Kathleen Creighton
Memory of Murder
The seventh book in the Taken series, 2010
Dear Reader,
All authors know, when it comes to characters and plots, that sometimes there are surprises. A relatively minor character can develop a voice and demand his or her own story. Plot twists we never expected can present themselves and give us those wonderful lightbulb moments. Oh, we love those moments.
One such moment occurred to me when I was writing the fourth-and what I had assumed would be the last-book in the series THE TAKEN. As Holt Kincaid was explaining to Billie how his parents had disappeared without a trace when he was only five years old, I knew-I just knew-I could not leave that mystery unsolved.
Thus began a series of what if that grew into a whole new love story I think you will find as compelling to read as it was to write. This is really two love stories, one long past, one present, woven together in a tapestry of love and loss, forgiveness and redemption, of families torn apart and then reunited in the midst of tragedy. Most of all, it is a story about second chances.
Enjoy,
Kathleen Creighton
For Gary,
My love forever and always.
Prologue
Excerpt from the confession of Alexi K.
FBI Files, Restricted Access, Declassified 2010
I have always known this day would come.
Las Vegas, Nevada
I was five years old. I remember it because Id just had my birthday party. My parents took me to a park, and there was a pony. Holts smile flickered briefly. I think that was the first and last time I was ever on a horse. Anyway, a couple of days later, my parents left me with a babysitter and went out to dinner and a movie, and never came back.
He said it so matter-of-factly, it was a moment before it registered. Brenna did a little double take, then whispered, What happened? Was it a car crash?
His hand continued its idle journey up and down her arm. Their car was found in the movie theater parking lot. My parents never were. They justdisappeared.
She stared at him, appalled, half disbelieving. Thatscrazy. People dont justdisappear.
Actually, they do, Holt Kincaid said. More often than youd suppose.
Chapter 1
First let me say, I am not a monster. What I did, I did for reasons I thought were very good ones, at the time.
Excerpt from the confession of Alexi K.
FBI Files, Restricted Access,
Declassified 2010
San Diego, California
Three years later
Alan Camerons day began, as it all too often did, with a body. Three of them, actually. They came that way sometimes, in bunches.
It was now past noon, and one of those cases, that of seventeen-year-old Juan Miguel Alviera-whose badly beaten and bullet-riddled body had been found in an alley between a couple of abandoned cars-had been turned over to the Gang Unit. The other two, Walter and Louise Marchetti-found in their own bed by a concerned neighbor, both victims of single gunshot wounds to the head-had tentatively been ruled a murder-suicide, pending the autopsy results. All that was left of that one was filling out the report, which Alan was going to have to take care of himself, since his partner, Carl Taketa, was currently enjoying the pleasures of Cancún with his new bride, Alicia.
Like most cops, Alan hated paperwork. Making this seem to him like a good time to grab some lunch.
He logged off, indulged in a quick stretch and was reaching for his jacket when he heard a soft throat-clearing followed by a hesitant, Excuse me-are you Detective Cameron?
He swiveled in his chair, eyebrows politely raised. I am.
The woman was standing a short distance away between two unoccupied cubicles, looking as though shed rather be anywhere else but where she was. Not uncommon, in his experience, for people who came looking to speak to a homicide detective.
How can I help you? he asked in the mild but authoritative manner in which cops are expected to address presumably law-abiding members of the public, all the while taking in every detail of the womans appearance and demeanor.
Tall, slim and fit but not all that young. Late thirties to early forties, probably, and keeps herself in good shape with regular trips to the gym, or maybe the tennis court. Definitely not physical labor-her manicures too perfect, skin too good. Obviously uses sunscreen
Attractive, definitely. Vivid blue eyes fringed with lashes that were thick enough to be suspect but which he was almost certain were real. Elizabeth Taylor eyes, he thought to himself. Straight, glossy dark brown hair in an up-to-date style and cut that had set her back some serious coin. It was only the womans rather angular features that, in his opinion, kept her from being drop-dead gorgeous. And, also in his opinion, made her infinitely more interesting.
Well-dressed, well-kept, competent-looking-not the sort of person he was used to seeing in his job on a regular basis, for sure.
Im not sure, she said, but approached now with steady steps, as if shed come to a difficult decision. Are you the person I should speak to about a-I guess you would call it a cold case?
Alans pulse kicked up a notch; there wasnt a homicide detective alive who didnt dream of closing a cold case. Hiding his interest behind a polite, I can help you with that, he swiveled back to his computer and placed his hand on the mouse. Which case are we talking about?
She made a small gesture with her hand, and he glanced at her in time to catch the last of an expression as it flitted across those austere features, too quickly for him to read. No-no, its none of the ones on your Web site. I did check, butwell, for one thing, your list doesnt go back far enough. This would have been before I was born-in the 60s, probably. She closed her eyes and took a steadying breath. No, this issomething else.
Uh-huh. He tilted his chair back and waited. Then straightened up and belatedly added, with a dip of his head toward the chair beside his desk, Why dont you have a seat, Ms
Merrill. Lindsey Merrill. She took the invitation, but perched on the chair rather than sat in it, shifting her shoulder bag into her lap and clutching it as if she were walking alone on a mean street.
And this time, with his gaze focused on her face, he caught the look ofwhat? Vexation? Embarrassment? Okay, yeah, but with a touch of fear, too. Maybe. There and then, as before, too quickly gone for him to be certain.
The thing is, she said on a soft exhalation, Im not sure its any kind of case, cold or otherwise. Im not even sure it actually happened. Her deep blue gaze slid sideways to meet his, reluctantly, it seemed to him. I dont want to waste your time.
Youre not. He kept his tone genial, his posture relaxed, hoping to put her at ease, at the same time wondering whether hed be as patient if she wasnt an attractive, single-he surmised, from the absence of rings on her left hand-classy-looking woman. Why dont you tell me what makes you think it might be a case, then let me decide if my times being wasted or not.
Trust me, she said dryly, I know exactly what youre going to think. And I will say I told you so.
The little flash of humor was a surprise, and he found himself answering her wry smile with one of his own. Okay, I guess well see, wont we? He gave her an encouraging nod, and when she still seemed to hesitate, added another gentle nudge. You say this happened before you were born? So, you must have either heard or read about it. I assume were talking about a homicide? She nodded. Okay, so, lets start with that.
Another hiss of exhaled breath; obviously, this was the big hurdle for her. She gathered her courage, then: This is something my mother told me.
Ah.
My mother has Alzheimers.
She waited through about two beats of his silence, then said gently, See? I told you so.
Okay. He cleared his throat, straightened and swiveled toward her, frowning. Let me get this straight. Your mother has Alzheimers, and yet, something she told you made you think you should talk to a police homicide detective. Must be a pretty compelling story. So, Im listening.
For a moment, she just looked at him, and he saw a fierce shine of tears come into her eyes. Her hands tightened on the straps of her purse. Its crazy. Its impossible. I know it is. Butshes so upset. She truly believes this happened, and she wont leave it alone. I had to promise her. She made me promise Id talk to the police. What could I do?
The anguish in her face was hard to look at. The tear shimmer in those movie-star eyes made him feel slightly dizzy. I understand, he said, his nod nudging her on.
She claims- She cleared her throat, then continued in a choked voice, My mother claims that my father, Richard Merrill, the man shes been happily married to for forty-five years, is not her husband. She claims he killed her real husband-murdered him-and tried to kill her as well. Not only that- her voice rose dangerously -she says she had another child. A little boy. She says- she finished it, almost in a whisper -his name was Jimmy.
And that, Lindsey Merrill, is the part you cant dismiss out of hand.
The thought came to Alan in a flash of the insight that made him-he was not being immodest, it was a fact-good at what he did. Along with the realization that he wasnt going to be able to dismiss it, any more than she could. Not out of hand. Not without looking into it.
His name was Jimmy.
Funny about that one little detail. It changed everything. The rest could easily be chalked up to Alzheimers paranoia, but not that. Alzheimers was supposed to be about forgetting things, not remembering.
He definitely wanted to hear more about this, but right now, tense and wired as this woman was, he had a feeling he was going to have to pick and pry every detail out of her. And his stomach was starting to growl.
Have you eaten? he asked abruptly.
She looked startled, then dismayed. Oh-oh, Im sorry. I should have realized. She popped up off the chair, still clutching her purse. I wont take-
No, no- Hed already risen, too, and was shrugging into his jacket. Im not brushing you off. I do need to eat, though, and I thought, if you havent had lunch either, we could grab a bite while you tell me your story. We could go to the cafeteria here, but it can be noisy during lunch hour. You like sushi? He flashed her his most charming smile, hoping again to put her at ease.
Again, without much success. She just looked at him. Opened her mouth, closed it and gave her head a little shake.