My sister is not in trouble with anything, Camille told him firmly.
Okay. I didnt come to argue. In fact, I told you everything I came to say. He not only stepped back, but closed the door for her, firmly and quietly. She heard the thud of his boot step on the porch, then nothing as he strode toward his white pickup.
She watched him from the grimy window-even though she didnt mean to look. Neither Pete MacDougal nor his opinions were any of her business. God knew what that visit was all about, but it didnt matter.
Violet wasnt in trouble. Cam had seen her every damn day. Vi was dressing like a model for a gypsy catalog with all the sweeping scarves and flowing blond hair and all-but Violet had always been a girly-girl. She never had a tomboy bone in her body, probably came out of the womb asking Mom for a credit card and directions to the mall. The point being, she might be going a little overboard with the froufrou thing, but Violet was still Violet.
Camille stood in the doorway a moment longer, and then with a sinking feeling of defeat and exhaustion, padded toward the bedroom.
When it came down to it, even if Violet were in trouble-which she wasnt-Camille likely couldnt muster enough energy to help her anyway. Right now she couldnt even help herself. For a brief moment, Pete had sparked something vibrant and unexpectedbut that was just a fluke.
There was just nothing in her anymore. Nothing.
It was still raining four days later. The theory about April showers bringing May flowers was all well and good, but these April rains were bleakly chill and relentless-which was why Camille spent two hours hiking outside. The weather suited her mood perfectly.
She didnt care what Pete MacDougal had told her-in any way. She hadnt given him another thought-in any way.
The fresh rain stung her cheeks, but still she tromped the fields until her legs ached and she was cold and damp from the inside out. By the time she clomped into her sisters kitchen, it was just after six. In the back hall, she shed field boots, her fathers thrown-out barn jacket and an old cap. They had given her little protection against the weather. Her dark hair was straggling-wet at the edges, her jeans hemmed with ice-cold mud, and she couldnt stop shivering.
Naturally, her sister caught her before she had time to run some hot water on her hands.
Sheesh, Camille. Youre going to catch your death. Come in and get yourself warm, you goose. Violet had always been a bully. She hustled her into the kitchen, where warm yellow light pooled on the old glass cabinets and potbellied stove and round oak table. Pots simmered on the stove. Counters were crowded with dishes. Smells choked the air.
Dinner was going to be another petrifying meal, Camille sensed.
It was. She pried open lids and covers. The main course appeared to be cod stuffed with spinach. The salad looked to be a bunch of pungent herbs that smelled as if they could not only get a bodys system moving-but moving permanently. The drink was some herbal concoction in a pitcher. Violet hadnt served normal food since Camille could remember.
Were going to start with some Fish Soup Normandy tonight. Weve got to build you up, Cam. Youre not just skinnier than a rail, those jeans are about to fall off. For Petes sake, Im not sure you could find your butt with a magnifying glass. Im not sure you even have one anymore.
Camille cut to more important issues. Whats in the Normandy soup?
Oh, this and that. Celery, onions, carrot, lemon. Herbs and seasonings. And fish heads, of course-
Camille muttered a swearword. The bad one. Violet just smiled as she scurried around the kitchen. Tonight she was wearing a paisley blouse of some flowing material, her pale blond hair braided with a scarf. Ive been working up a storm in the greenhouses. I know its hard to believe, but its going to be warm in just a couple more weeks She glanced up and said carefully, I saw you out walking.
Camille scooped up silverware and plates to set the table.
Thats the first Ive seen you come out of the cottage-except for coming up here for meals, obviously. You were starting to scare me, Cam.
Nothing to be scared about. She took a breath. And Im not going to mooch off you forever. I know Im not bringing in any money. I dont want to be a burden. I just-
Youre no burden and youre not mooching, you dimwit. The farms yours no different than its mine and Daisys. You can live here forever, if you want. In fact, theres tons of space here at the house, you know that-
No. There was no way she could stay here. Her Campbell ancestors had sailed here from Scotland, homesteaded here, put down the first layer of brick and stone. Although generations had added on, it remained a sturdy, serious house with white trim and a shake roof. Inside, the plank floors were polished to a shine. There was still a cane rocker and rag rug by the kitchen potbellied stove. Violet had added the chintz upholstery, the frilly curtains, the Live Well-Love Much-Laugh Often type of homey slogans. Cats nested on most surfaces. The kitchen that had been blue and white, was now red and white, with pots of herbs clustered in the sink window.
And just like when they were growing up, Violet was still incessantly chattering. Mom and Dad called
Camille immediately tensed.
But I told them you were doing fine.
There. She relaxed again.
But then Daisy called. I told her the same thing, that you were doing fine. But you know Daisy. She started talking in that new French accent of hers, bristled up, and said if you dont call her within the next few days, shes flying home. I think she actually might, Cam. She needs to hear from you herself.
Well, shes not going to. Violet might boss her around at times, but she was pretty much a live-and-let-live kind of sister. Daisy was a nightmare. Just keep telling her Im fine.
Well, shes not going to. Violet might boss her around at times, but she was pretty much a live-and-let-live kind of sister. Daisy was a nightmare. Just keep telling her Im fine.
Okay.
Camille stuck a fork in the cod, pushed it around her plate. Behind the barn, all those acres on the east slope, where everything used to freeze out for Dadwhat are you doing there, Vi? With all that lavender?
Violet brightened. Camille! You asked me a question! You realize, this is the first conversation youve actually offered since you got home. I knew you were starting to get better. Pete said-
Pete? You mean Pete MacDougal? Why is he in this conversation?
Nothing! No reason! None at all!
Camille made an impatient motion. Something was wrong with her. Every time shed turned around for the past four days, there was Pete, invading her thoughts, her mind, her sleep. Naturally, shed been denying it, but lying to herself was getting tougher. And why bother? When a woman was nuts, one more screw loose hardly made any difference. So forget Pete. I wasnt trying to ask you about Pete-I was only trying to ask why you planted so much lavender. What are you planning to do with it all.
Oh. Well. You know mom always grew that little patch. The original lavender strain came from France-
I know Moms history, for Petes sake. But she grew a few plants in a flower garden. Your stash of lavender is about to take over the state of Vermont.
Her sister chuckled. It wasnt supposed to get that big. It was justI always loved it. The scent of lavender. The color, the texture, the look of it, everything. And right after the divorce, well, Simpson wanted the house to live with the bimbo. And I wanted nothing to do with him, so-
Vi. I know. And my offer to strangle Simpson still stands. The point is, you wanted to start completely fresh, so you moved and came home
Yeah. But when I moved here, there was really nothing specific for me to do, you know? The house was as empty as a museum, with Mom and Dad doing the retirement thing in Florida now. And for a while, the quiet was nice. I didnt have to actually find work right away, since I got a decent settlement out of the divorce, but I still had to find something to do with my time. So I just started messing with seeds and roots and strains of things.
Violet could take five hours to tell a five minute story, so Camille interrupted again. I know. You started your Herb Haven. The store was a claustrophobics nightmare, gobsmacked from rafters to cellar with herbs hanging upside down and herbs hanging right side up, baskets and candles and cooking herbs and medicine herbs-chokes of stuff all over the place. She didnt want to hear about it. But youre growing acres more lavender than you could ever sell in the store, Vi.
I guess. Violet smiled brightly. Then spooned a mound of an unidentifiable gourmet concoction on Camilles plate. It just sort ofexploded. I started with Moms original French lavender, mixed it with some strains Daisy sent me, then added some of my own. It was kind of like creating a kaleidoscope. A flower kaleidoscope. The strengths of one kind with the color of another with the texture of another. It was so much fun! Only I guess its gotten a little out of hand.
A little? Are you calling twenty acres a little?
I never thought it would grow, Violet said defensively. I mean, yes, I planted it. But I put it on that rocky east slope, not really thinking it had a chance of growing, but just to have something to do with it. I mean, that spot of land wasnt going to be used for anything because it was generally so hopeless. And the thing was, I had all these experiments in the greenhouse and theyd exploded on me. I had to have a place to put them. But I forgot
When her sister stopped to chew, Camille said impatiently, You forgot what?
I forgot about the nature of lavender. It looks fragile and frail-but its actually a very tough plant. In fact, it wont thrive at all if you pamper it. It has to have sun, of course, but otherwise its happiest if you just leave it completely alone. So that dry, rocky spot actually ended up perfect for it-
Violet. The point is-its everywhere.
Oh, well. I guess. How do you like the potato salad?
Pardon?
Violet motioned. The potato salad-its got dried lavender buds in it. I found the recipe from a really old French cookbook.