Larissa celebrated her wedding at her mothers house. All of her closest relatives and friends gathered together. It was an ordeal for Nellicka, where she met Semyon for the second time. He arrived late and in thirty minutes Nelli had to be on her way home, the only way she could buy a bus ticket. The girl stood against the wall in the corridor, like a frozen woman, unable to move or say anything. Semyon arrived and approached her, apologizing for his tardiness; she was silent.
There was that cold shower over her body again, and the fear of reality. Nelly was afraid to see Semyon, but she just couldnt not see, she was afraid of herself, of her experiences.
Then, seated at the festive table, they looked into each others eyes as if under hypnosis. Not knowing why yet, but Nellie could not take it anymore, she got up, got dressed and left, no, ran to the train station, choking on her feelings. On the bus, the girl was crying unable to stop, realizing suddenly that she had done everything she could, that she would not be able to be with this man by her side. She asked herself, «What was I waiting for?» and found no answer. It was as if a wound had opened in the depths of her soul, and it hurt so much
At a young age we are not able to fully evaluate their actions and feelings, and even more so to explain. Perhaps, the girls imagination drew her images, and the puzzles did not come together in reality.
After Larissas wedding, life once again twisted our acquaintances friends in different cities. Lara went with her husband to his apartment where she lived, and Nelly continued to study also at the university, living with her parents. The friends again did not see each other for several years. During this time, Nellie experienced feelings of disappointment and unrequited love several times. In the aftermath, she did not marry very well, more out of mental calculation, thinking it would be better that way. Love was no longer knocking at the door of her burnt soul.