell her and shes quite hard to fib to, you can now give her the truth. She put the mug down. I do believe it was Humans First and PURITY behind this. The more I think about the way Lynn Reed was acting in that hearing, the more Im convinced she knew something was up. In any case, Ive got to call in to speak with Gennessee. I was just telling Molly that Im recommending we end this tour. She can do her testimony via video if necessary. And lets be honest, everyone has said what needs saying. Im concerned about whats going on with our own people.
Cade left to go deal with the wolves. He said to let you know we had the use of their plane if we needed it. Gage sat back. Even in the house his gaze was never still, always roving, looking for possible trouble.
We do. All this moving around exposes us to a threat I simply cant protect adequately from. Not anymore.
Shed take Molly back to Seattle and then get down to Los Angeles. Shed probably have to go to a meeting of the Council of Others. She had three messages from them already, but she wanted to check on her people as well.
Chapter 11
THEY got off the plane in Seattle and she smiled at the sight of her sister on the tarmac.
Lark gave her a hug, kissing her cheek. Hey you.
Hey yourself. Thanks for the escort. Im going to stick around here and catch a ride down south.
Youre not.
Lark and Helena both turned, surprised by Faines rumble of disagreement. Simon just burst out laughing.
Im not? Helena gave him a look that would have sent any other person running. But not this giant. No, he just looked back.
Youre not. Youre going to my house and youre going to rest for a day and then we will go wherever were needed next.
You have a house here too?
I have multiple houses. Its a smart thing to have places you can retreat to when necessary. He shrugged, looking every bit like a prince as he did so.
Youve been appointed my guardian?
I believe weve already discussed this issue. You need a keeper sometimes because without one you will run yourself into the ground. In case youve forgotten, and let me hasten to add that I have not, you nearly died today. You stopped an explosion, and in doing so you bled from the nose and mouth. You need to sleep. Not nap, like you did earlier. You need to eat a real meal and then you need to have a hot bath and then you need to sleep for an uninterrupted eight hours. Then youll be well enough to go about saving the world and risking your life again.
Lark gave Helena a wide-eyed look. So when did this happen?
Helena threw her hands up in the air. Its like Im not even here.
Im taking Molly home. Everyone else is going home or to the hotel. Ill talk with you later. Just let me know where you end up. Gage gave her a one-armed hug before disappearing with Molly, who gave her two thumbs up and a wink.
We should get out of the open. Simon held a hand out to Lark, who looked back and forth between Helena and Faine.
Lark pulled her aside. Theyre going to hear everything we say, but lets pretend they cant, okay? You can stay with us. Theres plenty of room. Or you can go back to Los Angeles. I do think hes got a point. If you go back home, Mom is going to show up at your place with a basket full of goop, tea and tinctures and she will make you consume them all while covered in sticky stuff that will make you itch out the poison or whatever. And then shell make you tempeh loaf. Or you can stay here, have steak, some good scotch and cheesecake. While you tell me when you and Faine hooked up.
Is this supposed to be a choice? Moms tempeh loaf or letting that giant wolf over there tell me what to do?
Lark laughed. You fucked a Lycian and, from the looks of it, hes not just interested in a few days between the sheets. They latch on and then youre done.
I boned him, I didnt marry him.
Im not a wolf, Faine called out, amusement clear in his tone.
Beast, Lycian. Whatever. Bossy, and the sex wasnt so good Ive lost my mind.
Lark cocked her head and dared her to keep lying.
She sighed. Okay so it was. But . . .
There are no buts. Hes right. You need to rest. Also? They come with one setting. Bossy. Domineering. Theyre used to being in charge. But theyre worth it. At least the Leviathan brothers are. Lark smirked. Come on. Lark took her hands. I dont see you enough and youve had a rough day. Let me take care of you. Lets catch up a little. Please? Before he and Simon can start making plans for world domination?
Just Lark domination, pixie. Simon smiled at Lark, who waved it away as they walked toward the brothers.
Faines place happens to be our place. Hes just poking at you. Come on back. Ill grill some steaks and we can relax. Id like to spend time with you and my brother for a change. Simon gave her a little bow and she knew she was giving in before she did it.
* * *
SO while Lark has Helena cornered off in your room, interrogating her, let me do a little interrogation of my own. Whats going on?
Faine stood on his brothers deck, looking out over all the wildness just beyond. He breathed deep of the trees and earth. Its good here.
Simon grunted. Theres plenty of acreage just up the road for you to build your own house. But I figure youll be settling in Los Angeles at this point. How long has this been going on between you and Helena?
Faine blew out a breath. Hed been holding all this inside for some time and it felt good to finally be able to talk about it with someone whod understand. Ive been attracted to her for some time. Months now. Probably since the first time I laid eyes on her. Until today it was just kisses. He pushed away from the rail hed been leaning against, pacing. She could have died. It just hit me and then I saw her in an exposed moment. Emotionally, I mean. It was . . . I couldnt resist any longer and I realized it was stupid to have resisted as long as I have. I dont know, at first I felt like perhaps I should have waited, talked it all over with her before we had sex.
Grabbing his glass, he turned to face Simon, letting the smoke of the scotch dance over his senses.
The scent of the meat rose as Simon put the steaks on the grill. Shes a big girl, as Lark is so fond of saying. She knows what we are. Her sister is my Neest, after all. Helena knows what she wants. If she hadnt been interested and hadnt wanted you, she would have punched you in the head and kicked you out of her room.
Faine guffawed. Theyre a lot alike, I imagine. You appear to be unharmed so you must be doing something right.
Simon growled. Infuriating, these Jaansen females. Theyve got a penchant for placing themselves between danger and their people. Drives me nuts.
And you wouldnt have it any other way. Faine understood it because he felt the same. The danger of what Helena did made him crazy, but he respected her path a great deal.
Simon snorted. No. Its an integral part of who she is. One of the reasons I love Lark so much. Shes a warrior. As Helena is a warrior.
As we are. But you and I are nearly seven-foot-tall males who share existence with a beast bearing razor sharp teeth and claws. Weve been bred for what we are in ways they cant be. Theyre far more physically fragile.
Simon gave one of his infuriatingly calm shoulder shrugs. Thats all true. The fact that theyre warriors like we are makes it easierrationallyto accept the danger they put themselves in. But the fact that I love Lark so deeply is always a challenge to ration. But I do and its who she is. Theres no way around that, and if I dont accept it, we cant be together. Lets not avoid the fact that youre not only Lycian.
Faine blew out a breath. Yes. She knows my mother is a demoness so its not as if its a secret. But when is it Im supposed to bring up that the two halves of my being unite to make me cleave to the right female for life? Especially when she knows I was married at one time and I wasnt bonded to Lydia?
You loved Lydia, yes. But she was human. And you and I both know theres love and theres forever love. You didnt make it up. It simply is. Given that one of your siblings is bonded to her sister, I suppose it means our genetics seem to click with theirs. Its not a surprise that youd fall for her. Shes beautiful. Willful. Passionate and fiery about things. And shes got a most excellent left hook.
Faine snorted a laugh. She does. And some other stuff she does, Krav Maga, that stuns me when she does it. Shes so fragile though, just beneath that tough exterior. It calls to me.
Simon nodded. And you want to protect her. You know by now that you can only do so much. The Jaansen women are not going to be managed. You have to be sneaky about it. And really? You have to accept the whole package. That means they come home bloody at least once a month. Though lately its more. Im hoping it slows down at some point.
Faine scrubbed hands over his face. I want to take her to Lycia. Things are so busy just now it hasnt been possible. But soon. I want to take her and explain everything.
Shes your Neest then?
Lycians werent like werewolves in the sense that they didnt have the same sort of fated mate bond with their partner. Most Lycians had plural marriages. Faine was born when his and Simons father had two other wives. Many married or had long-term partnerships. But they had long life spans and they loved and embraced that love. Sometimes it was short term. Sometimes it was longer term, sometimes it meant more than one spouse.
But for some, usually in ruling families, there were special bonds. A voluntary bond that united a couple together for their entire lives. Tila, Faines mother, and Cross, his and Simons father, had chosen to perform the binding after Simons mother had died. Lark was his brothers Neest. His key. Their union was forever and highly respected by their people.
Faine felt that for Helena. And more than that, he was half demon, and demons tended to imprint on mates in the way of cat shifters. Intense attraction and then a voluntary binding. The two parts of Faines being had united in their hunger for Helena. He wanted her and he wanted her forever.
It all came down to just how Helena felt about it all.
She is my Neest. Faine blew out a breath. Now I just need to convince her of that.
Simon laughed as he turned the steaks. Unsolicited advice?
Faine shrugged. Always appreciated.
Theyve grown up in the human world. Concepts of love are different for them. It took a while for Lark to come around when I first told her she was my key. Even though theyre witches they live in a world of what they can see more than what they can feel when it comes to romance.
This had occurred to him. It had been a positive when hed interacted with human women. He kept it light and that was fine. Back home hed had more than enough company when he desired it, but Lycians were on the same page. They knew what he was, what he wanted, and those females who wanted more looked elsewhere.
He had thirty years with Lydia and it had been wonderful. But every time he went to his parents house, he saw their connection, saw what their bond was and he yearned for that. Had waited hundreds of years for it.
He hadnt expected Helena. When hed told her that, it was the total truth. Yes, sure, she was desirable on many levels. That hadnt been the surprise part. It was that sweetness he glimpsed, as well as the ferocity in battlethat combination had been his undoing.
We broached the subject earlier today and she blew it off. But she didnt get out of bed either. Faine raised a shoulder and grinned. His shoulder had ached for an hour after theyd been together. The nails shed raked over his skin had left a mark that should have healed faster.
That they hadnt was just another sign she was meant to be his. A mates marks faded slower because they were meant to be shown off.
Simons laugh was knowing. Faine knew his brother and his mate had an intense connection. Keep a first-aid kit handy and watch your blood pressure. Shes as wild and hard to manage as her little sister, Ill wager.
Yes. They share a tendency to work until they fall over.
Youll need to provide incentive to get her into bed. It doesnt get easier. Lark works herself to exhaustion. Im glad Helena is here, maybe theyll both rest a little. At least relax.
The next step is war. You know that. Unlike Lark and Helena, Faine and his brothers had been through war. More than once. He wished it wasnt heading in that direction. War sucked for everyone involved. But the humans, the ones who kept provoking the Others with acts of violence, werent going to listen until they were taught a hard lesson.
And sometimes hard lessons were bloody.
Simon sighed. Yes. They have fought against it. But you cant not react to what happened. Weve tried diplomacy and its not working.
* * *
HOW do you handle it? Being around such a big person all the time? Helena asked as she pulled on some thick socks. Lark hadnt bothered with any pretense; shed led Helena to Faines room and Helena hadnt argued. What would the point of that have been?
The doorways around here are big. Lark winked. You mean his presence? Lark sat on the floor, leaning back against the chair. If I sit on the bed, my scent will be there and hell get agitated. Lycians are particular and Faines going to want your smells all over the place.
See, thats part of what I mean. Helena pulled a pillow into her lap to lean on. Its so sudden. Yesterday he was one of my guards. Today he sexed me into a puddle of goo. Ive never . . . shew, suffice it to say hes got some moves.
Lark laughed, pushing her hair from her face. A body lives a few centuries and they seem to pick up some stuff. If hes anything like Simon, well, youll be well satisfied. No worries there. As for handling him? If you tell anyone this I will deny it. Lark sent her a prim look and she laughed.
Cross my heart.
I sort of like it. Hes so big and bossy and he pushes into my space like he was meant to be there. Its comforting. No one has ever taken care of me the way he does. But at the same time, he respects my job. Oh, he gets pissy when I come home bloody or when I dont get enough sleep, and he comes along with me a lot when Im out in the field. But hes seven hundred years old and built like a tank, its not like I cant use him. If I include him when I can hes more mellow about things.