The silver-haired author of half a dozen books and a couple of hundred learned articles eyed him coolly. Yes. Even I might struggle to do my needlepoint with that distraction.
James realized his mistake. Im sorry, Mrs Grey. I didnt mean-
Dont worry, Dr Zennor. Ive been condescended to by far greater men than yourself. She now placed the teapot at the centre of the table and took a seat. Florence was worried about you. She said you were drinking heavily.
For heavens sake, can a man not drink a glass of Scotch in his own home?
At high table the other night, you had Perkins return to the cellar at least twice.
So you think my wife left me because Im some kind of dipsomaniac?
No one is saying your wife has left you.
Shes not here, is she?
No, she is not. But there is no evidence that she has left you, in the rather melodramatic sense of that word. You dont know where she is. And you dont know why shes gone.
Precisely.
Well, I think you need to begin by putting yourself in her shoes.
James straightened his back, as if to signal that the discussion was over. Well, thank you, Mrs Grey. I appreciate your efforts. But nothing you have told me will help me get my wife back.
Is that what you want? To get her back?
Of course, thats what I bloody want! His voice cracked at that and, ashamed by the show of weakness, he dipped his head.
Well, perhaps I can help you.
He looked up, the rims of his eyes a bloodshot red.
Florence came to see me yesterday.
James gave a small nod, determined to do nothing that might stop Grey from going on.
She seemed agitated. She told me something of the strains at home.
Yes. His mind was whirring, processing what he was hearing at top speed, already working through the possible implications.
She said nothing concrete, she made no mention of any plans.
But
She was clearly in a hurry. She broke off our conversation, saying there was something she had to look up urgently at the Bodleian. Grey focused on her fingers, as if she needed to concentrate and choose her words carefully. I thought nothing of it at the time. After all, your wife is a dedicated scholar. But given her departure first thing this morning, I wonder if the two are connected. If there was something she had to check, something she had to find out, before she could leave. It might perhaps give you a-
But Virginia Grey did not get the chance to complete her sentence. She looked up to see James had simply turned around, grabbed a jacket from the hall and marched out of the front door.
Chapter Five
It was only when he passed the clock outside the Post Office that he discovered the time. It was quarter to six: he had, he realized, spent most of the day in a stupor fuelled by anger and alcohol. But now, at last, he had some action to take. It was not much after all, his wife was in the Bodleian fairly regularly but Grey was a shrewd judge of character: if she believed Florences visit yesterday might be significant, that his wife had somehow seemed agitated, then that had to be taken seriously.
He had peddled furiously past Keble when a blur from his left suddenly slammed into view. He swerved to avoid it, but it was too late: a fellow cyclist had sprung from South Parks Road without looking, clipping the back of Jamess rear wheel.
He landed hard, thankfully on his backside rather than his shoulder. His right hand, which had taken some of the impact, was scratched, the graze revealing itself as a grid of blood spots.
So sorry, Zennor. I am so frightfully sorry.
James looked upward, shading his eyes to see Magnus Hook, research fellow at New College and wearer of the roundest, thickest glasses in Oxford, standing over him. Poor eyesight had kept Hook out of the army, but he was doing his bit for the war effort: he had been seconded by the Ministry of Food, which had taken over large chunks of St Johns to control the national supply of fish and potatoes. I now work at the largest fish and chip shop in the world, was his pet conversational gambit; James had heard it at least three times.
Just the glimpse of Hook sapped his energy. For one thing, he embodied the category in which he, Zennor, now belonged. Thanks to his damned shoulder, he too was a D-band reject, just like Hook and the rest of the other half-blind cripples. But combined with this contempt was envy: for Hook had taken his place alongside the hundreds of dons of non-military age who had been drafted as civil servants. That was why Oxford in July, usually empty thanks to the Long Vacation, was teeming: the city had become a displaced Whitehall. Merton housed parts of the Department of Transport, Queens had the Ministry of Home Security and Balliol, characteristically for a college which regarded itself as primus inter pares, was host to a good part of the most prestigious of all departments, namely the Foreign Office. Word was that the section in question was intelligence. A further rumour insisted that one unnamed college was being kept empty, ready to house the royal family should the King flee London.
James had watched as this gradual transformation of the university had happened Brasenose College becoming a hospital, the Ashmolean Museum opening its doors to the Slade School of Art and wondered when the call would come for him. He had a first-class mind, at least that was what it said on his degree certificate, and he had military experience experience that had not come cheap. He had even picked up a grounding in intelligence, before well, before. When James heard that Oriel was taking in the War Office Intelligence Corps, he had stood by, waiting for the call. But it never came.
Instead he was supposed to spend the war in the Department of Experimental Psychology, reading Viennese scholars and drafting learned monographs. A mere five-year-old department in a university that measured its life in centuries, it lacked all status. Located far up the Banbury Road in a converted house, it would have had to be sited in Slough to be any more peripheral. All that had been true before the outbreak of war. Afterwards, its irrelevance increased tenfold.
It was obvious to James that his work there was pointless. Once the requisitioning of college buildings and senior faculty was underway, he had put himself forward, either by means of a discreet chat with colleagues or twice writing formal letters of application. He had heard nothing back. He told himself it was the chaos of war. So he had gone to see Bernard Grey, who knew everyone in Whitehall, and asked him to put in a word. He assumed it would be a formality. But Grey had eventually had to apologize over sherry in the Masters Lodgings. Im afraid, Dr Zennor, it seems this is one war youre going to have to sit out.
And now here was Hook in his grey flannels, smiling smugly even under his cringing apologies and clumsy, myopic attempts to help James to his feet.
Are you sure youre all right? I feel awful. I thought you could see me, but you were haring along at such a speed, I-
You should have been looking, you damn fool.
Thats just it you see, Zennor. I have the most appalling eyes. Hence these binoculars. He gestured at his spectacles which, Zennor guessed, would have enabled a normal man to gaze at the surface of the moon.
James pulled himself up to full height, so that he was now looking down at Hook with the advantage of at least a foot. Maybe it was the imploring, not to say intimidated, look on the poor mans face; or the recollection that Hook was a staunch anti-fascist as intolerant as James himself of the appeasers who had had quite a presence in Oxford not so long ago but James felt a dose of sympathy for Hook, standing there in his bottle glasses. And with the sympathy came shame for his rudeness, and the attendant need to make amends.
Apology accepted. He extended his hand, which Hook took gratefully. So what you working on then, Hook?
Well, strictly speaking, I shouldnt say.
Good man. Careless talk and all that. Id better be-
Put it this way, though. All this focus on fish and potatoes complements my research very well. He looked expectantly at James but, getting no response, went on. Nutrition.
Glad to hear it, James said, lifting up his bike.
You see, consumption patterns map very precisely onto income and education levels. Id intuited that before, but now thanks to the ministry I have very precise data. They show that in those social categories we would define as weak, potato consumption outstrips fish by a ratio of up to three to one. Among those we might classify as defective, the ratio rises to five to one. In superior groups, the data-
Youre saying the poor eat more chips?
Well, thats obviously a great simplification. Id prefer to put-
Yes, of course. Well, I really do have to-
Oh. But I hadnt explained the link between oily fish in the diet and mental performance. And the benefits of school milk on national strength indices for teeth and bones!
Another time, Magnus. James got back on his bicycle, relieved to see that the rear wheel was bent but still functional. He had pedalled a couple of yards when he stopped and looked back over his shoulder. I dont suppose youve seen Florence recently, have you?
Hook looked down at his feet, his face flushing. James had seen this reaction before: Florence only had to walk into a room to reduce men to stammering wrecks. He had not appreciated that the mere mention of her name could have the same effect. The realization of it brought that deadweight of melancholy back onto his chest.
The last time I saw her was on Tuesday. I was on my way into college and she was coming out with her friend, whats her name?
Rosemary? James had only met her a couple of times, but he had found her irritating. And she clung to Florence like a growth.
Thats right. Rosemary. Hook squinted at James once more. I say, Zennor: is that a rowing shirt under your jacket?
The last leg of the ride down Parks Road took no time at all, but as he leaned his bike against the low wall outside Wadham College, James had a dread thought. Opening hours at the libraries were shorter now, the New Bodleian included. And it was nearly six oclock.
He dashed across, heading into a building that still stood out for its novelty. Where almost every other structure in the town was covered in grime, stained with the soot generated by coal fires in every room, the brick of the New Bod was still a pristine beige. Not only was it clean but it was made of straight lines, free of the gargoyles, gnarled brickwork and battlements that made university Oxford resemble a walled city from the Middle Ages. That gloom had only deepened thanks to the strictures of the blackout, demanding that every college cover its windows in blinds or curtains or, when supplies of those had run out, brown paper or even black paint. At first, pride ensured that the curtains were drawn back or the paper removed each morning. But staff were short and so was patience, and so, with the war now in its eleventh month, many of Oxfords medieval or Tudor windows remained cloaked in darkness all day long.